So when I was 16 I was in a theatre class & I was partnered with this boy for a kissing scene & I didnāt like him at all but I was Totally Straight ā¢ he just wasnāt my type and I didnāt want my first kiss to be with him and thatās obviously why I literally threw up at the thought of having to kiss him! I mean, who doesnāt throw up at the prospect of their first kiss with a boy!
Anyways, my friend (who I def had a crush looking back on it) said sheād teach me how to stage kiss! And for a stage kiss one person cups the otherās face but puts their thumb on the otherās lips and then they ākissā the thumb.
So she cupped my face & put her thumb on my lips & then as she went in for the ākissā,,,, my knees actually fuckin,,,, buckled underneath me,,,, like just the thought of (stage) kissing this girl caused me to physically become light headed and fall over, but I was def straight! Only into boys obviously! Never would wanna date a girl!
And I played it off as having low blood sugar & being stressed but Iām all reality I was just gay & stupid