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Song Aesthetics // “Skinny Love” by Bon Iver
Requested
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a doofenshmirtz movie that has the same concept as the joker movie but in reverse. a feel good movie about how a man has managed to achieve his dreams, raised a beautiful loving daughter, and just overall make a positive impact on the people around him despite his horrible upbringing and morally dubious schemes. where's that fucking movie hollywood
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okay to the 1500 of u who foloow me thank s for notcing in Back 😐
i would apologize but i hav no feleings
okay to the 1500 of u who foloow me thank s for notcing in Back 😐
ur old because dont mine at night was made in 2014
yeah maybe im a THOT
but that doesnt mean i dont have feelimgs too DAVID
so trigger warning eating disorders
Hey, it's me Kenzie, i know i haven't been on in like ages. I don't know if I'll ever be active on tumblr again, I'm not sure if I'm supposed to say sorry or not. I do know that there is something I want to address; I suffer from anorexia. There are people on this site who have glorified anorexia and I used to look up to people like that. I struggle with the disorder still, I have for three years. I really don't know what inspired me to make this post. I think the idea just came running through. In the next one or two paragraphs I will get very serious concerning my mental state, recovery, and where if you are also suffering from an eating disorder you can get help.
As i said previously I've been struggling for three years now. I can't pinpoint exactly when it all started. I know i started counting calories and it all went down hill from there. Soon enough my friends started noticing and i became really defensive about eating. i have been told to "just eat a burger" or "eating isn't that hard." It's way more than that. My mother got really concerned and soon enough there was the debate to put me in a pysch ward. That was a luxury my parents could not afford. I have pretended to my friends and family to recover many times. Now I'm finally getting serious about it. I've started seeing a therapist.
I have gained weight and i have cried to my mirror. I've been unable to look at myself in pictures and I'm really bad at going shopping. I've reached the point where im done caring about how many calories are in something. That's a lie, but it's something i have to try to believe. My recovery will be long I know that. I'm ready to recover, I don't want to start over, I want to become better.
I know getting help isn't the easiest but there are a lot of places to turn:
NEDA hasn't personally helped me but it is a really good resource
This my therapist is very pushy about just in case
I know that coming out and trying to get help is really hard but if you ever need anything feel free to contact me.
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💞 friends will be friends 💞
it’s not easy love, but you’ve got friends you can trust, friends will be friends when you’re in need of love they give you care and attention friends will be friends
one year to the sisterwives !!! holy shit !!! this server was literally the best late bday present i could’ve ever had when i first joined and it gave me so many wonderful friends who i love dearly
i know i’m not active at all anymore on discord and i literally feel like i haven’t talked to most of you in years and i’m sorry about that…. but i want you all to know i love you and miss you and i’m grateful i know you all
my dms are always open if u guys ever wanna talk !! <33 don’t think i’m ever leaving tumblr or instagram so yeah kshdfsdjfhsjhf
@adi–writes @turtles10146 @reddiesetrichie @kit-to-the-void @babyboyarreaga @twoplayergaymers @lillypedalsxx @queen—kenzie @lovely-leigh @strang-ersclub @bitchinhanscom @devilbev @starry–writes (i know i’m forgetting people sorry !!)
when you’re through with life and all hope is lost hold out your hand ‘cause friends will be friends right till the end
also i believe it’s around my friendiversary with the one and only @champagnetoaxt !!! who always makes me laugh and i can freak out to about queen ksdhfksdhfks ily u canadian dinosaur
AWWWW MIKEY UR SO FINE U BLOW MY MIND SKDHDHDHJD 💙💛💙💛❤💛💙💙💛❤💛❤💛💙💙💛❤💛
everything about him is perfect the way he laughs and the way he smiles. how he thinks and how he talks. and god you should see him with his baby sister he's a miracle worker with kids. his favorite color is red and his favorite food is a hamburger. and his favorite movie is spiderman with Tobey Maguire, which is arguably the worst. he has a hatred for horror movies because he think they're all the same. but he suffers through them because he knows they're my favorite. i could spend all day getting lost in his eyes... they're a particular shade of blue green kinda watered down and they're so pretty, it's my new favorite color and how his hair falls in his face and he blows it back up is so adorable. and when he talks about something he's passionate about you should see his face it's just the cutest thing he practically glows his whole face lights up and he just rambles and he makes me feel in love and to me love feels like the tingly feeling you get down the back of your spine at the top of a roller coaster
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starry--writes
one year anniversary<3
today, on the 25th of janurary, my friend @adi–writes made a discord server called ‘sisterwives’. and joining it was one of the greatest things to ever happen to me. i made a lot of new friends and started writing again.
the server has experienced its ups and downs, and people leaving and joining, but i love everyone with all my heart and soul<3
and who knows.. maybe one day we can break the distance:’)
@adi–writes @turtles10146 @reddiesetrichie @mikwrites @kit-to-the-void @babyboyarreaga @twoplayergaymers @lillypedalsxx @queen—kenzie @lovely-leigh @strang-ersclub @bitchinhanscom (i probably forgot a lot of people i’m sorry sksks) i love each and every one of you<33
JjJJsjsjjdidid lex 💛💙💙💛❤💛❤💛❤💛💙💛💙💛❤💛❤💛❤❤💛❤💛❤💛❤💛❤💛💙💛💙💛💙
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happy one year to the most beautiful people icouldve had the fortune of meeting i love every single person in the sisterwives server and idont know what i would do without knowing i have you guys to fall back on through everything weve all changed so much since we first met and i still love each and every one of you the same if not more. thank you so much for being there for me <3 imma try to tag u all lol
@adi–writes @reddiesetrichie @starryhowll @mikwrites @twoplayergaymers @strangelythings @apolloshyacinth @lapofthegodss @devilbev @lovely-leigh @strang-ersclub @turtles10146 @dedeimagines @queen—kenzie @bitchinhanscom @southside-loser @kit-to-the-void anddd for the usernames idk/cant find, nelida, eli, and laura. i love you sooooooooooooooooooo much.
yall better be ready for some sisterwives spam!
boo ❤💛💙❤💛❤💙❤💛❤💛💙❤💛❤💛💙❤💛❤❤💛❤💛❤💛
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a little late but at this point is not even fun anymore how amy adams is ignored and unfairly paid dust at every single award season. she was perfect in sharp objects as camille preaker and was paid dust in all categories she was nominated for. obviously that the others nominees are as amazing and as deserving of the award as her but seriously… she deserved this award and many others she was denied at past seasons awards.
anyway… she’s my queen, i love her forever and will always root for her. YOU GO QUEEN ❤
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pleasantserenitydeac
They could literally make an award show called “the Amy Adams awards” and somehow Amy Adams would lose in the “best Amy Adams” category to Meryl Streep or something
Listen to P*rn Star by Maty Noyes
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amy adams did not put every ounce of her being into the role of camille preaker for sharp objects only for her to be overlooked yet again and not get the award she deserves