to see your face (iv.)
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author’s note: this literally took forever wow but i’ve actually been busy!! senior year and college applications are kicking my ass, but actually it was all worth it because i got into my top two schools (with a scholarship to one of them!!). im just super hecking proud of myself, i thought i’d share that with you guys. anyways, here’s the next installment of to see your face!! as always, please like and reblog if you enjoyed, and feel free to drop any thoughts in my ask box! it’s kind of a mess, but i hope you guys like it anyways :)
summary: you’re a fashion blogger/model from NYC. so why would auston matthews, hockey player and saving grace of toronto hockey, follow you?
warnings: baby’s first leafs game!!
The sunlight streaming in through the hotel curtains would usually be a welcome wake-up call, but the pounding headache settling in behind your eyes was really killing the peaceful vibe. You roll over, slapping at your nightstand to locate your phone and squinting at all the text notifications waiting to be acknowledged.
Annika: hope you had fun yesterday bb!!
Annika: it certainly looked like you did ;)
You snort at her brazenness and shoot back a quick ‘i’m gonna kill u. lunch?’ before swiping to the next message; an unsaved number.
(416)-xxx-xxxx: It’s Auston. Let me know when you wake up. One night isn’t nearly long enough to get to know you the way that i want to. Let’s figure something out.
You couldn’t help the smile that overtook your face as pieces of the previous night consumed your thoughts. The fact that you had actually met him was still so unbelievable. A few short months ago, you were pining harder than ever, lurking on his instagram page; now you’re waking up to his texts.
You let your thumbs hover over the keyboard before finally settling on a simple ‘good morning i am hungover and hungry.’
Falling back onto your pillows, you let out a content sigh. Your head may feel like a percussion orchestra is giving the performance of their life inside of it, and your mouth may taste like something died in it, but you wouldn’t have it any other way.
Your phone sounded off right as you were slipping through your door, signaling that you had an incoming call. Your brows furrowed at the sight of Annika’s contact picture-a photo you’d snapped of the two of you at lunch just an hour ago-on your screen. You swiped to answer it. “Hey,” you said. “I just got up to my room, what happened? Did I leave something in your car?”
“Nope,” she singsongs. Her tone immediately has your guard going up. “I’m just calling to say that I hope you have a clear schedule for tonight, because we have plans!”
You groan and settle heavily at the foot of your bed, pinning the phone between your shoulder and ear to free your hands to undo the laces of your sandals. “What are you talking about?”
“I may have asked Kappy to do me a favor and get you an extra ticket for the friends and family box, and he just called me to say he was able to pull through! You can sit in the box with me and some of the other girls. You’ll come, won’t you?”
You gnaw on your lower lip. “But I’m…really neither a friend nor family. It wouldn’t be right.”
“Oh, hush,” Annika scoffs. “ Apparently, Auston hasn’t shut up about you, and Freddie asked Kappy this morning when the next time I was bringing you around would be.”
The thought of the two boys asking about you made you break into a full-blown grin. “Okay, okay,” you laugh. “What time? And what do I wear?”
“I’ll be there at five. Don’t wear a skirt or anything-I’m assuming you don’t have any Leafs stuff? Some nice jeans and a cute top will work.” You blow out a noisy breath, and Annika laughs at the sound. “You need to relax; everything will be fine. The girls will love you.”
You hum absently and say a goodbye before hanging up.
Glancing at the clock, you realize you only have an hour and a half to get ready to meet twenty women who will immediately be judging you based on your appearance. NO BIGGIE, you think, tying your hair back. You’ve walked for Moschino at Paris Fashion Week. You’ve walked the red carpet at award shows and movie premieres. You can do this.
“Annika, wait,” you blurt out. She drops her hand from where she was about to pull open the door and pivots to face you, a look of confusion on her face. “I don’t-I don’t know if I can-”
“Oh, Nora,” she steps in close and places her hands on your cheeks, cradling your face in her palms. “Listen to me. You’ve got this. Think of it like-like they’re just any other girls on a shoot. Yeah? You can do it right?” She brushes a strand of hair that had fallen in front of your face back. “I promise you, if you can run a campaign for American Eagle, you can meet a couple girls at a hockey game.”
You nod slowly. What she says makes sense; it doesn’t matter how long you’ve known Auston or Freddie for-you were invited, you got a pass, and you deserve to be here. “You’re right,” you blow out a breath. “Sorry, yeah, you’re right.”
She smiles brightly, letting go of your cheeks. You wiggle your nose, trying to get blood flowing. Annika opens the door and pulls you through it, smiling at the room of women.
The sound of loud, mindless chatter hits your ears as you step through the door. In the suite, old and young people alike are milling about, helping themselves to a buffet in the corner or finding their seat along a glass wall overlooking the ice. Annika immediately makes a beeline for a blonde woman sitting alone and picking at a plate of green beans on her lap. “Steph!” She calls.
The woman-Steph- glances up at the sound of her name. A bright smile takes over her features as her eyes lock with Annika’s. “Annie!” she squeals, popping up to squeeze her into a hug. “I missed you! How is everything?”
“It’s good! There’s someone I want you to meet,” she steps aside and tugs you closer by the sleeve. “This is Nora. Nora, this is Stephanie. She’s here for Mitch Marner.”
Before you can speak, Steph’s jaw is dropping and her eyes are darting between you and Annika. “Annie,” she stage-whispers. “Are you serious? Nora Brillinger?” She snaps her mouth shut and offers her hand. “I’m Stephanie, but you can call me Steph. It’s…crazy to think that I’m meeting you right now,” she titters nervously.
Your face is breaking out into a smile before realize. “It’s nice to meet you,” you laugh. “You know me?”
“Know you?” She scoffs, not unkindly. “The girls all follow your style and blog, like, religiously. They’re going to be SO jealous that I got to meet you.”
“Are none of the other girls here?” Annika asks, confused.
“Nope,” Steph shakes her head. “Just me tonight. They couldn’t make it.”
“Well, we’ll have to take a picture later,” you say solemnly. You can’t help the relief flowing through your body. “And you can let them know you met me.”
“Absolutely,” she laughs. “Oh, hey, I think the game is about to start. Let’s get good seats!”
The three of you wander down to the seats overlooking the rink. Annika stops along the way to grab the three of you beers. “What?” She asks, defensive when she sees the looks the two of you are giving her. “I get stressed, and I know you guys will too.”
You settle down in your chair, nursing your beer. The boys are getting settled into their positions on the ice; from where you sit, you can see number 16 pat his heart twice, looking up at the box. Steph fiddles with her necklace, taking a deep breath. She smiles when she notices you watching her. “I used to think that it would get easier, watching him, but I don’t think it ever will. I’m still just as scared now as I was the first time I watched.”
You smile sympathetically back at her, even if you don’t fully understand. You never thought that hockey would be a source of anxiety, but now that you think about it, the amount of injuries one could possibly come away with is way higher than normal.
“Thirty-four is Auston,” Annika stage whispers to you. “Just, you know. Just letting you know.”
Steph hears, obviously, and she gives you a look. “Oh!” She smiles, sickly sweet. “Auston, huh?”
You roll your eyes, groaning. “Don’t start. It’s…new.”
Her eyes widen impossibly further. “Oh, it’s new, huh?”
“Can we just…watch the game?” Your cheeks are burning. You press your face into your palms.
The girls laugh, but they take the hint. The game starts; Freddie splashes water over his face between whistles, and you make a mental note to ask one of the girls for his number. Talking to him at the party had been incredibly easy, and you could definitely see a friendship blossoming between the two of you. Plus, you wanted to touch back on his little meltdown over his own one-that-got-away.
You spent most of the game tracking Auston, just like everyone else. It was easy to see why some fans were so passionate about him and the sport; on the ice, he was electric. He was nothing like the mellow man you had met the night prior, the man you had spent all day thinking about. He was intense, confident to the point of being almost cocky. You couldn’t deny that you were into it.
The sound of the buzzer heralded the end of the game. The three of you stood and stretched, limbs buzzing from lack of use. On the ice below, the players lined up for handshakes. The arena was alive, thrumming with energy from a game filled with excitement and suspense.
“I’m glad they could pull out a win for your first game, Nora.” Steph pipes up. “What did you think?”
“I had fun!” You beam. “Usually the hockey games I go to are pretty boring. This one, though…this crowd is something else.”
The three of you continue to chat as you leave the box. Before you know it, you’re deep in the tunnels of the arena. The realization has you screeching to a halt. “Oh, guys, I don’t think we’re supposed to be down here. The exit is back that way.”
Annika and Steph looked at each other before bursting into giggles. “Nora,” Annika chokes out. “Nora, sweetie, we’re not leaving.”
“We’re going to the locker room, silly!” Steph grabs your hand. “And then we’re all going out for drinks to celebrate!”
You dig your heels into the floor as she tries to tug you along with them. “Wait, wait, wait,” you cry. “This was NOT part of the agreement!”
Annika glances over her shoulder. “But you’re here now, so you’re coming! We’re all going to go celebrate, and we’re going to have a really good time, and you and Auston are going to talk and fall in love and have lots of babies and a really expensive wedding. Okay? Okay, cool.”
The three of you round a corner, and in front of you stands a heavy looking double door with the Maple Leafs crest carved into it. You can hear music blaring from the other side of the doors, as well as muffled laughter and voices. You can feel your stress levels peaking.
“How does my hair look? Is my mascara smudged?” You hiss, tugging at Annika’s sleeve.
She snorts, but tucks a few stray hairs back into place and runs a finger under your eyes. “There,” she says. “All better.”
Right as you go to roll your eyes back at her, the sound of the doors clicking open reaches your ears. A few players you don’t recognize file out before you catch sight of Freddie walking behind them. You call his name and watch as several people turn to look at you with questioning eyes.
He doesn’t seem at all bothered, however, and visibly perks up when his eyes meet yours. He makes his way over, saying quick hellos to the girls before surprising you by wrapping you up in a tight hug. “Nora!” He laughs. “I wasn’t expecting to see you here tonight. It’s good to see you again. I’m glad everything worked out last night.”
“Hi, Fred,” you say, your voice muffled on account of your face being squished into his chest. “Good to see you again, too. Good game. Also, I can’t breathe.”
He lets you go, but leaves a hand on your arm. “I’m happy you came,” the corner of his mouth tilts up. “I know someone else that will be happy you came, too.”
Your cheeks flush a dark red, and you punch him in the chest. “Shut up,” you hiss. “Where is he?”
“Miss him already?” He teases, and then dodges your second punch quickly. “Okay, okay, jeez. He should be…oh, he’s right here.”
Peering over your shoulder, you see Auston. He’s standing with Annika and Kappy, who also must have just made his way out, scrolling through his phone, looking rather bored.
“Hey, Auston!” Freddie calls, a teasing lilt in his voice. You just roll your eyes. If your face gets any more red, you’re going to pass out from sheer embarrassment.
Auston glances up. He sees you standing slightly behind the goaltender and smiles, pocketing his phone and beginning to make his way over.
Freddie turns back to you and drops his voice. “I’ll let you two talk. Are you coming out with us tonight?”
You nod. “Unfortunately.”
He snorts. “I’ll see you later, then. Come find me, we’ll do a shot or something.”
You smile back. Auston has finally reached you both, and Freddie claps him on the shoulder as he turns to leave. The two of you look at each other; you can feel yourself smiling like an idiot.
“Hi,” you bite your lip. “Good game tonight.”
“Thanks,” he says, a soft look in his eye. “I’m happy you came; I wasn’t expecting you to be here tonight.”
You laugh softly. “Yeah, it was sort of last minute.”
The two of you fall into silence. Around you, conversations continue. It’s bordering on awkward when-
“Hey,” he says softly, catching your attention with a touch to your elbow. “It’s kind of loud in here, and it’s going to be loud later, too. Do you want to ride with me tonight? That way we can hang and actually talk.”
He looks so nervous, it almost makes you laugh. “‘Course.” You beam. “Yeah, I’d really like that.”
He holds out his hand. “Come on, we’ll head out. Don’t want to get caught in traffic.”
You place your own hand in his. It’s warm and soft, and you feel like you could melt right into the ground with how happy you are to be right here with him.