The Signs And What They Should Be Treated Like
to the bubbly ishaqzaadi and the flawlessness behind baarish-barkha, my wonderful aishwarya. we’ve grown so so so SO SO SO so close in so less time that the meaning of this friendship even doubles it’s worth really because who could have thought that we’d text such long essays to each other about literally everything. from the most random things to ACTUAL SERIOUS REAL LIFE STUFF to even shit rants about tumblr BECAUSE WE’VE BOTH BEEN HERE FOR TOO LONG bye. i hate that my ass lives like 8 hours in the past compared to you and if i JUST CHECKED THE TIME I WOULD HAVE POSTED THIS SO MUCH EARLIER. thankfully it’s on the actual day (atleast)……. no but really, you’re so wonderful and my conversations with you have so much meaning that they’ve became a part of my daily life. i can’t imagine a life without your flawlessness at all anymore and i hope/pray that there will never be any need for that. (SO I CAN ATLEAST GET TO THAT DREAMY WEDDING IN INDIA THAT YOU’RE PLANNING TO HAVE and and aaaand dance for you the way a loving sister should ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥) i know i can count on you when there’s shit going on because you’re always ready to read my essays with meaningful advice and SIGH you DESERVE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING TODAY (and actually for the rest of your life)! may you always be blessed with love, happiness, luck and health. know that i’m always there for you whenever you need me as well.
and here is another little burst of pyaar for my adorable ishaqzaadi ♥
It’s someone’s birthday today! Do we know whose though? Because I mean we should–she’s the ishaqzaadi of the bollywood fandom. Though I suppose a lot of you will only know her as the fantabulous person behind baarish-barkha. No matter how you know her, you should go wish her a very happy birthday so that she’s smiling that beautiful smile of hers super widely!
an aish appreciation post. she may not even go here anymore but she’s so special to me and i LOVE HER (●♡∀♡))ヾ☆*。
ishq se kya lena, aashiqui se kya lena…
happy birthday @ranveersinghs ♡
it’d be silly of us to expect the same perfect timing as last year for mail ok (but I’m still secretly wishing that there’s like what...a 5% chance because IT’S BEEN OVER 2 WEEKS) so I’m just going to stick this here until you do actually get it because that has (half of) everything <3
and that leaves me with not much to say, because what haven’t you heard already that I can say here? all that comes to mind is, I think back to the time when you and several of our other friends were the closest of friends -- in the time period i like to /lovingly/ refer to as the bekaar days -- and I remember being in awe of this one person who loved SRKajol just as much as I do. I never thought there’d be a day that we’d actually even talk, and when I followed you here I didn’t know what to expect. but over the last few years, we’ve grown SO much that a) sometimes I think I’ve lived years and years with you because it’s hard to imagine what things were like when I didn’t know you, and b) I also know that I have not only years, but lifetimes ahead with you, so there’s that. and quite honestly, no matter what has happened -- or ever happens -- I don’t see that changing. so you’ll just have to trust me on that one, because I’m leaving you with no choice. *saves rest of emotional torture for later*
but in short, happy birthday to someone who is forever a part of me and deserves everything amazing in the world, and I love you. ❤
as for the gifset, I thought I’d make you something with otp duh but more specifically something in which you’d be confused whether you want to be him or you want to be her...which is always the case...but tbh in this case it’s a clear call which one you’re leaning more towards bye
you are so precious and i love you so much YOU'RE LIKE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE ♥️
you know something? I’d decided the second I read this that even if I posted nothing else on this blog ever again like ever ever ever, the one thing I would definitely come back to do would be answering this message, so here I am. throughout the last five to six months, if there’s any one person who’s made me feel no less relevant/important as a result of not being on this website all that much anymore, it’s you. in fact, we’ve become the tightest levels of tight ever since I haven’t been here and for that I’m so so so thankful ♥️ you are easily the most wonderful influence in my life this year tbh, and I know I can trust you with literally anything under the sun (by texting you a 2000 word essay about whatever it is every time hehe). i love you too, so so so much ♥‿♥
your creativity is the definition of perfection, seriously. from the moments you choose to gif and how clean your gifs are, to how perfect each of your colorings are for the gifset you're making --- you're easily one of the best this fandom has seen, and i've always been in awe of your work. in awe of you as well though, and so it's really sad to see you go. i wish you all the best for everything you do in life and hopefully i see you around somewhere on the internet if not tumblr anymore
thank you so much you lovely anon you ♥ this is so so so wonderful and sigh it makes me feel kinda sad tbh??? but you’ll definitely see me somewhere or other, that i can promise you for sure :)
why are you leaving though .. just take a break and come back maybe? do you have twitter instagram anything else?
yeah i’ve done that quite a few times, but it just hasn’t worked. i’m still tired of this fandom’s shit and it’s not that i’m quitting because of them, but rather it just doesn’t give me satisfaction any more to be spending my time creating while knowing that i...i have no idea how to explain it without being rlly controversial which i don’t want to do rn lol
see, if i feel like i’m missing something come august/september (which is when things would hopefully have slowed down) then i’m willing to give it a shot again, but at this stage i really don’t think so.
(via insanelymedicated)