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“Forever in my heart, Do Kyungsoo.”

@dokyungwrites / dokyungwrites.tumblr.com

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Anonymous asked:

hii do you have a masterlist??

Hi! Yes, you can find it here :) https://dokyungwrites.tumblr.com/post/164130768346/masterlist

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Anonymous asked:

musta!! miss na miss kita :’(

omg hello! I'm stressed out because of college. I miss writing but i don't have time :((( i miss you guys as well

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I NEED HELP ????

Guys do any of you know how to transfer money to a korean bank account? I desperately need your help. I can pay thru paypal or if you’re from the philippines that would be great. I really really really need help djgjdjdjd

YA GURL FOUND A WAY TO PAY THE KOREAN SELLER AND NOW I HAVE 10 OFFICIAL PHOTOCARDS COMING TO THE PHILIPPINES AAAAHHHHHHHH

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—WRITING HIATUS—

Hey, sweethearts! I know this is so sudden, and I feel bad that I've been inactive for a while and I come back with this post. Makes me feel like a horrible person.

I do have my reasons for my hiatus.

First, college is starting soon. I've seen my schedule and I tell you I am JAM PACKED. Yes, that's the first time I've used that word so you best believe my schedule will kill me.

Second, I'm sorry but recently I've been suffering from writer's block that I've lost all my motivation to write anything. Trust me, I've tried many times, but I always see something that just... takes away the taste.

This might be a bit stupid, but I've seen a few opinions of people (some really close to me) about IdolxReader fanfics and they are all... Bad. Every time I get inspired to write, someone just walks in and say this type of fanfics are weird and shit and it just makes me feel bad as a writer.

I'm sorry I'm suddenly pouring my emotions out in this post. I just really need to say it.

This doesn't mean I'll be forever gone. I'll try my best to come back with something fresh. You guys can still message me on tumblr or kakaotalk. We can still be friends :)

Well... This was long. Thank you for understanding, and thank you for reading and supporting this account.

-Rie xx

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Hi I was wondering, since i really loveee ur writing >

Aaahhhhhh this is the cutest thing 😍 thank you!!

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King of Hearts || Byun Baekhyun

Drabble Game

59. “Who’s this?“

10. “I can’t. I’m allergic to bullshit.“

Byun Baekhyun + Reader + Fluff + King AU

“Your highness, are you sure you’re allowed to leave the palace like this? It’s dangerous to roam around with no guards.“

“Stop calling me ‘your highness‘. You used to call me ‘poop head’ when we were kids.“

King Byun Baekhyun was no ordinary King. He can be professional and smart-witted when it comes to protecting the kingdom at all cost, but he can also be a 5-year-old boy stuck in a 25-year-old man’s body, who happens to be the King of Exordia. 

“Quick, hold my crown for a bit. I’m gonna climb this tree.“ Baekhyun instantly removed the crown that was resting on his head before throwing it carelessly to your direction. His sudden action made you panic, afraid you might miss the crown and break it.

“Holy shit Baekhyun this crown is heavy!“ you cursed. The crown was just like the typical crown a royalty wears. Except, you were sure this was the most beautiful and elegant crown you’ve ever seen compared to what the Late King used to wear. Not to mention it had diamonds and jades decorating around it, which is probably why it was heavy as heck.

“How can you wear this without breaking your neck?“ you asked particularly to no one. 

“Are you coming up or not?”

You diverted your eyes from the crown and to Baekhyun who was neatly seated on a thick branch 5 meters above the ground.

“My dress will be ruined, Beak. Plus, I’m wearing heels.“ you kicked your foot from the inside of your dress to show your heels. Baekhhyun groaned and rolled his eyes.

“When we get married, I’m banning you from wearing heels and puffy gowns. Those are no fun.“ He adjusted himself until he can rest his back against the tree. You decided to seat down on the grass despite it being itchy under your legs. Puffy dresses really are no fun.

“Who’s this?“

Baekhyun suddenly asked after a few minutes of silence. Your eyes followed to where he was looking at only to see one of your guards hiding behind the tall tree where the two of you were resting on. “How dare you disturb our peaceful rest?” His voice grew louder in annoyance. You forgot to instruct your guards to hide a few feet away from you and the King. Baekhyun didn’t like having different companies when roaming around the forest. He felt free in his own safe haven and he only wanted the presence of the people he adored. That’s why he never asked for guards, he only wanted the two of you to be alone.

“Your highness, my apologies. He is my guard whom my Father ordered to follow me around in your kingdom.“ you stood from the ground to bow down in front of Baekhyun.

“Why would you need a guard to protect you? I can do it by myself.“ he scoffed. Baekhyun jumped from the branch, landing gracefully on the ground with him dusting off the dirt behind his pants. “Do you really think I can’t protect my queen?“ 

You laughed at his sudden seriousness. You’ve known Baekhyun all your life and you swore you only see him in his serious state when he’s sitting on his thrown.

“Wow, Baek. We’re not yet married. Slow down.“ you playfully pushed his shoulder. 

“Dammit, (Y/n). I’m trying to be romantic here.“ he stomped his feet like a child. 

Your marriage was arranged by both of your families. To the people of your kingdom, they pitied you for having your freedom of love be taken away just for the sake of power. What they didn’t know was that Baekhyun was the love of your life. He was your childhood best friend, your petty enemy, and your first love.

It was never an unrequited love. Baekhyun felt the same. He felt home in your presence, even if the both of you are in a different place. He once said that when he was with you, he didn’t feel like a king with the weight of the world on his shoulders. He felt like Byun Baekhyun, the boy who loved street foods and cheap chocolate drinks that can be bought at the local market. You were his anchor. 

“You need to try harder. Try again, say something romantic.“

Baekhyun cleared his throat. He ran his fingers through his hair as if he was in deep thought.

“Your dress… makes you… prettier..“ he stuttered. His eyes blinked fast as he forced himself to make eye contact with you. “than that… frog over there?“ he pointed at the green frog across the tree. 

“You suck at being romantic.” you grumbled. You turned your heels and started to walk away. The kingdom wasn’t too far from where you and Baekhyun rested, so you can walk there by yourself.

“I can’t. I’m allergic to bullshit.” Baekhyun explained before following behind you. “I’d rather show you how much I care about you than say sugar-coated words that can be easily said by any other men.“ 

You stopped on your tracks to look at Baekhyun behind you. He stood a few feet away from you. He was nervously picking on his nails with his lip between his teeth in embarrassment.

“What do you mean by that?“ 

Baekhyun looked at you with the softest eyes and warm smile you have ever seen. “I’m not good at saying sweet words to tell you how much I love you. But at least I can show you.”

Before you know it, a pair of soft lips was pressed against your own. Your eyes fluttered close at the contact, and you didn’t want to open them. You wondered that if you closed your eyes forever, maybe this moment will stay unchanged. A moment that can swiftly stop the earth from spinning but with your heart beating faster. 

You couldn’t wait to be married with the love of your life, King Byun Baekhyun.

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Unrequited || Byun Baekhyun

1 Word Story Challenge

Byun Baekhyun + Reader + Angst

  • Unrequited - a feeling that is not returned.

Baekhyun was searching for something to compare.

He was in desperate need to search for something more painful than this to somehow escape himself from the agony. It was absurd to think that comparing something more painful can lessen the hurt in one’s heart, but Baekhyun had no choice. He was willing to suffer over something else, rather than this.

Baekhyun tried comparing the time he scraped his knees riding the bike when he was 5 years old. He thought of the time he failed his college entrance exam for the university he always wanted, he remembered his emotions when his favorite pet went missing. He thought of everything that made him suffer, but nothing was compared to this.

A scraped knee can be aided by a simple bandage. 

An entrance exam can be retaken with confidence.

A missing pet can still come back and be found.

Baekhyun realized a broken heart doesn’t work that way. It cannot be aided by a simple bandage that can be bought at the store. It can’t stay the same after experiencing heartache, for the walls around it would be built high up to protect its own cracked facade. And a broken heart is the most difficult to find, for the space where Baekhyun’s heart used to rest began to feel empty as he stood still on his place, watching the love of his life be embraced by someone else.

It seemed as if the perfect blue sky turned into the saddest shade of grey, the warmth of the afternoon turned icy, and the blooming flower within him had wilted and crumbled into the bottom of his stomach. 

‘Why am I even surprised?‘

The voice inside his mind whispered.

‘Didn’t she tell you from the start?‘

Baekhyun’s fist balled in anger and grief. It shook on his sides, knuckles turning white, fingers feeling numb.

The knots inside his stomach began to tighten as she approached him. She had the brightest smile plastered on her face, her hair flew gracefully behind her as the wind flew pass, and her eyes twinkled delicately that the stars became jealous. Yet, he couldn’t ignore her hand. Baekhyun’s eyes traveled from her eyes to her hand, slowly gazing to the guy she was pulling towards him. 

“Baekhyun! This is Yixing, my boyfriend.“ her smile never left her lips, and it fluttered his heart at the consistency of her personality. She was always bubbly. She was always happy. She was always herself. And Baekhyun was damned to fall for her every single time.

“Yixing, this is Baekhyun.“ she finally released her grip from his hand, but he still felt uneasy. Instead, her hand was soon wrapped around Baekhyun’s shoulder, tugging him closer towards her body. He expected for Yixing to become uncomfortable at this sight. He wanted him to feel the same tension he felt from the moment he saw the two of them together. But to his dismay, Yixing only smiled before chuckling.

Yixing extended his hand for a shake. Baekhyun wanted to ignore the man in front of him. He wanted to scream to release the distress that has been growing in his lungs; to scream profanities that maybe it can make him feel better.

But despite Baekhyun’s desire to punch the man in the face, he didn’t want to hurt the beautiful girl that stood next to him. So they both shook hands.

Baekhyun desperately needed to search for something to compare.

But he realized he deserved this. He doesn’t need to search for something to lessen his agony, because he believed this was meant for him. The gods above have decided his fate, and Baekhyun needed to face the harsh reality.

‘She never felt the same‘

The reality of unrequited love.

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Stormy Nights & Hateful Fights || Byun Baekhyun

Requested: Yes

Word Count: 1,843

Byun Baekhyun + Reader + Angst

A/N: Woah I got carried away when writing this.. I actually wanted to punch myself when I reread this why why why. Well… Enjoy!

The rain outside grew stronger as the night grew darker. The coffee on your table remained untouched, getting colder as time passes by. Although at a time like this, you didn’t need caffeine in your system to wake up. Worrying about Baekhyun does its job well in keeping you up late at night.

The small hand on the clock points at 2, 2 in the morning. Baekhyun still wasn’t home. You were worried about him driving home alone this late at night, not to mention the heavy rain and wet concrete. You didn’t want to think negatively, but in this type of situation, who wouldn’t?

Despite all your worrying, you knew where he was. He may be at a different place right now, but he is always with the same person. Taeyeon. It was always her.

You don’t want to feel even a hint of jealousy. You knew about their collaboration and it made you so proud and happy for Baekhyun. This project can be another door to his success; to gain more popularity and opportunities. He was so close to achieving everything he wanted and you were so happy.

You don’t want to feel even a hint of jealousy but here you are sitting alone in your dark living room, anticipating for your boyfriend’s return.

Yes, you were anticipating if he will even return home. Most nights, you’ll get a short text message from him saying he’ll be staying at a friend’s house or a hotel near their office. As much as you want to believe him, you knew where he was. It was always with her.

No, he wasn’t cheating. Well.. at least that’s what you want to think. 

When you met Baekhyun, he was broken. Broken by the same person he’s with right now. But even though he had a damaged heart that was thought to never love again, you healed him. You gave all of your love in hopes for him to change and be happy again, this time with you in the picture. And you did. 2 years later, your relationship with Baekhyun is stronger than ever.

But why do you feel this way? Why are you being this way?

You’ve always thought trust and faithfulness are the most important in a relationship. But why do you feel like the two of you are lacking one of each? Can’t you trust him? Is he being faithful?

Your thoughts were cut off by the sound of the front door creaking open, showing no other than Byun Baekhyun.

His clothes were wet from the rain, small droplets of water were dripping from his hair, his shivers were visible. You quickly jumped up from your seat to grab a towel before putting it carefully around your boyfriend. You sat him down on a wooden chair that you pulled near to the front door (you didn’t want the carpet to get wet, but that’s not the case, is it?)

Grabbing him a new set of clothes from your shared room, you gave him a few minutes to change, taking the time to make him a cup of hot chocolate to warm him up from his shivering state.

He came out of the bathroom a few minutes later to be greeted by a plate of cookies and his warm beverage. He quietly ate and drank while you sat across him, waiting for an explanation that never came.

“This is the latest you’ve come home..“ you started. Your voice was low, almost like a whisper. You were cautious with your words, trying not to trigger him especially this late at night with his tired body. You waited for a reply. Baekhyun lifted the cup to his mouth, drinking the liquid. You don’t even remember if he have looked you in the eye right from when he arrived home. He hasn’t voiced a single word. He felt cold like the weather.

When did your relationship take a huge turn? It used to be full of sunshine. Butterfly kisses in bed, back hugs in the kitchen, laughter in the rain, and just plain love. It felt like the Baekhyun you knew suddenly had a drastic change, like a button was suddenly pressed and turned him into someone you don’t know. When you look at Baekhyun, you see him; his physical state. But his eyes looked empty. The ones that were filled with with deep affection changed into something dark and empty. You used to fall for the dark abyss inside his gaze only to be caught by his tenderness, but this dark abyss you see right now is nothing but emptiness that let you fall continuously, hoping for something to land on. This whole relationship was empty but you refused to believe it. You kept on filling the emptiness with your own endearment thinking it will help recover the once passionate relationship. But it only caused you to feel distressed, consuming your energy, and soon collapsing on the shallow emotions of Byun Baekhyun. You were desperate for him to save you.

His silence was testing you. Your once soft physique turning into desolation.

“Baekhyun, I need an explanation on why you’re acting up like this.“ your voice grew loud and stern, surprising Baekhyun. His head raised, his eyes finally falling on your own.

Empty.

“What explanation? You know damn well I’m busy with work.“ he answered. He leaned back on his chair with his arms folded to his chest. 

“This is the first time you went home in weeks and it’s 2 in the morning! You can’t give me a proper explanation on why you can’t even give your girlfriend a call and ask if she’s still breathing or some shit?“ you fired back. Your chair was pushed back when you stood up to tower Baekhyun. The rain fell hard on the rooftop, but your cries were louder in desperation.

“What do you want me to do?! Reject the opportunity standing in front of me just for you? For your selfishness?” Baekhyun stood up immediately, startling you. A few steps back were taken by you. His height making you feel small under his glare.

“Selfishness? Is a little attention coming from my own boyfriend selfishness?!“

“I come home after a long time and you greet me with your distasteful complaints.“ He turned around and walked away.

“Damn right I’m complaining. You don’t even treat me as a girlfriend anymore. I’m a mere decoration in this house or just for your convenience.“ you replied, following him to the living room. You saw him take his still soaked jacket on the couch and started walking to the front door. You stopped dead on your tracks at his actions. 

“You’re leaving again?“ you whimpered. Tears threatened to leave your eyes, your lips quivered, your heart sunk. It’s only been an hour since Baekhyun’s arrival, an hour filled with screaming and hatred, and now he’s leaving once again.

“Taeyeon was never like this. Why can’t you be more like her?“ Baekhyun whispered.

“Wha-what?“ you were taken aback. You were contemplating whether you heard it wrong and that all of your emotions are causing you to hear something else. But as soon as Baekhyun turned around, looking at you with wide surprised eyes you knew you heard it right. Looking at Baekhyun, you knew he was as shocked as you are. 

“Taeyeon? After all these years, it’s still Taeyeon?“ a sob escaped your trembling lips. 

“No.. No no no no.“ Baekhyun shook his head nervously trying to get a hold of your hand. His expression turned into guilt and hurt when you took a step back away from his grasp. He took another step towards you, but you mirrored his step until you started to walk away.

“(Y/n) please. That’s not what I meant-“

“Not what you meant?! That Taeyeon will always be the one who’s holding your heart? That I am nothing but a rebound?“ you screamed at him. Tears are now streaming down your face. Baekhyun stood in the middle of the room, looking at you with pained eyes. You felt mentally and physically tired. You wanted everything to stop, you needed to rest. But you can’t rest like this. You can’t rest when every time Baekhyun leaves, you can’t help but think and worry where he was and if he was planning on coming home; home in your embrace. You can’t rest when you are constantly giving your all in order for this relationship to work when it was clear that the fire that once burned bright started to die down into a faint spark. The spark that was left in your relationship supposed to motivate you, thinking there is still a chance for it to burn bright again. But the spark did nothing but harm you whenever you tried to touch it, to heal it. You aren’t supposed to be alone, you needed Baekhyun to endure the pain.

“No, you’re not that. Please, believe me. I love you, please.“ Baekhyun pleaded. He finally took a hold of your arm, his body slowly dropping to the ground, his arms around your waist and his head pressed against your stomach. “I didn’t mean it. I love you. I need you. Please, please I’m sorry.“

“If you love me, why are you hurting me like this.. You can’t say you love me when everyday you leave me anxious for your return.. You can’t say you love me when I’m the one that needed saving but I’m the one trying to save the both of us.“ your hand landed on Baekhyun’s arm that was wrapped around you, trying to break away from his hold but he he only held tighter like his life depended on it. His apologies were muffled by his cries, your shirt becoming damp with his tears.

“I’m sorry. I’ll change.. I’ll be better. Please, just don’t leave.. I can’t- I can’t do it if you leave. I can’t be happy.” 

As much as you want to refuse and ignore his plea, as much as you wanted to turn around and leave to finally rest, you didn’t have the heart to do so. Because you knew, that when you leave, everything will change. You knew the ‘rest’ you wanted wouldn’t arrive. Those sleepless nights would still be there knowing Baekhyun will never come home to sleep next to you. Those worrying will be endless knowing you will never hear from Baekhyun ever again. Your rest was impossible. The only moment you can rest is when Baekhyun can finally save you. And you’d do anything for that moment. The moment to stay.

“I’ll change, (Y/n). For you, for us. Just don’t leave me. I love you so much.“

The rain outside started to quiet down.The only sound that can be heard was your heavy breathing and Baekhyun’s cries. Your eyes shut close as soon as your fingers entwined with his soft hair.

“Let’s try again.. For us..”

Being tired didn’t matter anymore. For as long as Byun Baekhyun is there to mend you at the end of the day.

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Lucky Penny || Byun Baekhyun

Requested: No

Word Count: 745

Byun Baekhyun + Reader + FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF

A/N: I’ve had this saved in my drafts for sooo long. Here ya go! 

The digital clock on your night stand showed 2:35AM in bright red. It was so late, yet you didn’t feel a tad bit tired. Instead, you felt relaxed as you listened to your boyfriend’s voice on the other line. 

It may be late at night at your place, but it was 4 in the afternoon where Baekhyun was. Obviously, having an Idol boyfriend touring around the world isn’t just a walk in the park. Besides the distance, timezone can also be a pain in the ass. Some days you both had the same timezone, then after a few weeks there would be a 3-hour time difference, until it turned into 10 hours to 15. Text messages and Skype call were inconsistent, but you didn’t mind adjusting. As long as the two of you didn’t lose connection, you‘re willing to stay up a little later than the usual just to have a small chat with your boyfriend.

And now here you are, awake in the middle of the night. 

See, the thing about late night calls with Baekhyun is that it’s never a normal one. Instead of asking how his day was or if he had any updates on their tour, the two of you would end up talking about your neighbor’s dog or the time Baekhyun accidentally stepped on Kyungsoo’s foot during practice.

This time, you wanted to ask Baekhyun about something you’ve always been curious about.

“Have you ever found a penny on the ground in public before?” you whispered through the phone. You didn’t know, but from the other side of the line, Baekhyun sat with goosebumps forming on his skin. Just the sound of your voice made his stomach churn, missing you more and more. He couldn’t help but smile at your random question. 

“A penny?” Baekhyun chuckled. He knew this conversation would end in a weird conclusion, it made him excited about what tonight’s conversation would be.

“Yes, a penny. A quarter. Or any coin.” You replied. There was silence before you heard a few shuffling on the other end of the line. 

“Yes I have.” he finally answered, making you smile. “I bought ice cream.” He continued. Your smile faded, letting a small “Oh” leave your lips in a disappointed tone.

Baekhyun noticed the change of mood in your tone. His eyebrows scrunched in confusion, thinking he might have unintentionally said something to hurt your feelings. “Is there something wrong, (y/n)?”

Your lips formed a half smile “Next time you find a penny, don’t spend it on ice cream. O-or anything.“ 

Baekhyun smiled in amusement, knowing where this was going. "What should I do with it?”

“Save it. Keep it.” You answered. “It’s for good luck.” You suddenly heard Baekhyun’s light laugh from the other side, the laugh that never failed to send butterflies in your stomach, the laugh that sends electric shocks through your veins bursting with sparks, making you more and more in love. 

Your boyfriend knew how superstitious you were. Right from when you were still little, your family deeply believed in superstitious beliefs. Like avoiding black cats and breaking mirrors, being extra careful on Friday the 13th, leaving huge trees alone, there were hundreds. Although, you know most of these were just nonsense (and sometimes stupid, you never told your grandmother), there is one thing you loved following. And that is the lucky penny.

People say that when you find a penny on the ground while in public, it symbolizes that luck is following you. If you take the penny, you take the luck. If you spend the penny, you waste the luck.

“You and your beliefs.” Baekhyun teased. 

You gasped in shock. “It’s true.” You defended. “Remember the day we met?” 

Baekhyun smiles, “How could I forget?” He thought of how you looked that day.

“I found a penny that day. And when I took the penny, that was when you dropped your ice cream on me.” You laughed, remembering the day like it was yesterday. You leaned down to pick the penny up, and when you finally stood up straight, Baekhyun didn’t see where he was walking making him trip and fall, his ice cream falling on your favorite shirt.

“Well as you should know, I also found a penny that day.” He boasted. 

“Yeah you just said you bought it on..” You stopped, realizing everything. Everything suddenly made sense to you. 

“You bought it on ice cream." 

"I guess ground pennies are lucky.”

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