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Gen || March 30, 2015 || The perilous journey in life of an obnoxious girl.
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112320

Well, I know friends are essential for emotional stability, but I don't feel that much troubled without having no friends to talk to. I don't know why...

Maybe I'm just used to having no friends at all.

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020620

It was a stressful day as usual. Rushed things like always. Failed quizzes like always. Failed relationships like always. I never dreamed of myself in this situation, feeling sorry for myself. Because of my stupidity and naivety. I am not quite happy with things like this. I do not know. Since I met you, I expected more. Maybe because the reason I chose you was that I thought you could give me more. More than his love, more than monthsaries with no gifts and me treating the guy, like always. Because at first, you always told me he’s not worth it. Maybe that’s why I fell out of love. Because of you. Because you made me feel special... at first. But then, as time passed by, I do not know what happened. I thought I knew you. I thought you were better. But in the end, men will be men and they will think women are childish and nonsensical. I notice you trying your best. To give me what I deserved. But that’s just you forcing things to work out. I want it too. To make things work out. But I don’t see you as my long-time partner. And I don’t see you changing any time soon. But I hope everything to be fine. To be just right. No smiles, and no tears. That’s enough.

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Deep down in my heart, I wish you're thinking about me, caring about me—that I matter to you. Because no matter how unaffected you act, I just don't know, I feel there's something behind your stares.

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Bombarding students with projects actually do not help them grow as a person. It pushes them to believe that education means earning high marks on tests and not actually learning.

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091318

Ngayon alam ko na kung bakit lagi akong naghahanap ng karelationship. Kung bakit hindi ako makatagal nang walang kalandian. 

Kasi dun ko nararamdaman yung care and love na hindi ko maramdaman sa family ko.

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I wanna go back to the day before we met. I wanna go back to the day before we confessed our feelings for each other. I wanna go back to the time when I didn’t care about relationships. I wanna go back to the time when cheating didn’t even cross my mind. I wanna go back to the time before it all went wrong.

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