there's your summit, don't lose sight of it

willelcc

18.11.2021—still writing, but taking things relatively chill to focus more on resting and taking good breaks

birthday snowstorm yesterday <3

“…use things to have good days.”

the loading screen trying to convince me to use even one of my 3000 consumables

days on campus ✨

The Duke Humfrey’s Library - the oldest reading room in the Bodleian Library at the University of Oxford.

15.12.2023 // i've recently realised that even after 6 years of university, I'm still going to miss it when I graduate this summer. There's something about going to various library and coffee shops to learn new things that is just beautiful. I'll probably end up continuing to study and learn new things (like languages, finally!!) as a hobby... how nerdy hahah

I have acquired several dusty tomes (books) from the ancient archives (college library) with which to perform evils (research paper writing).

29/4/23 // 12.24

The sun is shining, the sky is blue, it’s not freezing for once and my seasonal depression is cured because I can sit in the sun with the window open making notes on neurology ☀️🌿🧠

Certain words can change your brain forever and ever so you do have to be very careful about it.

“It's taboo to admit that you're lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven't left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you're not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are. A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn't transition well to adult life, that you'd fall right through the cracks. And look at you now, it's happening.”

June 21, 2023 - Wednesday

Today is officially the first day of summer! It was a little cold outside actually. I spent the whole day cleaning out my closet, steam pressing my clothes, and organizing my giant sack of sewing projects that I’ve been accumulating since 2013 💀 since we are in the holy days of Dhul Hijjah so I’m trying to do as many good deeds as possible, even though I am unable to fast 💔 May Allah accept from us all.

Pics: These days I’m kind of getting obsessed with drawing buildings even though it’s not easy due to perspective 😭 i don’t want peace i want problems✨