cannot believe i’m reblogging clexa content in this the year 2020
so much has changed in four years that this hardly feels real - like an actual moment that happened. i remember that night in 2016 like it was yesterday and how long i spent crying and how many messages i fielded from people who were just as upset and distraught. i remember everything that came from that. i remember feeling like i had something so viciously ripped away from me that meant so much. and despite having moved on from fandom for the most part, this ending means so much to me. it’s closure to a wound i didn’t even realize was still open. it’s validation that this thing i loved so much for so long and gave me SO much is there in the end. it’s so full circle and tonight is a celebration for all that we went through. even four years later - seeing the fandom come alive again and celebrate this warms my heart. we deserve this.
I love you. I’ll always be with you. (x)
The entire Clexa fandom, having not watched t100 in four years, scrolling down their feed rn:
i am in PAIN
Clexa AU: In those happy, quiet moments.
STOP EVERYTHING!
Clarke’s drawings from the Shallow Valley diner set where Clarke and Madi lived in season 5.
This is so fucking cute.
Dear insecure males who hate muscle on women: No, I am not trying to be a man nor look like one. And if I resemble one, then sweet. That’s really not hurtful to hear. Androgyny is badass to me. I’m just speaking for myself here but let me also defend the girls with muscle who would call themselves feminine. Just because those women have muscle, does not make them any less of a woman. How dare you act like muscle is only a thing men desire. You’re wrong. Some women love their muscle and want to push it to the limits. And leave steroids out of the conversation. OF COURSE it’s extremely harmful to take drugs to grow muscle but could you at least consider that there possibly are genetic freaks out there? Or maybe remind yourself before you talk shit, that you don’t even know that person? - they could have been training for 8+ years straight to achieve that physique! Take me for example. People question if I am transitioning and what I tell them is “No, but I am flattered you would think that.” If they assume this then they assume I’m taking Testosterone, but I have been a natural lifter my whole life, lifted on and off years before, and only just got a gym membership 5 months ago. So again, to go back to my point and though I myself don’t want to claim the title “genetic freak”.. I think I fall somewhere near that. So stop yelling “roids!” at every girl that may have a little more muscle than you. I LOOK the way I do because of how I eat and train. I LOVE looking “yoked” or “swole breh”. I LOVE being strong. While for others, the goals are different and that is super okay. So guys, quit that ugly mentality that muscular women are not acceptable.
Let me end this with a comment I came across once.. said by a guy.
“If men don’t like muscle on women, then they are weak”.
Fuck parties man I just wanna drive to the lake and look up at the stars w someone I love
having a crush on a girl is all fun and games until you discover that she’s everything you’ve wanted and you don’t know how to deal
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