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Retired Guardian

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Fandomless OC - Semi-Selective RP blog - What do you when you don't know what you want? - Wander and wonder
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BOLD ANY FEARS WHICH APPLY TO YOUR MUSE. ITALICISE WHAT MAKES THEM UNCOMFORTABLE.

TAGGED BY: @morteem (thank you!) TAGGING: @dimensional-bonds (for when your butt is finally here)

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Alastrina

the dark ⋆ fire ⋆ open water ⋆ deep water ⋆ being alonecrowded spaces ⋆ confined spaces⋆ change ⋆ failure ⋆ war ⋆ loss of control ⋆ powerlessness ⋆ prison ⋆ blood ⋆drowning ⋆ suffocation public speaking ⋆ natural animals ⋆ the supernatural ⋆ heights ⋆death ⋆ dyingintimacy ⋆ rejection ⋆ abandonment ⋆ loss ⋆ the unknown ⋆ the future ⋆ not being good enough ⋆ scary stories ⋆ speaking to new people ⋆ poverty ⋆ loud noises ⋆ being touched ⋆ forgetting

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[ ⚜ ] Shin was left speechless for a moment. Dark eyes were fixed on the table, his mouth formed a thin line. After all these years, he’d never questioned such a thing. But for some reason, it made him feel…sad…
         ❝ It’s a little lonely but I…I’m okay. 
At least, he’d think so. The demon glanced at her for a moment as her eyes were fixed on her food, his eyes turned a shade of blood red. Conflicted souls in one body. But he could tell her own words had affected her more than it did to him. He closed his eyes for a moment, concealing the colour back to how it were.
Taking his fork, he took pieces of his cake and finished them quickly. He set aside the fork on the plate, looking up at her hesitantly.
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        ❝ Hey, are you free after this ? There’s something I want to show you in my store…if you don’t mind. 

For a moment, Alastrina felt like something was softly pressing against her space. It was brief and it disappeared as quickly as it came, leaving a minor question mark in her thoughts. However, that was quickly forgotten when the lone young man put forth his request.

Wide eyes of curiosity blinked with a slight tilt of the head. Alastrina wondered what could it be that would urge Shin to ask but she was eager to agree. Was it a problem he needed help with? If not, then it’s fine too. Alastrina would just be happy to help another who too feels the pang of loneliness.

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“Oh, yeah! I don’t mind at all, trust me. I’m waaay too free anyway.” The witch chuckled behind a hand to hide to chocolate stains, trying to lighten up the mood. 

Seeing her table partner finishing his food, Alastrina hurried to finish her’s as she waved at the waiter for the bill.

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Take Over Asgard: vs Frigga (Closed RP)

“So it seems.” Alastrina concurred as she rose from her knees. 

“Do we have to help the others or do we just wait here until...something happens?” The witch asked only to remember that Urd couldn’t hear her at this moment.

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She considered it a miracle, or she was just that emotionally obvious, that Urd could tell how she was feeling about him getting hurt. It was generous of him to be so kind, but Alastrina still felt like she owed him for sustaining injury. An incident like this would have been considered a shame in her home world.

A regeneration was casted on Urd, something to speed up the process but still uses Urd’s own guidance to heal his head. Her eyes glanced over at the dead Valkyrie, conflicted with consideration of whether to resurrect or not. Alastrina will decide after it’s all over. 

The realm would have been alerted of the invasion by now. And both her and Urd are inside the barrier bubble. They’re safe for now but the homunculus was unsure what’s the next step.

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There was a silence between the two and soon after Ara crossed her arms, she heard the other speaking. However, everything that came out of their mouth, wasn’t exactly pleasant. If anything it was foolish and she shook her head. How could she not, when she was so easily disappointed. Ara took back what she had said. 

‘This girl and Morgan are exactly the same.’ She thought to herself and it was a disappointing realization. 

“You’re full of shit, you know that.” Ara responded before shaking her head. 

“I have no doubt that Morgan is older than you, but you could at least try to act more mature, even if you have the body of what seems to be a teenager.” She added before rolling her shoulders and turned away.

“I’ve never been one to care for the wants of others.” 

The annoyance was dripping from her words. It felt like poison to her and she smirked. Ara became curious what would happen if she bit the female and spread her poison. Would they survive?

After hearing the other speak some more, she sighed and just walked away. 

‘Hopeless.’ The spider queen thought to herself. 

The woman’s words cut Alastrina like a knife. The backlash reaction stunned Alastrina silent and felt a flush of shame. Her lie backfired. But how could this stranger know about her and Morgan’s species? Alastrina had thought it was a risk for others to know about it.

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‘Ugh....I was never good with words.’

Alastrina sighed as the woman walked away and looked above at the peaceful sky to sooth her nerves. The stranger didn’t seem tolerant of the homunculus now and attempting to poke for more informative conversation would be asking for trouble.

The sun felt nice and warm. Encouraging even. It contrast the cold treatment. The witch breathed in the sunlight and could almost hear a voice.

‘Calm down. Keep going. Try again.’ 

With a quick charge up, Alastrina teleported next to the miffed lady to speak in a hushed tone, “Well, sorry if I wasn’t aware you knew. I had thought I’d end up with a target on my back if anyone else in the kingdom knew. I was lucky to hear from it from Morgan before I met anyone else. And we are in public. Teenager or no, anyone would have reacted the same.” 

Alastrina was slightly aggravated as well but kept it mum. There’s no point in trying to argue but at least want to convince the other she wasn’t that ‘full of shit’. Just caught attempting to bullshit. She’ll bear the insult but she strongly believed that her reaction was not the wrong one. She was sure she never told anyone her age either.

‘Plus...who makes intimate advances to teenage-looking people out of the blue...?’

“Are you also...?” Alastrina trailed off, asking only 1 of her many questions. She was wondering if the woman was also of the same species or anything similar.

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The blue haired tachi sword couldn’t help but have a puzzle look on his face. Another human was able to get into the citadel without anyone seeing her? How was that possible? Not a lot of people know of this area other then other saniwas or the government. And this girl couldn’t be either be one of those people. Was she be one of the enemies? But the idea of that was also impossible. He quickly broke his self out of his thoughts when it was his turn to introduce his self. 
My name is Ichigo Hitofuri. I am the only Tachi hand made by Yoshimitsu of the Awataguchi school. The Toushirous are my younger brothers. He said with a kind smile on his face. He wasn’t sure what to say to another human. It was the first time seeing another one other then his master or other saniwas that come visit here in this place. So he didn’t see the reason to lie to the other about his name and what kind of sword he was.
Oh, the saniwa is my master. You can’t read them? Well, on those papers are wishes. Every year in the spring, me and my brothers write our wishes on those paper and put them up in this tree here. Of course, we’re not the only ones who do this. Others have also wrote their wishes for this tree to grant. And it really works from when his brothers were wishing for Ichigo to join them out here. It took months, but he was finally here. He felt bad for keeping them waiting for so long.
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The witch’s eyelids fluttered in bewilderment as a flurry of unfamiliar names suddenly came her way with Ichigo’s introduction. A school? The blue-haired male didn’t look like a studen--

‘Wait, did he say hand-made...?’

The pale-faced woman turned to look up the tree, seeing it in a new light as she wasn’t aware that the tree had such significance other than it’s beauty.

“Oh wow...That sounds like very heartfelt tradition. Does it really grant wishes? ....now I feel kind of bad sitting on a sacred tree..! I didn’t know! I’m sorry, pink tree!” Alastrina clenched her hands in front of her chest, displeased at herself.

“I’m sort of a foreigner...so I really couldn’t read what any of those wishes were.” As curious as Alastrina was, it seemed invasive if she started asking what wishes were. 

“....You said you were hand-made...So, are you...not human?” The homunculus eased the question in with much hesitance, hopefully not sounding too odd for asking.

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Rob the Lord (Closed RP)

He respected her rejection of the offer and Alastrina was free to do as she pleased. Who was he to force the issue. 

No one at all. 

“I understand.” Urdabrunnr said and gave her a grin. It was of no bother to him, but he was still curious about the female, across from him. If she returned to the kingdom, he would be happy to have her visit. However, a warning was in order. 

“If and when you decide to return, I ask that you enter through the kingdom gates. The people would be quite nervous if you continued to hop in and out, without them knowing who you are. It was alright this time, because you were with me. Next time, it could possibly cause a panic.” Urd explained to her in a peaceful tone. 

‘There’s no need to stir up a negative situation.’ He thought to himself. Alastrina waved to the citizens and he had a feeling, this is where they would be parting ways. Not that it was an issue or anything. She had things to do and he had engagements to tend to as well.

“Until the next time then.” Urd said before excusing him. 

Alastrina returned Urd’s grin with one of her own, feeling quite happy at their pleasant first meeting. Sure, there was that murder and robbery but meeting Urd and having a new welcoming destination planned to explore made her day a decent one.

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“Thank you for the warning, Urd. I’ll keep that in mind.” Alastrina nodded and waved the lord goodbye. “Until next time, Lord Urd! Hope we’ll bump to each other again.”

Building up her magic, she charged and teleported back to the previous town to find the woman and the thieves. Alastrina wanted to check if everything was well before heading deeper to explore until night. Hopefully the authorities had already wrapped everything up and blocked off the area because of the dead bodies.

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Two-handed Sword

  • Dated: circa 1530
  • Culture: German
  • Measurements: overall length 138.5 cm; blade length 106 cm

The sword has a broad double-edged blade cut with a series of narrow fullers both on each side and over the ricasso; the latter is also stamped with three small marks on both sides. The iron hilt is fashioned in the Landsknecht style, with moulded and bold spirally fluted S-shaped guard, matching plummet-shaped pommel, and moulded leather-covered grip.

Source: Copyright © 2017 Hermann Historica
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Battleaxe

  • Dated: 18th-19th century
  • Culture: Persian
  • Measurements: overall length 73.3 cm

The weapon has a crescent-form head chiselled with figures and inscriptions, while the haft is forged in alternating wrenched and faceted segments. The finial features a sprung gilded bird intended to hold a pennant or talisman. Haft has areas of wear-through and traces of gold.

Source: Copyright © 2017 Auction Flex
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it was a suærise to suddenly feel lighter and then be pulled up basically in surprise the form would not be held together anymore ,anything alive in the forest would bassicly be running as soon as he was thrown ,even the trees would be running if they could
    the magic would give way fast so it was lucky for her she threw him fast but also rather unlucky ,because now they were alone in an empty forest with a couple of broken trees and a bit ahead of her ,the dreekakon       it didnt take long til-
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   - there was a giant fist one few centimetres from her body ,the weird liquids in his veins was glowing brighter than before and pumping faster through him ,the telepathy didn't reach him but even if it did
      should be obvious she fucked up

The sound of trees cracking and tumbling forced Alastrina to turned. Her joke had caused a mess by accident. She didn’t see Dreekakon lose his form as her back was turned.

“Dree-?”

Lowered guard with an air of concern, the last thing the homunculus expected was an attack. It came so fast. Too fast. The last thing she felt before seeing a screen of black was her strong heart beat, crashing into something solid, and pain too great to process before her end came.

Colour of silver oozed and pooled beneath her broken body and it turned lifeless. Only a moment after, magic burst from her body to perform its revival. Fixing the broken body and shove Alastrina’s consciousness forcefully back to reality.

The air was heavy with powers emitting from both party. Seeing that Dreekakon looked extra pissed, Alastrina wasn’t lowering her growing protection just yet.

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“What.” She demanded for an explanation after wiping her unnatural blood from her face.

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Prudent modesty with a pinch of appropriate reactive behavior learnt by society. An object made with no consideration of its need for physical intimacy. No drive nor desire, but Alastrina’s heart still beats. 

‘Grow up’? Grow any older and a beating heart would no longer have meaning. But even so, Alastrina held her tongue, understanding the various needs or various types of people. What does it mean to grow up? There are things more important to the artificial being than physical passion. She had felt old longer than she should have. Is it bad to go back to how she used to be before time weighted heavily on her?

Alastrina supposed she could react more maturely, more quietly and composed. But that would suck out the liveliness she had been clinging onto. The things that kept her from feeling like she’s ‘Empty’. Unfazed and unmoving, cold and lifeless, empty like the rest of ‘them’.

But no one was supposed to know about all that. So, young and immature it is.

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A coy smile and a shrug, “My, my. I’m still young, you know. I am in no rush for those things. I also do not believe in coming up from nowhere to grope, peck, and fluster a young girl in public, hm~? I guess we’ll have to find that silver lining of balance.”

Ara’s advice however was taken by a small portion, using it to ignore the crowd and focus the current conversation. Alastrina kept her eyes forward and locked onto Ara. Flustering freely was what got her that comment, so she’ll have to tone it down to avoid it.

“Was there something you need from me, by chance? I doubt you did all that as the appetizer to your pie offer. Which I am still unsure as to why you’re offering. Unless offering free food is a thing here in this land.”

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Take Over Asgard: vs Frigga (Closed RP)

Frigga’s panic caused Alastrina to feel a bit of pity. Instead of going after the Goddess, Alastrina made it painless by aiming Frigga on the head with her sword, cutting off her consciousness. She shifted her focus to Urd afterwards. She felt something was off a moment ago and the bright light the Lord emitted made it hard to look over. But seeing Urd now, and the dead body nearby, she was slightly mortified because were those pieces of flesh lying about?

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“U-Urd, what happened? Did...did she really get through the barrier? And your’s too?” Alastrina grimace at state of Urd’s partially missing head. 

She wondered if Urd could even hear or understand her right now.

“I’m sorry....” Alastrina expressed her deep regret. Her defenses were usually not this shoddy, or was that...dead person over there was a lot stronger than expected? Wouldn’t be the first time this happened, to be honest. Was the Valkyrie hidden inside this whole time, maybe?

The homonculus looked honestly perplexed, folding her arms and tapping her chin with a finger. Her eyes wondered to the splendor of the Knight of Light, keeping the Tree Giant at bay. The giant grotesquely twist and squirm under the trident, the moist branches hissing in place of the creature’s silent voice under the agonizingly scorching weapon.

The giant attempted to stab the Knight of Light, only to have it’s weapon melt into a useless stub. The tree just kept regenerating and burning, growing and shrinking. The witch’s eyes wondered, her gazed pulled to the side and eyed the waters in Frigga’s hall. Taking a chance, she froze the water and the tree hissed ever louder before burning to ashes.

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[ ⚜ ]  ❝ A guardian ?? 
Why would a 219 year old man need a guardian? Shin was a little confused by her question. Though his soul was that of a human, he doesn’t remember the simplest thing about them or what would make sense in his situation. He was lucky to have the waiter coming in, giving him enough time to collect his thoughts.
Shin took a piece of his souffle and more as Alastrina was fussing with the waiter until half of it was left. Maybe the best way is to just be honest. He stared at what was left of his dessert before a mutter escaped his lips.
         ❝ Ah, um, its just me….I don’t have any siblings or parents if that’s what you’re wondering….. ❞

Once the waiter apologized more than enough times and went away, Alastrina paid attention to the young man across from her. Before she even had the chance to open her mouth to continue where she left off, she received her answer.

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Her eyes soften with sympathy. Guess there was no guardian with Shin either and he’s utterly alone. Loneliness. Alastrina started but stopped herself before she got her voice out. She wanted to ask if Shin was lonely but that didn’t seem appropriate.

Alastrina extended the silence pause by taking a piece of her cake with a fork to eat, leaving less than half.

“...Are you okay...? All on your own?” Alastrina questioned softly, as if to be accidentally loud would cause something to topple.

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