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anxious.enby

@enby-moth31

nonbinary-pan they/them pronouns this is just going to be art and me talking about my mental illness and a lot of ranting about random things
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smadeleine42

Do you ever just feel yourself descending into some horrible place? Like, I’m pacing circles into the floor, trying to find something to hold onto, but there’s so many things to do and so many things I can’t do and I think I’m gonna throw up, but I have to get this assignment done and call that doctor and figure out if these meds are making me better or worse and the physical therapist asked me about my future and I cried because sometimes I forget that I even have one,,,and then i end up staring at myself in the mirror for too long and then it’s three am and i have to sleep. Sometimes I’m scared that I’m not cut out for this, but that doesn’t matter, does it? Cause this is all I have. I’m not ready to let it go.

#young and disabled#disability#chronic illness#disabilities#disabled#hypermobile spectrum disorder#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#dysautonomia
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I have both mental and physical disabilities and new friends and people will treat me like I'm fragile or like they're responsible for me when I go out with them and I hate it like just because I have disabilities does not mean I need to be watched over like a child who's suddenly going to have an issue my disabilities do not make me incapable of taking care of and being responsible for my self especially when I have all of my support tools I need with me and I am very prepared for the place I was going to

#mentally tired#chronic pain#chronically ill#exhausted#actually autistic#disabled#mentally drained#chronic fatigue#actually disabled#chronic illness
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I hate when I'm finally in less pain then normal and not doing anything else but I just feel too exhausted to do my schoolwork or laundry or anything like if my physical disabilities stop acting up my mental ones start and people take those ones less seriously too and then they just call me lazy for not doing what I need to do and I don't know how to explain to them that even though I'm technically awake non of the gears in my brain or body are up and running for me to be capable of doing things

#mentally tired#chronic pain#exhausted#chronically ill#mentally drained#disabled#actually autistic#chronic fatigue#chronic illness#actually disabled
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wrench-ed-little-thing

Disabilities are crazy because prior to 2022 I was chilling, I mean I was asthmatic and I had neurodivergenies I was unaware of but like it was chill

and then two years later boom💥 cane boom💥 knee brace boom💥 drugs boom💥 AHHHHHHH

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enby-moth31

This is how I feel like not exactly this but two years ago I was doing so much and my migraines were so much less frequent and I had leg and wrist pain sometimes but it was fine

Now it's like boom 💥 heds boom 💥physical therapy boom💥 walker boom 💥more drugs boom💥 possibly pots boom 💥

Like how did everything change so fast

#disabled#chronically ill#actually disabled#actually chronically ill#chronic pain#mobility aid#walker user#heds#pots
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my-autism-adhd-blog
Why self-diagnosed autistics are valid
  • medical diagnosis can be expensive
  • humans are the experts on their own minds
  • family may prevent assessment
  • diagnosis criteria is a poor checklist of stereotypes
  • diagnosis criteria ignores gender, race, sexuality, culture & more
  • medical diagnosis confirms autism, but doesn't create it
  • discrimination within the medical profession may prevent diagnosis.
  • Assessment waiting lists often long
  • medical trauma may make assessment unfeasible

Neurodiverse Journeys

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enby-moth31

I self diagnosed my autism 4 years before I was able to go and get an actual diagnosis as long as people are doing the proper research before self diagnosing there is nothing wrong with it

#self diagnosis#why it’s valid#I find it perfectly acceptable with doing the correct research#the diagnosis process can be complicated and sometimes not a very pleasant experience#actually autistic#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#actually neurodivergent#feel free to share/reblog
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