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Nobody can ever understand the repercussions living for decades could have on you. Nobody would be able to understand how it feels when savagery turns your loving home into an abyss of murkiness and when you have to watch your beloved siblings turning into little monsters, longing for power. One day, their demise will become my rise, because Death can never die!
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This blog is  now on archive. I have officially decided to change blogs and start over new (more or less). I will keep the current interactions on my new blog unless the muse is deleted. I will try to follow all active blogs I follow here, but if you want me to give you my new url, like this, I’ll shoot you a message~
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i reblogged this for the last time now. goodbye folks. see you on the other blog, maybe. but i understand if you want to part ways. it has been a blast on this blog. thank you for everything.

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He blinked once. As the fact dawned on him, he quickly became regretful of underestimating his own job. “You’re absolutely right.” He nodded eagerly. “I can’t believe I’d say that about my own job when I’m having the time of my life working there, where everyone is so good and kind to me.” He shook his head, brushing his hair up and smiling sheepishly. “Thank you for the reminder, Jaden-ssi. I’d have gotten myself into trouble if I still thought of my job the same way I did earlier.” He sighed softly, his lips parting into a grateful smile. “Oh? You are? Then I’ll do my best to keep being happy, then. Wouldn’t want to make Jaden-ssi or anyone else sad.”
“Can anyone get used to compliments? Unless it’s someone who needs to keep inflating their ego,” he teased, chuckling and shaking his head. “I hear comments a lot, but I try not to think too much into it. Someone isn’t really one thing, and they can’t exactly be like that compliment all the time. But the way I say it, I think I’m really overthinking things~” He chuckled abashedly, glancing down at his clasped hands on the table. He then looked up at his friend at the praise once again thrown his way, tilting his head with a curious expression. “Am I all those things for you already? What made you think about me that way?” He couldn’t help but question only because they hadn’t spent much time together personally, although they did send each other text messages whenever they had the chance to.
Since they were still at the topic of Jaden’s sister, an inquiry came across Jinki’s mind. “Who’s exactly older between you two if you don’t mind me asking?” While Jinki didn’t advocate drinking until one ended up drunk, as it was something was supposed to be merely recreational, although he couldn’t deny to himself that it would be interesting what it would be like to see a tipsy Jaden. “Are you sure? We aren’t going to even drink something strong this time. Just something worth doing a ‘cheers’ to~”
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Jaden couldn't hide but laugh a little bit at Jinki's reaction. No matter what the man did, it was quite adorable to the blonde man. All he wanted was for Jinki to see how precious he was. But maybe it was quite good for the other man to be this humble. This wasn't something you see often these days. Maybe this was why Jinki was quite popular. Surely, Jaden hasn't met all of Jinki's friends yet, but he has seen how many people have come to cheer for the other man in the cafe. But maybe Jaden was also blinded by his feelings or the thought of the Jinki in his dreams? The Jinki in his dreams and the Jinki here were not the same, but this was certainly something Jaden forgot often.

❝ Some people can get used to compliments easily, but maybe it's better you don't get used to it. I don't want to imagine how you could be when you are too full of yourself. ❞  Just the thought of Jinki being full of himself was so absurd that Jaden had to laugh at his own words again. No, Jinki wasn't the type to become like that. Then again, Jaden wanted for Jinki to have a little more self-esteem and be aware of his worth. It was something every human should know without turning arrogant. Maybe this was why Jaden always tried to boost people's confidence whenever he could without lying into someone's face. ❝ Is it bad when I say that you are all those things already? ❞ A little bit embarrassed, Jaden rubbed over the back of his head while giving the other man the smidgen of a grin.

❝ My sister is the older one, two years older to be exact, but she thinks that a brother has to protect the sister. I try my best to do so though. ❞  At least when she was dating someone, he would take a look at the man and give his comment. Yet, he had nothing to complain unless the guy broke her heart.  ❝ But yes, I'm sure. I trust you. And I don't think I will be wasted after one glass, right? At least not enough that I want to take my clothes off. ❞

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Naeun had one foot into a complete new world all the while trying to keep her normal life unaffected by the fact that she was spending time with a dragon who could shapeshift into a human - or was it the contrary? She wasn’t sure exactly. Everything about Jerdess was still a bit confusing except for the fact that finding the dragon eggs was what they really needed to focus on. Even with her limited social skills, she recognized an emergency; she simply didn’t know how much of a help she could be and it worried her that they’d fail and that the male’s worst fear would turn out to be true.
She wanted to be a source of help and support for Jerdess even though she was all too aware that she probably wasn’t the best option out there. However, she knew that she wasn’t the worst one either: her talent definitely laid in doing the impossible on the internet, getting herself in places most of the people didn’t even think they could exist. And she knew people. By working in such motel, she had watched and learned, she had kept mental notes about human beings and how far they were willing to go just for their sake. So, hopefully, Jerdess’s knowledge combined with hers could be surprisingly helpful. Naeun wasn’t sure if she could consider the male as a friend or an acquaintance of an unique kind, but what she was sure of was that she wasn’t going to let him down. She wanted to help him and protect what was important for him.
“I haven’t thought about what we will do ifㅡ when we will find the eggs but there’s one thing I know and it’s that I need you,” she spoke softly, her fingers carefully wrapping the bandage around the male’s arm, “you can’t go around getting into fights. I can’t imagine how you feel, that’s true.” Naeun admitted and glanced up at Jerdess though she was quick to look back down ㅡ eyecontact didn’t really make her feel comfortable. “But if we even have a slim chance to find them, then you have to stay focused. I’ll do my researches on the dark web, see if there has been anything that’s remotely close to dragon eggs. You’ll be the first to know if I find anything, and then we’ll take the next step.”
Naeun didn’t know how she got good at talking. God, she didn’t even know how she managed to get all of that out of her and she couldn’t deny that she was feeling a little out of breath afterwards. Biting down on her lower lip, she tied the bandage neatly and focused her gaze on it for a few seconds, trying to remain calm and true to her words.

Jerdess really didn't want to imagine what could happen if his siblings hatch while being around strangers. Either, these people would kill the baby dragons because they were scared or they would train the baby dragons to their liking. Then, not even Jerdess could help them anymore. A dragon learns during the first years, no months if they are going to be good dragons or badly manipulated ones. Yes, Jerdess has seen dragons trained by humans and they haven't done good things. Especially now that his kind was nearly died out, it was important to keep these eggs close and raise the baby dragons in a good way.

With a sigh falling from his lips, Jerdess lowered his head while he let Naeun treat his wounds. She was right with everything she has said so far, but the dragon was too proud to admit it out loud. What should he do without his siblings? Being the last dragon alive scared him to death. He couldn't be the last of his species. Even though he possessed a human form now, he was still different. Still, in silence, he watched her putting the bandage around his arm. It still stung a lot, but he has been through worse during the great war in his world. Humans have nearly killed him with their weird sticks which flew through the air, he has seen those sticks stabbing his friends right through the heart despite their strong scales.

❝ You are right, I can't do that. If I die, there won't be any dragons anymore. ❞  Besides the eggs, his siblings, but Jerdess wasn't sure if they were able to hatch in this world and if they were able to hatch, then he had no clue if they would be able to survive. It was devastating to even think about it all.  ❝ Dark web...what is that? Sounds like a...cave. ❞  the dragon asked a little confused and tilted his head to the side.  ❝ Thank you for treating my wound, by the way. ❞  he reached for his shirt again. After all, he hasn't forgotten his manners, that was a good thing, right?

❝ You know...if they hatch...they are...well...if the people know what do to with a dragon, they can become strong weapons. We dragons learn from our mother, like humans, right? But if we are not getting taught manners we are dangerous. I have seen dragons who grew up with humans, they killed for humans, not for food. ❞  Jerdess sighed loudly while taking his shirt on again.  ❝ We might look like monsters to you guys, but we would never kill anyone unless we are on a hunt and don't worry, we don't hunt humans. We only hunt big animals. Humans are just so scared of us that they attack us first, at least they have done that where I came from. I don't want my siblings to experience the same. ❞

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Just seeing the other relax, he felt his heart grow warmer, stroking over his hand and giving him all the affection that he could give him given the circumstances. All he wanted was to hold him, to hug him, and he knew that the taller wanted that too, and it ached in his soul.  “I’ll always take care of you, my love, and you never have to say sorry for needing help. I’ll run you a bath, and wash you, how does that sound? I’ll massage your scalp and clean up, then you’ll be able to relax in a fresh clean home with sweet-smelling sheets. Wait here, and I’ll go and run it~”

Pestilence was so scared, so so scared and yet so full of love that he couldn't even explain his feelings completely. Just for one more time, he wants to hold this man in his arms and kiss him again. Yet, the horseman was scared to do so. Pestilence knew that only his bare hands could do damage and yet after this one incident in Europe, he was too scared to do anything else. Maybe not just his hands were dangerous but other parts of his body as well? His heart skipped a beat once he heard the loving name slipping past Kyuhyun's lips.  ❝ That sounds nice. Thank you. Then I can continue looking at you, right? Can we cuddle in bed after that? You know... wrapping you in an extra blanket to keep you safe...from me...But I like feeling you close. I like feeling you breathing. ❞  Pestilence paused and sat up slowly.  ❝ Ah...that sounded weird... ❞  he laughed and coughed at the same time while raising from the couch as slow as possible.

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ATTENTION!!!!

This blog is  now on archive. I have officially decided to change blogs and start over new (more or less). I will keep the current interactions on my new blog unless the muse is deleted. I will try to follow all active blogs I follow here, but if you want me to give you my new url, like this, I’ll shoot you a message~

sidenote: I still have 4 replies in my queue here. they will be posted within the next 2 days, don’t worry. This message will be reblogged a few times as well. I’m sorry for the inconvenience, but after 4 years on this blog I needed a change.

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“Nerves? What stress do you have that needs so much calming you need to smoke?” She said jokingly as she made sure the door was secure. she gladly took his arm with a smile. He was annoying at times but, he knew how to be a gentlemen. “I’m sure that everyone wouldn’t mind if we are fashionably late.” She said with a smile. She was very excited to go see his work, she often spent time watching him work on them but seeing them in the exhibit would bring so much more meaning to them than they already had. 

The horseman pursed his lips into a soft pout but then he started laughing again.  ❝ You are right, I shouldn't get stressed that much. Even if people don't like my paintings, I shouldn't care that much. ❞  Because he knew that some people liked his works and that was all he should care about, right? Many people would look at him in disgust just because of the many tattoos which adorned his body.  ❝ Well, let's say, they wouldn't care if they see me with you being fashionable. People will be stunned. You look really good, am I allowed to say that? ❞  He asked, grinned and even winked at her before he guided her outside where he has parked his car for them.

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ATTENTION!!!!

This blog is  now on archive. I have officially decided to change blogs and start over new (more or less). I will keep the current interactions on my new blog unless the muse is deleted. I will try to follow all active blogs I follow here, but if you want me to give you my new url, like this, I’ll shoot you a message~

sidenote: I still have 4 replies in my queue here. they will be posted within the next 2 days, don’t worry. This message will be reblogged a few times as well. I’m sorry for the inconvenience, but after 4 years on this blog I needed a change.

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ATTENTION!!!!

This blog is  now on archive. I have officially decided to change blogs and start over new (more or less). I will keep the current interactions on my new blog unless the muse is deleted. I will try to follow all active blogs I follow here, but if you want me to give you my new url, like this, I'll shoot you a message~

sidenote: I still have 4 replies in my queue here. they will be posted within the next 2 days, don’t worry. This message will be reblogged a few times as well. I’m sorry for the inconvenience, but after 4 years on this blog I needed a change.

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He was glad to share this with someone so important to him. Looking over at the other, he can see how excited he is. His hand moving to the male’s lower back, in his own way to keep the other slightly calm. Smiling when he felt the arms wrap around his middle. His own arms wrapping around the male. Being close, having people who loved to be loved, it didn’t bother Jaebum. Hearing his comment he looked down for a moment with a smile. “I can’t help myself, I tend to overwork myself a lot.” It was true, Jaebum was one who always pushed his body to the furthest point. “Thank you, for always being worried about me and taking care of me.” He admits, without much thought, he kissed the other male on the head. Only turning his attention back to the elevator when the door dinged opened. “I know, with you here we will be able to go home earlier and I won’t be exhausted.” 
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No one would ever be so nice to him like Jaebum. This was one of the many reasons why Jaehyun loved this man. Yes, the puppet master loved this man to a point where he didn't want to let go of him anymore. Many people would call his behavior obsession, Jaehyun would only call it love and care. Especially the fact that Jaebum overworked himself this much bothered Jaehyun to a point where he wanted to keep this man at home. But could he make Jaebum stay at home? Could he force him not to go to the studio anymore? Probably not. However, Jaehyun couldn't hide his smile when he received a kiss on his forehead. The puppet master wanted to say something, but the opening doors distracted him. Immediately, he wrapped his hand around Jaebum's again to drag him out of the elevator.  ❝ Can I come with you more often then? When I behave well? I can also bring Kyu next time. He can help as well, he can do small works. You know, Kyu can move as well when he is in his normal size. He is just too shy doing this around anyone but me, but I'll tell him it's okay to move around you as well. ❞

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Kyuhyun wasn’t the most skilled conversationalist, but he also wasn’t suspicious of the younger, or of the possible answers he might give. Any job he had been told he would have accepted with a knowing nod and a warm smile, as he himself was a bit of a mess. “Ah yes, I’ve got a few friends who work in bars. They like the creativity for drinks, and the flexible hours, but there are a few people who can get a little handsy, you know?” he said softly, acknowledging his struggle with a soft smile, reaching for his hand to gently squeeze in understanding.
“For me, I um, I struggle to get a conventional job, I’ve been in and out of mental hospitals, so these days I tutor, and help with medicine trials to pay the bills,” he chuckled. “It’s not the safest, but hey, what can I do? I got to put food on the table. Maybe I could come to your bar after tutoring sometime? It might be relaxing to hang out after work~ And I promise I’ll keep the creeps away.”

Usually, Kihyun was not interested in other people, but he was gladly making an exception for Kyuhyun. His neighbor was a really interesting person and he didn't seem to judge Kihyun for working at a bar. Whenever he told the same story to other people, they would just frown and ask him why he wasn't having a proper job. A soft laugh bubbled from his lips while nodding a little bit.  ❝ I know what you mean and it's pretty annoying. Especially when the disgusting ones get handsy. ❞  Because even though Kihyun didn't work in a bar, he had this part of his life where he had to endure those people if he wanted or not. The man took a small sip from the wine.

What was really interesting to Kihyun was the fact that Kyuhyun talked about mental hospitals. Other people would have freaked out by this for sure, but Kihyun wasn't one of those people.  ❝ Ah, was it bad? I hear a lot of bad things about these hospitals. ❞  Kihyun asked without even hesitating any further. Surely, he could have asked why Kyuhyun has been in a mental clinic, but he didn't want to be too rude.  ❝ Uh...well...the bar is pretty...creepy. Like...I mean not a great place. Many drunk, prone to violence men. I'm not sure if anyone would like to be there. ❞

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     the hands on him helped relax him for just a moment. they were familiar, safe, and alex could melt right into them if he let himself. kibum was someone he could lean onto when he needed it, but he still hated looking weak in front of anyone. “i’m not going to faint,” he said, though his body was telling him otherwise. he just took slow breaths and then went to rest against kibum, head going to lay on his shoulder for a second. 
     “tomorrow. yeah. we should go lay on a couch for the rest of the night,” he said in defeat, realizing that yeah, it was a good idea to stop moving for the night. “don’t want to be dragging ourselves out of here, right?” because he’s definitely had to have kibum drag him out before and he’d do the same for him. 
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Even in his facial expression, it was visible already that Kibum was worried. His friend wasn't looking too good by now which was certainly coming from his excessive training. Maybe he should have made sure to stop Alex a little earlier. But better later than never, right? A soft sigh fell from Kibum's lips while shaking his head a little bit.  ❝ But you look like that, ❞  he answered while tracing one hand over the other man's back. How long has it been since Alex has eaten? Better, Kibum wasn't aware of this fact.

❝ Right, come on. Let's go. I'll grab your bag. Can you stand alone? ❞  Kibum put both hands on Alex's shoulders just to make sure the other was able to stand on his own. Knowing Alex, Kibum knew that the other man was just as stubborn as Kibum when it came to training and overworking yourself.

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The other male was disoriented, clearly upset and a little frustrated, but more than anything he appeared to be confused and vulnerable. Adjusting the coat around him and carefully zipping it up to conceal the thin body, he felt a little better to know that he would soon warm. The cold air was whipping, and a light rain beginning to fall. Kyuhyun knew he would have to take him to his car and warm him or else a cold would set in, or possibly hypothermia. 
‘Hurt’ that one word told him more than possible. The lack of language, the childlike nature, he could tell at once that there was no one to care for this man.  No one to make sure that he was okay, or even to stop him from wandering naked at night. “I know, it’s okay. I’ll look after you, can you come with me?” he asked, using short easy words, gently helping him to his feet before remembering the way he had staggered and fallen. “I’ll carry you, until you’re strong enough,” he assured him, lifting the light body into his arms to prevent any future injuries. “You’re safe. I’m Kyuhyun, what is your name?”

Nox has really not imagined the human world to be like that. The air was something new he experienced and it didn't feel too great on his naked body. Down in the ocean, he was immune to cold, but this form was acting a little different. The deep sea beast wrapped his arms around his own body to secure himself from the cold even though this was not working well. With a soft pout on his plush lips, Nox looked at the stranger. Picking up the language wasn't as hard as someone would expect – at least to Nox. The beast could pick up a lot from the other man's body language. His eyes widened the more the other man spoke.

❝ With...you.. ❞  Nox said slowly, but quickly smiled again. To him, it sounded like this man was willing to take him with him, away from here and this was what only counted. Immediately, Nox tried to step closer to the man, but walking was still hard. Thankfully, the stranger lifted his body into his arms before Nox could fall down again. Confused, but yet smiling, Nox wrapped his arms around the other who introduced himself as Kyuhyun. Yes, this much the beast understood, so with one hand, Nox pointed at himself before saying:  ❝ Nox! I'm...Nox.... Nox....cold....brrrrrrrr.... ❞

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