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vmon | e18

unfinished draft

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DUDE IM-

THEY REALLY-

IM FREAKING SCREAMING OH MY GOD.

I haven’t drawn my favorite boy(s?) in a while

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@theoneandonlyspoon @vaporeonswag this could be us but you playin'

Nala The Golden Retriever 🐕

“ Eremin is canon,“ I say into the mic.

The crowd boos. I begin to walk off in shame, when a voice speaks and commands silence from the room.

"He’s right,” they say. I look for the owner of the voice. There in the 5th row, Hajime Isayama himself

According to the new Queen/Freddie Mercury biopic the B in LGBT stands for Bohemian Rhapsody

I don’t know if some people just experience panic attacks way different from the way I do, but a lot of writers seem to write panic attacks as thought they read a list of symptoms and just picked some to go with. Here are things for writing panic attacks:

There are a lot of different symptoms to panic attacks—and I always know when one is coming on unless I wake up in one.

Some signs before the big drop:

Sweating. I sweat excessively. My palms especially turn into slick pools of icky liquid.

I shake like a leaf skittering in the wind. Just. Tremble.

My heart goes double-time.

I get irritable. I snap at people sometimes.

My throat tightens like someone is choking me.

My throughts focus in on the fact that I’m about to panic and I get fidgety. I try to leave and go to someplace where I can be alone. A really common place? A bathroom.

But I still try to lessen the attack. I take preventive measures.

During the anxiety attack:

I breathe. In fact, I breathe too much. I hyperventilate. Sometimes I black out.

Sometimes, I cry. When I do, it’s gross. It’s not pretty in the slightest. I’m panicked, I’m freaking out. It’s not just a few sad tears.

When I don’t cry, I clench up. Just. Ball of fear. I press my hands to my fluttering heart and panic some more.

I think dumb stuff. Heart attack? Kidney stones? Have to escape through a window?

I also try to calm my breathing. I count and list things. It’s not all panic, although that’s a lot of it.

Afterwards:

I’m still a mess. My eyes are red-rimmed. I’m flushed, shaking, sweaty.

Sometimes (often times), I end up having another panic/anxiety attack afterwards. It may take a while, but the stress is still there and it builds up.

I need alone time too.

So here’s so stuff for those writing panic/anxiety attacks! It’s different for everyone, but here are some of my personal experiences.

From my experiences, my panic attacks are very sudden. It usually takes me, at most, two minutes to enter a full-blown panic attack.

It usually starts off in the area between my lungs and my stomach before moving upwards.

My symptoms include:

Please do your research when writing about panic attacks. They’re so much more overwhelming and destroying than people make them out to be.

As a frequent panic attack “patient” (no idea what to call myself), I find myself feeling horribly embarrassed about every having a panic attack. It eats away at my pride immediately.

I wanna be out but like I don’t want to come out I just want to magically already be out

I cant relate more to this than i already am

THINGS WHICH MAKE WRITERS ANXIOUS: