I don't know how many times I swung my sword. After K'yel and Livicette, the faces blurred. A rule-breaker. A Xaela with bladed circles. Bladed. Circles. Did I fight someone after him and before the last? I cannot remember. Our blades crossed. He was in my way. He landed his blade, and I mine. And then there was ground, an arm around my neck, and I managed to get my own arm up to keep me breathing.
I reached, not able to see what I was reaching for...and I grabbed. Eyes.
"I yield!"
WHAT.
How many times have I stood here, both as combatant and spectator. How many times have I fought and never make it past the first face? There was one time I moved forward, only to be denied by a fighter more skilled than I, so close I could almost taste it.
My husband and I began here. This is where he brought me to fight, and soon it became our thing. How many times have I cheered him on to victory, with blood and bruises on my body, other times arriving too late to fight but cheered him onward?
Did my opponent just....yield?
Did I just...win?
There's Warren announcing the champion. That's my name.
I'm...on the ground and Percival is hugging me. He gets heavier and I realize...people are piling on me and my husband. My friends. Friends. Who stayed for me, cheered for me. And I cannot move. I cannot think. My insides are shaking, my muscles are screaming at me for lifting that sword so many times.
Didn't I just tell Perci last night that every time I put on this armor, I feel closer to you? You were victorious in the arena many a time. They cheered for you, screamed your name with each strike of your sword, each victory. Did you feel this earthquake in your stomach every time? Did you feel all coherence leave you, did the blood fall to your feet and leave you pale?
There are people piled on me, gathered around me, Papa. And for the briefest moment, I could have sworn that one of the congratulations was carried in the tenor of your voice.
I hope you were watching.
((Tagging @fourtharbiter, @smolcatte, @multimusexiv for brief mentions))
In honor of the tenth anniversary of the Grindstone. From combatant to staff (and sometimes still combatant), I'm proud to have been a part of it for the past nearly nine years.