lmao I look at every single reblog. even the posts that have +1000 notes. Because a simple “cute” or “insp” is enough to make my heart melt, and when people write more complex commentary I die.

No Matter What

note: hi! im back hooowaaaa! writing was hard for me to do because i had school and semi mental health problems! i graduated high school last month and been taking time to write! for this baby i have another two parts to this one in the works :) i wouldve added it all in one but its already over 9000 words so doing this in parts is easier :-)

word count: the app i was using to write this said this was 6808 words but idk (which is why i decided to do all this in parts!)

"Y/N I like you, I mean like like you," Your friend Liam, said as you two stood in the middle school hallway. You gulped and hid away your fear that was trying to burst through, you had words to say but you couldn't find them, you froze up.

"Are you going to say something? Y/N?" Liam said waving his hand in front of your face snapping you back into reality. You nodded your head and pushed past him making your way to the front school doors. You felt your wrist being softly grasped, you looked up and met his eyes that were full of desperation, you were going to try to find something to say when you felt your phone vibrate it in your pocket, taking it out you saw Sams name and text letting you know they were out front.

"I-I uh I-I got to go," You said in a trembling tone as you flashed the text Sam sent and released your self from his grasp and dashing out of the school door.

The whole ride home you were quiet and staring out the window.

"Everything go okay?" You heard Sams voice, looking up you see him glancing at you and Dean eyeing you while he drove. You nodded your head "y-yeah um just tired, that's all," You said as you gave him a reassuring smile before turning back to the window as your mind ran fast with confusion and fear.

He gave you another concerned glance before sharing a short glance with Dean who just shrugged and turned up the Led Zeppelin and sitting back down.

When you all piled into the motel room you rushed towards the bathroom, closing the door (locking it behind you of course). Your brothers shared another glance at each other and then looked at the bathroom door, "maybe she just really had to go," Dean said as he shrugged again as he threw himself on the bed and grabbing his laptop getting ready to research more on the hunt,

Sam, on the other hand, had a feeling there was something off, he looked back at the bathroom door once more before grabbing a book and dancing his eyes on more lore, his mind trying to figuring out what could be up with you.

You just stood there watching yourself in the mirror, what felt like second to minutes hearing a knock on the door, you then heard the soft voice of Sam, "Hey you good in there, kid? its been over an hour." You furrowed your brows before opening the door revealing your brothers standing there with a concerned look to there eyes. You nodded "Yeah yeah I'm fine, jeez has it really been an hour?" You checked your phone seeing they weren't lying, you pushed past them heading to the mini fridge grabbing yourself a coke.

You could almost feel their concerned eyes burning into your soul from behind you, "You know you suck at lying Y/N" Dean spoke up as he walked towards you, Sam slowly behind him. You turned around and faked being offended "Uh, No I'm not," You said taking a sip of the cold sugary drink.

"Y/N, we can't help if you don't tell us, kid."

"You know you can come to us for anything, we won't judge you,"

You groaned and looked up at the ceiling and back down at the ground as you felt your heart ache a little at the last sentence, "there's nothing to tell my dear brothers, I'm fine, pinky promise," You lied looking at both brothers as you put down your soda on the counter behind you and held out both of your pinkys and had a small reassuring smile to them as you.

Both still unconvinced they reached out and grabbed your one of your pinky with theirs, you kissed both of your thumbs and released.

You took your coke back into your hands and heading to one of the beds laying down and turning on the TV, leaving your brothers having a silent conversation with each other.

You couldn't sleep later that night, you were laying on your side back away from a sleeping Sam you were sharing the bed with. You replayed the actions of today and felt the tears you were holding back come rolling down as you got lost in thought.

'What's wrong with me?'

------

*4 years later*

You were sixteen now and finally figured out who you were, you were relieved and happy but you couldn't also help but feel a little ashamed in who you were. You couldn't be open, you couldn't really experience who you were.

You entered the bunker, your heart beating a mile a minute as you tried to fight and hide the fear that was coming through, but you were losing that battle. You walked down the bunkers stairs and made your way to the library to see your brothers consumed in lore. "Hey guys," You said faking a happy tone gleeful smile "Hey kiddo, how was your day?" Dean asked as he smiled back at you as Sam looked up to you. "It was good, the usual," you huffed sitting on the table across from your brothers, "I actually had something to tell you, both of you actually," You said as you felt the fear in you is kicking in faster, your heart beating faster. "What's going on? everything good?" Sam said as he pushed the book full of lore away from him and turning his attention to you, you eyed both of your brothers "I- I I'm uh um.." You could hardly get those two little words out of your mouth.

'Why was this so hard?'

"You're not pregnant, are you? Who was it? I swear I'm going to rip their throats out!" You heard Dean rambled and exclaimed about a boy who didn't even exist, You raised your eyebrows in amusement and shock, watching as Sam was now silently in the same mood as Dean. you were going to say something but he kept going. "OKAY, OKAY DEAN!" you groaned out causing him to stop to look at you and Sam to snap out of his thoughts. "There are two major things that came out of your mouth that were all over the place on your first rant," You said putting your hand up in a circular motion making Dean furrow his eyebrows in confusion as he tried to figure out what he said and Sam just looked up at you with the same furrowed confusion.

You took a deep breath looking at the ceiling of the bunker

here goes nothing.

"In order to get pregnant I need to be attracted to the opposite sex," You said in a rushed sentence, seeing both brothers confusion to more confusion then realization, "and two just outta curiosity how would you rip out a throat? You going to ask the nice vampire in the house next block over to turn you for 24 hours and heal yourself?" You said nervously trying to change the subject before they could say or do anything.

You stopped yourself from going further heaving out a sigh, you lightly hit the table with your hands and closed your eyes, "What I'm trying to say is Sam, Dean I'm gay," You said as you kept your eyes closed not wanting to see the hatred on their faces.

The silence in the room grew what felt like hours, when really it was just seconds, you could feel the hot tears beginning to rush down your cheeks, you jumped off the table and started to head to your room when you felt someone grasp your wrist in a gentle but firm hold and quickly crashing you to their chest, holding you close.

You were taken back a little by the sudden movement you took in the scent of Dean, you wrapped your arms tightly around him as the tears still flowed down, creating a wet spot on his shirt.

"I- we love you no matter what, we just want you to be happy and be who you are, always." You heard Deans soft yet gruffly voice rang through your ears, you smiled into his chest "Thank you," you whispered and squeezing him a little tighter before releasing from each other grasps.

You were pulled into another pair of arms. Sam. You smiled softly in his chest as you took in his scents. "I'm so proud of you kiddo, and like Dean said we love you no matter what, okay?" He said as he rested his chin on your head, holding you close to him a little tighter.

You softly nodded into his chest and rested into his arms a little longer before letting each other go. You stood in front of your brothers and softly smiled at them "I love you both too, Thank you" was all you could manage to say while the smile stayed stuck to your face.

"You don't ever have to thank us for something as simple as this, kid, thank you for telling us," Dean said, Sam nodded in agreement as they both smiled back at you.

You huffed out in relief through your nose and looked at the ground,

I did it.

You looked back up at your brothers and clapped your hands, "okay enough of this sappy stuff, you guys catch a case?"

They chuckled slightly and nodded as they sat back down again, filling you in on a possible case.

just like that, that small feeling of being ashamed started to fade.

part 2 coming soon :)

just added to my masterlist 😌😁

No Matter What

note: hi! im back hooowaaaa! writing was hard for me to do because i had school and semi mental health problems! i graduated high school last month and been taking time to write! for this baby i have another two parts to this one in the works :) i wouldve added it all in one but its already over 9000 words so doing this in parts is easier :-)

word count: the app i was using to write this said this was 6808 words but idk (which is why i decided to do all this in parts!)

"Y/N I like you, I mean like like you," Your friend Liam, said as you two stood in the middle school hallway. You gulped and hid away your fear that was trying to burst through, you had words to say but you couldn't find them, you froze up.

"Are you going to say something? Y/N?" Liam said waving his hand in front of your face snapping you back into reality. You nodded your head and pushed past him making your way to the front school doors. You felt your wrist being softly grasped, you looked up and met his eyes that were full of desperation, you were going to try to find something to say when you felt your phone vibrate it in your pocket, taking it out you saw Sams name and text letting you know they were out front.

"I-I uh I-I got to go," You said in a trembling tone as you flashed the text Sam sent and released your self from his grasp and dashing out of the school door.

The whole ride home you were quiet and staring out the window.

"Everything go okay?" You heard Sams voice, looking up you see him glancing at you and Dean eyeing you while he drove. You nodded your head "y-yeah um just tired, that's all," You said as you gave him a reassuring smile before turning back to the window as your mind ran fast with confusion and fear.

He gave you another concerned glance before sharing a short glance with Dean who just shrugged and turned up the Led Zeppelin and sitting back down.

When you all piled into the motel room you rushed towards the bathroom, closing the door (locking it behind you of course). Your brothers shared another glance at each other and then looked at the bathroom door, "maybe she just really had to go," Dean said as he shrugged again as he threw himself on the bed and grabbing his laptop getting ready to research more on the hunt,

Sam, on the other hand, had a feeling there was something off, he looked back at the bathroom door once more before grabbing a book and dancing his eyes on more lore, his mind trying to figuring out what could be up with you.

You just stood there watching yourself in the mirror, what felt like second to minutes hearing a knock on the door, you then heard the soft voice of Sam, "Hey you good in there, kid? its been over an hour." You furrowed your brows before opening the door revealing your brothers standing there with a concerned look to there eyes. You nodded "Yeah yeah I'm fine, jeez has it really been an hour?" You checked your phone seeing they weren't lying, you pushed past them heading to the mini fridge grabbing yourself a coke.

You could almost feel their concerned eyes burning into your soul from behind you, "You know you suck at lying Y/N" Dean spoke up as he walked towards you, Sam slowly behind him. You turned around and faked being offended "Uh, No I'm not," You said taking a sip of the cold sugary drink.

"Y/N, we can't help if you don't tell us, kid."

"You know you can come to us for anything, we won't judge you,"

You groaned and looked up at the ceiling and back down at the ground as you felt your heart ache a little at the last sentence, "there's nothing to tell my dear brothers, I'm fine, pinky promise," You lied looking at both brothers as you put down your soda on the counter behind you and held out both of your pinkys and had a small reassuring smile to them as you.

Both still unconvinced they reached out and grabbed your one of your pinky with theirs, you kissed both of your thumbs and released.

You took your coke back into your hands and heading to one of the beds laying down and turning on the TV, leaving your brothers having a silent conversation with each other.

You couldn't sleep later that night, you were laying on your side back away from a sleeping Sam you were sharing the bed with. You replayed the actions of today and felt the tears you were holding back come rolling down as you got lost in thought.

'What's wrong with me?'

------

*4 years later*

You were sixteen now and finally figured out who you were, you were relieved and happy but you couldn't also help but feel a little ashamed in who you were. You couldn't be open, you couldn't really experience who you were.

You entered the bunker, your heart beating a mile a minute as you tried to fight and hide the fear that was coming through, but you were losing that battle. You walked down the bunkers stairs and made your way to the library to see your brothers consumed in lore. "Hey guys," You said faking a happy tone gleeful smile "Hey kiddo, how was your day?" Dean asked as he smiled back at you as Sam looked up to you. "It was good, the usual," you huffed sitting on the table across from your brothers, "I actually had something to tell you, both of you actually," You said as you felt the fear in you is kicking in faster, your heart beating faster. "What's going on? everything good?" Sam said as he pushed the book full of lore away from him and turning his attention to you, you eyed both of your brothers "I- I I'm uh um.." You could hardly get those two little words out of your mouth.

'Why was this so hard?'

"You're not pregnant, are you? Who was it? I swear I'm going to rip their throats out!" You heard Dean rambled and exclaimed about a boy who didn't even exist, You raised your eyebrows in amusement and shock, watching as Sam was now silently in the same mood as Dean. you were going to say something but he kept going. "OKAY, OKAY DEAN!" you groaned out causing him to stop to look at you and Sam to snap out of his thoughts. "There are two major things that came out of your mouth that were all over the place on your first rant," You said putting your hand up in a circular motion making Dean furrow his eyebrows in confusion as he tried to figure out what he said and Sam just looked up at you with the same furrowed confusion.

You took a deep breath looking at the ceiling of the bunker

here goes nothing.

"In order to get pregnant I need to be attracted to the opposite sex," You said in a rushed sentence, seeing both brothers confusion to more confusion then realization, "and two just outta curiosity how would you rip out a throat? You going to ask the nice vampire in the house next block over to turn you for 24 hours and heal yourself?" You said nervously trying to change the subject before they could say or do anything.

You stopped yourself from going further heaving out a sigh, you lightly hit the table with your hands and closed your eyes, "What I'm trying to say is Sam, Dean I'm gay," You said as you kept your eyes closed not wanting to see the hatred on their faces.

The silence in the room grew what felt like hours, when really it was just seconds, you could feel the hot tears beginning to rush down your cheeks, you jumped off the table and started to head to your room when you felt someone grasp your wrist in a gentle but firm hold and quickly crashing you to their chest, holding you close.

You were taken back a little by the sudden movement you took in the scent of Dean, you wrapped your arms tightly around him as the tears still flowed down, creating a wet spot on his shirt.

"I- we love you no matter what, we just want you to be happy and be who you are, always." You heard Deans soft yet gruffly voice rang through your ears, you smiled into his chest "Thank you," you whispered and squeezing him a little tighter before releasing from each other grasps.

You were pulled into another pair of arms. Sam. You smiled softly in his chest as you took in his scents. "I'm so proud of you kiddo, and like Dean said we love you no matter what, okay?" He said as he rested his chin on your head, holding you close to him a little tighter.

You softly nodded into his chest and rested into his arms a little longer before letting each other go. You stood in front of your brothers and softly smiled at them "I love you both too, Thank you" was all you could manage to say while the smile stayed stuck to your face.

"You don't ever have to thank us for something as simple as this, kid, thank you for telling us," Dean said, Sam nodded in agreement as they both smiled back at you.

You huffed out in relief through your nose and looked at the ground,

I did it.

You looked back up at your brothers and clapped your hands, "okay enough of this sappy stuff, you guys catch a case?"

They chuckled slightly and nodded as they sat back down again, filling you in on a possible case.

just like that, that small feeling of being ashamed started to fade.

part 2 coming soon :)

No Matter What

note: hi! im back hooowaaaa! writing was hard for me to do because i had school and semi mental health problems! i graduated high school last month and been taking time to write! for this baby i have another two parts to this one in the works :) i wouldve added it all in one but its already over 9000 words so doing this in parts is easier :-)

word count: the app i was using to write this said this was 6808 words but idk (which is why i decided to do all this in parts!)

"Y/N I like you, I mean like like you," Your friend Liam, said as you two stood in the middle school hallway. You gulped and hide away your fear that was trying to burst through, you had words to say but you couldn't find them, you froze up.

"Are you going to say something? Y/N?" Liam said waving his hand in front of your face snapping you back into reality. You nodded your head and pushed past him making your way to the front school doors. You felt your wrist being softly grasped, you looked up and met his eyes that were full of desperation, you were going to try to find something to say when you felt your phone vibrate it in your pocket, taking it out you saw your Sams name and text letting you know they were out front.

"I-I uh I-I got to go," You said in a trembling tone as you flashed the text Sam sent and released your self from his grasp and dashing out of the school door.

The whole ride home you were quiet and staring out the window.

"Everything go okay?" You heard Sams voice, looking up you see him glancing at you and Dean eyeing you while he drove. You nodded your head "y-yeah um just tired, that's all," You said as you gave him a reassuring smile before turning back to the window as your mind ran fast with confusion and fear.

He gave you another concerned glance before sharing a short glance with Dean who just shrugged and turned up the Led Zeppelin and sitting back down.

When you all piled into the motel room you rushed towards the bathroom, closing the door (locking it behind you of course). Your brothers shared another glance at each other and then looked at the bathroom door, "maybe she just really had to go," Dean said as he shrugged again as he threw himself on the bed and grabbing his laptop getting ready to research more on the hunt,

Sam, on the other hand, had a feeling there was something off, he looked back at the bathroom door once more before grabbing a book and dancing his eyes on more lore, his mind trying to figuring out what could be up with you.

You just stood there watching yourself in the mirror, what felt like second to minutes hearing a knock on the door, you then heard the soft voice of Sam, "Hey you good in there, kid? its been over an hour." You furrowed your brows before opening the door revealing your brothers standing there with a concerned look to there eyes. You nodded "Yeah yeah I'm fine, jeez has it really been an hour?" You checked your phone seeing they weren't lying, you pushed past them heading to the mini fridge grabbing yourself a coke.

You could almost feel their concerned eyes burning into your soul from behind you, "You know you suck at lying Y/N" Dean spoke up as he walked towards you, Sam slowly behind him. You turned around and faked being offended "Uh, No I'm not," You said taking a sip of the cold sugary drink.

"Y/N, we can't help if you don't tell us, kid."

"You know you can come to us for anything, we won't judge you,"

You groaned and looked up at the ceiling and back down at the ground as you felt your heart ache a little at the last sentence, "there's nothing to tell my dear brothers, I'm fine, pinky promise," You lied looking at both brothers as you put down your soda on the counter behind you and held out both of your pinkys and had a small reassuring smile to them as you.

Both still unconvinced they reached out and grabbed your one of your pinky with theirs, you kissed both of your thumbs and released.

You took your coke back into your hands and heading to one of the beds laying down and turning on the TV, leaving your brothers having a silent conversation with each other.

You couldn't sleep later that night, you were laying on your side back away from a sleeping Sam you were sharing the bed with. You replayed the actions of today and felt the tears you were holding back come rolling down as you got lost in thought.

'What's wrong with me?'

------

*4 years later*

You were sixteen now and finally figured out who you were, you were relieved and happy but you couldn't also help but feel a little ashamed in who you were. You couldn't be open, you couldn't really experience who you were.

You entered the bunker, your heart beating a mile a minute as you tried to fight and hide the fear that was coming through, but you were losing that battle. You walked down the bunkers stairs and made your way to the library to see your brothers consumed in lore. "Hey guys," You said faking a happy tone gleeful smile "Hey kiddo, how was your day?" Dean asked as he smiled back at you as Sam looked up to you. "It was good, the usual," you huffed sitting on the table across from your brothers, "I actually had something to tell you, both of you actually," You said as you felt the fear in you is kicking in faster, your heart beating faster. "What's going on? everything good?" Sam said as he pushed the book full of lore away from him and turning his attention to you, you eyed both of your brothers "I- I I'm uh um.." You could hardly get those two little words out of your mouth.

'Why was this so hard?'

"You're not pregnant, are you? Who was it? I swear I'm going to rip their throats out!" You heard Dean rambled and exclaimed about a boy who didn't even exist, You raised your eyebrows in amusement and shock, watching as Sam was now silently in the same mood as Dean. you were going to say something but he kept going. "OKAY, OKAY DEAN!" you groaned out causing him to stop to look at you and Sam to snap out of his thoughts. "There are two major things that came out of your mouth that were all over the place on your first rant," You said putting your hand up in a circular motion making Dean furrow his eyebrows in confusion as he tried to figure out what he said and Sam just looked up at you with the same furrowed confusion.

You took a deep breath looking at the ceiling of the bunker

here goes nothing.

"In order to get pregnant I need to be attracted to the opposite sex," You said in a rushed sentence, seeing both brothers confusion to more confusion then realization, "and two just outta curiosity how would you rip out a throat? You going to ask the nice vampire in the house next block over to turn you for 24 hours and heal yourself?" You said nervously trying to change the subject before they could say or do anything.

You stopped yourself from going further heaving out a sigh, you lightly hit the table with your hands and closed your eyes, "What I'm trying to say is Sam, Dean I'm gay," You said as you kept your eyes closed not wanting to see the hatred on their faces.

The silence in the room grew what felt like hours, when really it was just seconds, you could feel the hot tears beginning to rush down your cheeks, you jumped off the table and started to head to your room when you felt someone grasp your wrist in a gentle but firm hold and quickly crashing you to their chest, holding you close.

You were taken back a little by the sudden movement you took in the scent of Dean, you wrapped your arms tightly around him as the tears still flowed down, creating a wet spot on his shirt.

"I- we love you no matter what, we just want you to be happy and be who you are, always." You heard Deans soft yet gruffly voice rang through your ears, you smiled into his chest "Thank you," you whispered and squeezing him a little tighter before releasing from each other grasps.

You were pulled into another pair of arms. Sam. You smiled softly in his chest as you took in his scents. "I'm so proud of you kiddo, and like Dean said we love you no matter what, okay?" He said as he rested his chin on your head, holding you close to him a little tighter.

You softly nodded into his chest and rested into his arms a little longer before letting each other go. You stood in front of your brothers and softly smiled at them "I love you both too, Thank you" was all you could manage to say while the smile stayed stuck to your face.

"You don't ever have to thank us for something as simple as this, kid, thank you for telling us," Dean said, Sam nodded in agreement as they both smiled back at you.

You huffed out in relief through your nose and looked at the ground,

I did it.

You looked back up at your brothers and clapped your hands, "okay enough of this sappy stuff, you guys catch a case?"

They chuckled slightly and nodded as they sat back down again, filling you in on a possible case.

just like that, that small feeling of being ashamed started to fade.

part 2 coming soon :)

No Matter What

note: hi! im back hooowaaaa! writing was hard for me to do because i had school and semi mental health problems! i graduated high school last month and been taking time to write! for this baby i have another two parts to this one in the works :) i wouldve added it all in one but its already over 9000 words so doing this in parts is easier :-)

word count: the app i was using to write this said this was 6808 words but idk (which is why i decided to do all this in parts!)

"Y/N I like you, I mean like like you," Your friend Liam, said as you two stood in the middle school hallway. You gulped and hide away your fear that was trying to burst through, you had words to say but you couldn't find them, you froze up.

"Are you going to say something? Y/N?" Liam said waving his hand in front of your face snapping you back into reality. You nodded your head and pushed past him making your way to the front school doors. You felt your wrist being softly grasped, you looked up and met his eyes that were full of desperation, you were going to try to find something to say when you felt your phone vibrate it in your pocket, taking it out you saw your Sams name and text letting you know they were out front.

"I-I uh I-I got to go," You said in a trembling tone as you flashed the text Sam sent and released your self from his grasp and dashing out of the school door.

The whole ride home you were quiet and staring out the window.

"Everything go okay?" You heard Sams voice, looking up you see him glancing at you and Dean eyeing you while he drove. You nodded your head "y-yeah um just tired, that's all," You said as you gave him a reassuring smile before turning back to the window as your mind ran fast with confusion and fear.

He gave you another concerned glance before sharing a short glance with Dean who just shrugged and turned up the Led Zeppelin and sitting back down.

When you all piled into the motel room you rushed towards the bathroom, closing the door (locking it behind you of course). Your brothers shared another glance at each other and then looked at the bathroom door, "maybe she just really had to go," Dean said as he shrugged again as he threw himself on the bed and grabbing his laptop getting ready to research more on the hunt,

Sam, on the other hand, had a feeling there was something off, he looked back at the bathroom door once more before grabbing a book and dancing his eyes on more lore, his mind trying to figuring out what could be up with you.

You just stood there watching yourself in the mirror, what felt like second to minutes hearing a knock on the door, you then heard the soft voice of Sam, "Hey you good in there, kid? its been over an hour." You furrowed your brows before opening the door revealing your brothers standing there with a concerned look to there eyes. You nodded "Yeah yeah I'm fine, jeez has it really been an hour?" You checked your phone seeing they weren't lying, you pushed past them heading to the mini fridge grabbing yourself a coke.

You could almost feel their concerned eyes burning into your soul from behind you, "You know you suck at lying Y/N" Dean spoke up as he walked towards you, Sam slowly behind him. You turned around and faked being offended "Uh, No I'm not," You said taking a sip of the cold sugary drink.

"Y/N, we can't help if you don't tell us, kid."

"You know you can come to us for anything, we won't judge you,"

You groaned and looked up at the ceiling and back down at the ground as you felt your heart ache a little at the last sentence, "there's nothing to tell my dear brothers, I'm fine, pinky promise," You lied looking at both brothers as you put down your soda on the counter behind you and held out both of your pinkys and had a small reassuring smile to them as you.

Both still unconvinced they reached out and grabbed your one of your pinky with theirs, you kissed both of your thumbs and released.

You took your coke back into your hands and heading to one of the beds laying down and turning on the TV, leaving your brothers having a silent conversation with each other.

You couldn't sleep later that night, you were laying on your side back away from a sleeping Sam you were sharing the bed with. You replayed the actions of today and felt the tears you were holding back come rolling down as you got lost in thought.

'What's wrong with me?'

------

*4 years later*

You were sixteen now and finally figured out who you were, you were relieved and happy but you couldn't also help but feel a little ashamed in who you were. You couldn't be open, you couldn't really experience who you were.

You entered the bunker, your heart beating a mile a minute as you tried to fight and hide the fear that was coming through, but you were losing that battle. You walked down the bunkers stairs and made your way to the library to see your brothers consumed in lore. "Hey guys," You said faking a happy tone gleeful smile "Hey kiddo, how was your day?" Dean asked as he smiled back at you as Sam looked up to you. "It was good, the usual," you huffed sitting on the table across from your brothers, "I actually had something to tell you, both of you actually," You said as you felt the fear in you is kicking in faster, your heart beating faster. "What's going on? everything good?" Sam said as he pushed the book full of lore away from him and turning his attention to you, you eyed both of your brothers "I- I I'm uh um.." You could hardly get those two little words out of your mouth.

'Why was this so hard?'

"You're not pregnant, are you? Who was it? I swear I'm going to rip their throats out!" You heard Dean rambled and exclaimed about a boy who didn't even exist, You raised your eyebrows in amusement and shock, watching as Sam was now silently in the same mood as Dean. you were going to say something but he kept going. "OKAY, OKAY DEAN!" you groaned out causing him to stop to look at you and Sam to snap out of his thoughts. "There are two major things that came out of your mouth that were all over the place on your first rant," You said putting your hand up in a circular motion making Dean furrow his eyebrows in confusion as he tried to figure out what he said and Sam just looked up at you with the same furrowed confusion.

You took a deep breath looking at the ceiling of the bunker

here goes nothing.

"In order to get pregnant I need to be attracted to the opposite sex," You said in a rushed sentence, seeing both brothers confusion to more confusion then realization, "and two just outta curiosity how would you rip out a throat? You going to ask the nice vampire in the house next block over to turn you for 24 hours and heal yourself?" You said nervously trying to change the subject before they could say or do anything.

You stopped yourself from going further heaving out a sigh, you lightly hit the table with your hands and closed your eyes, "What I'm trying to say is Sam, Dean I'm gay," You said as you kept your eyes closed not wanting to see the hatred on their faces.

The silence in the room grew what felt like hours, when really it was just seconds, you could feel the hot tears beginning to rush down your cheeks, you jumped off the table and started to head to your room when you felt someone grasp your wrist in a gentle but firm hold and quickly crashing you to their chest, holding you close.

You were taken back a little by the sudden movement you took in the scent of Dean, you wrapped your arms tightly around him as the tears still flowed down, creating a wet spot on his shirt.

"I- we love you no matter what, we just want you to be happy and be who you are, always." You heard Deans soft yet gruffly voice rang through your ears, you smiled into his chest "Thank you," you whispered and squeezing him a little tighter before releasing from each other grasps.

You were pulled into another pair of arms. Sam. You smiled softly in his chest as you took in his scents. "I'm so proud of you kiddo, and like Dean said we love you no matter what, okay?" He said as he rested his chin on your head, holding you close to him a little tighter.

You softly nodded into his chest and rested into his arms a little longer before letting each other go. You stood in front of your brothers and softly smiled at them "I love you both too, Thank you" was all you could manage to say while the smile stayed stuck to your face.

"You don't ever have to thank us for something as simple as this, kid, thank you for telling us," Dean said, Sam nodded in agreement as they both smiled back at you.

You huffed out in relief through your nose and looked at the ground,

I did it.

You looked back up at your brothers and clapped your hands, "okay enough of this sappy stuff, you guys catch a case?"

They chuckled slightly and nodded as they sat back down again, filling you in on a possible case.

just like that, that small feeling of being ashamed started to fade.

part 2 coming soon :)

y’all: peter was able to stop bucky’s fist in civil war bc bucky heard peter’s voice, realized he was a child, then weakened his punch bc he was so worried about hurting a child uwu

me, eating pistachios: y’all know peter can canonically lift up to 75 tons, right. y’all know bucky’s fist is easy as hell for peter to block, right. y’all know bucky didn’t know shit about peter being a child and was just shocked that someone was able to so easily block his punch, right. y’all know that, right.

naw fuck that bucky’s punches aren’t easy to block, it’s WAY funnier if peter blocked a full force punch from bucky, who only a few seconds later realizes he’s a kid as soon as peter opens his mouth

that’s the face of a man who went from “holy shit he blocked my punch?” to “holY SHiT a 12 YEARoLD BLOCKED mY PUNCH???” in 3 seconds flat.

Next second is “i triED TO PUNCH A CHILD”

hi im bitter about people not commenting on fics. im sad seeing all these authors get so discouraged because no one comments. it takes like 5 seconds! just do it!! dont know what to type? me neither! heres some handy pre-written comments for you! “I dont know what to comment! That was great! thank you for your hard work!” “That was lovely! I really enjoyed this chapter/fic.” “How dare you?” “AAAAAAAAAAAAA” “Extra kudos because one is not enough!” if you read a fic and dont know what to say, leave the tab open, come back later! see if theres a line you really liked! tell them if it reminded you of something dumb! tell them if your roommate saw you crying while reading it and now your roommate is reading it!!! SHARE WHATEVER. BE INCLUSIVE! everyone wants to hear SOMETHING. silence kills passion. show authors you care! show artists you care!!!! 

Like this

THIS! 

This is important

Very important

keyboard smash! authors will love keyboard smashes! or even just a ‘<3!!!!!!!!!!!’ will do!!

I’m reblogging this on every blog I own.

I’m screaming??? So my cat knows I get upset when he steps on my paintings (not yelling or anything I think he just sees me spend hours trying to cover up what his paws do) in my “studio” which is a crammed small storage closet with painting all over the floor drying , so like I’m in there rn and I saw him try to get to point A to point b but it was impossible for him to jump over so like he realized the matte parts were dry and like he was stepping on the corners of the painting and every step he’d look at his paw to see if he fucked up and honestly it was the most thoughtful thing ever I don’t ever wanna hear anyone ever say that cats don’t care

I beg you, if this ever happens again, get a video