pistanthrophobia

“Most of the time, most days, I feel… nothing. I don’t feel anything. It is so boring. I wake up and I think, “Again ? Really ? I have to do this again ?” And what I really don’t understand is, how come everybody else isn’t screaming with boredom too ? I try to find ways of making myself feel something. More and more and more, but it doesn’t make any difference. No matter what I do, I don’t feel anything.”

are you wearing it?