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I’ve been MIA for quite a while. But in my defense, I had a good reason and it’s these two. IVF, 9 month twin pregnancy, and super traumatic birth, plus seven weeks of solo-ing their care during the day while dad’s at work. But now that I’m not working and they sleep (sort of) I’ll be getting back to writing.
Summary: Y/N and Dean met a few years ago, both lost in the uncertainty of their lives which were so far from what they had hoped for them to be, but love affairs end, some with heartbreak. Y/N moves on but when her new life sends her crashing back into Dean’s orbit, she wonders if, for her, it will ever truly be over.
Pairings: Dean x Reader
Warnings: Angst, Fluff
Word Count: 9085 words
A/N: Series Masterlist is HERE. This was posted 4 weeks ago over on my Patreon. The next chapter is already available there, along with more new fic and other recent chapters of other series’, all available over there from just £3 a month.
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AS IS A COFFEE SHOULD YOU FEEL SO MOVED https://ko-fi.com/thinkinghardhardlythinking
This story is amazingly heart wrenching and happy, heartbreaking and on-cloud-nine love affair whimsy. Do yourself a favor and read it. Because my god, the writing is beautiful and the story is absolute perfection.
hi!! i'm trying to get to your masterlist from my computer but i can't get it because it keeps moving when i hover over it 😭
Oh no! I'm sorry! Here is the direct link: https://fairlyspnfanfic.tumblr.com/post/129188709044/masterlist
I’m severely lacking in story ideas! HELP!!! Send me your requests, your ideas, your scene-that-you-want-written, storylines you’d like, prompts....ANYTHING! I need the creative outlet but all my brain has flowing right now is plothole-less smut!
What won’t I write, you ask?
Well, I write Supernatural fics pretty specifically.
I won’t write for the actors, just the characters.
I won’t incorporate or write for shows that I’m unfamiliar with. I couldn’t do them justice and my brain won’t let me do that.
Although I may be willing to do it if it fits the story, I typically won’t write pregnancy storylines, with or without a baby being born. I’m infertile and going through IVF with my husband. Some things are just to raw for me to put into print just yet.
Other than that, go for it! Send me everything! Show me what you got and I’ll get it written. PRETTY PLEASE!
Squares Filled: …none. Surprisingly. Warnings: Suggestive content, verbal disagreements, cliffhanger ending Credits: same as always Word Count: 2517 A/N: Hi! Don’t hate me. Please.
Oh my! I need more, so much more of this!
Squares Filled: Austin - @winchesterandbeyondbingo // Quote 16: You should stop with the flirty comments and the eye thing you do - @spnquotebingo // Out of the Black - @badbitchesbingo // Futuristic AU - @spnaubingo (Set in 2023) // Unrequited love @spnmixedbingo // Warnings: Boyfriend surprises, amazing friends, suggestive content, allusions to sexual activities, depression, alcohol consumption, the ever present language warning Credits: same as always // Stone Sour’s ‘Bother’ also featured Word Count: 2853 A/N: Okay, okay, I am just asking you to please, please read this before you yell at me. I am not controlling these characters anymore - they’ve taken the story and run with it. I have a very vague idea about what’s going to happen but they’re making this burn even slower than I wanted. I will admit that the story is incredibly intriguing and delightful, though.
“Oh.” You and Jensen stood next to each other as you took in the room. There wasn’t much in the way of furnishings - the bed, two night stands, a dresser, a small desk with chair, and an armchair and ottoman with a lamp behind it next to a sliding glass door leading onto a balcony.
Love, love, love, love, LOVE this fic. More please :)
Summary: When your past comes back to haunt you, who will prevail? Hunting had been your life since you were 4 years-old. The monsters that started you on that path had resurfaced, but after taking them out, you ended up in Heaven with an impossible choice; do you stay there or do you go back to the Winchester’s? Will the price they pay to keep you be too steep?
Words: 2270
Warnings: NSFW, Smut, 18+ only, sexy times
PART ONE PART TWO PART THREE PART FOUR PART FIVE PART SIX PART SEVEN PART EIGHT PART NINE PART TEN PART ELEVEN PART TWELVE PART THIRTEEN
Words failed me as I froze, completely still as the water level rose, covering my bottom lip. My eyes locked on his. He leaned forward, crossing his arms on the rim of the tub and squatting down. We were eye to eye now and his emerald orbs bore themselves into me. I felt my heart as though it were sinking through my chest, taking my breath along with it. Tears sprang to my eyes, and I fought hard against them.
It didn’t take long for my eyelids to fail and my tears to start falling down my face. Dean reached forward, catching one with his thumb as he wiped it across my cheek, caressing my face in his palm as he did so.
My breathing was shaky at best as I lowered myself further. I watched as he kicked one leg over the side of the tub followed by the other as he stood in the water, fully clothed.
“Seems we have some talking to do.” His words came out low and muffled as he stepped towards me, his hands fidgeting at his sides.
Timezone reblog
Thanks for the tag @calaofnoldor. I had to start a new one cause the last one was a tad long lol
Last song: “There Is No Arizona” by Jamie O’Neal
Last movie: uhhhhh… *checks Netflix watch history* ReMastered: Devil at the Crossroads
Currently reading: nothing atm, although I did just receive 2 book orders
Currently watching: nothing? I’m still getting used to my new xFi thingy
Currently craving: Starbucks fruity drinks and/or something cold lol
Tagging: @writethelifeyouwant @alleiradayne @thinkinghardhardlythinking @cockslut-padalecki @idreamofplaid @fangirlxwritesx67 @stusbunker @steelsings @deanwinchesterswitch (sorry if you’ve already been tagged!)
thank you for tagging me @peridottea91 💞 and also to @deanwanddamons and @princessmisery666 for including me too! x
Last song: reggaetón lento by cnco ft. little mix
Last movie: death becomes her
Currently reading: so many fics, but i am trying to get through come out tonight by richard laymon
Currently watching: binging superstore on netflix and now lucifer is back, no doubt i’ll be catching up on that
Currently craving: the leftovers of last night’s chinese with @footballffbarbiex nom nom
Thanks for the tag, @cockslut-padalecki!!
Last song: You Should’ve Seen The Other Guy–Nathaniel Rateliff and the Night Sweats
Last movie: I literally do not remember the last time I took a couple hours to watch a movie. Maybe There Will Be Blood?
Currently reading: My textbooks 🙃 But I did read Wild Game recently
Currently watching: The only thing I’m keeping up with rn is 90 Day Fiancée, it’s my weekly treat
Currently craving: Well now I’m craving Chinese, Lis!! But I’ve been wanting gummy candy BAD for the last few days. Been trying to trick my brain into thinking fruit is the same, but no success yet.
Thanks for the tag! *internally fangirl panicing* @watermelonlipstick
Last song: I miss you by blink-182
Last movie: Julie and Julia (if you’ve not seen it and like cooking, I recommend giving it a go)
Currently reading: Tons of fics but also slowly getting through Love, Lucy by Lucille Ball
Currently watching: Re-watching Criminal Minds for the millionth time, while I make a t-shirt blanket.
Currently craving: I cut junk food from my diet 2 weeks ago and so I am craving a lot of things but mostly pizza and Takis.
Oh my! Being tagged in things is super exciting for me :) Vacation may have delayed my response but I’ll be damned if I don’t do it!!! Thanks @flannellover67
Last song: "All My Livin Time” by Radio Company
Last movie: Accepted - The whole world slept on this movie in 2006. Justin Long and Jonah Hill are comedy gold. I’ll live and die by that statement!!
Currently reading: Do textbooks count? Please say no. Leisurely? Midnight Sun because I’m not ashamed of my love for Twilight, no matter how problematic it is. Plus a ton of fics.
Currently watching: "Dave” on Hulu. Lil Dicky is amazing.
Currently craving: The half drank coffee on my desk that I haven’t had time to drink and it is now technically iced coffee. Cause I’m a 35 year-old adult who is lame and works while going to school.
Summary: When your past comes back to haunt you, who will prevail? Hunting had been your life since you were 4 years-old. The monsters that started you on that path had resurfaced, but after taking them out, you ended up in Heaven with an impossible choice; do you stay there or do you go back to the Winchester's? Will the price they pay to keep you be too steep?
Words: 2270
Warnings: NSFW, Smut, 18+ only, sexy times
PART ONE PART TWO PART THREE PART FOUR PART FIVE PART SIX PART SEVEN PART EIGHT PART NINE PART TEN PART ELEVEN PART TWELVE PART THIRTEEN
Words failed me as I froze, completely still as the water level rose, covering my bottom lip. My eyes locked on his. He leaned forward, crossing his arms on the rim of the tub and squatting down. We were eye to eye now and his emerald orbs bore themselves into me. I felt my heart as though it were sinking through my chest, taking my breath along with it. Tears sprang to my eyes, and I fought hard against them.
It didn’t take long for my eyelids to fail and my tears to start falling down my face. Dean reached forward, catching one with his thumb as he wiped it across my cheek, caressing my face in his palm as he did so.
My breathing was shaky at best as I lowered myself further. I watched as he kicked one leg over the side of the tub followed by the other as he stood in the water, fully clothed.
“Seems we have some talking to do.” His words came out low and muffled as he stepped towards me, his hands fidgeting at his sides.
Summary: When your past comes back to haunt you, who will prevail? Hunting had been your life since you were 4 years-old. The monsters that started you on that path had resurfaced, but after taking them out, you ended up in Heaven with an impossible choice; do you stay there or do you go back to the Winchester's? Will the price they pay to keep you be too steep?
Words: 2230
Warnings: Angst, death of a character
PART ONE PART TWO PART THREE PART FOUR PART FIVE PART SIX PART SEVEN PART EIGHT PART NINE PART TEN PART ELEVEN PART TWELVE
I crouched down onto the dirty tile floor of the motel bathroom with the can of black spray paint clutched in my hand. I went to work immediately; painting the symbols of the trap in as accurate detail as I could remember.
“Sam,” I called out into the living area, louder than I had intended. I heard his guttural reply as he poked his head in the door, disapprovingly. “Is this right?”
He glowered at me momentarily before giving me a curt nod in the affirmative.
“Thanks, Samuel.” There was a bitterness in my tone that was entirely intentional. He hadn’t kept his feelings on the matter quiet. Especially when I rooted around in the back of the Impala, disorganizing everything as I pulled out the hemlock along with my old switchblade and a silver crucifix Dean had kept tucked away in the back.
Oh, to be ✨railed✨ by Dean Winchester
Oh, yes. Yes please.
sorry to bother you again! I would really love it if you would add my to your tag list for Ties That Bind Us? (and really anything you do thats Dean or Jensen) I am in love with this story and I'm almost caught up. You are amazing!! <3 <3 <3
You’re not a bother at all! I’m adding you now :) I’m sorry I missed you!! Thank you so much! Reading your comments gives me such a thrill and makes writing it all that much more worthwhile <3 <3
Summary: When your past comes back to haunt you, who will prevail? Hunting had been your life since you were 4 years-old. The monsters that started you on that path had resurfaced, but after taking them out, you ended up in Heaven with an impossible choice; do you stay there or do you go back to the Winchester's? Will the price they pay to keep you be too steep?
Words: 2366
Warnings: Car crash, death of a character, implied violence, first aid, language
PART ONE PART TWO PART THREE PART FOUR PART FIVE PART SIX PART SEVEN PART EIGHT PART NINE PART TEN PART ELEVEN
The crash happened so suddenly. The SUV just in front of me careened into the side of a bright yellow moving truck, scraping against its side at a high enough speed to flip the smaller vehicle over. I watched in horror as the moving truck seemed to move in slow motion, falling towards the other vehicle, crumpling the front end as it went.
I moved without thinking, making short work of my seatbelt as I locked the transmission into park and switched off the ignition. My door was open with my feet carrying me away from the car before the engine fully calmed. The cab of the truck hung over the smashed SUV. I tip toed up to the window, peering in to see what I could make out. “Can you hear me?” I asked, panicked. There was no answer, but I could see the driver leaned back in the driver’s seat, his eyes closed and mouth hanging open. I pressed my fingers against his neck, desperately searching for a pulse.
Her masterlist is filled with series, so if you like longer stories, you’ll love these! If you’d like to start out with just a one-shot, maybe read Hidden, first. It’s a Sam x reader fic with a little bit of everything in it!
Their masterlist is massively multi-fandom and also includes some original works! For a lovely little smuyty one-shot with Dean, go read Dinner Is Ready!
She’s got a masterlist full of Dean stories in every size you can want, so there’s plenty to choose from! Maybe start with an angsty little drabble like Started Out With A Kiss?
I just want you to know that you write for Dean and Sam AMAZINGLY! I literally feel like they are speaking to me when I read which makes the immersion level like at 1000! Thank you SO much for your work!!
Thank you so much! You have no idea how much that means to me. I’m not crying. Nope. It’s just raining on my face or something.
Can I be tagged in the tires that bind us please?
Of course! I’ve added you to the list :)
Summary: When your past comes back to haunt you, who will prevail? Hunting had been your life since you were 4 years-old. The monsters that started you on that path had resurfaced, but after taking them out, you ended up in Heaven with an impossible choice; do you stay there or do you go back to the Winchester's? Will the price they pay to keep you be too steep?
Words: 2323
Warnings: Callbacks to old episodes, sad Dean, depictions of violence, car theft
My hands squeezed the grey leather that was wrapped around the steering wheel; the sweat of my palms drifting onto the fabric as my fingers gripped ever tighter. Just drive I told myself, willing my foot to remain stable on the gas pedal as my eyes flicked up at the rearview mirror. The engine began to rev, urging my left foot towards the clutch as I moved the car into fifth gear. The hum of the transmission settled as the car propelled forward, carrying me closer and closer to my destination.
The old silver Honda Civic had been sitting in the parking lot when I walked out of the hotel lobby. The driver’s side door was even unlocked, as if waiting for me. Sam had followed behind me, just far enough to make eye contact with me through the driver’s side window as I drove past him and out of the parking lot, having hotwired the car easily. His eyebrows had been pursed, but his reluctance to chase after me told me he understood.
Dean was in the wind. I couldn’t blame him. Who’d really want to hang around the clingy damaged goods that I was at the time? But now, I was more committed than ever to never being forced to rely on anyone but myself.
