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@just-a-blackhole / just-a-blackhole.tumblr.com

non-binary, need peanut butter to survive
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I shall live on dreams because reality is too cruel for me. I think I shall be the kind of person that nobody understands,

AnaΓ―s Nin, Linotte: The Early Diary of AnaΓ―s Nin, 1914-1920
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β€œi feel like i have no purpose” You are not a fixed entity. You do not have one grand, singular, constant purpose. As long as you have genuine intent behind your actions, everything you do serves a purpose. As long as you are truly present, you notice that everything contributes to a greater whole. You do not need to dedicate yourself endlessly to one practice to achieve a purpose; allow yourself to oscillate freely between them all. Experiment. You are not one dimensional: treat yourself as such.

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doomed by the narrative but not to death. doomed to survive. doomed to stay alive inside the story. doomed to never escape the narrative, not even through death. you are allowed no exit. there is no way out for you and there never was. you couldn’t die if you wanted to. the narrative has a hold on you and it won’t let go. death is too sweet a doom for you. the story has something much worse in mind. there is no way out.

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dumbandy

i miss being a sixteen year old girl and having all the motivation to get out of this place, now I'm eighteen and I feel like maybe I just have to accept that this is it

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