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A very nerdy lilium

@coe-lilium / coe-lilium.tumblr.com

30+, teacher, bi. Star Wars, Tolkien, the Nasuverse & whatever catches my interest. Sometimes history and ancient epics too. No slander against the Aeneid allowed and no, the Divina Commedia isn't fanfiction.
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cellobuster

Whoever invented "open in app" links that redirect you to the app store instead of actually opening the app even when you already have the app installed on your phone should be involuntarily turned into a beanbag chair

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anghraine

I know I've ranted about it a million times, but every time someone brings up Roman, Byzantine, and Egyptian inspirations/influences on Gondor in more mainstream Tolkien fandom spaces (not me, because I don't even talk about it off Tumblr/DW), it seems like there's always someone who gets super weird and defensive about it. I've seen so many "well actually there's no need to consider any influences outside of England, mythology for England blah blah" responses.

And it's like! Oh, you want to play the decontextualized Tolkien quotes game? How about this one:

“But this [the setting of LOTR] is not a purely 'Nordic' area in any sense. If Hobbiton and Rivendell are taken (as intended) to be at about the latitude of Oxford, then Minas Tirith, 600 miles south, is at about the latitude of Florence [in Italy]. The Mouths of Anduin and the ancient [Gondorian] city of Pelargir are at about the latitude of ancient Troy [in Turkey]. Auden has asserted that for me 'the North is a sacred direction.' That is not true. The North-west part of Europe, where I (and most of my ancestors) have lived, has my affection, as a man’s home should. I love its atmosphere, and know more of its histories and languages than I do of other parts; but it is not ‘sacred’, nor does it exhaust my affections. I have, for instance, a particular love for the Latin language, and among its descendants for Spanish ... The progress of the tale ends in what is far more like the re-establishment of an effective Holy Roman Empire with its seat in Rome than anything that would be devised by a 'Nordic.'

Or this one:

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anghraine

I know I've ranted about it a million times, but every time someone brings up Roman, Byzantine, and Egyptian inspirations/influences on Gondor in more mainstream Tolkien fandom spaces (not me, because I don't even talk about it off Tumblr/DW), it seems like there's always someone who gets super weird and defensive about it. I've seen so many "well actually there's no need to consider any influences outside of England, mythology for England blah blah" responses.

And it's like! Oh, you want to play the decontextualized Tolkien quotes game? How about this one:

“But this [the setting of LOTR] is not a purely 'Nordic' area in any sense. If Hobbiton and Rivendell are taken (as intended) to be at about the latitude of Oxford, then Minas Tirith, 600 miles south, is at about the latitude of Florence [in Italy]. The Mouths of Anduin and the ancient [Gondorian] city of Pelargir are at about the latitude of ancient Troy [in Turkey]. Auden has asserted that for me 'the North is a sacred direction.' That is not true. The North-west part of Europe, where I (and most of my ancestors) have lived, has my affection, as a man’s home should. I love its atmosphere, and know more of its histories and languages than I do of other parts; but it is not ‘sacred’, nor does it exhaust my affections. I have, for instance, a particular love for the Latin language, and among its descendants for Spanish ... The progress of the tale ends in what is far more like the re-establishment of an effective Holy Roman Empire with its seat in Rome than anything that would be devised by a 'Nordic.'

Or this one:

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prokopetz

I think people sometimes misunderstand why we come up with such elaborate justifications for shipping two characters together. I don't justify my ships because I feel that I need to; I justify my ships because squinting at the canon with furrowed brow and asking myself "okay, how exactly would this work?" is my idea of a good time.

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I didn’t know cheetahs meow I’ve always thought they roar my whole life has been a lie

Ok but the other one is purring so hard

If I ever don’t reblog this assume I’m dead

Fun fact: technically, because of its inability to roar and its ability to purr, the cheetah is not a ‘big cat’ (or Great Cat) - they are still classified as Lesser Cats.

Also you haven’t heard anything until you hear them cheep.

YOU CANNOT JUST SAY THAT AND NOT PROVIDE A VIDEO

I HAVE REALISED MY MISTAKE AND SHALL RECTIFY IT:

Cheeps.

Oh my god

I’m dead now

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laudanumcafe

MURDER KITTEN SOUNDS LIKE A CHICKEN PEEPER

They make that noise to signal their Cubs

It sounds like a bird so it doesn’t alert predators such as lions or leopards to the location of them or their babies

SMRT KITTENS ARE SMRT

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whalesfall

btw. your search for the most morally upright and ethical piece of media that has the most correct “representation” will destroy your ability to find the most profound and beautiful and human of stories. and may even destroy the stories themselves before they are created. if you even care.

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I really agree with you about how alastair and grace arent really comparable. Alastair is regretful and have stopped doing the bad he did. Grace contlnues to do bad things pretty late into the trilogy and does them knowing they are bad without being forced to. Theres also the fact that Alastair didnt know what he did would have terrible consequences grace knows and does it anyway.

Yeah, I totally agree, but also even disregarding both the consequences and the rationale, comparing them is ludicrous. One person was kind of a jerk in school when they were 15 and said some regrettable things; the other one sexually assaulted three or more people while mind-controlling someone for years and stealing most of their youth. It's not the same.

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coe-lilium

They remain non comparable, but Alastair did partecipate in at least one, perhaps two ""pranks"" that would've gotten James killed if it hadnt been for his powers: the giant piece of wood (tho I might be misremembering this one) and the release of that minor demon on the school grounds. The characters in TLH proper never refer to that particular incident but it did very much happen unless retconed.

I would remind anon that Grace does the shit she does in also no little part because the adults abusing her arent Elias Carstairs-levels of threat and there's no Sona or Risa for her to refer to. "without being forced to" that's called being terrified since 12 and having certain lessons drilled into your head by beatings, come on.

The giant piece of wood has nothing to do with Alastair, it's Christopher's hand slipping (absolute accident) and his battering ram flying at James. I also don't think that the demon was intended to kill James, just give him a scare. It was obviously Bad, but it wasn't to the level of trying to kill him.

I also totally disagree that Tatiana was worse than Elias. We see more of her on-page, but Elias, while he has an untreated illness, is shown as someone who at the very least doesn't give a rat's ass for Alastair's well being. He parentifies him horribly; Alastair has no semblance of a childhood as a result of that. He sends him to an all-white school to be beat up by the other kids, and that is preferable to Alastair than returning home for an entire school year before he caves and joins the mean kids. We also see Elias on-page as someone who pitches fits, smacks the floor, and throws things. It's not canon that he was physically abusive to Alastair, but that's also something to consider and is at least super scary for a 10 year old.

I could also argue that Grace had Jesse's love while Alastair had literally no support for years besides his predatory boyfriend. And that Alastair was trying to protect Cordelia. But that would be a digression.

This isn't to negate Grace's trauma at all. Tatiana's bonkers, fucked up, beats her, and cultivates demons. There's no need to compare these tragedies and these backstories.

But even when you do, their actions are not comparable, and it's unfair to conflate them.

Good for the wood, thanks for reminding me!

We'll have to agree to disagree on the demon, in the -imo unlikely- case the boys didnt intend for it to kill James they were ignorant idiots about it *not* being the most likely outcome ("we didnt mean to kill a boy while setting a boys-killing-beast loose on him" is... not a good defence).

Saying that Tatiana was a more dangerous person wasnt meant to absolve Elias in the slightest, there is none for him (except my confusion in character presentation/narrative differences between Matthew's alcoholism and Elias', which I suspect (but, again, the narrative ignores the thread so idk) also begun as coping mechanism after the Yanluo/Diyu mission). But I still consider her and what she did to be much worse, both as a direct level of threat and in what she put in Grace's mind, which in relation pushed her to do worse than Alastair and for much longer.

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I really agree with you about how alastair and grace arent really comparable. Alastair is regretful and have stopped doing the bad he did. Grace contlnues to do bad things pretty late into the trilogy and does them knowing they are bad without being forced to. Theres also the fact that Alastair didnt know what he did would have terrible consequences grace knows and does it anyway.

Yeah, I totally agree, but also even disregarding both the consequences and the rationale, comparing them is ludicrous. One person was kind of a jerk in school when they were 15 and said some regrettable things; the other one sexually assaulted three or more people while mind-controlling someone for years and stealing most of their youth. It's not the same.

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coe-lilium

They remain non comparable, but Alastair did partecipate in at least one, perhaps two ""pranks"" that would've gotten James killed if it hadnt been for his powers: the giant piece of wood (tho I might be misremembering this one) and the release of that minor demon on the school grounds. The characters in TLH proper never refer to that particular incident but it did very much happen unless retconed.

I would remind anon that Grace does the shit she does in also no little part because the adults abusing her arent Elias Carstairs-levels of threat and there's no Sona or Risa for her to refer to. "without being forced to" that's called being terrified since 12 and having certain lessons drilled into your head by beatings, come on.

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i read CS Lewis’ A Grief Observed one time years ago and i’m still not recovered from it

A Grief Observed: part i-ii, C.S. Lewis x

I need y'all to understand that he wrote this famous passage in the middle of her brief remission -

'Do not let your happiness depend on something you may lose.' 'Don’t put your goods in a leaky vessel.' 'Don’t spend too much on a house you may be turned out of.' There is no man alive who responds more naturally than I to such canny maxims. I am a safety-first creature. Of all arguments against love none makes so strong an appeal to my nature as “Careful! This might lead you to suffering”. There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket — safe, dark, motionless, airless — it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.
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