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Nenya85

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Mostly Yu-Gi-Oh! Head-canon, Fanfiction, Rambling Comments, Asks Welcomed, Largely Kaiba-centric, Kaiba brothers, Prideshipping
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Headcanon: What if Kaiba had found the Puzzle?

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Sorry for the delay.  It took me a while to come up with a headcanon.

Mokuba was with his brother when they found the box.

Seto Kaiba had taken over Gozaburo’s office along with his corporation.  He’d moved in immediately and started cleaning house, his scowl growing deeper, more firmly etched into place with each file he opened.  Mokuba watched him in silence. His brother was too busy to talk and even when he wasn’t, he was distant, as though he had moved into a different time zone without leaving the room.  

Mokuba’s attention had wandered when he heard Kaiba’s sharp intake of breath.

“Nisama?” he asked, turning his brother’s title into a question.

Kaiba grunted.  He was leaning over a small box, poking at whatever was inside.

“I found this thrown into the bottom of a drawer.  I wonder what Gozaburo wanted with it.”  He held up a letter, read it and grunted again.  “One of his public relations gimmicks was funding an archeological dig.  I guess we put him off orphanages for good.”

Mokuba came over and peered inside the box.  “And they gave him some sort of puzzle as a thank you?  It looks like gold, it must be valuable… but I never saw him play with anything before… well, except for chess.  I wonder what it’s supposed to be.”

Two pieces were stuck together.  The rest lay in a heap at the bottom of the box.  “He didn’t get far, at any rate.”  Kaiba picked up the conjoined pieces and turned them over.  They’d been rammed together awkwardly.  Kaiba threw back his head and laughed.  “He only got two of them to stick and they don’t even belong together.”  

Seto worked on them for a moment.  There was something satisfying about undoing his adoptive father’s handiwork, about the way the pieces sprang free.

“There’s something engraved on the inside of the lid,” Mokuba said, tracing the hieroglyphs with his finger.

“Whoever puts this puzzle together will be granted his deepest wish,” Kaiba read slowly, wondering why he instantly knew what the unfamiliar shapes meant as though he’d breathed in the knowledge with the air.  “That’s stupid.  Wishes are for children.”  Kaiba threw the pieces back in the box and slammed the lid.  But Mokuba noticed his brother kept the box on the top of his desk.

Over the next few days, Mokuba caught his brother twisting the pieces together after particularly difficult board meetings.  On the day that Kaiba Corporation’s weapons factories closed their doors, Kaiba managed to put the first two together.  More followed, matching each milestone in the new Kaiba Corporation that his brother was building.  

As as the puzzle came together Kaiba looked less haunted.  But that wasn’t enough for Mokuba.  His brother still didn’t look happy. He looked careworn and creased and defeated by his new responsibilities in a way that Gozaburo had never managed.

Then finally, months after they’d found the box, the day came when there was only one piece left.  Mokuba looked at the almost completed puzzle.  It was easy to see that it was an upside-down pyramid now.  He couldn’t help but remember the words on the inside lid, the words his brother had discarded and forgotten.

“Can I help you put in the last piece?” Mokuba asked.

“Of course,” Kaiba answered with a smile.  “I was waiting for you.  It’s only right that we do it the same way we do everything else – as a team.”

As their fingers slid the last piece in, Mokuba closed his eyes and whispered, far too softly to be heard by his brother, “Please, all I want is for Nisama to find a friend…. someone who’ll look after him the way he does for me.”  

Mokuba smiled as he heard the last piece click into place, as if the Puzzle itself, now gleaming in his brother’s hands, had nodded in answer.

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Happy birthday to Honda Hiroto, holder of the nerd herd’s one shared brain cell and resident beauty on duty 😎 🌸🌸🍈

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You know, I really want to know some of yours too! J M (and did you consider putting it in Life After Life?) T

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Thanks for asking @winxhelina and yes, I meant to ask about Urban Forest Fantasy!

J:  What’s your favorite fanfic trope?  Have you written it?

Does enemies to lovers count?  On a slightly more serious note, really love – both to write and to read – characters who have very good reasons not to trust, learning to trust and characters who are used to not being cared about discovering what it’s like to be cared about.

M: What’s the weirdest AU scenario you’ve ever come up with?  Did it turn into a story?

I once saw a doujinshi frame that showed a mini-Atem biting High Priest Seto’s hand.  I have no idea what was going on, I think it had something to do with magic gone sideways. When I saw this frame, I really wanted to write a story where a tiny Atem bit Kaiba, so I came up with an entire plot that turned Atem action-figure size, and yes, I ended up writing it and titling it (with yes another pun title) “Downsizing for Beginners.”

In “Life After Life,” I totally cleared out all my AU ideas!  I was really glad to write a Seto’s parents live AU, because I find it interesting to explore what about him might be the same and what might be different.  

T: Any fanfic tropes you can’t stand?

The thing is every time I think of a trope that I can’t stand, I immediately think of a story that handled it so well, I loved it.  

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chronokepts

Prideshipping is fucking insane they're like What if I tormented you what if I saw in you something I could never have what if I destroyed your mind and gave you the chance to rebuild your heart anew what if I deemed you the only person worthy of killing me what if I was willing to do it what if I chose this over and over again what if you were my only friend in the world what if I want you to hurt the way I hurt what if I could never ever ever accept that you're gone. And their only way of communicating any of this is by playing card games

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kujakumai

If I give Kaiba anything politically/ideologically its that based on his nearly all-woman workforce and respect for Ishizu I think he is probably notably less sexist than your standard corporate officer in 90s Japan. Not because he has ever seriously considered women's experiences though. I think he simply believes that constraining people to only certain jobs based on such characteristics means that humanity loses out on the potential advances made by one who turns out to be a really good programmer or whatever, and that this aligns with his self-conception as being a man of science and progress. He has never actually spoken to a woman about non-work things for longer than like ten minutes. But Jonouchi literally told Anzu to get back in the kitchen one time so the bar isn't high

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@steinbecks Thanks for asking!

H: How would you describe your writing style?

This question really made me wish I’d taken a literature or creative writing class, so I’d have an idea what a writing style is.  I tried googling but came up with nothing helpful, so I’m going to wing it.  

I try for simplicity both in words and in what unfolds in the story, itself; I want the events to flow in a way that feels inevitable, as if the story could only unfold in the way that it has. 

The other thing that’s very important to me is how the story sounds.  One of the things I love about English (it’s certainly not the bizarre spelling and nonexistent pronunciation rules) is its precision, that it’s possible to find not just an adequate word but the perfect one.  I’ll usually have at least one draft where I read the story aloud so I can hear the words.

I tend to write by theme: there’s something I want to explore and the arc of the story must bend to that, in a way that feels almost simple, but at the same time, I want the words themselves, and the rhythm they achieve to feel light and almost musical. I put a lot of work into making the story sound effortless.

And I’m quitting on this answer while I’ve at least wrestled it to a draw.

R: Which writers (fanfic or otherwise) do you consider the biggest influence on you and your writing?

One thing Kurt Vonnegut once said that, “The reader has to be clever enough to put on a whole show in his head.  He has to build the sets, cast the show, put costumes on, hear their accents, see how they move, and that’s a terribly skilled thing… (my books) have a real simplicity, I think, because I’ve always been aware of the reader and (try to) make things easier.”

This has always stuck with me because I loved his approach of putting the reader at the center of the story and because it acknowledges how much each reader brings to the table.  I put a quote by literacy researcher, Louise Rosenblatt, "A story's just ink on the page until a reader comes along to give it life,” on just about everything that’s written because I feel like I’ve done my half in telling the story when I post, but each reader is a partner in closing the circle for themselves.

The fanfiction story that influenced me the most was AmunRa’s Intruders, (TW: rape) which is on FFNet.  It’s a long, epic story and it honestly made me understand that fanfiction has no limits in terms of what you can do or attempt to do.  It made me want to try to write to my own limits as well.

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kujakumai

I think Kaiba's "political" "ideology" is very easy to infer based on his words and actions and it is simply that he believes he is smarter than everyone else and that everything would be solved if he were unquestionably in charge of everything. He is perfectly happy to break laws when they inconvenience him or to blackmail or manipulate public officials to prevent them from acting against his interests; I also think that he would not hesitate to use the full force of the existing law against someone else when it suits him. Seto Kaiba hates the machinery of war and the suffering of children and wants to bring about a game-powered utopia where neither exists, but this is expressly a world where he sits as its unlimited and omniscient corporate techno-dictator.

Like, this is very text. Kaiba is skeptical and irreverent of any authority that he does not control, will seek to ignore or disregard it when he can and take control of it when he cannot; authority that does belong to him is rightful and should rarely or never be questioned by anyone else. Kaiba would like to fire god and redesign the world from the ground up, with him the fighter jet pilot's seat, and he doesn't particularly care what anyone else has to say on the matter.

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SUPER MEGA NERD POLL TIME

Just watched Honda chuck the Millennium Ring into the forest surrounding Pegasus' castle and said *out loud cuz I'm home alone* NAH BRO THAT AIN'T GONNA CUT IT and then began to wonder... what would?

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nenya85

Team the fires of Mount Doom can destroy anything, particularly magical artifacts.

I’d say this is a hill I’m ready to die on, but that’s true for a lot of the characters. Team NAH!

Just remembered that in the warehouse duel with Bandit Keith, Yugi and Jounouchi risk their lives to save the Puzzle when the warehouse catches on fire because an ordinary fire could destroy it. Mount Doom FTW!

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SUPER MEGA NERD POLL TIME

Just watched Honda chuck the Millennium Ring into the forest surrounding Pegasus' castle and said *out loud cuz I'm home alone* NAH BRO THAT AIN'T GONNA CUT IT and then began to wonder... what would?

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nenya85

Team the fires of Mount Doom can destroy anything, particularly magical artifacts.

I’d say this is a hill I’m ready to die on, but that’s true for a lot of the characters. Team NAH!

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K and Y for the fanfic asks♡

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@splinteredstar Thanks for asking!

K:  Do you have a guilty pleasures in fic (reading or writing)?

So many guilty pleasures!  In both writing and reading, I’m such a sucker for emotional porn!  Give me all the drama, angst, desperation, longing, mutual pining, emotional revelations (that may or may not come during sex) and I am a happy camper.  I love fairy tale retellings, and am a sucker for Pride and Prejudice AUs, bondage (sneaking that one in there) and for some reason, turning Kaiba into a cat.  

Y: What are your thoughts on your personal satisfaction with something you’ve written vs. the popularity of your stories?  Do you tend to be most satisfied with your most popular stories? 

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N, E, Y, and A for the ask meme! :-)

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@uneorange OMG!  You picked the letters of my username!  That’s so clever.  It really made me smile :-) 

N: Any fic ideas brewing that you’d care to share?

In addition to my ongoing WIP, “Life After Life,” I have two really vague fic ideas I’m mulling over. And believe me, when I say really vague, I mean really vague.

In no particular order:

VAGUE IDEA #1: Atem returns with Kaiba.  A bunch of unspoken assumptions are crammed in the Dimensional Cannon with them.  Atem’s first actions throw everything up in the air. Kaiba, still on a honeymoon high, brings Atem and Yugi together, with the flourish of a magician pulling a rabbit out of a hat. Yugi falls apart.  He’s been the brave warrior for so long, and when he sees Atem, standing in front of him, real and alive, he dissolves into tears and thanks Kaiba for bringing Atem back.  Atem, shaken and guilty at the effect his leaving has had on his partner, focuses on comforting Yugi.  Kaiba (of course) assumes the idyll is over, as Mokuba wonders why he’s always the one left picking up the pieces.  I really want the story to be an exploration of the importance of romantic (Kaiba/Atem), platonic/friendship (Atem and Yugi) and familial bonds (Kaiba and Mokuba) as the characters negotiate their way through them.

VAGUE IDEA #2:  Every time Kaiba tries to reach Atem in the after-life, he winds up back in his past.  Meanwhile, every day Atem is spending in the after-life feels more hollow, as if he’s a vessel that’s emptying itself out.  As everything starts to feel less real, the one thought that becomes more solid is that Kaiba is involved.  They feel like they’re caught in a game and the only way out is to figure out what the game is and how to win.

E: What character do you identify with most?  Is there a certain fic of yours that captures these qualities particularly well?

Both Kaiba brothers.  My older brother was incredibly important to me growing up, and to this day, if he told me black was white, I’d be out there swearing he was right, so I really get that bone-in loyalty to an older sibling.  As much as I love Yugi’s values, in temperament, I really get Kaiba, and in a much milder form, a lot of his struggles have been mine.  

Capturing the Kaiba brothers has been an ongoing fixation of mine, so I’d like to think I’ve done them justice in all my stories.  I think the one that looked at Kaiba’s inner workings in the most literal way was probably “Giving Up the Ghosts,” where Kaiba created an immersive virtual world that reflects all of his inner conflicts, strengths and damage and then has to figure out how to win to escape.

Y: What are your thoughts on your personal satisfaction with something you’ve written vs. the popularity of your stories?  Do you tend to be most satisfied with your most popular stories?  

I tend to avoid thinking of my stories in terms of popularity because that’s a particularly self-destructive rabbit hole for me, and no matter where I start, I always end up feeling bad about my writing.  I came up with a very simple metric that ended up working:  Did I tell the story in my head to the best of my ability at the time I wrote it?  So far the answer has been yes, and that has remained an enormous source of satisfaction.

A: Of the fanfic you’ve written, which is your favorite and why?

OMG!!! That’s like asking a parent who their favorite child is!  TBH, I don’t really have an answer because I spend so much time nurturing each story.  Also, in addition to being stories in and of themselves, they’re also my experience of writing them, and for me, those two things are inextricably intertwined.  Writing my first story was an amazing experience because I’d never thought of myself as a creative person, and writing a whole story was something I would have said was beyond my ability.  Having people connect with it and to meeting so many people through it was one of the most amazing experiences of my life.  I had several (mostly successfully resolved) health issues while writing my current WIP and there were months where each successful update felt like a victory in and of itself, and the story has occasionally became a stand-in, and at times a target, for my fluctuating moods.  TBH, I’m not sure if I’m avoiding the question or if I simply can’t answer it.

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Fanfic Writer Ask Meme

A: Of the fanfic you’ve written, which is your favorite and why? B:  What was the first fandom you read fic in?  Which was the first you wrote fic for? C:  How did you come up with the title to [insert fic]? D: What’s the most personal fanfic you’ve written? E: What character do you identify with most?  Is there a certain fic of yours that captures these qualities particularly well? F: Is there a song or a playlist to associate with [insert fic]? G: If you wrote a sequel to [insert fic], what would it be about? H: How would you describe your writing style? I: How many fandoms have you written in?  Do you have a favorite? J:  What’s your favorite fanfic trope?  Have you written it? K:  Do you have a guilty pleasures in fic (reading or writing)? L:  Which of your fanfics was the most emotionally challenging to write? M: What’s the weirdest AU scenario you’ve ever come up with?  Did it turn into a story? N: Any fic ideas brewing that you’d care to share? O: What are your thoughts on people writing fanfic of your fanfic? P:  Where did you find the most inspiration for your story < insert title >? Q: Do you like getting prompts from your readers? R: Which writers (fanfic or otherwise) do you consider the biggest influence on you and your writing? S: How do you feel about fan art inspired by your writing? T: Any fanfic tropes you can’t stand? U: Is there a pairing you would like to write, but haven’t tried yet. V: Are there certain comments you’ve received on your stories that have stuck with you? W: What is your favorite pairing to write?  Favorite pairing to read? X: How would you categorize your fanfic reading?  Are you a voracious reader?  Do you carefully pick and choose?  Something in between? Y: What are your thoughts on your personal satisfaction with something you’ve written vs. the popularity of your stories?  Do you tend to be most satisfied with your most popular stories?   Z: Is there a story you’ve written that doesn’t seem to get much love?

OOOOOOOH this is such a fun concept!

I’m in the mood for chatting and answering asks today, so… pretty pretty please?

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NSFW will be tagged as #lemon sorta NSFW is #Lime Weird fet shit/ extreme NSFW is #orange reblog to spread awareness that we’re back on the citrus scale

Let’s get back to basics. Kinda funny we rename things like we’re outlaws that try to cover up there crimes!

why have i never known about orange

Orange was originally like…a PG-13 warning. You would tag orange for fics that stopped at making out. What you’re thinking of is “Grapefruit”. The scale goes as such: Orange (PG-13, basically making out like I said) - Lime (Non-explicit sexual actions, think an M rated fic instead of NC-17) - Lemon (explicit, graphic sex, the NC-17 fics) - Grapefruit (hardcore/weird stuff)

Reblogging for the citrus correction of orange and grapefruit

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beaubete

It is so weird seeing people rediscover the fandom of my youth. I haven’t used the citrus scale since I last lied about being 18.

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alethiaii

This makes me feel old. 

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kujakumai

Amelda is like “Even if you didn’t do the war crimes you still live off and actively benefit from all the blood money, so you’re responsible.” and Kaiba is like “You know what? True. Legit. Mokuba, don’t bother this guy.” and I am so proud of the tact and adult responsibility on display here. Good job, Kaiba. Wish you could have put forth this level of empathy and consideration when Jonouchi died, but y’know, one thing at a time.

between this and Ishizu I think maybe the only way to flip the switch in Kaiba’s brain to “oh, wait, this is a human being whose feelings and motivations I should actually respect and try to empathize with” is to invoke your little brother

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I have this wild urge to write a Cinderella AU where Kaiba has to leave his poots (bants?) behind instead of a glass slipper and he ends up having to run out of the palace in his BEWD underwear

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no context but I think Atem just punched someone or wants to punch someone...I was just doodling and ended like that.

[ID: Fullshot Chibi drawing of Seto Kaiba and Atem standing surrounded by sakura trees. they both have dots eyes.

Atem has a 3 shaped mouth and is staring at his right hand that has as fist at his chest height, the other is just by his side.

Seto has an open smile, looking at Atem, one hand on his hips and the other as a fist, at his neck height.

clothes are for Atem is the hologram clothes from dsod, but without the jacket, plus earrings and instead of the normal choker is just a gold band, and the millennium puzzle with a cord, he is wearing a wedding ring.

for Kaiba is his white coat, he still use the card pendant, also is wearing a wedding ring.

background, the trees' flowers were made with a sakura patterned brush, they're on green grass, shadow is soft and have some openings for the light but the drawings don't have that specific shadows. END ID]

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