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Broken Dreams never come true.

@betterstopfeeling / betterstopfeeling.tumblr.com

And you make jokes because you're afraid to take anything seriously. Because if you take things seriously, they matter. Last Cut: 01.12.2022; Worst Day of my Life: 15.04.2014; Best Days of my Life: 15.08.2015 | 11.03.2016 | 13.11.2017 | 19.03.2018 #whenthebassbecomesyourheartbeat; Selbsthass.; Snakebites: 28.12.2015 - 03.09.2018; Septum: 12.09.2016; Industrial (left): 08.08.2017 - 21.04.2018; Nostril (right): 14.10.2017 - 03.09.2018; Helix (right) 22.10.2019; Finland: 03.06.2017 - 10.06.2017 🇫🇮 | 10.07.2018 - 02.08.2018 🇫🇮
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I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.

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