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8x19 | Taxi Driver

I’m Shannon, I’m a biracial, Physically disabled, nb, lesbian, and I have a tumor in my jaw. 

In August (Two months ago) I was at the dentist for a regular cleaning, and the lady was feeling the click I have in my jaw, and she said “Shannon, You have a lump on your jaw?” 

Fast forward to today (October 6th). I now know, I have a tumor that’s been rapidly growing in my face/jaw for about 5 months. 

I am seeing the head of oral surgery in Brampton Ontario. And he said:

I’ll need FOUR Rootcanals on the four teeth above the tumor. Because when hes doing the surgery there’s a chance those teeth will loose blood supply and die. 

As the first picture shows, I currently have TWO HOLES in my jaw bone. The tumor was up against my bone, and it’s just eaten it’s way through it. So I’ll need a Bone Graph during the surgery to fill them in. 

Also, because of the holes in my jaw, currently if I chew/eat something crunchy I run the risk of FRACTURING my jaw bone, as it’s weakened from the holes in it. 

There’s another picture, But it’s a little gross so I didn’t want to post it. But the Tumor is ONTOP OF A NERVE. And it’s squishing it with all of the pressure. And my surgeon told me point blank. There’s a chance i’ll lose feeling in my chin and bottom lip. 

The second picture shows the swelling/lump the tumor is causing on my right side of my face.

The Third picture shows the TWO LAYERS of bone, the tumor has eaten through.

The fourth picture is another facial picture to show the swelling in my right side jaw. 

The last picture shows the actual Tumor in my face. That’s the “meatiest” part of it according to my surgeon. 

I am under 21 aka i’m still covered by my father’s insurance, BUT. there’s a $1500 CAP on the dental insurance. And i’v already hit it/Or am very close to hitting it (I’v broken 4 teeth, two in the last year.) So I WILL NOT BE COVERED BY DENTAL INSURANCE FULLY/AT ALL

What am I asking for here?

I got the estimate of how much the surgery,bone graph, and the anesthesia  will cost from the surgeon and that’s $4200

I also got the estimate of how much the four rootcanals will cost from my family dentist and that’s $3100

So TOTAL I’ll have to pay: $7300 out of my/my families pocket. 

IF YOU WANT TO HELP/DONTATE 

MY PAYPAL IS:

shan_hal@hotmail.com

LINK TO MY YOUCARING: 

https://www.youcaring.com/shannon-nagy-664249

Thank you so much for reading/reblogging/donating!!

Shannon is such a wonderful person and one of my best friends. Please donate to them or signal boost this post they really need the help!

shannon is honestly a total darling please help them out if you can.

Reblog if you made good friends on internet and you wish you lived next to them.

“Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!” I shrieked, upstarting— “Get thee back into the tempest and the Night’s Plutonian shore!  Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!  Leave my loneliness unbroken!—quit the bust above my door! Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!”          Quoth the Raven “Nevermore.” —  The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe (The Raven- Celebrity Readings for Astor Benefit) [x]

I just want to make this clear

On this blog, hate will not be accepted. Hate for Vicki Collins, Genevieve Padalecki or Daneel Ackles. The supernatural cast married these women because they were in love, two of them even have kids now. “But she married my husband! That bitch!” blah blah blah, grow up. He’s not yours, he’s his own person. And he happens to have fallen in love, and married, this amazing woman. End of story.

Team Free Will:  A Complete Beginner’s Guide, by Dean Winchester.

1.  This is Dean.  The star of the show. 

He specializes in being being heterosexual and kicking monster ass.

2.  There are three things Dean Winchester absolutely does not do:

Shorts.

Chick flick moments.

And dudes.

3.  He’s also always 100% honest with himself.

4.  This is Sam.  Also known as “the less handsome one.”

He specializes in having stupidly long, girly hair and being really tall.

5.  Dean absolutely does not project his personal issues onto Sam.

Like wearing women’s underwear.

Or being attracted to guys.

Or flirting with Cas.

6.  He’s a bit of a weirdo.

(But if you touch even one stupidly long hair on his head, I’ll skip rope with your entrails.)

7.  And this…is Castiel.

He specializes in being a weird, dorky little guy and having stupidly pretty, stupidly blue eyes with stupidly long lashes, that you just want to heterosexually drown in forever.   

Oh yeah, and then there’s the whole “angel” thing.

8.  Cas doesn’t really get sarcasm.  Or pop culture references (though he’s kinda gotten better at that last part.)

When he’s confused, he tilts his head to the side and scrunches up his eyebrows, and you kinda just want to heterosexually hold him forever and ever.

9.  And most importantly, Dean Winchester is NOT attracted to Castiel.

He doesn’t have wet dreams about the sound of his voice.

He doesn’t touch him just a little more than he needs to, and think about it for days on end.

He never thinks about what it would be like to cook for him, and cuddle up on the sofa, and watch chick flicks together.

I mean, yeah, he does occassionally fantasize about what it would be like to run his fingers through his hair, but don’t ALL straight guys do that with their platonic bro-pals?

And yeah, he has occasionally gotten a heterosexual boner while looking at him, but that’s only natural.  I mean, just look at the guy. 

So yeah, Dean Winchester is not attracted to Cas.  Because Dean Winchester is 100% straight.  

10.  So yeah , that’s Team Free Will:  one ex-bloody junky, a high school dropout and my boyf- my huggy bear- and CAS. 

And no, we’re not accepting any new admissions.

appropriation vs. appreciation (note the depth and length of the captions)

You wouldn’t understand. No one did.

Awww…

How can people possibly wake up at 5 am like hell man, I’m still reading fanfiction at that time

Writers of my favorite shows be like

otp: *makes eye contact*

me: