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God damn has it been a while since i hit that little blue, round pen button on this hell app.

Hi, yes, no, you’re not hallucinating! This is, in fact, a real post! Don’t get too excited though, this is just a little update. Okay, maybe you can get a little excited because i kind of am??

I just came back from my thesis presentation, thus (hopefully) concluding my three years of hard work and studying and my second bachelor’s degree (i have to retake two exams this summer but let’s ignore that rn lol).

It’s been a year. The worst year of my life, to be honest. I didn’t know whether i’d even come back on here but looks like I can’t stay away after all. Not yet, at least. I still have some unfinished business ;)

Thank you for all the sweet messages on my previous post. They really meant a lot.

indefinite hiatus

Yeah so i think this doesn’t really come as a surprise seeing as i’ve been inactive for god knows how many months now... I’m really sorry to announce this though. I wish it was different.

Things are a mess in my life atm, family drama has been building up and exploding several times over the past months and i feel drained, exhausted, depressed and constantly stressed and anxious. There’s a lot of hurt and nastiness infesting my daily life and i’m incapable of escaping it since i don’t have the financial means to leave. I feel like i’m living on survival mode and i’m even struggling to keep up with college, which is important i finish and graduate so i can get out and finally start focusing on my own life. 

I was excited to start writing again but honestly i don’t have the juice to even get up in the morning sometimes, let alone work for school or practice any hobbies. I hope things will get better soon. Until then i must put this page on pause for an indefinite amount of time and say goodbye. I’ll miss you all and i hope i can come back. I’m sorry.

Hi again Eva! I came up with some more Nocturne questions I’m curious about.

1) If there was someone who wasn’t affected by Yoongi’s voice and beauty (or not interested), would Yoongi continue to make attempts to seduce them or would he just leave them be?

2) Would it be possible for Yoongi to have kids (from all the sexual activity and stuff)? If so, has he ever had kids with any of his companions?

That’s pretty much it, thanks again! 😊

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Hi! I've been busy with exams, hence my late reply lol

1) Hmm I'd say there is no such thing as /not/ affected by Yoongi's pull, it's stronger than a human's instinct or gut feeling and heavily influences a person's free will to the point where all human beings will want to see where the sound comes from (kind of like a siren's song) and once they see him they're hooked, stuck like a fly in a spider's web :) he has never not gotten what he wanted!

2) Good question! That would actually be really cute, like a little family, but for the sake of the plot i'm going to say no, because his life is cursed to be tragic and being able to reproduce would mean he would be alone much less than what Aphrodite wanted as his (parents') punishment

Hope that helps you further! Thanks for sending them in and keeping this little universe alive! 😊

Hey there! I meant to ask a few more questions to continue from the other 2 I sent a while back but hope you don't mind.

1. Out of curiosity, would you be fine if I were to ever make a continuation to Nocturne (I'd give you credit of course for inspiration)? It came out of nowhere but I even have a bit of a plot. What if Yoongi found y/n a few centuries later, (say the early 20th century, or it could even be someone else), and they even build a house together in the forest to adapt with how time changed up to present day. And they're all happy together until y/n slowly starts remembering (from dreams and whatnot), which makes Yoongi paranoid because he doesn't want y/n to leave. Maybe he could become possessive (but not yandere level, but I wouldn't want to glamorize it either) until y/n finds out the truth and there's a bittersweet ending where Yoongi lets y/n go because he loves her. Maybe there could somehow be a conflict where Aphrodite wants to kill Yoongi for good when he develops a desire to meet his parents when y/n starts remembering(?), idk how it would all work but I'm really just rambling. I also feel so conflicted to just let it be standalone

2. After I asked about the nectar water (but before you answered it), I came up with a theory that maybe Eros/Cupid took pity on Yoongi and enchanted the water around him to make whoever drinks it falls in love with him despite how questionable it is since he can't break Aphrodite's curse. But obviously that's not true but no biggie lol.

3. Would it be ok if I posted fanart based on Nocturne and some of your other fics? I actually made a few sketches when I first read itic but I never posted them 'cause I think it'd be weird if I didn't ask first lol.

Ok, I think I got everything out of my system, for now at least lol 😂

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Hi love! Always a pleasure to see you pop up in my inbox! ❤️

1. Hmm tough one! I usually don't feel all that comfortable with people taking creative liberties with my work in their own creations (in writing specifically) because i've become paranoid of plagiarism in the past years it's happened to me a few times. But since you're a fan of the story and you have some solid and interesting theories around it, and seeing how you're asking me respectfully and are prepared to properly credit me, i wouldn't mind making an exception for you! I'm actually curious about what you'd do with it haha.

2. Ooh I like that input! That would've been a great idea as well!

3. AND YES PLEASE!!!!!! That's the best gift someone could give me for my fics!! please make all the art based on my fics, it's so fun to see how people imagined it in their heads!!

hahaha you're always welcome! thanks for brightening my days a little during this stressful time! 💕

Hi again! I have a few more things I wanted to ask about Nocturne because I forgot to last time lol. Do you have in mind how many years Yoongi has stayed in the forest? How do you think he would be like during modern day? Maybe I could see him browsing social media and dating apps (if the forest he inhabits has WiFi at least). And since he sings to lure people to him, do you imagine him singing any songs in particular while writing the fic? For me, I thought of him singing “set me free” from his d2 album irl, given how it aligns with his character. As for y/n, was it your intention for her background to correlate to the Salem witch trails? It would be a nice touch if it was😊 Not that any other ideas outside of that is bad lol. That’s what I guessed at least lol.

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(Continuing from my last ask because of my forgetful ass lol) Also, does Yoongi (and maybe y/n still) wear clothes? If they do, I’d guess they’d use stuff like leaves and/or vines. Another thing, do you have a concept how the water makes people all lovey dovey and stay with Yoongi? Did he make it himself? Or did like the gods or other nymphs give it to him? Sorry if I’m asking too many questions btw. I get carried away sometimes😅

Hi sweet love!! I'm so sorry for the late reply, my mental health hasn't been the best because this semester is seriously fucking with it but i have a decent amount of energy today so i'm going to answer your questions!

Everyone!!! In true Eva fashion i have disappeared for fuck knows how long because of college affairs 🙃 i wanted to pop in real quick to say I haven’t totally abandoned this blog, i still regularly check in to see reblogs and tags of lovely people ❤️ I haven’t had the energy to write or respond a lot but please know it doesn’t go unnoticed and i appreciate each and every one of you as much as ever. I hope to come back soon, for now i’ll be staying on hiatus for a little while longer or until i decide to randomly post a little trash drabble or something lol

Hi friends! ❤️ just a quick reminder you can ‘tip’ me if you enjoyed reading my stories, if you want to! I write for free and still find immense pleasure in doing so and you are under no circumstances obligated to do anything, though! Just wanted to highlight this in case anyone felt compelled to drop some change in this virtual tip jar! 😊 i’ll be making my comeback soon, i have one exam left and then have a week or two to write before my internship starts! If you’re reading this, i hope you have a wonderful day 🥰

Hello there! I’m fairly new to your tumblr and I love your stories! If it’s ok asking, I had a question about Nocturne. Is the ending supposed to be ambiguous or did you intend to give a direct answer with what happens? Nymph!Yoongi kept saying he wasn’t a threat but yet y/n seemed pretty enamored by his charms. He also said and did some shady stuff like him saying “if only” (he could’ve been referring to something else though) and giving her the water to drink. And the last sentence says along the lines of “another soul ever returned”. Then again, with her situation before their encounter, it may or may not be that bad however she ended up 🤔

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Hi! And welcome!! 😊 I’m always very happy to answer questions about my fics so please never hesitate to slide into this ask box if you have more!!

The ending of Nocturne was indeed meant to be ambiguous, though I left clues here and there throughout the story to speak to the reader’s own imagination or to help them in a certain direction! That said, I do have my own version of the ending that’s still implied in what i wrote.

You can compare Yoongi in this story to a kind of siren, luring humans in with his voice and trapping them there with him forever (or until their mortality catches up on them). His intentions are not exactly evil or malicious, but they are selfish. Y/n here was enthralled by his voice and his beauty and wanted him on her own accord, but he made sure she’d never leave the second her lips touched the lotus petals to drink from the water. From that moment on she was trapped by her own feelings of love and desire, her sense of time and space are gone and she never even wants to think about leaving. It’s like he’s a beautiful spider who made a web of gold and honey, where the fly wouldn’t even notice the impending danger because it believes it’s in paradise.

“If only” said he, because he wished they could be together for as long as he exists, but he knows it’s not possible because he is immortal and humans are not. Y/n mentioned she’d be hungry for as long as there are courses, but she’d never see the end of them before she dies. So basically, he keeps every human young and beautiful and next to him, loves them and cares for them, but he knows their days are numbered, in the end, and so another soul (y/n) will never leave this forest again. And yet, like you said, it’s an infinitely better fate for her than the alternative 😂 i mean I wouldn’t be mad either if it was me lmao sign me up for that!

Anonymous asked:

I like this selection! I always come back here for heliotrope because I love it so much and it's so original :)

Yay, thank you so much!! 🥰 yes I really enjoy writing Heliotrope as well, though i’m a bit stuck on which direction i want to take it in. It’s a very impulsive series i just started writing for the dialogue lmao, i forgot i actually needed a decent plot as well! I’ll get there though! Thank you for sticking around! 😊

Anonymous asked:

I love the selections úwù and i'm happy to see the carnal cupidity and anemia sequels ôwô but while doing so, don't forget to take care of yourself and write in your own pace ôvô 🖤💜🖤

Thanks for letting me know, love! 🥰 and yeah i’m currently battling a throat infection bc i over exhausted myself but i’m taking care of it, gonna take my time!

Okay i realised i need to narrow down the wips i want to work on because at this rate i won’t be able to actually post anything in the foreseeable future SO i was thinking of limiting myself to these and hoping i’ll have enough inspiration for them to finish at least one of them soon-ish:

- Carnal Cupidity (sequel)

- Unsoiled (MY - true blood! AU, vampire!yoongi, donor!reader)

- Heliotrope

- Under the Missiletoe (this could also be postponed until Christmas eve, together with A Midnight Miracle as a double update bc i feel bad for leaving you guys hanging since last year)

- Anemia (sequel)

Let me know what you think, if you’re happy with this selection or if you’d rather see something else updated and why! I’m trying to get an idea of what you guys would like to see. I might post small blurbs if inspiration is dead but i’ll try not to do that too much and really focus on the fics.

last line tag

tagged by @ahloveisboo , thank you babe! <3

RULES: type the latest line from your wip and tag as many people as there are words in the line.

❝ He told me, um,... to tell you that you could send him ‘a dozen blushing bloodbags’ but that he won’t budge. ❞

— Unsoiled (Min Yoongi)

tagging @johobi , @winetae , @btssmutgalore , @kpopfanfictrash , @yoonia , @joonbird , @kookingtae and anyone who’s feeling this!!

this or that 💌 intimate moments

Thanks for tagging me babe @kookingtae !! This is so cute omg! ❤️

love at first sight or slowly growing fond of someonelove letters or mixtapes ♡ hand kisses or kisses on the cheeksunderstanding each other without words or finishing each other’s sentences ♡ gazing into each other’s eyes or looking away blushing ♡ longing to be with someone again or spending every second together laughing together or crying together ♡ someone run their fingers through your hair or gently playing with your hand ♡ surprise kisses or long tight hugs

Tagging everyone and anyone who wants to do this! ❤️

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