teeny tiny life update. love to you all.
too many words.
well if you think that’s too many words, you should hear how many thoughts i have.
and if you think those words were harsh, you should hear how i talk to myself.
and if you think i’m being too loud, you should hear the noise inside my head.
and if you think i’m too much, you should know i have to deal with myself too.
and if you think i cry too much, you should see the tears i shed when no one’s around.
and if you think my laugh’s too big, you should know it’s to hide the pain i feel.
and if you think i’m not trying hard enough, you should know i’ll never measure up.
and if you think i talk too much, you should know i leave most of my words unsaid.
Happy birthday Rae!! 🎈 🎂
Hope you have a lovely day and you have fun!
I'm doing good, just really hot, today's temperature will be 37°C so drinking a lot of water and iced tea
thank you sweet girl!!! i am taking my day to rest and relax. the weather is perfect and i am having a good mental health day. i’m very blessed. sending you so much love, stay hydrated and enjoy the sunshine!!
tomorrow's my birthday
to celebrate please tell me about how you are doing! i'm rarely on tumblr anymore and i would love to hear from some of my old friends. i wanna know all about you and how you've been.
love, rae
hello my love. i’ve lost my words. i haven’t written in months. and the tightness in my chest is a chain that’s too heavy to carry. but of all the people in this world with words still remaining, i trust that you can keep mine safe until i’m strong enough to carry them again. i love you to the end of time. rae
The way you love me makes me forget about those who didn't.
Beep boop I come to give a hug and a flower for u 🌷
A kiwi meets a ladybug
not everything has to be productive. you are allowed to be a little silly and goofy. you are allowed to rest. take some time for yourself today. there is so much more to life than work, and you deserve to experience it. feel the sun on your face, stretch your body, call a friend, have a little fun. your work will not suffer for it & will be there when you’ve had some time.
hewwo i think you're absolutely incredible thanks for coming to my ted talk mwAH😘
ilysm but i’m currently choking on my own spit so the incredible factor is slightly decreased at the moment
for anon, clawing their way out // jay brooks
ps5 brain monday
Oh so THIS is the ps5 post. I can see why you all imprinted on it now that’s hilarious
happy 1 year ps5 brain monday
I LOVE YOU
love you to the moon 🥺
“you weren't the first poetess to come to mind, and then something welled up behind my eyes, I winced and it was gone, she was gone, the words remained but the meanings were gone. tea doesn’t taste the same but I drink a cup every day, at the same hour, with the same song blaring in the background. these books won’t change their endings and through caring about each raindrop I become madness. she made me mad with love. so here I stand, half-hearted with a foot narrowly in a fresh grave. still, I am scribbling a will for the children we’ll never raise. I don't know who she claimed to be, but I loved her, and her afterimage, and her shadow.”
— “who do you see when you think of the girl behind the poetry? is she who her poetry claims she is? (ps: these poems are lovely, thank you)” - @hraewordsmith
Your heart always full of the most beautiful feelings and warmth. To be showered by your presence like a soft summer rain that in memory forever remains. Friend is a word always so soft when it is written with the letters of your name. Your happiness is my own for my heart sings when it sees you bloom. A hug from the heart from me to you.
Love you , Rae! 🫶🏻❤️🌹