Good afternoon

Kailangan ba talaga super duper nahihirapan tayo habang tumatanda? Or it's an indicator that were not in the right environment kaya tayo nahihirapan mag grow?

anong school idol friend huhu

one dot, mag reresign ako

Decided to let go of my crush for her, overheard that she was making out with someone on a club on a Wednesday night and among laban ko? Mga midnight talks namin? Mga double reply ko para lang maalala niyang di niya ako nireplayan? Yung paglalaro namin ng 8pool every lunch break ko? Anong laban ko huhu.

Anyway, kumusta kayo? Medj stressed lang ako sa work lately, grabe ang kpi kapag sa recruitment ka 'no? huhu

I could never be enough.

or too much, even

I really hate having a tiny crush on someone. My heartaches talaga when they don't chat right away or when they don't do double replies. Like please, I know you're way out of my league pero I'm lowkey still taking chances...

It's my first time trying audio blog where I talk about the said topic. katamad magtype eh HAHAHA

Ano ba ang tawag sa di ko nga shota, pero kayakap ko naman sa gabi?

Ano ba talaga gender ni teenxskylar?

Back in 2015, I was a minor, blogging a bunch of heartfelt posts about my special person. I was scared to reveal my gender back then, given that the lgbt community was not celebrated pa that time. 2015 was the experimental year pa noon, tolerated naman ang karamihan na miyembro ng lgbt (hanggang ngayon pa rin naman, tolerated lang tayo, hindi celebrated, pero this topic is for another blog) and I wasn't ready to come out yet. Hence, I blogged anonymously and with that ang daming nang bobombard sa inbox ko noon. Kung babae raw ba ako or lalaki, kung babae raw ba ako bakit ganun ako mag blog parang lalaki raw yada yada.

I admit sobrang nakakapagod, I can't blog in peace. Hindi ko alam bakit dati kailangan ilabas ko pa gender identity ko para lang tigilan ako ng mga tao. Hindi ba pwedeng basahin niyo na lang ang mga kalandian posts ko back then huhu, gusto ko lang magkwento tungkol sa mga naging crush ko na hindi ko maikwento sa mga kaibigan ko kasi hindi pa ako out noon? Grabe sobrang big deal ang gender talaga noon 'no? Parang hindi nila mababasa ang blog mo if di mo i-indicate yata sa hashtag kung babae ka ba, lalaki or bading. Although I had my own faults din, nilito ko ang mga tao, pinaglaruan ko sila with my gender, minsan nagrereveal ako na babae ako, minsan lalaki, pero at the end of the day its not my responsibility to feed people's curiosity. Ika nga ni Jose Rizal, "my blog, my rules." eme

And I'm thankful na ngayon naging safe space ko na ulit ang tumblr, wala na ang mga toxic people noon na nang abuso ng pagkabata ko, they took advantage of my age knowing na madali akong maniwala pa noon. Kilala niyo kung sino kayo, pero hindi ko na kayo maalala hehe.

To be professional or to be makalat forever

Not gonna lie; being a fresh graduate feels fucking good, pero the thought of acting and being a professional kinda scares me (right now). But I hope I get the hang of it, you know the getting used to na may work na ako (yeheyyy officially stopping my sharing of "officially unemployed") and I need to have a social media presence na isa akong professional given sa line ng work ko (gotta recruit me sum ppl u know) and being the makalat person that I am (not in a sexual way, more of like...ang kulit, ang daming memes sa shared posts type of kalat) is excited for the rebranding na gagawin ko for my online presence. But how...

I'd rather realize that I have fallen for my friend kesa sa pilitin kong maghanap ng kalandian/love interest.

why not huhu (context: if kindle is worth it to buy)

Kindle!

Hello! Is kindle worth it?

Maybe I like you, or maybe I don't