saudade; 2 (m)

➜ no one is born to be alone and no one can be complete in oneself - that’s why, in this world, every person has a pair, someone that complements their soul in every aspect. taehyung, however, is an exception to the rule, for the absence of a mark on his wrist indicates that he, indeed, was born to be alone.

pairing: taehyung x (f) reader

genre: angst, smut • soulmate au, supernatural au

warnings: death and mourning. mental health issues. blood. violence. swearing. explicit sex in future parts. non-explicit sexual content in this chapter. people are mean to taehyung all the time. sexist men from the xix century. NO historical accuracy at all. when i say angst i MEAN IT. when i say this is slow burn i MEAN IT.

rating: 18+

word count: 25k oof

A/N: IT’S HERE!!! i really hope you guys enjoy reading this because i REALLY enjoyed writing it!! please PLEASE don’t forget to leave some feedback, your comments are literally what feed my poor soul :)

“Saudade is a vague and constant desire for something that does not and probably cannot exist, for something other than the present.” – Aubrey Bell

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Devil + Devil || Soulmate au

Part 5: Fish-lipped

Pairing: Jimin x Reader

Tags: Please send an ask.

A/n: and the fun begins 😈

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Incoming: Elite Chatboy (pt. 3)

→ pairing: sex chat worker jungkook x reader

→ genre: text au (smau without the social media), smut

→ word count: 1.4k (there’s a written portion at the bottom!!)

→ scenario: welcome to Elite Chatroom, a sex chat company with a wide variety of services such as text messaging, phone call, and video chat. you signed up online for the most basic text service plan not knowing what to expect, but you certainly didn’t think you’d end up actually liking the man behind the screen.

→ warning: sexting, phone sex, professional dom jungkook, teasing bratty sub reader, crack humor amidst explicit dirty talk, mutual masturbation, degradation, praise kink. mentions of: oral (fem receiving and giving), face fucking, creampie, choking.

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sweet apple biscuits

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: angst, ‘orange’ au

word count: 15.5k 

a/n: inspired by the anime 'orange’ which made me cry like a little bum. ALSO! make sure you look at the dates to not confuse yourself in each transition. it’s ordered in dd/mm/yy and the italics are what’s written in the letters. this took me awhile to write, but it’s finally here- so please enjoy ok goodbye. 

summary: a story about someone who receives letters from themselves ten years in the future and asks them to fix all their regrets and save a particular boy.

07/04/27

Life was never how you would plan it and you knew exactly that.

They say that life is unbearable if you make it unbearable- and as half of that statement is true, half of that statement is life on its own having a way of unravelling itself before you. As if it were knots to seams to threads- life had untied itself in an inevitable way, you could no longer complain anymore.

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My Everything.

Inspired by 'sweet apple biscuits' by @rosaetae (please go read their fic, it's fucking amazing)

where Jungkook send letters to his past-self.

Warnings: so much angst.

A/N: Please leave a feedback on this since it's been a while since I wrote angst, I would appreciate it so much 💜

30th November, 2015

Dear past Jungkook, if you're reading this letter it might seem weird but please read it till the end. I am your future self and I am writing you this letter, no it's not a prank... If you crumpled the paper and throw this letter into the bin—you will regret it forever.

evolution of a lover’s heart | 03

the rules are simple: first one to take the virginity wins.

pairing: fuckboy!jk x f reader

genre: fluff, angst, college au, fuckboy au, bet au

word count: 23.9k (rip)

warnings:  sad feels, like one sentence of smut and a bit nakedness…

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© evolution of a lover’s heart is copyright jeonstudios 2021. this fic can not be modified, re-posted, or translated without my permission.

author’s note: im dedicating this part entirely to all those who wanted to beat jk’s ass. this is whole heartedly for you!! :D also im sorry if there are mistakes, i’ll look through it again soon but its like… a monster of a fic…

reference pictures for pt 2

Part two: the beloved.

One foot in front of the other; Jeongguk makes his way down the sidewalk in the direction of his apartment complex. It’s warmer out now, a sign that summer is not too far away. He keeps his ears filled with music and his eyes on the figure in front of him, identical plastic bags gripped by both of them.

He wonders what he’s gonna eat for dinner. Does he cook the meat that swings lightly in the bag as he walks, or does he make spaghetti bolognese? Last week, they had big packs of spaghetti for a reduced price at the grocery store that’s only a few minutes away by foot, and since he recently had to throw out his old, expired pack, he grabbed two of them.

His thoughts are interrupted when he watches the person in front of him drop something. It’s a woman, and while she shifted her two bags into one hand to fish her phone out of her pocket, something else followed.

She’s quite a bit ahead of him, but Jeongguk grips his own plastic bag tighter and quickens his pace until he’s jogging. Luckily, there’s not even an inkling of wind, otherwise, the paper bills would’ve flown away before Jeongguk could collect them.

With the money in hand, he begins jogging again, closing in on the woman. It’s in the middle of the day, the sun still high in the sky, and countless people are passing by. If it were dark, and they were alone, Jeongguk doesn’t know what he would’ve done. Or, well, he knows he wouldn’t have run up to a lone woman like he’s in the middle of doing, so he probably would’ve called out as soon as he noticed her dropping something.

“Hey!” he calls, slowing down a few steps behind her. The woman jumps at his voice, but stops and turns around. “You, uh—you dropped this.”

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evolution of a lover’s heart | 02

the rules are simple: first one to take the virginity wins.

pairing: fuckboy!jk x f reader

genre: fluff, angst, college au, fuckboy au, bet au

word count: 23.5k…oops

warnings: none except for dumb as fuck boys, slightly drunk scenes, a little fondling, and implied smut. oh also violence in the form of guys brawlin and stone throwing.

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© evolution of a lover’s heart is copyright jeonstudios 2021. this fic can not be modified, re-posted, or translated without my permission.

author’s note: before you read, please look at this. it is very, very important to get in the right mood.

Part one: the lover (continued).

“There’s a what now?”

“I don’t know? He knocked on the door and asked for you, but when I told him you were meeting a friend, he just stomped inside? And started stripping? Are you there? Hello?”

Your bewildered brain scrambles to come up with a coherent sentence.

“Yeah, I—what?”

“Yeah, I know. And I guess he went to bed? But look, the girls are gonna be here soon, so you should probably get back here.”

“Yeah, of course,” you rush, “I’ll be there shortly.”

The second you end the call, you’re shoving the last fourth of your cupcake into your mouth and searching Yeji’s eyes. The crumbs that end up going everywhere have you wiping your hands on your jacket in a hurry.

“Emergency?”

“Yeah, I’m so sorry, Yeji, but one of my friends isn’t feeling well. I’ll make it up to you,” you plead with your eyes, hoping that she’ll understand.

“Don’t worry about it; we got some good quality time, and I managed to snag these.” Her foot taps one of the bags under the table, at which you’ve been sitting for the last thirty minutes.

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Chapter 22 - He’s a bully

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Jungkook x y/n

To her dismay and absolute horror, y/n is forced to tutor Hogwarts resident bully: Jeon Jungkook

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almost. (m) jjk.

not yet, right now

pairing. jungkook x reader genre. fluff, baby angst, smut word count. 6.4k warnings. two idiots!!, pining, masturbation (m. and f.), use of vibrator, accidental voyeurism?,  more feelings come to light!! summary. jungkook tries to be the best wingman he could be in your new venture after your breakup. he could do it, right? note. part two of not yet, some more feelings are exposed, please don’t hate oc she is but a pendeja that doesn’t see the obvious feelings jungkook has but she has good intentions i promise<3 there will most likely be a final part,,if you guys are into it lmao okie bye

The cool summer breeze flows around you as you’re sitting under the shade, eyes focused on the chaos of runny yolk and hashbrowns that is your breakfast. Jungkook on the other hand, is focused on you. His signature yellow shades block out the sun reflecting from passing cars, concealing his eyes just enough for you to not see him blatantly staring at you while you stuff your face. 

The charmed smile he has falters slightly when you look directly at him, hashbrown lingering by your lip as you repeat his name. “Sorry, what?”

Your brows come together as you smile at his zoned out state, something you had grown fond of in the years of knowing him, always enjoying the small dazed look that graced his face whenever he was lost in his thoughts. His lips push out slightly in question, curious eyes wondering just what you could have been asking him. 

“I was saying that I think I’m giving up on crushes and love.” You say it so easily, mind made up as you grin at him before continuing to shovel hashbrowns into your mouth, only pausing to take a sip of your iced coffee. 

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Time heals (sometimes) - 6

Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights and the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she believed to be broken.

Pairings: Y/N x OT7

GENRE: Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW.  

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Warnings: death mention and strong language.

NOTE: Hello everyone! Welcome to the sixth chapter already! I don’t know when next part will be up because as I once said in the comments, until July, I’ll have to write my bachelor thesis and then my oral, next I have master’s registration and their exams: to sum up it’s hell currently with uni HAHA. Anyway! I hope you’ll like this part, it’s their meeting… Let’s just say that we stan badass Raya and we want to hug baby (Y/N). Enjoy!! Please feedback is super well welcomed, it really helps me going on with this story. Take care everyone ILYSM!

Dolly.

part 5 - here - part 7

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Fix You (3)

hybrid!Min Yoongi x female!reader

Summary: When you take in a stray cat, you have no idea he’s secretly a hybrid trying to escape his past. Can you help him heal? Genre: hurt/comfort, angst, slow burn, fluff Word Count: 2,339 Rating: M Warnings (may not appear in every part): minor character is a dick to animals, mentions of a gun, main character injury (non-serious), discussion of physical abuse, emotional abuse, discussion of sexual abuse, discussion of self-harm

Notes: Banner by @birbdae; thanks to @voiceswithoutlips, @taetaesbaebaepsae​, and @hoebii​​ for editing this for me.

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Weeks passed, and slowly, you learned more about your cat hybrid. You still had no idea what his name was, and were still referring to him as ‘kitty,’ to both of your annoyance. But he was skittish. Loud noises made him nervous, and he was constantly looking to you to gauge your reaction. For the most part, he wandered your apartment freely, although he still had his nest under the TV stand. You had found that he dragged several other things into it, including one of your hoodies and a pair of fuzzy socks. You didn’t care about the socks–they were slippery on the wooden floors, and they weren’t comfortable to wear–but the hoodie he had stolen was one of your favorites.

You didn’t dare take it from him.

Steadily, he had become a permanent fixture in your daily routine. Waking up and heading to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for him–you had returned the cat food you had bought and resigned yourself to preparing raw chicken for him every morning. You made coffee for yourself, always leaving a little extra on the warming tray just in case. He started to follow you into your office when you worked, bumping into your legs when he wanted a little extra affection. At night, you’d watch TV or a movie, and more often than not, he would hop onto the couch to sit with you, and sometimes, he would let you pet him. Almost every night, you fell asleep to his copper eyes staring at you from the other side of your bed.

Sometimes, in the middle of the night, you would hear him moving around, not as a cat, but as himself. You never dared to get up. He was on his way to trusting you. You didn’t want to break that.

But even with all the gains he was making, he was still jumpy and nervous. When someone knocked at the door, he would bolt for the safety of the TV stand, no matter where he was in the house. When you moved too suddenly, he would flinch and hiss, and it would take him a long while to approach you after being scared. He would run and hide at certain sounds, and he got scared when you would move your foot in his direction.

You were concerned about his health, despite the fact that his injury from the dog attack had healed entirely. You had cancelled the follow-up with Dr. Jung to protect the cat’s secret, but now, you were kind of regretting it. No matter how much chicken you gave him, the cat never seemed to gain weight, and it was starting to worry you how skinny he was.

You were contemplating what to do about his weight on the way home one afternoon. You had had a meeting with your clients to discuss the proofs for their menus, so you had left your cat home alone for a few hours. They were hybrids, and you were tempted to ask them about their diets, but you had resisted. Hopefully you could figure something out.

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Time heals (sometimes) - 4

Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking  her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights and the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she believed to be broken.

Pairings: Y/N x OT7

GENRE: Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW.  

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Warnings: Nothing too much for this chapter, only mentions of hospital care.

NOTE: Hello everyone! Welcome to the fourth part of Time Heals. Thank you so, so, so much for the feedback I love it T-T You guys always make my day!! I wanted to upload this a bit later, BUT, I thought “why not” after all! This is the social media part, so hopefully you’ll enjoy it! Take care everyone! I hope tumblr won’t mess up again with my taglist this time! Please maybe consider verifying that you didn’t miss the previous part uploaded yesterday because apparently, the taglist didn’t work for everyone! Enjoy this little part, Love you!

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novocaine || pt. 3 (M)

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Going home was hard – painful even. But falling back in love with Jimin, the boy you left behind? Downright gut-wrenching.

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PART THREE

Your foot tapped against the brick of Guyi’s porch nervously, trying to fight back the tiny voice in the back of your head that was telling you to run before it was too late.

The voice vanished as the front door swung open, a surprised looking Guyi greeting you.

“Hey, Y/N!” She smiled, immediately putting you at ease.

She was surprised. You were too. You hadn’t spoken properly with your friend in years, yet here you were, showing up at her door in hopes of getting this Jimin situation off your chest and, hopefully, gain some perspective from the most insightful person you knew.

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regrets | chapter fourteen

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pairing: levi ackerman x reader

themes: enemies to lovers, slowburn, angst, fluff, smut

tw: violence / explicit sexual content

word count: 2075

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better with time. Ch 10

you're different.

The first of many experiments on you, will you become a titan or not? (AO3)

Words: 1,212

You could hardly sleep through the night. Your nerves felt as if they were shriveling and fraying because of your anxiety. You don’t want to be a titan; you don’t want to be tested on. However, at the same time, a delusional part of you hoped that maybe it’s impossible for you to shift. Maybe you were different.

You chuckled to yourself, weary, no use having baseless hope. You’ll just have to see what happens when it happens. With that, your exhaustion finally overcame you.

What felt like only minutes later, you heard those familiar keys jamming into your door. The sun hasn’t risen yet, it’s still dark out but the stars are beginning to fade from view. Your heart sank, the way it does when you suddenly remember something bad happened the day before. And it did, you fears came flooding back and you felt the sting of frightened tears threatening to spill from your tear ducts. You sucked the tears back up and rose from your bed to greet Captain Levi.

Lonely: Park Jimin x Hogwarts AU

A/N: Sorry, that there’s no links here. Took them all off because tumblr is being an ass and messing everything up. If you would like to read the other Hogwarts AU please go to my masterlist on my profile.

11/18/18

Cute Gryffindor Jimin makes me happy. Although I can imagine him as a Hufflepuff as well. 

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Jimin’s mouth fell open as the loud smack of flesh echoed through the hallways. People watched with their eyes widen in shock, many people pausing to watch the scene.

“M-My nose! You fucking filth, you broke my nose!” The Slytherin male cried in pain as the blood seeped through his finger, dripping down his chin to the cobbled floor.

You scowled, cracking your knuckles, taking a threatening step to your housemate.

“Well, will you look at that, I hurt an ever so powerful wizard the traditional muggle way!” Your voice dripped with sarcasm as you stared down the injured man.

You hummed, placing a finger on your chin, “hm, I wonder, since a muggle born like me hurt you this easily with just my hand, I wonder what I can do with my wand and magic? Shall we find out?”

You pointed your wand to the man’s neck, pushing it into his neck, your eyes gleaming dangerously as your wand buzzed with magic.

The Slytherin looked terrified as he fell back, his knees failing him and making him fall onto his butt, “I-I take it b-back! Muggleborns are as p-powerful as any other wizard or witches!!” The man yelled, trying to crawl away from you.

Your lips curled up into a smirk, your wand still raised and pointing at the Slytherin, “good thing we agree on something! Now, why don’t you apologize to him for the insult you spat at him?”

Jimin’s eyes widened when he realized that you were talking about him as he noticed your gaze.

The Slytherin looked upset as he stared at Jimin, his nose starting to swell painfully. However, as you coughed, his eyes nervously darted to you who smiled sweetly.

“H-Hey, sorry for calling you a mudblood….” the man didn’t seem to want to continue. But as you stepped closer to the man he started to splutter his apologies.

“I w-wasn’t watching where I was walking and bumped into you. I really d-didn’t mean what I said…”

Jimin nodded slowly, not believing his ear. Not even Yoongi can make a Slytherin apologize to Jimin this easily. It was quite amazing.

“Good, good,” you beamed, but the smile didn’t reach your eyes. You placed your wand back into your black and green robe, “you should be thankful that it was just me, Seaman, imagine if Yoongi-sunbaenim was the one who found out.”

At your evil words, the man paled, looking extremely sick.

“But it’s okay since I’ll tell sunbaenim that I took care of it,” your sweet smile turned deadly, your eyes filling with hidden promises that even made Jimin shudder. “However, if I hear you say something like what I heard again, I’ll make sure to help sunbaenim to make your life a living hell. Now, scram.”

The man didn’t need to be told twice. He scrambled to his feet, tripping once before escaping the scene, many of the students watching in awe.

You huffed and rolled your eyes. You couldn’t believe he was your housemate, he was just all bark and no bite.

Jimin smiled shyly as he faced you. He got a better look at you, trying to figure out if he knew you. You looked familiar to him from passing him in the hallways but he was certain he didn’t have a single class with you, which meant you were probably in a different grade.

“Hey, um, thanks fo-”

You looked at Jimin stoically, your eyes icy cold before you spun around, making Jimin get a quick whiff of honeysuckles from your hair.

You didn’t bother looking at the poor male as you walked off, leaving him standing by himself in the hall, confused out of his mind.

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