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-Christen|35 years old|Living in WV in the US|I’m a dog & cat mom -Pronouns are she/her -Supernatural lover since day 1 -Forever a Dean Winchester & Jensen Ackles woman -Have loved & adored Jensen since he was Eric Brady on Days of Our Lives -I’m a non shipper meaning I’m not into the whole shipping thing -Reblogs Fanfics I have read & reread over & over or is currently reading mainly Dean/Jensen fics. -Since I reblog fics that has explicit content in it this is an 18+ blog only! If you are under 18 please come back when older
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Hello and welcome to my blog!!

Ok so I want to make a new pinned post to kind of give people a idea of what to expect on my blog. First off in case you didn’t read the mini bio under my avatar my name is Christen. I’m 35 and I’m from WV(West Virginia) which is in the US. I just want to let you guys know things I will discuss and things I won’t discuss. Since I am also fanfiction reader I will include a part in this post on what I will read and what I won’t read.

Just a quick note since I reblog explicit posts my blog is a 18+ only blog. If you are under the age of 18 please come back when you are older.

So I don’t take up everyone’s dash I will put everything under the “Keep Reading” thing. So read under the cut for about me, things I will & won’t discuss and fanfic stuff.

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Here is the schedule for all of Jared & Jensen stuff for the con in Secaucus, NJ this weekend. 

**Note: Since the con is in NJ all times will be eastern standard time. 

Saturday May 18th 

Photo Ops

Jensen, Jared, & Baby- 1:50pm

Jensen(solo)- 2:30pm

Jensen & Misha- 3:15pm

Jared(solo)- 3:50pm

Jared & Misha- 4:35pm

Meet & Greet

Jared M&G- 2:45pm

Jared VIP-  3:15pm

Jensen VIP- 4:30pm

Jensen M&G- 4:00pm

Autographs:

Jensen(non photo items only)- 5:15pm

Jared(non photo items only)-  5:15pm

Sunday May 19th

Panels 

Jensen & Jared Gold Panel(half hour long)- 11:00am

Jensen & Jared main panel(a hour long)- 3:45pm

Photo Ops

Jensen(solo)- 12:15pm

Jared(solo)- 12:30pm

Jensen & Jared- 12:45pm

Jensen, Jared, & Jake- 1:45pm

Jared & Misha- 2:00pm

Jensen, Jared & Misha- 2:05pm

Jensen, Jared, Mark S, & Misha- 2:15pm

Jensen & Misha- 2:35pm

Meet & Greet

Jensen & Jared: 11:40am

Autographs

Jensen (8x10 headshots and photo ops pics only)- 5:30pm

Jared (8x10 headshots and photo ops pics only)- 5:30pm

**The next Creation con is Columbus Ohio June 7th through June 9th. Jared will not be at this one. This one has Jeffery Dean Morgan taking Jared’s place. I don’t think Jensen had any con before that since this is 3 weeks away. **

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Plastic Hearts – Part 25

Pairing: Director!Dean Winchester x Actress!Reader

Series Summary: Los Angeles, 1985. Y/N’s a young actress without any success, hopping from one failed audition to the next until one desperate mistake brings her to her breaking point. Dean Winchester, on the other hand, is a grade A asshole and washed-up director at the end of his career, known for his godawful slasher movies in the 70s and his love for blow, booze, and women. Lost in the toxic Hollywood life, their paths cross when one hopeless little wrestling show changes their trajectory.

Chapter Warnings: +18, a tinge of angst, FLUFF

Word Count: 5.7k

A/N: I'm not sad... 🥲 Honestly, I don't have words beyond gratitude and cliché goodbyes, so let's end this journey together 🤍

25. Dare

“Ugh, I can’t believe you convinced everyone to come out here,” Jo groans and raises her flat palm to her brows, shielding her eyes from the scalding desert sun. “What the fuck is wrong with Palm Springs, huh?”

“C’mon, we’ve always wanted to go to Joshua Tree together since we moved to LA. This is like the perfect time,” Y/N argues cheerfully and nudges her friend with her elbow. “Look! It’s so peaceful.”

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Ok had several busy days so finally getting to read this after I was waiting for it on Saturday before I fell asleep. 😂

So let's get into this! This was a sweet a perfect ending for this series. First off them in the desert Jo saying she was going to be the death of her was so hilarious but also defiantly something fitting for Jo to say. Then their run in with a mountain lion was somehow fitting. But Meg coming in hot like a wild dog chasing it away was hilarious. Funny how it took that and them not having food for her to go tell Dean she loves him. 😂 She was right when she told Dean he adopted 12 strays although one turned out to be a puppy. 😂

The ending where Dean purposes in a porn theater! Normally I would be like on Dean no but considering how Dean is here defiantly fitting for him to purpose in a porn theater. 😂 Then her yelling she is pregnant and Dean's reaction was like is it mine? normally I would be mad but I ended up laughing cause that is so Dean. It's like really Dean she has only been with you for 5 years who else would it be. 😂 But these two defiantly got the ending the both deserved. They were made for each other the fit perfect like an odd puzzle. I will defiantly need more of these too. I wanna see how Dean handles her being pregnant then giving birth cause I know him in the delivery room would be hilarious. 😂

Ok Wayne you have redeemed yourself from the ending you gave Soldier Boy with this happy ending. So I forgive you for what you did to Solider Boy cause you made Dean happy! 😂 You know I love you Wayne! Can't wait to see what more you bring for us. Can't wait to see more of To Be Human cause i'm dying to know what happens since the two had a spicy fun time. They definitely need more spicy sexy time too. 😂 But can't wait to see what is next!!

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Plastic Hearts – Part 24

Pairing: Director!Dean Winchester x Actress!Reader

Series Summary: Los Angeles, 1985. Y/N’s a young actress without any success, hopping from one failed audition to the next until one desperate mistake brings her to her breaking point. Dean Winchester, on the other hand, is a grade A asshole and washed-up director at the end of his career, known for his godawful slasher movies in the 70s and his love for blow, booze, and women. Lost in the toxic Hollywood life, their paths cross when one hopeless little wrestling show changes their trajectory.

Chapter Warnings: +18, language, weed, smut, fluff, angst, more heartbreak

Word Count: 6.9k

A/N: Can't believe this is the second to last part. Our boy has come far 🥲🤍 If you look closely, you catch a couple of throwbacks. Also, tons of funny moments ahead with some severe stabbing of the heart on the side (last time, tho – I promise 🤞)

24. Don't Dream It's Over

“Smoke that bong! Smoke that bong! Smoke that bong…”

Y/N hears the girls chanting and giggling as she hops into the common room of the motel on her crutches. She laughs a little as she finds the women in a circle, strewn all over the four couches as they pass a bong back and forth between them. The air is filled with smoke and reeks of reefer – a typical Friday night at the Dusty Spur.

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DAMN IT WAYNE WHY?! I will get to my yelling more shortly but first gotta talk about the beginning. She actually got high and had fun! That was hilarious especially when the girls told her that they knew of her relationship with Dean. 😂 Meg saying she smelt like dick and sex got me. I was like damn girl! 😂 The idea they came up for Bela knowing they were high was kind of genius. Them cutting her off was hilarious 😂. Bela marrying Cas without a prenup poor Cas. Glad Jo & her are friends again glad they worked everything out. Dean being sad over Clair leaving shows how far he has came. He really is a good dad and Clair was good for him. She brought out the side Dean needed.

NOW let’s get on to why I’m yelling at you! Dean was showing her he loves her in so many ways. The flashbacks to when she first cried it made him happy. Seeing her cry now it broke his heart which shows he loves her. Her saying she didn’t know he loved her I was yelling YES YOU DID KNOW! He showed it in so many ways! He made room for her to be back in the ring knowing she loved that. He then literally tells her and she runs scared! Why girl why?! Poor Dean he deserves happiness so much! Someone better talk sense into her to where she goes back to Dean and tells him she loves him because she does! Then there better be some sweet fluffy love making. Sex for them is great but I bet them making love would be powerful!! You better fix this Wayne don’t break my heart! I can’t believe I have to wait til Saturday to find out! 😩

Until then this will be me sad waiting for your to FIX IT! Cause the ending has me like..

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Plastic Hearts – Part 23

Pairing: Director!Dean Winchester x Actress!Reader

Series Summary: Los Angeles, 1985. Y/N’s a young actress without any success, hopping from one failed audition to the next until one desperate mistake brings her to her breaking point. Dean Winchester, on the other hand, is a grade A asshole and washed-up director at the end of his career, known for his godawful slasher movies in the 70s and his love for blow, booze, and women. Lost in the toxic Hollywood life, their paths cross when one hopeless little wrestling show changes their trajectory.

Chapter Warnings: +18, language, smut, fluff, angst, quiet hurt & a touch of heartbreak

Word Count: 5.7k

A/N: Oh, you'll hate me again for ending it like this. Have fun, guys 😂

23. Every Breath You Take

“More?” Dean offers the half-emptied wine bottle and holds it over Y/N’s glass as they sit around the dinner table. The actress throws him a raised look with a little smile playing on her lips.

“Are you trying to get me drunk? You don’t have to. I’m already sleeping here,” she points out in amusement.

“Yeah, but when you’re buzzed, you let me do more shit.” The green-eyed director smirks.

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Ok finally able to read this chapter after not feeling good the past week. Luckily I am feeling so much better to leave my thoughts here.

First let's talk about the beginning that was a FLUFFY beginning. It was like they really were a cute family. Dean is defiantly loving this even if he can't fully admit it to himself yet. NOW let's talk about Clair blasting music during sexy time. She definitely knew what she was doing. Poor Dean trying to get his freak on and she was laughing cause of Clair I loved that. 😂

Dean really is a soft teddy bear here and a little cute dork. Trying to say I love you but couldn't really get there. Although I admit he is trying his best. We all know words don’t come easy for Dean sometimes. But bless is cute dorky heart he is trying! The ending though why?! Why did she leave?! She is running scared from her feelings. She needs to tell Dean how she feels NOW!! I just want to hug Dean now he is trying so hard. Don’t give up Dean she will come around!!

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Plastic Hearts – Part 22

Pairing: Director!Dean Winchester x Actress!Reader

Series Summary: Los Angeles, 1985. Y/N’s a young actress without any success, hopping from one failed audition to the next until one desperate mistake brings her to her breaking point. Dean Winchester, on the other hand, is a grade A asshole and washed-up director at the end of his career, known for his godawful slasher movies in the 70s and his love for blow, booze, and women. Lost in the toxic Hollywood life, their paths cross when one hopeless little wrestling show changes their trajectory.

Chapter Warnings: +18, language, injuries, hospitals, jealousy, drug use, angst, smoking everywhere 'cause it's the 80s, girl fights, a whole lot of FLUFF

Word Count: 6.9k

A/N: Thank you guys so much for all your comments last week! So happy to bring these two idiots back to your screens of choice and give them an ending they deserve! Now, buckle up! We have some bitchy moments in this one 👀😇

22. Girls, Girls, Girls

The gym smells of blood, sweat, and tears tonight. More so than ever before. The tensions run high.

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Wayne I will say this now don’t you dare break my heart here! I don’t want a bitter sweet ending I can’t do that again! Cause damn it these two need to be happy together!! Now let’s discuss this chapter!

Dean losing his drugs should be a sign he doesn’t need them anymore! Of course Jo was the one that took the drugs! I wanted to hit Jo for breaking her ankle cause we definitely know it was on purpose. Dean being jealous of Benny is cute and funny. I was like damn it Dean she loves you not Benny reel it back in! The way Dean cares for her is very swoon worthy she is definitely his better half. She just needs to admit she loves him already! Crowley just ignoring what Dean was doing to Dick’s car was brilliant. Although I wish Dean would have cut his balls off and roasted them on an open fire! But what got me here is Cas coming into the hospital room excited about markers. 😂 I can’t wait to see what happens next! Can’t wait to see these two get their happy ending!!

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Jensen Ackles JIB Con 14 April 20th 2024

Jensen in Italy for JIB 14 and he is looking good too!! It appears he has a new hair style too. If you look his hair is shaved on the sides more than it normally is and it’s a bit shorter in the back. Only time Jensen usually changes his hair is if he is filming something and he has been in Vancouver lately. So I wonder if he is filming something and what is he filming? 🤔 But either way Jensen is looking so good! I love him so much!!

📸: Photos 1-2 (X) Photos 3-6 (X) Photos 7-9 (X)

🎥: Video (X)

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Plastic Hearts – Part 21

Pairing: Director!Dean Winchester x Actress!Reader

Series Summary: Los Angeles, 1985. Y/N’s a young actress without any success, hopping from one failed audition to the next until one desperate mistake brings her to her breaking point. Dean Winchester, on the other hand, is a grade A asshole and washed-up director at the end of his career, known for his godawful slasher movies in the 70s and his love for blow, booze, and women. Lost in the toxic Hollywood life, their paths cross when one hopeless little wrestling show changes their trajectory.

Chapter Warnings: +18, language, smut (p in v, dirty talk, spanking), fluff, angst, comfort

Word Count: 7.6k

A/N: It's finally happening! Get the Office gifs ready 👀😂 It's so good to bring this series back after such an unexpectedly long time away. We've got five more chapters left, so let's make 'em count with as much drama and ridiculousness as possible, shall we? Ready? And action! 🎬

21. Rock You Like A Hurricane

Dean swallows the clot that has formed in the back of his throat as the first button of her white cotton blouse flies open. The air in the office feels dry, his mind hazy. Is he dreaming? Once again, he reminds himself to stop mixing booze and blow. It never ends well and barely ever helps.

Another step forward, another button, another swallow.

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Wow Wayne you really did come back with bang huh? See what I did there? hehe 😏🤭

Anyway glad to see these two crazy for each other fools back! The moment in Dean's office WOW! The fact he didn't care that the others came in while he was still with her WHEW! I mean.....it was.....holy shit! okay hold on need a break here

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Okay i'm good! Anyway that was definitely so hot!! They need to do that again and again! But anyway Dean is so far gone on her it is cute. I have feeling she is gone on Dean too but she is scared to admit or give into those feelings. Poor Dean he thought he did something wrong when she hadn't spoken to him. Dean really is a sweet teddy bear that you just want to hug. Clair making sure both were there at his own movie that kid knows what is up! She is trying to get those two together she is smarter than both of them really! I have said this before I will say it again Dick really is a DICK! Jo she is a bitch too I suspect she is still wanting revenge on her. But if Jo thought that was a good idea Jo should of done it herself! Poor girl was scared to tell Dean she feels it was her fault about the show. But glad Dean was so sweet with her and reassuring her. Now I hope he goes to Dick and maybe chop his dick off for hitting on his girl!

OH! OMG Before I forget the reference to Manson and Sharon Tate I was like OMG WAYNE! I'm into true crime and the Manson murders is the second case I ever looked at and studied. When Dean was wishing Manson was still at the ranch. I was like oh Dean baby no leave that there alone! But love that reference to them added in.

I can not wait to see what these two get up to next. I can't wait to see what Dean does to Dick and maybe Jo!

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Rehab – Epilogue

Series Summary: Thanks to Soldier Boy, the CIA was able to develop Project Bloom under the fierce leadership of Grace Mallory: a final cure to Compound V and a hopeful end to the supe epidemic three years after the explosive incident at Vought. A secret rehab facility in Upstate New York is supposed to help former heroes find their way back to humanity. The catch, though? Soldier Boy has never fucking agreed to any of this shit and is surely not happy about being powerless for the first time in his goddamn long life.

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x Female!Reader

Warnings: +18, language, some crack, a bit of fluff and angst, hard decisions, a lot of goodbyes & all the feels

Word Count: 4.5k

A/N: We're here, babes! End of the road! Thank you guys so much for everything. This was a wild ride, and I'm glad I had you in my passenger's seat 💚

Feedback is my fuel 🖤

Epilogue: twin flame

You’re gonna be nowhere The loneliest kind of lonely It may be rough goin’ Just to do your thing’s the hardest thing to do…

“Morning.” Y/N smiles brightly as he stirs and slowly wakes. “Wakey, wakey, sunshine.”

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WAYNE! I am so emotional right now over this right now. This is a bitter sweet ending. You scared me for a moment in the beginning. I really thought that Nancy had lost her Sid with the way she was talking. Although her there with Homelander aka John it kind of reminded me of Misery for a moment. Except she wasn't obsessed with him she just wanted him to suffer. I love how she was trying so hard to read what Ben wrote for her to say as insults. Somehow I think his handwriting would be hard to read. But I was still like WHAT HAPPENED IS BEN STILL ALIVE?! But then when she got in the car and we see Ben is still alive I was able to sigh with relief.

To see what she did in order to save her husband Ben is a swoon worthy moment. She knew that they would betray them both. She risked herself to save her love. But the fact that she can't even touch him is heart breaking. The fact she has to leave him until she can find a cure breaks my heart cause I want them to be together so bad. Her sitting Ben up with a child that could defiantly be Ben's with his attitude they are defiantly father and son. I mean the kid called him a pedo before trying to hot wire a car. 😂 At leat we know Ben will have his hands full. But the face he risked kissing her cause he loves her was so sweet! I know this is the end for now but I really do hope she is able to find a cure to go be with her husband.

This was a great rollercoaster of a mini series finishing this was one hell of a way to return!! Can't wait to see what you have in store for us next!!

This still has me like..

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Rehab – Chapter 8

Series Summary: Thanks to Soldier Boy, the CIA was able to develop Project Bloom under the fierce leadership of Grace Mallory: a final cure to Compound V and a hopeful end to the supe epidemic three years after the explosive incident at Vought. A secret rehab facility in Upstate New York is supposed to help former heroes find their way back to humanity. The catch, though? Soldier Boy has never fucking agreed to any of this shit and is surely not happy about being powerless for the first time in his goddamn long life.

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x Female!Reader

Warnings: +18, language, some fun moments, fluff, smut, angst (aka the holy trinity)

Word Count: 5.5k

A/N: Can't believe we're here! One more chapter and an epilogue, and then we're done! Thank you so much for all your support. I really appreciate it 🤍🥹 Now, hold on tight! 😉

Feedback is my fuel 🖤

Chapter 8: sid & nancy

“Y/N, we’re gonna be late, my love! City Hall just had one slot left,” Ben calls out to the bathroom door.

Nervously, he paces the hotel room. He checks his watch once more before plopping down on the king-sized mattress, blowing some air out between his lips. At least the CIA picked a nice hotel when they flew them out to DC.

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WAYNE I both hate and love you for this! Of course I mostly love you but this was a rollercoaster OMG! THEY GOT MARRIED!!! She really is good for Ben she brought out a side in him that he had hid for many many years. She definitely is his other half the ying to his yang. I really really want this to end with them being in Hawaii together having a great time. I wanna see Ben showing her around Pearl Harbor like he said he wanted. I wanna see Ben finally get to be a father to a normal child! More so a daughter cause I think really Ben was meant to be a girl dad. I want that so bad but sadly I don't think it will happen. The title is Sid & Nancy they even referred to themselves that way. We all know how that ended as both Sid & Nancy are dead. Although in that case Sid supposedly killed Nancy then ended up killing himself really. But in this case I think it is Edgar killing Nancy's Sid. I fear she has lost her Sid but I do suspect she may have a part of him that will stay with her. I still think she is pregnant so she will always have a part of Ben. The fact that Ben suspect he won't survive it and say he is ready to die breaks my heart so bad. I want Ben to have that life with her so bad! But you did amazing with this mini series Wayne! I can't wait for tomorrow for the Epilogue to see how you end this. I want to see if my suspicions are right but I'm still not ready for it at all.

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Preview of me after reading the epilogue tomorrow:

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Rehab – Chapter 7

Series Summary: Thanks to Soldier Boy, the CIA was able to develop Project Bloom under the fierce leadership of Grace Mallory: a final cure to Compound V and a hopeful end to the supe epidemic three years after the explosive incident at Vought. A secret rehab facility in Upstate New York is supposed to help former heroes find their way back to humanity. The catch, though? Soldier Boy has never fucking agreed to any of this shit and is surely not happy about being powerless for the first time in his goddamn long life.

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x Female!Reader

Warnings: +18, language, light smut, fluff, angst

Word Count: 4.5k

A/N: Thank you guys so much for all the warm responses (and loud screams) last week. Feels good to be back and cause some chaos here. Enjoy this one! It's all downhill from here 💚

Feedback is my fuel 🖤

Chapter 7: make up sex

Ben carefully traces the marks on her skin with his fingertips, her naked back illuminated by the soft spring morning glow that streams in through the window. Tenderly, he kisses a path down her shoulder and hears her giggle at the tickling of his beard.

He loves her. Yet, she’s too good for him. Maybe he could change, though. He feels the endless possibilities pumping through his veins.

“Morning, my love.”

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Wayne why are you doing this to me?! WHY?! Even being imprisoned his thoughts was still on her! Ben showing vulnerability was so sweet. Stan showing up was shocking and definitely sus. I wonder if Stan gave Ben her address? 🤔 But glad Ben went to her and laid everything out for her. She definitely was still hung up on him her heart belongs to Ben. Ben now knows his heart belongs to her. He just doesn’t want to admit it out loud fully. But damn it Wayne why couldn’t you give me a full on fluffy sweet make up smut?! His mission is definitely risky he knows it! The fact she wants to go with him shows she does love him. But sadly I don’t think one is going to make it out alive. I sadly have a feeling it will be Ben dying cause no way he would ever let it be her. But I have a feeling she will always have a part of Ben not just his heart always but maybe cough🤰🏻cough. I so want these two to make it out together then runaway together to live a full happy life together! But I know sadly this isn’t going to happen and I’m not ready for it. You owe me a sold fluffy sweet smut & a ultra fluffy happy ending after this Wayne!!

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Jensen Ackles Creation Con Burbank CA March 17th 2024

l know Jensen missed Jared I missed seeing them two together. But glad Jensen got to do gold panel with Jeffery. My favorite pics are all of the pics of Jensen smiling. When he really truly smiles it lights up a room. I could stare at him all day and never get bored. I mean look at him!! 😍😍

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eep this was from my friend Charlie’s post! Last month he posted that video to get a lot of Supernatural lines. He noticed it was trending lately. He was so shocked to see it on Jared’s IG story and to see him comment. He is going to Orlando Creation Con to see Jensen again he got the gold pass for then. But this is the 2nd time Jared has randomly replied/commented on something of his. He did see Jared in Nashville last year too. His friend let him join in on her photo op with Jared. All he could say was I love you man. 😂 But Charlie is so sweet and amazing he deserves this!!

He got so many followers cause of this too! Which people should follow him he is very sweet and awesome. He mainly does Dean stuff but if he lets his hair grow out more he will do Sam. He has a cute doggo named Simba who appears in his videos as Castiel. So if you haven’t followed him go do it now IG(Charlies.Castle)& TikTok(charliecastles)

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