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Anxiety Musings

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22. Student (Again). Side blog to @charliesbackbitches. I pretend I write.
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@charliesbackbitches this is for you

He looked through and past his torturers, he looked as far from them as he could, as they shoved him back into the chair, where they would remove you from his memory, once and for all.

“It’ll be okay, Buck,” you managed to promise him, though your words were heavy with pain and sadness. 

His mouth opened a tiny bit, only for him to bite down on his own tongue, before swearing his oath to you, once and for all.

“I’ll find you again, YN,” the electrodes were attached to his pecs, the vice began to slowly lower before gripping to his sweaty temples, “I swear to you, I’ll make them pay for this.”

The last thing you heard before they dragged you away from a screaming Bucky Barnes, was the painful silence, but more so, the three words that froze your blood.

“Ready to comply.”

Tags: @arryn-nyxx @captain-s-rogers @whiskeyxcola @letsgetoutalive @liliane106 @pinknerdpanda @wheresthekillswitch

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#friends writing#I was Bradburydiary#check out this beautiful human#ahhhhhh#I love it
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Changes

Name change first. As of today this blog will have a new name. I will tag things with both the old and new name for a while before switching fully.

Unlike my other blog, this one shall be keeping its previous posts, however any writing before now is basically archived.

I have been writing again, only took like a year and a half to finally write once more. This blog will now be multi-fandom, and its going to be a bunch of whatever has inspired me to write most recently. 

I understand most people followed for the SPN Smut and I appreciate all of you supporting me and following my content. I will not be writing smut anymore (if it does happen it’ll be a random treat, not the norm) as writing smut has made me uncomfortable. 

I love you guys and I hope you decide to stick around for this new adventure but if not, it was a pleasure.

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This Blog has now changed names to closer match my AO3 account. Unfortunately I couldn’t match exactly, however its a lot closer.

AO3: Anxietymusings

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#I was Bradburydiary#bradburydiary#anxietymusings
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Changes

Name change first. As of today this blog will have a new name. I will tag things with both the old and new name for a while before switching fully.

Unlike my other blog, this one shall be keeping its previous posts, however any writing before now is basically archived.

I have been writing again, only took like a year and a half to finally write once more. This blog will now be multi-fandom, and its going to be a bunch of whatever has inspired me to write most recently. 

I understand most people followed for the SPN Smut and I appreciate all of you supporting me and following my content. I will not be writing smut anymore (if it does happen it’ll be a random treat, not the norm) as writing smut has made me uncomfortable. 

I love you guys and I hope you decide to stick around for this new adventure but if not, it was a pleasure.

#I was Bradburydiary#bradburydiary#changes#rebranding
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Sins of an Archangel ~ Envy

I have started a new mini-series because I am terrible and people seemed to enjoy my Seven Deadly Sins series! So here is round 2 with Michael!Dean!!! Side note: I don’t have a way to keep up so my Michael!Dean is created of how I’d imagine him thanks to gifs!

Series Warnings (so far): Smut, BDSM

Tags: @eyeofdionysus @eyes-of-a-disney-princess @mrswhozeewhatsis @writingthingsisdifficult @teamfreewillimagines @littlegreenplasticsoldier @ruby-loves-supernatural @aprofoundbondwithdean @kittenofdoomage @manawhaat @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell @helvonasche @bkwrm523

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When Dean came home he was different, you couldn’t pinpoint it but there was something off about your boyfriend. You hadn’t questioned it though since he had been under so much stress. That night you took the time to pamper yourself, you had a plan to surprise Dean with but first you wanted a pamper night. By the time you finally went to sleep in one of Dean’s flannels covering the lingerie set you had bought while he was away, it was approaching midnight. You drifted to sleep before you could surprise your boyfriend but that wasn’t to be a worry. A hand gently brushed over your skin, a kiss being placed on your temple. Stirring you felt the world spin around you suddenly. When you regained your senses you knew you were not in your bedroom.

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#series#smut#spn#michael#michael!dean#dean winchester#reblob#shameless reblog#reblog
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Sins of an Archangel ~ Envy

I have started a new mini-series because I am terrible and people seemed to enjoy my Seven Deadly Sins series! So here is round 2 with Michael!Dean!!! Side note: I don’t have a way to keep up so my Michael!Dean is created of how I’d imagine him thanks to gifs!

Series Warnings (so far): Smut, BDSM

Tags: @eyeofdionysus @eyes-of-a-disney-princess @mrswhozeewhatsis @writingthingsisdifficult @teamfreewillimagines @littlegreenplasticsoldier @ruby-loves-supernatural @aprofoundbondwithdean @kittenofdoomage @manawhaat @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell @helvonasche @bkwrm523

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When Dean came home he was different, you couldn’t pinpoint it but there was something off about your boyfriend. You hadn’t questioned it though since he had been under so much stress. That night you took the time to pamper yourself, you had a plan to surprise Dean with but first you wanted a pamper night. By the time you finally went to sleep in one of Dean’s flannels covering the lingerie set you had bought while he was away, it was approaching midnight. You drifted to sleep before you could surprise your boyfriend but that wasn’t to be a worry. A hand gently brushed over your skin, a kiss being placed on your temple. Stirring you felt the world spin around you suddenly. When you regained your senses you knew you were not in your bedroom.

#series#smut#spn#Michael#Michael!Dean#Dean Winchester
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Angst/fluff Prompt List

Please don’t repost (stealing isn’t cool, but reblog if you wish) <3 <3

  1. “I love you, please don’t go.”
  2. “Stay here tonight.”
  3. “Please don’t walk out of that door.”
  4. “I thought things were going great.”
  5. “Don’t you love me?”
  6. “You make every day worth living.”
  7. “I’ll keep you warm.”
  8. “I’m never letting you go.”
  9. “You meant too much to me.”
  10. “I won’t let you.”
  11. “How could you ask me that?”
  12. “Don’t you trust me?”
  13. “I won’t let anyone hurt you, you’re safe with me.”
  14. “You look amazing tonight.”
  15. “Shouldn’t you be with him/her?”
  16. “I’ve got you.”
  17. “I can’t sleep, can I stay here?”
  18. “It’s late.  Shouldn’t you be asleep?”
  19. “How are you feeling today?”
  20. “You look amazing tonight.”
  21. “We’ll figure this out.”
  22. “This isn’t goodbye.”
  23. “What’s cookin’ good lookin’?”
  24. “Wanna go grab a drink?”
  25. “What the hell were you thinking?!”
  26. “Here, let me help you.”
  27. “Kiss me.”
  28. “I care about you.”
  29. “You could have warned me!”
  30. “That was unexpected.”
  31. “You haven’t lost me.”
  32. “Why are you doing this?”
  33. “Don’t cry.”
  34. “Please don’t do this.”
  35. “You make me feel safe.”
  36. “You’ve shown me what love can feel like.”
  37. “Thank you, for everything.”
  38. “All I wanted was for you to be happy.”
  39. “I can’t do this on my own.”
  40. “I wasn’t lying when I said that I loved you.”
  41. “Don’t be afraid.”
  42. “You’re always on my mind.”
  43. “You have no idea how much I want you right now.”
  44. “You’ve always felt like home.”
  45. “I can’t imagine this world without you.”
  46. “Dance with me.”
  47. “Trust me.”
  48. “Why are you crying?”
  49. “Who hurt you?”
  50. “Nothing is wrong with you.”
  51. “You make me feel alive.”
  52. “I wouldn’t change a thing about you.”
  53. “Who cares about what they think?”
  54. “Let’s go.”
  55. “I’m not going anywhere.”
  56. “Tell me what’s wrong.”
  57. “You’ve always got me.”
  58. “I’ve waited for this moment for a long time.”
  59. “Is this okay?”
  60. “You look like you could use a hug.”
  61. “Did you need something?”
  62. “Do you have a ride home?”
  63. “I am home.”
  64. “What happened back there?”
  65. “That’s not gonna happen.”
  66. “Why me?”
  67. “I’m right where I belong.”
  68. “Fine.”
  69. “What do you want me to say?”
  70. “After everything we’ve been through, you still don’t think that I love you?”
  71. “You’ve been drinking tonight, haven’t you?”
  72. “You need sleep.”
  73. “Excuse me?”
  74. “What are you doing?”
  75. “What did you expect?”
  76. “You’re not alone.”
  77. “We’re meant for each other.”
  78. “You’re worth it.”
  79. “I don’t care what anyone else thinks.”
  80. “I’ve always been honest with you.”
  81. “It’s cold, you should take my jacket.”
  82. “Just breathe, okay?”
  83. “When I’m with you, I’m happy.”
  84. “Going somewhere?”
  85. “Don’t lie to me.”
  86. “Don’t be scared, I’m right here.”
  87. “You’re so adorable.”
  88. “I’m better, now that you’re here.”
  89. “I could never forget you.”
  90. “Forget it.”
  91. “That’s in the past.”
  92. “You make me happy.”
  93. “You’re more than that.”
  94. “I won’t lose you too.”
  95. “Come cuddle.”
  96. “Can’t you stay a little longer?”
  97. “It’s not that easy.”
  98. “I’ve had enough.”
  99. “I fell in love with you, not them.”
  100. “You’re the only one I wanna wake up next to.”

Please send me a number and pairing (reader inserts only, please) to get me back into the swing of writing!

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Send in a number, a character and if you’d like smut please specify! :P

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#spn#prompts#asks#sfw#nsfw
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Would you guys like new writing?

Send an Ask to let me know/send in requests for drabbles

Why do I always forget tags… Also this is for BOTH blogs :P

The requests can be gifs, songs really anything - I just need a boost of inspiration!

Taggity: @bkwrm523 @mrswhozeewhatsis @writingthingsisdifficult @eyeofdionysus @teamfreewillimagines @ruby-loves-supernatural @kittenofdoomage @aprofoundbondwithdean @littlegreenplasticsoldier 

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Also - if you’d like smut just include that in your ask! :D

#smut#drabbles#asks#anonymous#wri
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How bout a Sam reader insert with "did you need something?" and "you need sleep"? Reader is burning themselves out to the point of disassociation and incoherence trying to be helpful and take as much weight and then some, by helping with hunts, research and working remotely from the bunker. Sam puts a stop to it. Dean could try with tough love first but it only motivates them more [he wouldn't be mad if he wasn't stressed, they need MORE help].

Oooooooh…. me likey :D I hope you like this, it feels like I haven’t written in years! O.OSlight warning for derogatory comments 

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Curse that witch, she had cornered you in her funhouse as the boys continued hunting for her. You raised your gun only to have it fly aside and land at her feet. Every fibre of your being wanted to rip her to shreds but you were stuck in place. She laughed and walked up to you, cupping your cheek and smirking.

#Drabble#ASK#getting back to it
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Would you guys like new writing?

Send an Ask to let me know/send in requests for drabbles

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how to trick writers into giving you more fanfic to read

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Works for comics and art as well.

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fundeadasylum

…this has the opposite effect.

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honestsister

instead try; I love you *generic keysmash* h OW DA RE *lavish praise* *inside fandom joke* *quote fave part* *more generic keysmashing*

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you. i like you

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Also, the favorites: 1) DID I SAY YOU COULD HURT ME LIKE THIS?!?;?!; 2) DONT HURT MY BABY WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS 3) why must you hurt me this way 4) WHY IS THIS A CLIFFHANGER?! WHAT HAPPENS NEXT I NEED TO KNOW 5) This made me cry/squeal/giggle/wake the dead with my laughter 6) I almost woke my family laughing at ___ part 7) I DIDNT KNOW I NEEDED THIS AU UNTIL YOU POSTED THIS 8) this is so cute I’m dying 9) and (writer’s name) strikes again! 10) I had to reread this bc it’s so good and I love it 11) I wish I could like/heart/kudos this more than once Like, seriously guys, freak out with us and you’ll have us wrapped around your little fingers.

This is so true! A lot of the time, I get stuck in a writer’s hole. But whenever I get a comment like the above ones, it makes me want to write more!

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GUYS! THIS IS CHEATCODE FOR MORE!!! SIGNAL BOOST 😱✨😂

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Very important!

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@rizahawkaye refer to entire list plz except the top

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This is so true. I feel like I put hours and hours into some of my works, rereading and revising and making sure it’s just how I want it, and I post it excited for it’s receiving….! And then no one comments. And it’s incredibly disencouraging. I write because I love to, but I also write because maybe someone out there loves it when I do too. And frankly, people telling me that I did a good job is the best feeling in the world.

May I add “*cries in lesbian language*”? Because… yeah.

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“i want to eat it” is a different one but works just as well as a keysmash imo

DHDHSJAJA

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And if on Tumblr, you can try just “Reblogging” it. Share that fucker around, add a note of love, that usually works

YES

Rather than the ones that have the opposite effect,

“I can’t wait for the next update!!! (But be sure to take care of yourself and don’t rush it if you can’t!!!)” Bc if I got one of those I think I’d die on the spot and haunt my computer to update

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guys stop this is too powerful us writers are weak for compliments

I need validation.

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Balance

So airplane writing… I was tired and I don’t know if this is any good - its just an idea of mine. Hope you guys enjoy. Also word is weird and I don’t have time for its shit… lets just hope this works.

Warnings: none

Word Count: 1090

Summary: Like Death, there are beings that embody different aspects of the universe; its about time Sam, Dean and Castiel meet another.

Tags: @eyeofdionysus @eyes-of-a-disney-princess @writingthingsisdifficult @manawhaat @mrswhozeewhatsis @bkwrm523 @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell @meganwinchester1999 @teamfreewillimagines 

I’m gonna leave the tags at that - need to get a fresh tag list sorted someday 

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You were stood in the middle of a battlefield – surrounding you, your brethren lay slain from a fall no one could have predicted. No one, other than you, you had left heaven earlier and stood, watching heaven open as wings burned. There was a suffocating silence leeching into the ground, most didn’t have time to process what happened – even fewer could find vessels before they perished. One of your brothers crawled towards you, begging for your aid, you simply knelt down and comforted them as your blade pierced their heart.

“Is this what you wanted?” a voice asked behind you, a crack in their questioning piqued your interest. Turning you were faced with the illusion of one of the angels, Michael. “Was this the prediction you held back from us seer?”

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Balance

So airplane writing... I was tired and I don’t know if this is any good - its just an idea of mine. Hope you guys enjoy. Also word is weird and I don’t have time for its shit... lets just hope this works.

Warnings: none

Word Count: 1090

Summary: Like Death, there are beings that embody different aspects of the universe; its about time Sam, Dean and Castiel meet another.

Tags: @eyeofdionysus @eyes-of-a-disney-princess @writingthingsisdifficult @manawhaat @mrswhozeewhatsis @bkwrm523 @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell @meganwinchester1999 @teamfreewillimagines 

I’m gonna leave the tags at that - need to get a fresh tag list sorted someday 

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You were stood in the middle of a battlefield – surrounding you, your brethren lay slain from a fall no one could have predicted. No one, other than you, you had left heaven earlier and stood, watching heaven open as wings burned. There was a suffocating silence leeching into the ground, most didn’t have time to process what happened – even fewer could find vessels before they perished. One of your brothers crawled towards you, begging for your aid, you simply knelt down and comforted them as your blade pierced their heart.

“Is this what you wanted?” a voice asked behind you, a crack in their questioning piqued your interest. Turning you were faced with the illusion of one of the angels, Michael. “Was this the prediction you held back from us seer?”

#spn#writing#balance#chaos#angels#castiel#Sam Winchester#dean winchester
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My Omega

A/N: So… I know I said it’d post after In the Blood but I lied. Welcome to my blog. This is a Dean x Reader which I’m usually terrible at, so please be kind. It is also an ABO and smut which I haven’t written in ages… so again… oh yeah and since I have no beta… its un-edited. Good Luck my pretties…

Pairing: Dean x Reader (Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader)

Word Count: 2568

Warnings: SMUT! Fluff… and a sprinkling of angst… So smut means NSFW!

        ABO so the usual sort of warnings with that - mentions of kidnap, murder, death, miscarriage, orgasm control, knotting(ABO) , claiming(ABO)

Tags?: @mrswhozeewhatsis @eyeofdionysus @littlegreenplasticsoldier @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid @spnashley @writingthingsisdifficult @teamfreewillimagines @bkwrm523

Apologies if you are not Dean people, I honestly don’t know who to tag… like ever…

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The storm outside had brought a number of extra patrons to the small town’s only restaurant and bar. With the motel full because of the storm, your rooms were filling fast with Omegas and Betas. You were leaning against the back wall, polishing another glass when the door opened and the wind blew in a scent you recognised. As the men walked in, you slipped through an ‘Employees Only’ door and pressed against the wall. Holding your breath you listened, hearing the old Beta owner yell over to the two newcomers that they were welcome in the bar but they couldn’t rent a room. His strict “No Alpha’s” policy was non-negotiable, not even mated Alphas. Old Nick was good about that, but every rule had a story and that was no different.

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Ugh! I just noticed Tumblr fucked up my “keep reading” and title -.- wtf tumblr wtf?!

I’m sorry everyone!

#reblob#because I can#so fight me#side note#I say that too much
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I think all content creators can relate to this.

In my opinion, I don’t think followers really understand how much your requests/likes/reblogs/etc. and random asks mean to me. It’s just so refreshing and nice to know that people enjoy what I’m doing and support me.

People that go the extra mile and send an ask or message letting me know they liked my stuff honestly makes my day. I love reading tags and stuff…it’s honestly so cute….

And people who ask about how I’m doing or send me random questions or cute asks….I just want you guys to know it honestly makes my day. I just love all the interaction and such. It makes running a blog so much more enjoyable.

And Fanart/Fanwork? Honestly that’s one of the greatest things to receive. To everyone that draws or writes, please don’t feel too insecure to send it end! No one is going to criticize you over quality. It’s so sweet that you even thought about making something…I will always appreciate it no matter what, and I’m sure all other content creators feel the same.

So, in conclusion, don’t be afraid to talk to your favorite blogs and show them some love, guys! We always appreciate it! ☺️

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