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“I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world”
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OT7

girl meets evil (m) prologue| vampires & werewolves au; smut | INDEFINITE HIATUS

jimin | yoongi | hoseok | seokjin | jungkook | taehyung | namjoon

MIN YOONGI

i miss your dumb face | fake text scenario; fluff

title pending (m) | serial killer! au; angst, smut, thriller | COMING SOON

↬ “You’re always going to be Mine.” His voice shrouds over you in a deep growl and despite the situation and despite yourself, you can’t help the weak, broken smile that overcomes your features. Because as much as you hate it, as much as you should hate him, he has never spoken words more true.”

PARK JIMIN

poly!relationship w/ jikook | fake text scenario, fluff

a distant serendipity | jimin’s prequel to like stars in a constellation; angst | COMING SOON

↬ “The first time around, before all your timelines were intertwined, you were all best friends. The first time around he watched you and Jungkook fall in love so organically, like you were made for each other. The first time around.... he fell in love with you too.”

KIM TAEHYUNG

what happens at dawn (m) ♚ | faerie au; smut, slight angst

“Drawn in by his magnetism and allure, you step closer, your toes stopping just outside the circle. Taehyung smiles darkly at that, his approval clear. “Don’t enter a faerie circle uninvited, love. But this,” He leans impossibly close, overwhelming your senses as he trails the bitten strawberry against your lips, “is a formal invitation.” —

the red strings (m) | a soulmates au; angst; fluff, smut | COMING SOON

↬ “There are a million reasons why Taehyung couldn’t possibly be your soulmate; he’s reckless, almost too unpredictable, doesn’t like your favorite show, and countless other things. But for each reason he isn’t, there’s a million more for why you so badly want him to be.”

JEON JUNGKOOK

like stars in a constellation (m)  ♚ | meeting in reverse au; angst, fluff

↬ “And at midnight, as you sit there and contemplate how the two of you were like stars in a constellation, you watch the sky with bated breath. Because somehow, for the first time since you got caught up in all of this a year ago, it almost seems like the stars are finally spiraling backwards and time feels a little more still than ever before. And when you hear your name, you turn around so fast that the world stops spinning.”

poly!relationship w/ jikook | fake text scenario, fluff

JAY PARK

everything you wanted (m) | friends to lovers; smut, angst, fluff

You thought about his girlfriend, the one he always returned home to, with a lingering sense of bitterness. But it wasn’t like you hated her. Sure, she was kind of shallow and she didn’t really like you, but could you really blame her? Whether she knew it or not, you were sleeping with her boyfriend, and you supposed that you should feel worse about that. Some part of you did. But it was hard to be fully remorseful when, just by being with him, she already had everything you wanted.”

TBA

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dear young/new/insecure/unsure/hurt/just plain bummed writers and artists: fanfiction and fanart isn’t a competition. your voice and words and your creations have inherent value regardless of your level of skill. art is art. don’t be discouraged please. keep writing, keep creating, keep posting, keep being unapologetically you

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hi!! just popping in to say i’m not deceased. i actually really want to write more rn but i currently have no laptop and won’t for the foreseeable future until i can afford to buy a new one :/

but for everyone whose followed in the past year or so: hi, i’m sayd and i tend to go on very long hiatuses between writing (sorry). i’m also feugills on ao3 where i upload some of my content from here and also occasionally other fandom works!

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what happens at dawn (m)

 a faerie!taehyung fic

pairing: kim taehyung| reader
genre: fantasy, smut, angst
word count: 7.8k
warnings: slightly darkish themes (if you squint)
A/N: hi yes it’s been ages since i’ve uploaded a fic, i’m a lazy gremlin don’t look at me. that aside i really enjoy this fic and i hope you do too ♡

 “Drawn in by his magnetism and allure, you step closer, your toes stopping just outside the circle. Taehyung smiles darkly at that, his approval clear. “Don’t enter a faerie circle uninvited, love. But this,” He leans impossibly close, overwhelming your senses as he trails the bitten strawberry against your lips, “is a formal invitation.” —

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Anonymous asked:

I hope you’ve been well :D

i’ve been doing pretty okay actually! finally finished with my spring semester so i have some free time for once!

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hi there! i just wanted to say that i absolutely LOVED ‘like stars in a constellation’ and i was surprised that it didn’t get more recognition like ??? you deserve that and the world ??? keep doing what you’re doing bcuz it’s working!!

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aaaaaah i’m crying in the club! you’re too sweet! like stars is still my favorite piece that i’ve written so it means a lot to me that you’d say that! thank you 💖

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Anonymous asked:

Hey ally!!! So i just read the fae au and i’m still a lil confused haha, so does tae actually love the oc or he just lust after the oc? Sorry to bother you...

you’re not bothering me at all! 💕this is actually a pretty difficult question to answer and i sat around for a couple minutes thinking of how best to answer it, so here’s my best shot (and also obvious spoiler warning to anyone who hasn’t read what happens at dawn yet)

for starters, i don’t think it would be right to say that he “ loves” her, at least not in a way that we’d usually characterize as love. i don’t think you can love someone and do what tae did to her. but it’s also more than just lust. he has a twisted infatuation with her and is intrigued, but i think even more than that, he’s lonely. i hint at it just slightly in one of the swimming scenes, but he’s in that forest by himself, seemingly for eternity.

the ending is rather ambiguous (on purpose) but it’s meant to imply that her soul is trapped in the forest now. so to answer your question, is it love? no. adoration and infatuation? maybe. but it’s also a lot more than just lust. he could have had his way with her and killed her, but he chose to keep her with him instead.

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Anonymous asked:

hey so glad to see u posting again, i love all ur writings, there's something magical about the way your stories come tgt and i hope to see more from u in the future. of course i also hope ur doing well

hi!! ahhhh omg you’re so sweet! thank you so much, this gives me lil happy internal screams haha 😅

thank you and i hope you’re enjoying the holiday season! 💕

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taegills

i’m alive:

i just wanted to come on here and say i’m not dead, nor am i planning on deleting this blog anytime soon (or really ever). i’m in somewhat of a different place with bts lately and i’m trying to figure out what that means for my writing now (as well as trying to figure out where there’s time for writing in my schedule with everything i have going on) but i have things i want to write and no intentions of completely abandoning this blog so there’s at least that.

i hope you guys can understand and i’m sorry for practically going AWOL since last december, but i am trying to figure out how to balance this blog in with what my life has become

follow up post to say two things:

  1. i’m not gonna say “i’m back” again because while i am actually getting some writing done (compared to the past few times where i said i would and then didn’t touch my files) i still don’t want to make any expectations for myself or you guys. there could be new works soon but it’s equally as likely that there won’t so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i may not be back per say, but i’m writing.
  2. i definitely will not be deleting this blog. not now and not ever regardless of whether or not i ever abandon my blog, all of my works and my master list will still remain up here for anyone who wishes to read them.

all that said, i am actually working on things for once and i’m finally inspired to write rather than feeling like i have to! anyway ihope that when i finish the things i’m working on, you really enjoy them!!

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Anonymous asked:

uM???? SO I JUST READ THE REVERSE MEETING FIC WITH KOOK AND I AM???? HURT?????? IT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND IT TOTALLY RIPPED MY HEART TO SHREDS (also i'm a sucker for the doctor and river song dynamics and you did a really great job !!!! i might have to marry u) -ji

asdhfklshja;; thank you so much love!!!! i really appreciate it 😭 and yessss, i remember this idea forming more and more after rewatching the weeping angels episodes and i was just like wow what a concept, this could really cause some good pain lmaooo

but thank you 💕 i’m so glad you enjoyed it!!

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Anonymous asked:

PLEASE TELL ME YOU ARE MAKING A PART TWO TO, “like stars in a constellation”

i’m so sorry for how late this reply is, but i actually am!!! i haven’t written in a really long time (despite my frequent attempts to say i would) but i DO have a like stars prequel planned out called a distant serendipity and i don’t have much to say other than if you think like stars hurts? a distant serendipity will hurt ten times more

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taegills

like stars in a constellation (m)

meeting in reverse au

pairing: jeon jungkook | reader

genre: slight sci-fi, fluff, angst

word count: 20.9k

A/N: i’m a sucker for added heart pain so i made the mixtape that’s mentioned in the fic so if you want to listen to it there’s that. and i’ve been working on this thing since november and hit lots of road blocks and set backs with it but finally it’s done and i’m not gonna lie, i’m a little nervous but i’m also really excited to share this. it’s a bit of an odd concept, but it might be a little more familiar to my whovians and homestuck trash out there haha

important sidenote: this is a pretty long fic and the tumblr app is trash so if the app crashes on you, try reading it on the mobile website

“And at midnight, as you sit there and contemplate how the two of you were like stars in a constellation, you watch the sky with bated breath. Because somehow, for the first time since you got caught up in all of this a year ago, it almost seems like the stars are finally spiraling backwards and time feels a little more still than ever before. And when you hear your name, you turn around so fast that the world stops spinning.”

[Breathes in] Oh Boy. I always say that I’m not an angst person and yet most of my recs have been angst to some degree. I rly should have known when I saw angst and 20.9k and meeting in reverse au the sort of dulling pain this would subject me to, this was hurting me from the get go when the fic barely started.

The writing style is gorgeous, honestly gorgous. The bit at the beginning where it’s described how jk was looking at her with so much love and is so tender with her but she doesn’t remember who he is made my heart squeeze so bad. This was so romantic and so unbelievably sweet, I was crying inside with pure joy reading some parts. THE BIT WHERE SHE ASKS HIM WHAT SHE SHOULD SAY TO MAKE HIM BELIEVE HER WHEN THE TIME COMES WHEN HE’S THE ONE WHO DOESN’T REMEMBER HER AND HE SAYS NOTHING BC HE’LL ALWAYS BELIEVE HER AGSHDHDHHF AND HE DOES 😩 ALSO “Oh man, I’m done for!” He jokes, as he reaches across the table to hand you a couple napkins. “Because I can already tell how easy it’ll be to fall in love with you.” U MAY THINK THESE ARE SPOILERS BUT THEYRE MEANINGLESS SPOILERS BC THEY DONT MAKE MUCH SENSE OR FEEL AS SAD IF U HAVENT READ THE FIC SO DONT CUT ME JUST YET

I do admit though that my dumb ass couldn’t wrap my head around the timelines for a good maybe ¾ of the fic but it did all begin to click towards the end. And I’m writing this review the morning after I read this and I reread the end and the beginning and I definitely get it now. So anyone who reads this who also hasn’t seen dr who and is unfamiliar with the meeting in reverse concept - don’t worry if you’re confused at first because you experience the nature of the timeline with the oc anyway. But when you do understand how it works, reread the beginning again when she meets jungkook for the “first time” (if you have already read it - I’m talking abt the bit when she has to leave so suddenly bc she’ll be late to class). The weight of jk’s sadness and the general melancholy and bittersweetness of that scene didn’t fully sink in the first time bc you experience the oc’s sadness when it eventually happens to her towards jungkook. This is definitely the sort of fic that gets sadder each time you reread the whole thing, because you will always most likely miss a lot on the first read, and you may not have fully understood the journey of each of their timelines at the first read either. I have yet to reread the whole thing but honestly am I rly ready for that yet……just give me a week and a bus of icecream and a truck for my tears maybe.

When I reached the end I was just lying on my bed until maybe 15 mins or so after finishing and urhhhh a bit of water maybe started leaking out of my eyes but gosh the writing is wonderful and the storytelling is wonderful, this whole story is wonderful. Even though I’m still sad. But this au is rly great.

ashshfjlslddf oh my gosh i can’t say thank you enough for how kind and sweet this review is!!!!

honestly this is what i really wanted to accomplish when i started this story because i wanted this to be the sort of story that, when you reread it, more and more things fall into place and things take on a different or deeper meaning.

so i just- thank you. literally it baffles my mind every time someone takes the time to read this and then baffles me more when they actually like it. so thank you 💖💖💖

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‘Tis I, a writer, togetherslapper of words.

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Anonymous asked:

Hey I’ve just read like stars in a constellation aND HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CRY FOR A GOOD TEN MINUTES WITHOUT INTERRUPTION ? I love this au and thought that the fact that Jimin was the only character aware of this anomaly was interesting, tho now I’m curious : what did he do to mess things up so bad ? The way you write the interaction between the oc and jk is just so sweet my heart melted, I actually felt melancholy in empathy to both the her and jk And the reference to mythology !! (1)-🍀

(2) HIT ME WITH THAT STORY IM SOBBING Anyway I’m looking forward to reading more of your stories (even tho I’m apparently too stupid to find your master list :/ *sigh*) And it seems you went through some rough things so I hope you’re handling it well and things get easier for you (if it isn’t already) ! Whatever the case I’m sending you lots of love and support to hopefully brighten a bit your day ! Thank you really much for sharing your work Have a lovely day !!! -🍀

ahahsjdhdjdlsls omg thank you so much!!!! and i’m sorry it took me five ages to respond to this ㅠㅠ but oh goodness i’m so happy you liked it as much as you did! and the fact that you said the fic made you feel all those emotions aaaaaaah, like that was my primary goal when writing that fic: to create a visceral emotional response so i’m happy it worked.

and as far as your curiousity about jimin goes, i do actually have a sort of prequel in the works that’s basically jimin’s like stars story that i’m verrrrryyyyyyy excited about! so you may get answers soon!

(p.s. you’re not stupid at all, i accidentally deleted my master list when decluttering my blog and didn’t realize for the longest time pls forgiiiiiiive meeeeeee)

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i’m alive:

i just wanted to come on here and say i’m not dead, nor am i planning on deleting this blog anytime soon (or really ever). i’m in somewhat of a different place with bts lately and i’m trying to figure out what that means for my writing now (as well as trying to figure out where there’s time for writing in my schedule with everything i have going on) but i have things i want to write and no intentions of completely abandoning this blog so there’s at least that.

i hope you guys can understand and i’m sorry for practically going AWOL since last december, but i am trying to figure out how to balance this blog in with what my life has become

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