If You Told Me You Loved Me
I would think of our lives
how we met and you saved me
how your dimples come out when you smile
how my hand feels empty when yours isn’t in it
how you talked with me for three hours to keep me from taking the pills
how I don’t think I can survive without you
I would think of our lives
how your sister called me a whore
how my friends smashed your windshield for me
how you left last winter
how it broke me
how I don’t think I can survive losing you again
I would think of our lives
how I can’t survive
I would think of our lives
and I can’t handle the thoughts
so please, if you still do
don’t tell me you love me
- j.g. // if you told me you loved me // 07.03.2017