Guess who's crawling back...
May was a Kim Jaehwan month. Went to his fan meeting, two pre-recordings for music shows, and a park festival for his set.
I swear I'm still in full-time employment.
I haven't moved on from this day that happened over a month ago.
Oh and I found out tonight that I got into Nu'est's fan sign, which means I'm meeting Hwang Minhyun him-fucking-self
Mmmm guess it's time for a random update
Still love Minhyun. Went to see Nu'est's concert twice two weeks ago just to see his beautiful face.
Still love Jinyoung. Went to his fan meeting yesterday. Am currently at day 2 of his fan meeting, 7 rows away from the stage. Got into his fan sign for next Saturday, so I'll soon be sitting across a table face-to-face with my child.
Still single and not giving a fuck about it~
New tattoo that is definitely in no way related to Minhyun or Wanna One~ (Done for free by a friend as a belated birthday present!)
@livemaialove @lumeleopard Ah, thanks for the replies! This puts me in a bit of an awkward predicament... Was it through the regular post office that you guys tried? I’m hoping that potentially a FedEx or a DHL might be better equipped to handle delivering lithium battery-powered electronics >.<
Oh mighty Tumblr...
I've been finding conflicting information on this...
I want to send someone overseas a rechargeable portable fan that has a lithium-ion battery. I've found some sources that say shipping would not be allowed, and others that say it's allowed under certain conditions. What's the truth???
So...why did the bank break up? I’m so out of the kpop loop.
They were just a project group from a survival show that was contracted to promote for 18 months. All of the members are from different companies, so they have to head back to their respective spots. I was the damned fool who watched the show in the first place and got emotionally invested.
Okay, my last post about the concert
For the final concert on Sunday, I had the kindest section mates. There were 6 including me, and we were just so supportive. The girl behind me was a Minhyun fan too, so she'd reach forward and shake my shoulders and we'd scream together whenever Minhyun breathed. The girl to my left was an angel. She rubbbed my back the two times I sobbed into my lap, she fed me gummy bears, she helped me find my lightstick pieces when I waved it so hard that the top half poppped off, and she held and squeezed my hand at the very end as all 6 of us cried when the lights came on. Then before we left, we all turned to each other and said "블리님 수고했어요~." (블리님 is how we refer to each other on the fan cafe based off our fandom name 워너블)
And ugh that ending...
At the end of the Saturday concert, they climbed up to the platform where their individual lifts were, did their final group greeting, and were lowered down together.
But Sunday's concert, they did their final group greeting, and then had each individual member step forward, give a second final greeting and then walk back alone to their lift to be lowered away. At first, we thought they would walk back and wait for the other members to be lowered all together. You should've heard the scream of pain we unleashed when the first member was lowered alone. This continued, member by member, until the final member was left alone on the stage on his damn knees and shaking from his sobs.
Can't imagine the devastation?
Here's a picture:
The. Pain. I. Fucking. Felt.
I really want to put down all the emotions I felt yesterday saying good-bye. All that I'm left now with is this dull pain and an overwhelming sense of love and gratitude. It's not over. I have a ticket to see the oldest member in his musical debut, I'm streaming and loving the second oldest's debut single (that features another member!), I've joined my devil child Jinyoung's official fan club, and, of course, I'm going wherever Minhyun goes. Another member is starring in a drama in June, and our youngest (who is Taiwanese) is also making his Mandarin drama debut. I plan on watching both. And when the other members come out with their post-W1 plans, I'll be there for them too. They're all going forth to do great things, I know, but nothing will replace the magic of all eleven of them together.
April 2017 to January 2019 was really one of the happiest periods I've had in Korea, and it was all because of them.
I was in the Y!
Thank you for the past year and a half. I'll continue to support all the boys, but these two.... Minhyun, Jinyoung, only happy memories from now on. My wallet now belongs to you two and you two alone.
Today's concert accessory~
I want to be strong, but how can I when they're in so much pain?
(And this isn't even the final concert!!!!)