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Almost time for PopCon!

It’s that time again– this weekend I’ll be at Indy PopCon at the Indianapolis Convention Center. You’ll find me in Booth D1, accessible right through the main gates. I hope to see you there!

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In Defense of Shitty Queer Art

Queer art has a long history of being censored and sidelined. In 1895, Oscar Wilde’s novel The Picture of Dorian Gray was used as evidence in the author’s sodomy trials. From the 1930s to the 1960s, the American Hays Code prohibited depictions of queerness in film, defining it as “sex perversion.” In 2020, the book Steven Universe: End of an Era by Chris McDonnell confirmed that Rebecca Sugar’s insistence on including a sapphic wedding in the show is what triggered its cancellation by Cartoon Network. According to the American Library Association, of the top ten most challenged books in 2023, seven were targeted for their queer content. Across time, place, and medium, queer art has been ruthlessly targeted by censors and protesters, and at times it seems there might be no end in sight.

So why, then, are queer spaces so viciously critical of queer art?

Name any piece of moderately-well-known queer media, and you can find immense, vitriolic discourse surrounding it. Audiences debate whether queer media is good representation, bad representation, or whether it’s otherwise too problematic to engage with. Artists are picked apart under a microscope to make sure their morals are pure enough and their identities queer enough. Every minor fault—real or perceived—is compiled in discourse dossiers and spread around online. Lines are drawn, and callout posts are made against those who get too close to “problematic art.”

Modern examples abound, such as the TV show Steven Universe, the video game Dream Daddy, or the webcomic Boyfriends, but it’s far from a new phenomenon. In his book Hi Honey, I’m Homo!, queer pop culture analyst Matt Baume writes about an example from the 1970s, where the ABC sitcom titled Soap was protested by homophobes and queer audiences alike—before a single episode of the show ever aired. Audiences didn’t wait to actually watch the show before passing judgment and writing protest letters.

After so many years starved for positive representation, it’s understandable for queer audiences to crave depictions where we’re treated well. It’s exhausting to only ever see the same tired gay tropes and subtext, and queer audiences deserve more. Yet the way to more, better, varied representation is not to insist on perfection. The pursuit of perfection is poison in art, and it’s no different when that art happens to be queer.

When the pool of queer art is so limited, it feels horrible when a piece of queer art doesn’t live up to expectations. Even if the representation is technically good, it’s disappointing to get excited for a queer story only for that story to underwhelm and frustrate you.

But the world needs that disappointing art. It needs mediocre art. It even needs the bad art. The world needs to reach a point where queer artists can fearlessly make a mess, because if queer artists can only strive for perfection, the less art they can make. They may eventually produce a masterpiece, but a single masterpiece is still a drop in the bucket compared to the oceans of censorship. The only way to drown out bigotry and offensive stereotypes created by bigots is to allow queer artists the ability to experiment, learn through making mistakes, and represent their queer truth even if it clashes with someone else’s.

If queer artists aren’t allowed to make garbage, we can never make those masterpieces everyone craves. If queer artists are terrified at all times that their art will be targeted both by bigots and their own queer communities, queer art cannot thrive.

Let queer artists make shitty art. Let allies to queer people try their hand at representation, even if they miss the mark. Let queer art be messy, and let the artists screw up without fear of overblown retribution.

It’s the only way we’ll ever get more queer art.

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Happy Eclipse from Swallowed Sun Books

Hello all! Today is the day of a total eclipse over, among other places, Indianapolis. (Image from Nasa) Historically, a number of cultures tied a mythology to eclispes that they were the result of a dragon (or dragonlike creature) swallowing the sun. According to ancientegyptonline.co.uk: Apep would swallow the sun god, but they would cut a hole in the belly of the snake to allow the sun…

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being nonbinary and a fan of non-human creatures isn’t easy. like i’m constantly struggling with the fact that i’m both like “i wish there was more enby representation in humans” and “i’m the same gender as mewtwo and that fucking rips

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the tension between “representing NBs only as nonhuman characters is dehumanizing and othering” and “but monsters, aliens, and robots are so much cooler than humans”

The solution is to have both human and nonhuman NB characters in the same series

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urbandragon

I wish I could say that this is the reason why both Kiha and Zag are nonbinary, but they just kind of turned out that way on their own.

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A curious case of Deja Vu

A funny thing happened this weekend at Indiana Comic Con. Two of the people who came to my booth– both of them younger, neither of them readers of mine before this– mentioned having seen and heard of my books before. Not at previous conventions, or at libraries, or bookstores, or in someone else’s hands, but online. Either on Facebook (an ad? or a reel?) or on TikTok, it wasn’t super clear in…

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i think my favourite version of doubling/mirroring is actually when one person is a possible future version of the other. and in turn that person is looking at the other and seeing their past self. the beginning and the end points of the same road.

ESPECIALLY when one of them never moved past a certain (traumatic) moment in their lives and sees the other in danger of following down the same path

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Just in time for Indiana Comic Con!

Ordering books just before a convention can be tricky. You never know when there’s going to be inclement weather, production mishaps, or just plain bad luck at play, so the process of waiting for the shipment to arrive is always just a little bit nerve wracking. And with Indiana Comic Con happening this weekend, I was biting my nails. So you can imagine my relief when I found these on my…

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FOUND family??? you think i just found them like this??? babes this is FORGED family. Me & the bros were scrap metal in a junkyard (very valuable, very sharp, very dangerous, uncared for) and we GOT IN THE FUCKING FIRE TOGETHER. WE did this. we said I AM NOT LEAVING YOU and melted into each other for better or for worse (it’s for better) and we are A FUNCTIONAL UNIT now. DO NOT SEPARATE. BATTERIES FUCKING INCLUDED. FOUND family my ass, we built this non-nuclear family unit from the ground up, don’t devalue this!!! it was is and will be a labour of love!!!

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Dress Code: An Urban Dragon short

The way the Urban Dragon series was formatted required a lot of hard choices about what moments I showed and what would be lost in between. This is one of those little moments that I never got the chance to sneak in there, between Arkay and Meph sometime during the two-year timeskip before Crusader Non Grata.  Click went the handcuffs. They wouldn’t hold Meph for long, not with all the…

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everyone: what's your goal in life?

me: to write a story so soul snatching, so gut wrenching and so devastatingly beautiful that it leaves you crying at 3am when you have a 8am lecture/shift and it inspires people to write entire essays, to write entire fanfics, mood boards and playlists based on it.

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Dealmaker's Gambit: The Peppercorn Saga

There was a subplot in the Dealmaker’s Gambit that had to be cut because I just couldn’t get it to gel the way I wanted it to. The TL;DR was that Irora had Zag make a number of talismans into peppercorns and plant them in high-end restaurants, resulting in a number of wealthy civilians (and one seagull) getting arrested as dealmakers. It was a bit of chaos and comedy, and a glimpse into the way…

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rs-hawk

Working on my novel and couldn’t figure out why it felt so empty. I didn’t have any filler. It was all 100% plot. The characters only interacted when necessary. I didn’t prattle on about the scenery or how the birds sounded. I had all my fuller stuff that I loved saved in another file because I “didn’t need it”.

Y’all, I knew this existed in TV shows but it didn’t hit me until this that everything is being whittled down. We are so starving for filler that we snap up anything. I unload all mine on Tumblr or keep it in a massive Google Docs. It SUCKS.

Honestly? Death to plot necessity. Revive filler. Revive unnecessary interactions. Revive just vibing with characters sometimes. I don’t want to just consume the plot and I don’t want to just create the plot either.

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urbandragon

This is a constant struggle.

I have seen a lot of writers struggle with books that become massive doorstops, and the reflexive reaction to get your wordcount back under control is to cut those quiet moments of 'filler'.

But in my writing and reading experience, it's not the filler that winds up taking up unnecessary space-- it's often getting carried away with unnecessary subplots. I've seen books (and written books) that get overly busy and overgrown with too many characters doing too many Important Things, and then even more characters get added on top, and none of them are actually given the time and space they need to breathe and become fully fleshed out.

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Playlist - the Dealmaker's Gambit

I don’t often write while listening to music, but I do use music to get me in the right headspace to start writing. A few highlights: Child of Ashes by Madds Buckley The vocal quality of this piece is what I have in mind when I think of Zag’s voice, and the lyrics put me in the space of those early encounters before Zag and Irora got comfortable with each other. Child of ashes and child…

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Out sick

Hey all, Less exciting post this week, because I’m out with Covid. Remember: mask up if you’re feeling under the weather, and don’t forget to keep up to date with your vaccines!

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