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The Lonely Otaku

@mickey-m399 / mickey-m399.tumblr.com

"I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become." -Carl Jung | 23 | African American Female| obsessions of random shit
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Do something!

*You don’t need to donate to change.org, donate directly to the families. Also if there’s a problem with a petition, please dm me instead of reblogging so I can fix it faster. *

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loki-dokey

How many Supernatural fans are there on Tumblr?

You are only allowed to reblog this ONCE. Any more than once and this is completely ruined. 

Reblog if you’re a Supernatural fan so we can see how many of us there are out there!

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Self-Care & Helpful Tips for ENFJ “The Giver”

Functions: Fe-Ni-Se-Ti

Strengths

  • Tolerant
  • Reliable
  • Charismatic
  • Altruistic
  • Natural leader

Weaknesses

  • Overly idealistic
  • Too selfless
  • Too sensitive
  • Fluctuating self-esteem
  • Struggle to make tough decisions

Turn-on = Effort

Turn-off = Unappreciative

What ENFJ stresses out

  • Being in critical or confrontational environments
  • Lack of appreciation or affirmation
  • Lack of harmony
  • Unexpected change
  • Inadequate time to complete work to their standards
  • Tense relationships or environments
  • Having to do mundane, repetitive tasks
  • Having to conform with something that goes against their values
  • Over-empathizing with others to the point of losing track of their own needs
  • Being misunderstood or not trusted
  • People not living up to their idealized expectations

How to help an ENFJ experiencing stress

  • Acknowledge how they feel.
  • Let them talk it out.
  • Remind them of their strengths and contributions.
  • Don’t use logic to talk them out of their stress.
  • Don’t ignore them, even if they seem irrational.
  • Give them a change of scenery to get away from the situation.
  • Go outdoors. Do some type of exercise with them.
  • Watch a lighthearted movie or comedy with them.
  • Do not patronize or dismiss their concerns.

How ENFJ handle Grief

  • Distract themselves
  • Bottle up their feelings

How ENFJ handle Guilt

  • Internalizes
  • Overcompensates for personal mistakes

How ENFJ acts when Sad

  • Either stuck in a rut or totally apathetic

What ENFJ should do after a Bad Day

  • Get a huge hug and a sincere reminder from a friend of why they love you and all that they’ve learned from you

What ENFJ is like when Angry

  • If slightly angered, retreats to analyze the situation. If greatly angered, attacks the opposing party with cruel personal truths about him or her.

What ENFJ should do Instead (when upset)

  • Recognize the subjective nature of their anger and keep an open mind to the opposite party’s point of view while discussing the issue.

What ENFJ Struggle with

  • Letting others care for them

What ENFJ are Hard on themselves for

  • Perfectionism/Carrying the weight of the world on their shoulders

ENFJ’s Purpose in Life

  • Bring love where there is hate

What ENFJ Need to Know

  • Sometimes it is okay to let other people make their own decisions and stop worrying so much about how people see you.

What ENFJ should Never Forget

  • You are a considerate person and we all appreciate your giving heart and your ability to give us confidence.
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mickey-m399

You Don't Know.

Drabble for Severus Snape 

First thing I've ever written for Tumblr be gentle with me…

Please don’t repost. this kind of a serious poem I came up with I started writing it down and just let go. 

You don’t know. The sins I’ve committed. You don’t know the tears I’ve shed. The loyalty I’ve held onto for him, for her, for you. You stand there a look at me with disdain and hatred. You call me a coward but you don’t know. I looked at you with disdain but never with hatred. How could I when you have her eyes. The fact that what should have been mine was his, that he had her and you. But yet you had her eyes. Green. Green and beautiful, piercing through my veils of self-doubt and hatred. And making me feel as though I were lying In a meadow with her. With Lily. Green, the same color as the house I stand for, the curse that killed her and the envy that consumed me. I look at you and I see her. But I see him too and I can’t let go. But you don’t know. You don’t know the secrets I’ve kept, the prayers that fell on deaf ears, the histories of what made you who you are. I know them. I know them because I helped orchestrate them. The integral parts of what needed to be done! I was your whipping boy, his scapegoat, his blind follower, and her always. I did the things I had to. To keep you safe. I’ve come to you in many forms but you didn’t know. A doe here, a protection charm there. But what did it matter when you don’t know. But here. This is what I can give you. This last part of my self. “Take them.” You deserve to know that what she did, what you will do, what I have done will not be in vain. You deserve to know the bigger picture. And now you do.

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mickey-m399

You Don't Know.

Drabble for Severus Snape 

First thing I've ever written for Tumblr be gentle with me…

Please don’t repost. this kind of a serious poem I came up with I started writing it down and just let go. 

You don’t know. The sins I’ve committed. You don’t know the tears I’ve shed. The loyalty I’ve held onto for him, for her, for you. You stand there a look at me with disdain and hatred. You call me a coward but you don’t know. I looked at you with disdain but never with hatred. How could I when you have her eyes. The fact that what should have been mine was his, that he had her and you. But yet you had her eyes. Green. Green and beautiful, piercing through my veils of self-doubt and hatred. And making me feel as though I were lying In a meadow with her. With Lily. Green, the same color as the house I stand for, the curse that killed her and the envy that consumed me. I look at you and I see her. But I see him too and I can’t let go. But you don’t know. You don’t know the secrets I’ve kept, the prayers that fell on deaf ears, the histories of what made you who you are. I know them. I know them because I helped orchestrate them. The integral parts of what needed to be done! I was your whipping boy, his scapegoat, his blind follower, and her always. I did the things I had to. To keep you safe. I’ve come to you in many forms but you didn’t know. A doe here, a protection charm there. But what did it matter when you don’t know. But here. This is what I can give you. This last part of my self. “Take them.” You deserve to know that what she did, what you will do, what I have done will not be in vain. You deserve to know the bigger picture. And now you do.

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You Don't Know.

Drabble for Severus Snape 

First thing I've ever written for Tumblr be gentle with me...

Please don't repost. this kind of a serious poem I came up with I started writing it down and just let go. 

You don't know. The sins I've committed. You don't know the tears I've shed. The loyalty I've held onto for him, for her, for you. You stand there a look at me with disdain and hatred. You call me a coward but you don't know. I looked at you with disdain but never with hatred. How could I when you have her eyes. The fact that what should have been mine was his, that he had her and you. But yet you had her eyes. Green. Green and beautiful, piercing through my veils of self-doubt and hatred. And making me feel as though I were lying In a meadow with her. With Lily. Green, the same color as the house I stand for, the curse that killed her and the envy that consumed me. I look at you and I see her. But I see him too and I can't let go. But you don't know. You don't know the secrets I've kept, the prayers that fell on deaf ears, the histories of what made you who you are. I know them. I know them because I helped orchestrate them. The integral parts of what needed to be done! I was your whipping boy, his scapegoat, his blind follower, and her always. I did the things I had to. To keep you safe. I've come to you in many forms but you didn't know. A doe here, a protection charm there. But what did it matter when you don't know. But here. This is what I can give you. This last part of my self. "Take them." You deserve to know that what she did, what you will do, what I have done will not be in vain. You deserve to know the bigger picture. And now you do.

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This is the Lucky Ace. Reblog to recieve a wad of cash that is oddly specific to your current needs.

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jukaidream

I reblogged this shit two days ago y’all… what kinda sorcery is this. Oddly specific too …. I’ll take it tho 🤯

I think I did it wrong

Uh I reblogged this like 3 days ago and I start my new job on Monday??? Like idk how you accidentally find a job but I did.

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alright i’m feeling positive tonight so i’m gonna make a positive post. here goes.

IF YOU HAVE DERMATILLOMANIA, YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE AS HELL. i don’t care care how many scabs or scars you have. i don’t care if your entire body looks like a fucking pepperoni pizza (and if it does, don’t freak out, mine does too). YOU LOOK JUST FINE. you don’t need to use makeup. you don’t need to cover up. your skin does its job, and that’s enough. IF SOMEONE HAS A PROBLEM WITH YOUR APPEARANCE, DIRECT THEM TO THE NEAREST TRASH CAN.

thank you.

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mickey-m399

this is helpful 

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I’m so mad because this worked

help me roger

Reblogging myself because… what was that? Five minutes?

O_O

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riskpig

………my friend has made me curious

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maryburgers

help me roger

Update: after I reblogged this someone messaged me offering me tickets to the sold out Hausu screening with a Q&A and autograph session with the director

let’s do it, roger

Roger helppppp

I need you Roger!

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thaebae

ROGER PLEASE

ROGER MY MAN HELP! A DUDE OUT

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mickey-m399

Fuck it! Roger help! Please.

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Muggles are not able to REBLOG this.

REBLOG this to prove you are not a Muggle.
my reblog button fucked up and i almost had a heart attack

I did it in the first try.

OH YEAH

OH MY GOD.

MY COMPUTER BROWSER FROZE AND I DIDN’T REALIZE IT. I COULDN’T BREATHE.

JESUS.

But the lack of notes truly worries me

WORK, DAMNIT!

IT DIDN’T WORK FOR A MOMENT AND I HAD A MINI HEART ATTACK

Hell fuckin yeah I’m a witch!!

Not a muggle.

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saucynewf

I Stand With J2 Spam

Hey, guys!

Tonight’s spam celebrates two of the most genuine, caring, decent guys in the entertainment industry, or anywhere, for that matter. 

Jensen and Jared have spent the last 12+ years portraying characters on a show that drew us in and affected us so much that we joined a fandom to share our love for it and them with other fans. Instead of going home on some of their weekends off to spend time with their families, they have gone to hundreds of conventions so that we can meet them in person, hear personal stories, get pictures, autographs, hugs, and ask them (sometimes inappropriate/offensive) questions, all of which they handle graciously. If that wasn’t enough - which it is - they have done multiple fundraising campaigns to raise money and awareness for mental health issues, including the formation of a crisis support hotline for people in need.

These men deserve our love, respect, and admiration for everything they’ve done for us as a fandom and for simply being damn fine human beings.

Tagged as i stand with j2 spam for blacklisting/locating purposes.

The spam will start in an hour. Please reblog this post to spread the word.

💗

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inritum

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

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doryishness

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

I WISHED FOR SNK MERCH THE FIRST TIME. I GOT A JACKET.

I WISHED FOR MY GIRLFRIEND THE SECOND TIME. I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.

THIS WORKs I WISHED I WAS MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA AND GUESS WHAT GUYS IM MOVING TO NC IN AUGUST I PROMISE U IM NOT LYING

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ariya-art

guys ok ur probably thinking that this is all just bs right? WELL I THOUGHT SO TOO BUT I WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD CHAT ME AND HE DID AND IM FREAKING OUT not even kidding i swear on my grampas grave this works

I love this it always works for me yey thank u shooting star :’)

woah the notes let’s hope my wish comes true

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pixelz01

Okay here goes otp dreams come true!

Let’s try this.

♡Let’s try♡

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