It terrifies me that there’s so much raging passion in the lgbt+ community that insist on marginalizing asexuals and implying that asexuals don’t deserve to have safe spaces. There’s still so much acephobia so I just wanna know which blogs are genuinely supportive and a safe space for asexuals
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I’m so mad because this worked
help me roger
Reblogging myself because… what was that? Five minutes?
O_O
………my friend has made me curious
help me roger
Update: after I reblogged this someone messaged me offering me tickets to the sold out Hausu screening with a Q&A and autograph session with the director
These never work for me, but here’s to trying.
Eh Roger is cute I might as well
That fish is so happy it makes me happy.
Reblogging myself because I reblogged this yesterday and got promoted today!
oh what the hell…lol.
this is important
This anatomy test tomorrow lol
JUDGE MEEEEEE
I was ashamed to reblog this but I did get really great news the next day so WTF.
hartwin + wearing tuxedo
It’ll mean a lot to my friend, who’s having a tough time with bullies lately.
Instant reblog, every time I see this
smashed the reblog button
Yes I support basic human rights
I have so many gay friends that if I didn’t reblog this, they would all kill me.
I am gay.
spECTACULAR!!!
Ok but the real question is whether Sirius black was a leather or jean jacket kind of guy
Personally I imagine him to be a leather jacket guy because “it goes well with [his] hair”
“Padfoot, as your best mate I feel obligated to let you know that you look like an absolute plonker in that leather jacket.”
“You’re one to talk, Prongs, you wear denim on denim.”
“It’s IN right now!”
“Drop it, you both look daft!“
“Oh look who’s talking, Moony the only thing you ever wear is patterned jumpers.“
“Well, I think you look great!”
“Thanks Wormtail, good to know one other person here has fashion sense.”
“Stuff it Prongs, he was talking to me.”
“You realize that’s coming from the bloke who wears corduroy pants, right?”
“Sorry Moony, I can’t hear you over the sound of your BELL BOTTOMS.”
“I wore those one time!!”
“bELL BOTTOMS and sUSPENDERS!“
“Face it Moony, you suck balls.“
“Woah, why am I getting ganged up on??“
“WhY aM i gEtTiNg GaNgEd Up On¿?“
Request: Hey, I just love your imagines and could I request about a Sirius imagine where the two of them have been the closest of friends for years and Sirius loves her so one day he’s like “Fuck it” and runs over to her and kisses her and when they finally pull apart she goes “what took you so long?” THANK YOU SO MUCH (sorry this was so specific) 😍😍😍😍😂
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“Budge over,” Y/N gave Sirius a gentle nudge as she tried to sit down next to him in the common room. “But I’m so comfortable,” Sirius smirked, stretching out even further across the couch. “Sirius,” Y/N whined. She tried to shove him to one side of the couch, but he wouldn’t budge. “Fine,” she sighed dramatically before throwing herself into his lap and obnoxiously sprawling out on top of him. “Fine,” He laughed, not bothering to try to move her. “Are you going to move now?” She asked him triumphantly. “Mm, nope. Don’t think so,” he shrugged. “Okay, I tried,” Y/N sighed, moving to stand up, but Sirius wrapped his arms and legs around her so she couldn’t move. “No! Spend time with me!” He shouted, burying his face into her neck. “Then move!” She laughed, trying to squirm out of his grip. “But you’re so warm,” he whined, holding onto her tighter. “You are a pain, Sirius,” She shook her head with a laugh, but nonetheless stopped trying to escape his strong grip. “If you’re going to hold me captive here, can I at least get comfortable?” Y/N asked after a few minutes of silence. “I am not holding you captive, you love this,” Sirius corrected her. “But, yes. C'mhere,” He let go of her for only a second as she got comfortable on the couch, and began to reach for a book out of her bag on the floor.
“Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N don’t you dare reach for that horrid book,” Sirius warned. “You don’t even know what book it is!” Y/N protested. “I know that it is going to take your attention away from me, therefore it is horrid,” Sirius stated, matter-of-factly. “You’re so needy,” Y/N laughed, ruffling his hair. “Oi! Be careful with m'hair!” He whined, but made no effort to stop her from continuing to run her fingers through his locks. “Sirius, your hair is a mess. I couldn’t possibly do anything to mess it up,” she told him. “I like it messy,” Sirius pouted. “I’m making a statement,” he declared, causing the girl to laugh. “Yeah, okay. Whatever you say, buddy,” she laughed, patting his head before continuing to play with his hair. “Feels nice,” he admitted with a content sigh after a few minutes of more silence. Y/N nudged her nose against his head and hummed in acknowledgement. “Sleepy?” He asked her. “Little bit,” she admitted with a small nod. Sirius began to draw patterns on her arm with his fingers.
“For the record, I could have been reading this whole time,” she said sleepily after a few more minutes of silence. “No, you’re spending time with me,” Sirius pouted. “We aren’t even talking,” Y/N laughed. “We’re bonding!” Sirius cried dramatically. Y/N laughed and shook her head, but she snuggled into him, losing the energy to do anything but take a nap.
“Sirius!” A high pitched squeal woke Y/N from her peaceful nap. “Hm?” Sirius replied, his voice heavy with sleep. “Oh, did I wake you? I’m so sorry,” the girl with the annoyingly familiar voice told him. “’S fine. What’s up, Penny?” Sirius asked. Y/N’s eyes shot open at this to find that it was, in fact, who she was afraid it was. “Your sleepy voice is so cute! Anyways, I’ve been looking for you all afternoon. I was gonna see if you wanted to go hang out by the black lake tonight?” Penny asked him. Her feigned innocence made Y/N want to vomit. “Yeah, Sure-” “Pads.. it’s Friday,” Y/N interrupted him. “We’ve spent the afternoon together, thats enough, right?” He asked. “I’ll go with Penny tonight, and then I’ll spend the night with you tomorrow,” he offered after seeing the dissatisfied look on Y/N’s face. “You’re joking,” Y/N shook her head, astounded that he was choosing Penny over her. “Love, it’s just one night…” he said gently. “Whatever,” Y/N rolled her eyes and snatched her belongings up off of the floor. “Have fun,” She snapped at him before she made her way to her dorm.
After a few hours of sulking alone in her dorm, James burst in the door. “I really hope you two aren’t shagging- where’s padfoot?” He asked. “Hilarious, James. Really,” Y/N snapped. “He’s at the black lake with Penny.” “Why in the bloody hell is he with Penny? It’s Friday! And she’s Penny!” James cried, throwing himself next to Y/N on the bed. “Because Penny is the sweetest, prettiest little flower of a human bring to ever exist!” Y/N feigned excitement, and then rolled her eyes. “I have never hated someone so much, Prongs,” Y/N huffed. “I know.. why doesn’t Sirius know that?” James asked. “I’ve never complained to him about her because I didn’t even know he knew her!I’ve seen them anywhere near each other until today!” Y/N said, exasperated. “Then She just strolls up, while Sirius and I are in the middle of a nap, and wakes us up to ask him to go out!” “Like a normal Sirius and Y/N nap?” James asked. “What does that even mean?” Y/N laughed slightly. “I mean like was he cuddling you to the point that you were almost suffocating?” James chuckled. “Yes. When isn’t he?” Y/N asked, confused.
“So you’re telling me that Penny strolled up while Padfoot was literally engulfing you and asked him out?” James asked incredulously. Y/N only nodded. “Why on earth..” James muttered. “Is it not enough for her to take away every guy I try to date? Now she wants my best friend, too?” Y/N’s voice changed from anger to sadness, and James looked up to find her blinking back tears. “Hey, she isn’t taking Padfoot away from you! It’s just one night. He loves you,” James assured her, scooting closer to lay an arm around her shoulders. “James, you know how it happens every time,” Y/N whispered. “He’s your best friend. You know that you come first,” James tried. “I come first, but the first time she asks him to hang out, it’s on our night and he blows me off?” Y/N raised an eyebrow before shrugging out of James’ grip and flopping back onto the bed. “Well… you shouldn’t just stay here and be upset about it. Why don’t you come to the forest with me, Moony, and Wormtail?” James offered. “We’re gonna have a fire and roast marshmallows, and make s'mores…” he trailed off. “I might as well,” Y/N shrugged, hopping off of her bed and putting on her shoes. “Atta girl!” James grinned. “We’re gonna have the best night ever.”
The four of them did, in fact have a great night. James, Remus, and Peter did a good job of keeping Y/N’s mind off of Sirius and Penny. She almost forgot she was mad at him, until he approached her at breakfast the following morning. “Hey, Love! Ready to spend the day together?” He asked as he threw his arm around her shoulder. Y/N moved out of his grip and stood up, “No.” “But we’re supposed to spend today together,” disappointment was evident in his voice, but Y/N wasn’t ready to give in. “Our night wasn’t important to you yesterday, your makeup day isn’t important to me today,” she shrugged. Sirius grabbed her arm to stop her from leaving. “Love, don’t be like that. You know that our time is important to me. That’s why I planned a makeup day today… Because I want to spend time with you..” he sighed. “Bummer,” Y/N rolled her eyes and shook her arm out of his grip. Sirius searched for a reason to make her stay, when he spotted her uneaten breakfast. “At least stay and finish your breakfast. We can work this out while you eat…” he pleased. “I lost my appetite,” Y/N said nonchalantly, and left the great hall.
“What’s got your wand in a knot?” Lily asked as Sirius threw himself face-first onto a couch in the common room. “Y/N completely blew off our day together today,” Sirius huffed, before dramatically shoving his face back into the cushion. “I mean, you did kind of do the same thing to her last night, so you really can’t be mad at her, mate…” James spoke up. “Wait, You cancelled on her last night?” Lily asked. “Well, yeah-” Sirius started. “Then where was she? When she didn’t come back to the room, I assumed she was spending the night with you?” Lily cut him off. “I invited her to spend the night in the woods with me and Moony and Wormtail because she was upset,” James told Lily. “Why was she so upset? It was just one night. And I spent all afternoon with her,” Sirius tried to defend himself. “Yeah, but it was YOU GUYS’ night. And you ditched her for Penny,” James told him.
“You did not ditch her on YOUR night for Penny!” Lily gasped. “What’s wrong with Penny? I didn’t have a particularly spectacular time with her, but I didn’t think she was horrible…” Sirius sat up. “Sirius, do you remember why things didn’t work out with Y/N and Andrew?” Lily asked him. “Um…” Sirius thought for a minute. “Andrew decided to stop seeing her because he started seeing a girl called Penny,” he finally remembered. “And why did Benjamin stop taking her out after a few months?” James asked him. Sirius pondered this. “Because he started taking out… Penny…” he supplied slowly. “And why did William break up with her two months ago after they were in a relationship for over a year?” Lily raised and eyebrow.
Sirius’ face dropped when he remembered the night that Y/N came to his dorm, crying her eyes out. It had taken him 30 minutes to calm her down enough to explain that her boyfriend, her first serious boyfriend, had broken up with her because Penny had started showing interest in him, and he wanted to go after her. “Her broke up with her because Penny started going after him.. oh, Merlin! I didn’t even realize! How could I be so clueless?” Sirius jumped off of the couch. “I’ve got to go apologize!”
“Y/N,” Sirius called softly as he knocked on her door. “No thank you,” she called back. Sirius tried to open the door, only to find it locked. “Love, will you please just open the door?” He asked. “Don’t really feel like it,” Y/N replied. “Y/N, Babe, I didn’t mean to make you upset, you know that…” No answer. “Baby, I really wanna spend time with you,” he whined. “Yeah? Well I have better things to do. Why don’t you go ask Penny, since spending time with her is obviously so important to you as well?” Y/N snapped. Sirius sighed and made his way back to his room, determined to find something to draw Y/N out of her dorm.
By the time Sirius found Y/N’s favorite book, the one she always read when she couldn’t sleep, or when she had nothing else to do, or when Sirius asked her to read to him- Y/N was gone. “What do you mean she’s gone? She was just here!” Sirius groaned. “She was gone when we got here,” Lily shrugged. Sirius huffed, considering all the places she might be. “Pads, I know you’re frustrated, but you two spend every Friday night together, and you left her last night for the girl who has made it her mission to make Y/N hurt. She’s gonna be upset with you for a little bit,” James told him. “Thats why I have to find her! I have to tell her I’m sorry and that no one, especially not Penny, will ever be as important to me as she is. I love Y/N!” Sirius exclaimed. James and Lily shared a look as Sirius took off to find Y/N.
He started by checking the library, only to find that she wasn’t there. He then checked the black lake, but Y/N wasn’t there, either. When he finally found her, she was sitting under a tree in the forbidden Forrest, reading a book. “Been looking for you everywhere,” he said quietly as he approached her. “Okay?” She shrugged, and scooted away from him as he sat down next to her. Y/N knew she was being childish, but she was hurt, and she wasn’t ready to forgive him just yet. "Love, will you please just let me apologize?“ Sirius sighed. “I really don’t want to hear it, Sirius,” she huffed as she stood up and left. “Merlin, I messed up,” Sirius said to himself, shaking his head.
Y/N avoided Sirius for the rest of the day, and when night fell, Sirius found himself alone in his dorm, guzzling down a bottle of firewhiskey. How could he have been so stupid? He had known the whole time how Y/N felt about Penny, but he hadn’t put 2 and 2 together. What kind of jerk ditches his best friend for the ONE PERSON she doesn’t like? What kind of jerk ditches his best friend for any girl at all? Sirius thought to himself. I’m the worst. I have to apologize. That’s it! I’m sure if I show her how sorry I am, she’ll have to forgive me! Sirius decided, standing up and drunkenly marching to Y/N’s dorm, ignoring the fact that it was extremely late. Somehow, in his drunken stupor, he still managed to disarm the girls’ stairway.
Y/N was still awake, reading a book and sulking a bit, when the pounding started on her door. “Baby! Please open the door!” Sirius yelled from the other side. Y/N shot out of bed and slammed the door open. “Y/N!-Baby!” Sirius grinned, still shouting when the door opened. “Sirius! Shut up! Are you mad? It’s 2:30 in the morning!” Y/N whisper-yelled at him. “’M sorry baby! ’M so so so so s-sorry!” He slurred, leaping into her arms. “I love you so much, ’m s'sorry,” he said into her hair. “Sirius, are you drunk?” Y/N pulled away from him to look him in the eye. He opened his mouth with the intention of telling her ‘no,’ but he couldn’t bring himself to look her in the eye and lie. “A lil,” he admitted. “But I lo-love ya, baby and I’m really really s-sorry!” He threw himself back into her arms, causing both of them to fall on the floor in the doorway. “Y/N,” Lily groaned sleepily from her bed. “Make him shut up.” “’M workin’ on it,” Y/N huffed as Sirius continued rambling on about how sorry he was, “’M sorry, baby. So s-sorry-”
“Okay, okay. Sirius, please stop talking. I get it. You’re sorry. Let’s get you into bed, okay?” Y/N shushed him. “You’ll let me stay?” He asked her hopefully. “Yes. Please just be quiet,” Y/N sighed, as she stood up, helping Sirius up as well. “I love you s'much, baby. You’re the most important thing in the world to me!” Sirius told her as she walked him to the bed. “Sirius, you are shouting,” Y/N said sternly. “’M sorry. I love you,” he slurred in a whisper. “Sirius, please just shut up,” Y/N sighed. “No! You’re still mad at me! ’M sorry, baby! Didn’t mean t’ make ya upset! I'love ya, baby!” He shouted, tightening his grip on her as she walked him to the bed. “Y/N!” Lily whined. “Okay, okay. I love you, too. You know that, Padfoot. You know I love you,” Y/N said quietly. “I know ya love m’ but y’re mad at me b'cause I went out with Penny when I'shoulda been with you,” Sirius whined, stopping in his tacks and pulling Y/N flush against him, burying his face into her neck. “I’m not mad, anymore, Sirius. See?” She smiled at him. “I’m not mad.”
“Ya should be!” Sirius cried. “I left ya on our n-night! Went wi’ Penny ‘n she’s been nothin’ but awful t'ya!” “Sirius, shhh. It’s okay, it’s okay,” Y/N assured him. “What kinda slimy git goes off wi’ someone who’s been s'mean to his best girl?” Sirius whimpered. “Shhh. Baby. It’s okay, I promise. You didn’t realize. I forgive you,” she told him, beginning to pull him toward her bed once again. “’M so stupid,” she heard him mutter and this time, she stopped him. “Sirius. Love, look at me,” She placed her hands on his cheeks and made him look down at her. “You made a mistake. I was upset and now I’m not. You aren’t stupid, Sirius. Let’s just go to bed,” she told him, earning a nod. As soon as she let go of his face, and pulled her into a hug. “Babe, we can cuddle as much as you’d like when we get you into pajamas and in bed,” Y/N promised, pulling away from him. He nodded and let her begin undressing him. She quickly unbuttoned his shirt and took it off of him, neatly folding it and placing it in a drawer, then pulling out a pair of his sweatpants that he had left in her room who-knows-how-long ago. She found that Sirius had been no help in undressing himself, and unfastened his pants and ushered him to step out of the and into the sweatpants.
“Do you want a shirt to sleep in?” She asked him tiredly. Sirius just shook his head. “Okay. Please lay down,” Y/N instructed as she lifts the covers on the bed. Sirius slumped down into the bed and before Y/N could walk around to get in on the other side, Sirius wrapped his arms around her and pulled her down on top of him. “I love you so much. You’re my whole world,” he mumbled into her collar bone. “I know, Sirius. I love you, too,” She sighed as she rolled off of him. Sirius stared at her for a few moments as she laid next to him. “You’re s’ pretty, Y/N,” he finally said with a sleepy smile on his face. “Thank you, Sirius,” Y/N shook her head with a small laugh before cuddling up to him. “I love you s’ much,” he sighed as he nuzzled into her. He pressed a kiss to her hair and then he was asleep.
A loud groan next to Y/N woke her from her sleep. She peeled her eyes open as she felt Sirius start to move. After a few more groans, and a whine about how bright it was, Sirius finally opened his eyes and looked around. “When did I… how…” he squinted as he spoke, his voice heavy with sleep. “Last night around 2:30 when you came here drunkenly shouting at me,” Y/N said as she sat up, attempting to jog his memory. “Y/N, I’m sorry! Y/N, I love you! Y/N, you’re so pretty! Y/N, you’re so important to me! Y/N, I LOVEEEEEE YOUUU!” Lily mocked. Sirius whined and rubbed his eyes. “Not so loud,” he pleaded. “Oh, no! You came in here pounding on our door and practically screaming about how much you loved Y/N while we were trying to sleep, now I’m going to scream-mock you while you are hung over,” Lily smirked. “That’s enough,” Y/N laughed, pulling Sirius to her. “Apparently, he had a rough night,” she said, dramatically petting his hair. “Of course I had a rough night!” Sirius whined. “You wouldn’t talk to me all day and I had to spend my night alone because you were mad at-HEY! You’re not mad at me anymore!” Sirius exclaimed, quickly spinning around and pinning Y/N to the bed. “You’re not mad anymore! You’re not mad anymore! You’re not mad anymore!” He cheered, leaning down and peppering her face with kisses. “And apparently you’re not hungover anymore,” Y/N muttered, pushing him away.
“That still seems mad,” Sirius frowned, sitting up on the bed. “Are you still mad?” “No,” Y/N laughed, “you’re just heavy.” “Well then, good. C'mhere,” Sirius grinned, pulling Y/N into his lap. “Sirius, sweetheart, I love you. But you smell like hangover and I really need to brush my teeth. How about you go take a shower and meet me in the Forbidden forest when you’re done?” Y/N suggested. “I like the sound of that,” Sirius replied with a goofy smile. “Alright, then get out of my room,” Y/N lightly shoved him away, but he pulled her back in to place a kiss on her cheek before exiting the room. “You’re so pretty, Y/N! I love you so much, Y/N!” Lily smirked once Sirius was out of earshot. “Shut up,” Y/N blushed. “He gets extra needy when he’s drunk.” “I’m just saying that alcohol brings out how people really feel,” Lily grinned. “It’s not- he doesn’t,” Y/N huffed, “You know he doesn’t see me that way, Lils.” “Yeah, okay,” Lily laughed, shaking her head. “Go brush your teeth and find your boyfriend.”
“What’s got you all smiley, mate?” Peter asked as Sirius entered the Marauders’ dorm and went straight for his dresser. “Y/N isn’t mad at me anymore. We’re gonna go spend the day in the forest,” Sirius grinned as he pulled on a fresh pair of trousers. “How did you manage to get off that easy?” James laughed. “Even I was mad at you for Friday night.” “Apparently I showed up at her dorm, drunk, at an ungodly hour and apologized profusely and repeatedly told her how much I love her,” Sirius shrugged, still smiling. “Wait, so she knows how you feel now?” Remus asked, wide-eyed. “What do you mean?” Sirius furrowed his brow. “Just that… ya know… you’re in love with her and all,” Remus shrugged. “Whoa, whoa, whoa. You guys think I’m in love with her? No way! She’s my best friend!” Sirius shook his head. “We just thought that in your time without her yesterday you’d realized how you felt about her, and that’s why you drunkenly confessed your love to her. But that’s okay too, stay oblivious. That works,” James shrugged.
“What on-” Peter cut Sirius off. “WAIT A MINUTE! So you still don’t know how Y/N feels about you?” He yelled. “I don’t- how does Y/N feel about me?” Sirius asked, a surprised look across his face. “Great going, Wormtail. Really. Don’t worry about it, Padfoot. Y/N is your best friend, I’m sure she feels the same way about you as you feel about her,” James smirked. “I feel like you’re talking about more than friendship,” Sirius frowned. “Do you see her as more than a friend?” Remus raised an eyebrow. “You blokes are crazy. I’m going to meet Y/N,” Sirius shook his head and rushed out of the room. “I didn’t hear a no!” James called after him.
Sirius arrived to the forest to find Y/N standing up against a tree with her sketchbook, seeming to be drawing a flower growing out of the bark. He couldn’t help but smile to himself as her tongue peaked out from between her lips. She’s probably working on the shading, Sirius thought. He had always known that his best friend was beautiful, but something about this light made her glow. The way her brow furrowed when she was concentrating, the way her hair fell around her, the way she pushed it back when it fell into her face, the small smile that appeared when she finished a section before she moved onto drawing the next part. Merlin’s beard… I think I do love her! Sirius gasped quietly, and watched Y/N continue sketching the flower as he tried to decide how to go about his situation. I couldn’t ask her on a date, we hang out all the time… I could just go for a kiss.. no, she just stopped being upset with me, I shouldn’t do anything that drastic yet… hey, Y/N have I told you that I’m in love with you? No, that’s no good…
Y/N spotted movement in the comer of her eye, and turned her head to find Sirius standing nearby. “Sirius!” She called with a smile. Fuck it, Sirius decided as he made his way over to her. He marched right up to her and took her face between his hands before pressing his lips to hers. She was too shocked to move, for a moment, and Sirius was afraid he’d made the wrong choice, but then Y/N realized what was happening and began to kiss back, just before Sirius pulled away. “I-um-I,” Sirius started. “What took you so long?” Y/N asked with a smile. Sirius kissed her again before answering. “Darling, it has occurred to me that I am extremely clueless when it comes to important things,” he said with a laugh, and Y/N grabbed his collar and pulled his mouth back down to hers.
A/N: before anything else, let’s talk about this gif of Ben ‘light of my life’ Barnes; holy fuck. he is so pretty i’m crying. can i please have him? OMG GUYS. I haven’t been able to write in forever but I finally got this one done I hope you love it! Thank you so much for your patience and your support ♡♡♡
hear me out, because this photoset is totally giving me jealous/irritated peter vibes
SIRIUS BLACK
You sigh in exasperation as another ex-girlfriend of Sirius asks you where he is.
“Down on the grounds. Where else would the git be?” You say nonchalantly, knowing it was a favorite hang out spot for him and his friends.
Once she flees the scene, you peek under the table you are using.
“She’s gone.” Out from under the table crawls the one and only Sirius Black. He dusts himself off.
“Thanks for that, Y/N.”
You roll your eyes at him. “Can’t you, for once in your life, find yourself a serious girlfriend?”
He gives you his signature charming smirk. “I could, but where would be the fun in that?”
REMUS LUPIN
“You have to hide me,” Lupin pleads. You nod and pull aside a tapestry, which he immediately ducks behind. You walk up the corridor, only to be met by James and Sirius.
“Where’s Remus? We need him,” James pleads with you.
“Library,” you answer readily. Once the duo are out of sight, you march to the tapestry and pull it to reveal a relieved Remus.
“What prank was it this time?”
“Let’s just say it involves McGonagall, Snape, rope, and a large amount of duct tape.”
“Why couldn’t you cover for them this time?”
“It’s my day off.”
PETER PETTIGREW
“No.”
“Come on, Y/N. If you do this, I’ll give you seven minutes in the closet with Sirius,” James offers. Your eyes turn to Sirius who wiggles his eyebrows at you.
“You seriously think that will tempt me?”
“Well, we need someone to help us with this next prank,” Sirius pleads.
“If you couldn’t get Peter to do it, how much more me?” You shoot back.
“Where is Peter anyway?” Lupin asks.
“Owlery. Sending a letter to his Mum.” Once you see that they’ve dashed up the flight of stairs that led to the Owlery, you duck into an empty classroom and pat the quivering Peter.
“They’re gone.”
“Thanks for that, Y/N.” He starts to walk away but turns back to you. “Why’d you do it?”
“What do you mean?” you ask him.
“Usually, people would tell them where I am. Even they do it when I ask them to hide me. Why didn’t you?”
You shrug. “Even you deserve a break every once in a while.”
“Thanks.” He gives you a small smile.
“No problem.”
JAMES POTTER
“JAMES!!!” You hear the shrill voice of Lily Evans echo through the hallway. You rub your temples, wondering what idiotic thing James did to get her attention this time.
“Hide me!” He whispers frantically before diving behind the sofa just as the portrait hole swings open to reveal a cake covered Lily.
“Where’s that narcissistic, idiotic prat?” Lily questioned you.
“Boys dormitory,” You reply, not missing a beat. She nods her thanks before marching up the stairs.
A sigh of relief and James crawls out from behind the sofa. “Thanks,” he says, laying a hand on his chest as if to calm his beating heart.
“You know, there are other ways to get her attention,” You point out.
“But she’s so beautiful when she’s angry!” He protests.
“Fine, but when your body’s found at the bottom of the Black Lake, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
ALL FOUR OF THEM
You are calmly nibbling on some sandwiches as you relax by the lake. But the peace is broken when you hear four pairs of feet hurrying towards you. You raise an eyebrow as they all plead with you, their voices overlapping.
Thankfully, you make out the words hide and us so you get the gist.
“The lake, quickly!” They then all jump in, making four loud splashes as they do. The water settles just as you see Lucius Malfoy and several other Slytherins hurry towards you.
“Where are those thick-headed buffoons?!” He shouts, spit flying into your face in his anger.
You calmly wipe them away before saying, “Quidditch pitch. The Gryffindor team have practice today.”
Once they’re safely out of sight and earshot, you say “They’re gone.”
The four of them climb out of the lake, sopping wet.
“Thanks for that, Y/N,” James says as he dries his glasses and clothes.
“Yeah. Thanks,” Lupin repeats, wringing out his tie
“Ditto,” says Sirius, shaking the water out of his hair
“What would we do without you?” Peter adds as he searches for his wand.
“You have no idea.” You reply.
Request: Could you please write an EXTRA FLUFFY Sirius x reader imagine? Thank you very much! Xx
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hello! sorry to bother you but I was just thinking if you can write a small imagine if sirius finally having the courage to flirt and ask out his gryffindor crush who is known of being intimidating (just like me lol)
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“Alright, Prongs, today’s the day,” Sirius declared confidently. “Is it?” James smirked. “Yes,” Sirius replied. “You sound pretty sure of yourself there, Mate,” James pointed out, amused. “I am. I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna go up to her in the library after dinner and sweep her off of her feet and by the time I leave, she’ll be head over heels in love with me,” Sirius tugged on his collar, his boldness almost palpable. “Well good luck, Pads,” he laughed, mumbling under his breath,“You’re going to need it.” “I am not going to need it!” Sirius called as he left the common room for dinner.
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“That’s not fair,” you whined. Lily and James looked over at you. They sat across from you on an identical couch cuddling.
Lily was the first to respond. “What’s not fair?” You groaned dramatically.
“You guys with you lovey-dovey relationship and to make things worse you’re going on a date to my favourite restaurant? Not fair. Not fair at all.” That was when Lily groaned.
“I already told you, you could come.” Your eyebrow went up.
“Yeah? And be a third wheel? No thanks.”
“Then take someone. Take Sirius, I’m sure he’d love to go,” James suggested. Your eyes went wide but before you could say anything, James had called Sirius over. He sat down next to you.
“Sirius, what do you say to going out to dinner with (Y/N), who wants to go to dinner with us?” Sirius looked over at you and you wished you could disappear.
“Yeah, that sounds cool. Is it cool with you?” His grey eyes bore into you and you kept telling yourself to play it cool.
“Yeah whatever. I just want to get some food out of it.” You shrugged nonchalantly. “Nothing serious.” Sirius looked away and for some reason you felt bad. Maybe you were playing it too cool.
You just didn’t want to admit that you would love to go to dinner with him. That would be the harder thing to do. For now, you just hoped that you’d make it past that night.
You got ready with Lily of course and she couldn’t stop talking about tonight. James this and romance that blah blah blah.
“I’m Lily Evans and I am so in love with my perfect boyfriend. We are so perfect and this night is gonna be so perfect we’re so in love. Oh love, I just love love and-” You mimicked her under your breath and accompanied it with over exaggerated facial expressions as you tried to put on your outfit. You had to keep yourself from laughing.
“What was that,”Lily asked.
“I said tonight’s gonna be great!” Lily looked at you with an expression that read sureee very sarcastically.
“You know maybe you should actually try enjoying tonight. Instead of ruining it for yourself.”
“What do you mean?” Lily looked at you like you were an absolute idiot…and maybe you were slightly acting like one.
“You know you want to go out with him so why can’t you just say it. You’ve got to be all ‘Yeah whatever. I just want food.’ For Merlin’s sake, you must have a thing for total self destructions because you are certainly ruining your chances with Sirius.”
You rolled your eyes. “I don’t want a chance with Sirius.” She gave you that same look from before. “Okay stop it with that look! It’s annoying!” You took a deep breath before continuing. “Listen, I just want to eat at my favourite restaurant in peace. If anyone’s ruining my night it’s you. Can we just go?”
“Whatever,”Lily said in a tone that you expected was supposed to sound like your voice. You choose to ignore her and made your way to the door. The entire trip down the winding staircase that led out of the girls dormitory you felt unbelievably nervous. You ran your hands over your dress over and over again.
Finally, you reached the bottom and Lily stood next to you. From across the common room you could see Sirius. He was leaning on the wall next to the entrance. As soon as you walked in his eyes seemed to drift to yours.
His mouth fell open slightly but he quickly closed it. His lips were flat for a minute but within seconds he was practically beaming. It seemed contagious and you couldn’t help but to smile back. You did a little wave and he did his best to return it. His was just a few subtle hand movements but he didn’t seem to care.
“Hey, lovebird, sorry to break up your moment but maybe you’d have a better time talking to him at a closer distance.” You glared at her but followed her over.
“There wasn’t a moment,” you mumbled quickly. Soon you were standing right in front of him and you could see him much better. His was still smiling displaying his bright white teeth. He was dressed simply. Leather jacket, white shirt, black jeans, nice black shoes. But still he looked really handsome.
While James got to talking about how great Lily looked the two of you just stood there. Sirius leaned down to whisper in your ear. “Sorry I’m not spewing compliments like James. Honestly, I’m at a loss for words. You look…indescribably gorgeous.” You looked up at him.
“Why are we whispering?” Sirius shrugged slightly.
“We don’t want to ‘out-couple’ them just yet, do we?” He winked at you before standing back up.
“Well, you don’t look to bad yourself. You put the hot in hot date.” You paused and your eyes widened slightly. Sirius was chucking and you knew you made a mistake. “Not that this is a date,” you practically shouted.
“Just two pals hanging out with their dating friends, you know? And getting some good food out of it.” Sirius’ face fell. “Honestly, it can’t even be called a double date can it? We’re just third and forth wheeling.” You punched him in the arm playfully while laughing for a ridiculously long time. Sirius looked slightly annoyed but he didn’t say a single thing.
“So you guys ready,” Lily said after you had been standing there fin silence for just about forever.
“Yeah,” you said with an enthusiastic smile. You looked up, waiting for Sirius’ response. His face was expressionless. He just nodded slightly.
On the way there you tried to make a few jokes to lighten the tension but Sirius was definitely not in the mood. Once you reached the restaraunt, which with all of the silence seemed farther away from Hogwarts than you had remembered, he soon seemed slightly better. At least, he didn’t look completely miserable.
He was still ignoring you and that’s when you realized exactly how awful tonight would be. He was eyeballing every girl that walked by, especially enjoying the view when their backs were to him. He would go as far as to turn around in his seat just so his eyes follow a girl. You rolled your eyes and tried to ignore it.
That’s when he started flirting with a waitress and she seemed just happy to flirt back. She seemed to be standing there for the longest time just talking to Sirius and finally you couldn’t take it anymore. You had to say something.
“Don’t you have other tables to serve,” you asked. She shot you a dirty look before turning to leave. Sirius sat back in his chair with a frown. You tried to just ignore him and enjoy your food but it was getting hard.
“So finals are coming up…do you think you’re ready?” You just needed some attempt at small talk. Sirius (of course) shrugged. Great.
“Well, maybe we could study together.” Sirius shrugged again. You tried a few more times to spark up a conversation but it was all in vain. Finally, you just fell silent.
Soon enough the waitress was back and Sirius and her were back to flirting and laughing.
“So…you got a boyfriend?” You looked at him in disbelief but he didn’t seem to notice or care that you were there. You scoffed and got up from your seat. You didn’t have to deal with this. This was ridiculous.
You stormed out of the restaurant and into the night. It was much colder than when you arrived so you put your hands on your arms. This was exactly why you didn’t want a relationship with him, he couldn’t take anything seriously. Oh the irony in that. He had a horrible wandering eye and he didn’t care about anyone but himself.
“Hey! Where are you going,” a voice shouted behind you. You didn’t have to look to recognize him.
“Why do you care?” You kept walking in spite of him. There was a heavy sigh and footsteps behind you.
“You can’t just leave, you didn’t even finish your meal. You love this place.” You spun around to face him and he was much closer than you expected.
“Why don’t you ask your girlfriend to finish it for me? Or at least one of them?” Sirius looked confused.
“What?” He sounded like a complete idiot and you weren’t even gonna give him a response. You turned back around and started walking. “You mean those girls back there. They’re…It was nothing, okay?”
“Is anything ever more than just nothing to you? And yourself doesn’t count, unfortunately.” You felt his arm grab your wrist and almost instantly you tried to yank away. He held tight.
“I don’t understand you! I can’t comprehend what’s going on in your mind! Trust me I’ve tried!” He was quiet and there was just the sound of his heavy breathing for a few seconds. “This whole night was just shitty! I finally land a date with the girl I like and she spend the entire time acting like she’d rather be anywhere else and like I’m just her ticket to food!”
“I like you too! And you would know that if you weren’t such a fucking idiot all of the time! Hey answer one question for me. If you like me so much then why were you flirting with the waitress and looking at every girl who passed? Yeah, that really made me feel special.” He let go of your arm and you were able to finally cross your arms.
“I figured if you didn’t want to spend time with me, I could just waste time. They were just for fun…and maybe to get a reaction out of you.” Now he was smiling slightly and you wanted to knock his teeth out.
“Well, you’ve got a reaction now what?”
“Kiss me already.” He moved in for a kiss but you pushed him back slightly.
“No.” His face went blank.
“What?”
“No.” Now he just looked confused.
“You aren’t supposed to do that.”
“I just did.”
“I say kiss me already, you kiss me, it’s the perfect moment. It combines cute and hot. What do you mean ‘no’?”
“That’s not how it works. Maybe in the movies and with all of the other girls you date but not me. You can’t just say ‘kiss me already’ after a night of being a prick and expect me to be all like-” You pretended to swoon. “Ohhhh Sirius, gorgeous, romantic, sexy Sirius! Please kiss me senseless! In fact, why don’t you just have my babies while we’re at it. No!”
“So we’re not gonna kiss?” He was still utterly lost.
“No! You know what I do wanna do though?” His eyebrow went up so you continued. “I wanna punch you….I’m gonna punch you.” Now he looked scared.
“What?”
“Can I punch you?”
“No! No way!”
“Well, then would you look at that? You don’t kiss me, I don’t punch you. Now we’ve both had a shitty night and neither of us get what we want. I’m going back to Hogwarts.” You turned in the other direction and began to walk.
“Can I walk you?” You were definitely gonna let him but you didn’t feel like saying it. He must have understood. “It’s cold.”
“Well, aren’t you observant?” Before you even knew what was happening his jacket was off and around your shoulders. You smiled despite yourself.
“Thanks.”
When you arrived at your dorm you stood against the wall with Sirius standing in front of you. You were talking earlier but now you were just standing here looking at each other.
“I…I really like you. You stupid idiot,” you mumbled. He laughed very slightly.
“I like you too. You gorgeous, sarcastic, perfect girl.” He came closer to you, close enough to kiss and once or twice his eyes drifted to your lips. He seemed to be waiting and you sighed.
“Kiss me already.” He didn’t need to be told twice, in an instant his lips were on yours. You pulled him into you by his shirt while your other hand was on his neck. After a few perfect moments he pulled away. But he was still close enough to kiss again. You pouted a bit.
“Not fair. You got your kiss and I didn’t get my punch,” you teased. Sirius eyes were distractedly drifting back to your lips.
“Hmmm, you’re right. How about a trade? I’ll let you keep that jacket for a while because it looks cute on you and we can forget about the punching.”
“Let me think about it for a minute.” You looked into his eyes which were a magnificent shade of grey. “Deal. On one condition. We kiss again and then we’ll cal it even.”
“You know, I absolutely love doing business with you.”
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“Sirius opened his mouth, and closed it unable to think of what to say. There she was, talking to him. He had mapped out every situation but the one that had just occurred…”
Young! Sirius Black x Reader
Sirius Black laughed hard, watching his bestfriend James’ face turn a shade of blue. It was something he had eaten.
“I think you should get Lily” Remus said, thoughfully.
“Ok, just a sec” said Sirius, jumping up from the couch and running up to Lily’s dorm room.“Please stay blue, Prongs ! Evans HAS to see this !”
James shot him an ugly look.
Sirius burst into Lily’s room saying, “Evans, you gotta see this-”
He froze to the spot.
Lily’s roommate Y/N Y/L/N was in there, dressing. His eyes fell on her body, her soft curves, her smooth olive skin, and long wavy brown hair that fell to her waist.
Since his was quite a loud entry, Y/N turned almost immediately, covering herself with her shirt, and screaming.
“Black ! GET OUT !” she shrieked, making him stumble back, and close the door in a hurry.
He stood there, actually noticing this girl for the first time. He knew Y/N as Lily’s roommate, but they never spoke.
Y/N was a half-blood, her father being a wizard and her mother a muggle. She was quite an introvert, keeping herself to her books and few close friends, mostly the reason why she wasnt noticed much. At least till now.
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Y/N sat on her bed, her burning red face in her hands.
Oh God, it just CANT have happened ! she thought. And that too Sirius Black!
The way he stared. The look of shock on his face. Did he really see much ?
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Remus bounded up the stairs, hearing the commotion, and saw Sirius standing in front of Lily’s room, his mouth hanging open.
“What just happened?” he asked, shaking his friend.
“I-” Sirius began, but was interrupted by the sounds of James and Lily’s quarelling.
“Come on !” Remus said, and two darted downstairs, to the common room.
They were soon engrossed in their conversation, eventhough Sirius found his eyes wandering towards the girls’ dorms, every now and then.
He saw the door open and close, making his heart race for some reason. Surely, Y/N wasnt the first girl he had seen that way, but there was something about her. His heart was pounding in a strange heavy manner, watching the stairs - for her.
Y/N came down the stairs, her face a shade of pink, and her hair flying behind her.
Lily looked at her roommate only to see her sulking. “Hey, you ok ?” Lily asked.
Sirius pulled in a breath, causing Remus to give him a suspicious look.
“Why dont you teach your friend some manners, Evans” snapped Y/N, eyeing Sirius, before stalking out of the common room.
“What was that about ?” Lily asked, looking at the four boys.
All eyes fell on Sirius, since he was the only one who had gone upto her room.
“What did you do ?!?” Lily growled, getting up from the couch. “Sirius !”
“I didnt mean to,ok !” Sirius said defensively. “How was I supposed to know that she was -”
“She was what ?”
“Well, she was changing clothes or something when I kinda ran into your room…I kinda saw…her…” Sirius stuttered.
“SIRIUS !” Lily said through gritted teeth.
Remus and James burst out laughing, followed by Peter.
“Oh come on guys!” Lily said, sinking back into the couch. “Sirius, you have to apologize to her”
“But-” began Sirius.
“No buts ! I am not the only one living there ! You just cant go into a girl’s room that way !”
A smirk spread on Sirius’ face.
“Ok. I will apologize” he said.“Only ‘coz I like what I saw”
“You pervert” said Lily, flinging a book at him.
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Y/N was on her way back from dinner with Alice, her other roommate, when she was Sirius coming her way. The other Marauders were at a safe distance from them, but still watching.
Sirius approached her cautiously.
“Y/N” he said, stopping her. She looked at him, folding her arms against her chest. Thats when his eyes fell on her nose. She had her nose pierced, with a tiny stone-studded nosepin.
“Hello ?” Y/N was waving her hand in front of Sirius’s face, and he looked back at her, blushing.
“What is it ?”
“I…um…Im sorry” he said, unable to keep his eyes from wandering again. This time it lingered on her brown eyes.
Her eyes caught his grey ones, and after a moment, she said “ Its alright. Next time, you knock”
Y/N and Alice walked off, Sirius turning to watch her walk away.
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“Have you seen that thing on her nose ?” he said out loud that night, after the four were in bed.
“What thing ?” Remus asked.
“She has her nose pierced” said Sirius.
“Whats happened to you, Padfoot ?” James asked, squinting at his friend through the darkness.
“Nothing” Sirius replied.
“Oh right” said Remus. “Didnt you see him staring at her all evening, Prongs?”
“I didnt stare” Sirius said, flatly.
“I saw that Moony” James said.
“Mee too” squeaked Peter.
“Shut up” said Sirius, not saying another word.
Request: Hey, I just love your imagines and could I request about a Sirius imagine where the two of them have been the closest of friends for years and Sirius loves her so one day he’s like “Fuck it” and runs over to her and kisses her and when they finally pull apart she goes “what took you so long?” THANK YOU SO MUCH (sorry this was so specific) 😍😍😍😍😂
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“Budge over,” Y/N gave Sirius a gentle nudge as she tried to sit down next to him in the common room. “But I’m so comfortable,” Sirius smirked, stretching out even further across the couch. “Sirius,” Y/N whined. She tried to shove him to one side of the couch, but he wouldn’t budge. “Fine,” she sighed dramatically before throwing herself into his lap and obnoxiously sprawling out on top of him. “Fine,” He laughed, not bothering to try to move her. “Are you going to move now?” She asked him triumphantly. “Mm, nope. Don’t think so,” he shrugged. “Okay, I tried,” Y/N sighed, moving to stand up, but Sirius wrapped his arms and legs around her so she couldn’t move. “No! Spend time with me!” He shouted, burying his face into her neck. “Then move!” She laughed, trying to squirm out of his grip. “But you’re so warm,” he whined, holding onto her tighter. “You are a pain, Sirius,” She shook her head with a laugh, but nonetheless stopped trying to escape his strong grip. “If you’re going to hold me captive here, can I at least get comfortable?” Y/N asked after a few minutes of silence. “I am not holding you captive, you love this,” Sirius corrected her. “But, yes. C'mhere,” He let go of her for only a second as she got comfortable on the couch, and began to reach for a book out of her bag on the floor.
“Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N don’t you dare reach for that horrid book,” Sirius warned. “You don’t even know what book it is!” Y/N protested. “I know that it is going to take your attention away from me, therefore it is horrid,” Sirius stated, matter-of-factly. “You’re so needy,” Y/N laughed, ruffling his hair. “Oi! Be careful with m'hair!” He whined, but made no effort to stop her from continuing to run her fingers through his locks. “Sirius, your hair is a mess. I couldn’t possibly do anything to mess it up,” she told him. “I like it messy,” Sirius pouted. “I’m making a statement,” he declared, causing the girl to laugh. “Yeah, okay. Whatever you say, buddy,” she laughed, patting his head before continuing to play with his hair. “Feels nice,” he admitted with a content sigh after a few minutes of more silence. Y/N nudged her nose against his head and hummed in acknowledgement. “Sleepy?” He asked her. “Little bit,” she admitted with a small nod. Sirius began to draw patterns on her arm with his fingers.
“For the record, I could have been reading this whole time,” she said sleepily after a few more minutes of silence. “No, you’re spending time with me,” Sirius pouted. “We aren’t even talking,” Y/N laughed. “We’re bonding!” Sirius cried dramatically. Y/N laughed and shook her head, but she snuggled into him, losing the energy to do anything but take a nap.
“Sirius!” A high pitched squeal woke Y/N from her peaceful nap. “Hm?” Sirius replied, his voice heavy with sleep. “Oh, did I wake you? I’m so sorry,” the girl with the annoyingly familiar voice told him. “’S fine. What’s up, Penny?” Sirius asked. Y/N’s eyes shot open at this to find that it was, in fact, who she was afraid it was. “Your sleepy voice is so cute! Anyways, I’ve been looking for you all afternoon. I was gonna see if you wanted to go hang out by the black lake tonight?” Penny asked him. Her feigned innocence made Y/N want to vomit. “Yeah, Sure-” “Pads.. it’s Friday,” Y/N interrupted him. “We’ve spent the afternoon together, thats enough, right?” He asked. “I’ll go with Penny tonight, and then I’ll spend the night with you tomorrow,” he offered after seeing the dissatisfied look on Y/N’s face. “You’re joking,” Y/N shook her head, astounded that he was choosing Penny over her. “Love, it’s just one night…” he said gently. “Whatever,” Y/N rolled her eyes and snatched her belongings up off of the floor. “Have fun,” She snapped at him before she made her way to her dorm.
After a few hours of sulking alone in her dorm, James burst in the door. “I really hope you two aren’t shagging- where’s padfoot?” He asked. “Hilarious, James. Really,” Y/N snapped. “He’s at the black lake with Penny.” “Why in the bloody hell is he with Penny? It’s Friday! And she’s Penny!” James cried, throwing himself next to Y/N on the bed. “Because Penny is the sweetest, prettiest little flower of a human bring to ever exist!” Y/N feigned excitement, and then rolled her eyes. “I have never hated someone so much, Prongs,” Y/N huffed. “I know.. why doesn’t Sirius know that?” James asked. “I’ve never complained to him about her because I didn’t even know he knew her!I’ve seen them anywhere near each other until today!” Y/N said, exasperated. “Then She just strolls up, while Sirius and I are in the middle of a nap, and wakes us up to ask him to go out!” “Like a normal Sirius and Y/N nap?” James asked. “What does that even mean?” Y/N laughed slightly. “I mean like was he cuddling you to the point that you were almost suffocating?” James chuckled. “Yes. When isn’t he?” Y/N asked, confused.
“So you’re telling me that Penny strolled up while Padfoot was literally engulfing you and asked him out?” James asked incredulously. Y/N only nodded. “Why on earth..” James muttered. “Is it not enough for her to take away every guy I try to date? Now she wants my best friend, too?” Y/N’s voice changed from anger to sadness, and James looked up to find her blinking back tears. “Hey, she isn’t taking Padfoot away from you! It’s just one night. He loves you,” James assured her, scooting closer to lay an arm around her shoulders. “James, you know how it happens every time,” Y/N whispered. “He’s your best friend. You know that you come first,” James tried. “I come first, but the first time she asks him to hang out, it’s on our night and he blows me off?” Y/N raised an eyebrow before shrugging out of James’ grip and flopping back onto the bed. “Well… you shouldn’t just stay here and be upset about it. Why don’t you come to the forest with me, Moony, and Wormtail?” James offered. “We’re gonna have a fire and roast marshmallows, and make s'mores…” he trailed off. “I might as well,” Y/N shrugged, hopping off of her bed and putting on her shoes. “Atta girl!” James grinned. “We’re gonna have the best night ever.”
The four of them did, in fact have a great night. James, Remus, and Peter did a good job of keeping Y/N’s mind off of Sirius and Penny. She almost forgot she was mad at him, until he approached her at breakfast the following morning. “Hey, Love! Ready to spend the day together?” He asked as he threw his arm around her shoulder. Y/N moved out of his grip and stood up, “No.” “But we’re supposed to spend today together,” disappointment was evident in his voice, but Y/N wasn’t ready to give in. “Our night wasn’t important to you yesterday, your makeup day isn’t important to me today,” she shrugged. Sirius grabbed her arm to stop her from leaving. “Love, don’t be like that. You know that our time is important to me. That’s why I planned a makeup day today… Because I want to spend time with you..” he sighed. “Bummer,” Y/N rolled her eyes and shook her arm out of his grip. Sirius searched for a reason to make her stay, when he spotted her uneaten breakfast. “At least stay and finish your breakfast. We can work this out while you eat…” he pleased. “I lost my appetite,” Y/N said nonchalantly, and left the great hall.
“What’s got your wand in a knot?” Lily asked as Sirius threw himself face-first onto a couch in the common room. “Y/N completely blew off our day together today,” Sirius huffed, before dramatically shoving his face back into the cushion. “I mean, you did kind of do the same thing to her last night, so you really can’t be mad at her, mate…” James spoke up. “Wait, You cancelled on her last night?” Lily asked. “Well, yeah-” Sirius started. “Then where was she? When she didn’t come back to the room, I assumed she was spending the night with you?” Lily cut him off. “I invited her to spend the night in the woods with me and Moony and Wormtail because she was upset,” James told Lily. “Why was she so upset? It was just one night. And I spent all afternoon with her,” Sirius tried to defend himself. “Yeah, but it was YOU GUYS’ night. And you ditched her for Penny,” James told him.
“You did not ditch her on YOUR night for Penny!” Lily gasped. “What’s wrong with Penny? I didn’t have a particularly spectacular time with her, but I didn’t think she was horrible…” Sirius sat up. “Sirius, do you remember why things didn’t work out with Y/N and Andrew?” Lily asked him. “Um…” Sirius thought for a minute. “Andrew decided to stop seeing her because he started seeing a girl called Penny,” he finally remembered. “And why did Benjamin stop taking her out after a few months?” James asked him. Sirius pondered this. “Because he started taking out… Penny…” he supplied slowly. “And why did William break up with her two months ago after they were in a relationship for over a year?” Lily raised and eyebrow.
Sirius’ face dropped when he remembered the night that Y/N came to his dorm, crying her eyes out. It had taken him 30 minutes to calm her down enough to explain that her boyfriend, her first serious boyfriend, had broken up with her because Penny had started showing interest in him, and he wanted to go after her. “Her broke up with her because Penny started going after him.. oh, Merlin! I didn’t even realize! How could I be so clueless?” Sirius jumped off of the couch. “I’ve got to go apologize!”
“Y/N,” Sirius called softly as he knocked on her door. “No thank you,” she called back. Sirius tried to open the door, only to find it locked. “Love, will you please just open the door?” He asked. “Don’t really feel like it,” Y/N replied. “Y/N, Babe, I didn’t mean to make you upset, you know that…” No answer. “Baby, I really wanna spend time with you,” he whined. “Yeah? Well I have better things to do. Why don’t you go ask Penny, since spending time with her is obviously so important to you as well?” Y/N snapped. Sirius sighed and made his way back to his room, determined to find something to draw Y/N out of her dorm.
By the time Sirius found Y/N’s favorite book, the one she always read when she couldn’t sleep, or when she had nothing else to do, or when Sirius asked her to read to him- Y/N was gone. “What do you mean she’s gone? She was just here!” Sirius groaned. “She was gone when we got here,” Lily shrugged. Sirius huffed, considering all the places she might be. “Pads, I know you’re frustrated, but you two spend every Friday night together, and you left her last night for the girl who has made it her mission to make Y/N hurt. She’s gonna be upset with you for a little bit,” James told him. “Thats why I have to find her! I have to tell her I’m sorry and that no one, especially not Penny, will ever be as important to me as she is. I love Y/N!” Sirius exclaimed. James and Lily shared a look as Sirius took off to find Y/N.
He started by checking the library, only to find that she wasn’t there. He then checked the black lake, but Y/N wasn’t there, either. When he finally found her, she was sitting under a tree in the forbidden Forrest, reading a book. “Been looking for you everywhere,” he said quietly as he approached her. “Okay?” She shrugged, and scooted away from him as he sat down next to her. Y/N knew she was being childish, but she was hurt, and she wasn’t ready to forgive him just yet. "Love, will you please just let me apologize?“ Sirius sighed. “I really don’t want to hear it, Sirius,” she huffed as she stood up and left. “Merlin, I messed up,” Sirius said to himself, shaking his head.
Y/N avoided Sirius for the rest of the day, and when night fell, Sirius found himself alone in his dorm, guzzling down a bottle of firewhiskey. How could he have been so stupid? He had known the whole time how Y/N felt about Penny, but he hadn’t put 2 and 2 together. What kind of jerk ditches his best friend for the ONE PERSON she doesn’t like? What kind of jerk ditches his best friend for any girl at all? Sirius thought to himself. I’m the worst. I have to apologize. That’s it! I’m sure if I show her how sorry I am, she’ll have to forgive me! Sirius decided, standing up and drunkenly marching to Y/N’s dorm, ignoring the fact that it was extremely late. Somehow, in his drunken stupor, he still managed to disarm the girls’ stairway.
Y/N was still awake, reading a book and sulking a bit, when the pounding started on her door. “Baby! Please open the door!” Sirius yelled from the other side. Y/N shot out of bed and slammed the door open. “Y/N!-Baby!” Sirius grinned, still shouting when the door opened. “Sirius! Shut up! Are you mad? It’s 2:30 in the morning!” Y/N whisper-yelled at him. “’M sorry baby! ’M so so so so s-sorry!” He slurred, leaping into her arms. “I love you so much, ’m s'sorry,” he said into her hair. “Sirius, are you drunk?” Y/N pulled away from him to look him in the eye. He opened his mouth with the intention of telling her ‘no,’ but he couldn’t bring himself to look her in the eye and lie. “A lil,” he admitted. “But I lo-love ya, baby and I’m really really s-sorry!” He threw himself back into her arms, causing both of them to fall on the floor in the doorway. “Y/N,” Lily groaned sleepily from her bed. “Make him shut up.” “’M workin’ on it,” Y/N huffed as Sirius continued rambling on about how sorry he was, “’M sorry, baby. So s-sorry-”
“Okay, okay. Sirius, please stop talking. I get it. You’re sorry. Let’s get you into bed, okay?” Y/N shushed him. “You’ll let me stay?” He asked her hopefully. “Yes. Please just be quiet,” Y/N sighed, as she stood up, helping Sirius up as well. “I love you s'much, baby. You’re the most important thing in the world to me!” Sirius told her as she walked him to the bed. “Sirius, you are shouting,” Y/N said sternly. “’M sorry. I love you,” he slurred in a whisper. “Sirius, please just shut up,” Y/N sighed. “No! You’re still mad at me! ’M sorry, baby! Didn’t mean t’ make ya upset! I'love ya, baby!” He shouted, tightening his grip on her as she walked him to the bed. “Y/N!” Lily whined. “Okay, okay. I love you, too. You know that, Padfoot. You know I love you,” Y/N said quietly. “I know ya love m’ but y’re mad at me b'cause I went out with Penny when I'shoulda been with you,” Sirius whined, stopping in his tacks and pulling Y/N flush against him, burying his face into her neck. “I’m not mad, anymore, Sirius. See?” She smiled at him. “I’m not mad.”
“Ya should be!” Sirius cried. “I left ya on our n-night! Went wi’ Penny ‘n she’s been nothin’ but awful t'ya!” “Sirius, shhh. It’s okay, it’s okay,” Y/N assured him. “What kinda slimy git goes off wi’ someone who’s been s'mean to his best girl?” Sirius whimpered. “Shhh. Baby. It’s okay, I promise. You didn’t realize. I forgive you,” she told him, beginning to pull him toward her bed once again. “’M so stupid,” she heard him mutter and this time, she stopped him. “Sirius. Love, look at me,” She placed her hands on his cheeks and made him look down at her. “You made a mistake. I was upset and now I’m not. You aren’t stupid, Sirius. Let’s just go to bed,” she told him, earning a nod. As soon as she let go of his face, and pulled her into a hug. “Babe, we can cuddle as much as you’d like when we get you into pajamas and in bed,” Y/N promised, pulling away from him. He nodded and let her begin undressing him. She quickly unbuttoned his shirt and took it off of him, neatly folding it and placing it in a drawer, then pulling out a pair of his sweatpants that he had left in her room who-knows-how-long ago. She found that Sirius had been no help in undressing himself, and unfastened his pants and ushered him to step out of the and into the sweatpants.
“Do you want a shirt to sleep in?” She asked him tiredly. Sirius just shook his head. “Okay. Please lay down,” Y/N instructed as she lifts the covers on the bed. Sirius slumped down into the bed and before Y/N could walk around to get in on the other side, Sirius wrapped his arms around her and pulled her down on top of him. “I love you so much. You’re my whole world,” he mumbled into her collar bone. “I know, Sirius. I love you, too,” She sighed as she rolled off of him. Sirius stared at her for a few moments as she laid next to him. “You’re s’ pretty, Y/N,” he finally said with a sleepy smile on his face. “Thank you, Sirius,” Y/N shook her head with a small laugh before cuddling up to him. “I love you s’ much,” he sighed as he nuzzled into her. He pressed a kiss to her hair and then he was asleep.
A loud groan next to Y/N woke her from her sleep. She peeled her eyes open as she felt Sirius start to move. After a few more groans, and a whine about how bright it was, Sirius finally opened his eyes and looked around. “When did I… how…” he squinted as he spoke, his voice heavy with sleep. “Last night around 2:30 when you came here drunkenly shouting at me,” Y/N said as she sat up, attempting to jog his memory. “Y/N, I’m sorry! Y/N, I love you! Y/N, you’re so pretty! Y/N, you’re so important to me! Y/N, I LOVEEEEEE YOUUU!” Lily mocked. Sirius whined and rubbed his eyes. “Not so loud,” he pleaded. “Oh, no! You came in here pounding on our door and practically screaming about how much you loved Y/N while we were trying to sleep, now I’m going to scream-mock you while you are hung over,” Lily smirked. “That’s enough,” Y/N laughed, pulling Sirius to her. “Apparently, he had a rough night,” she said, dramatically petting his hair. “Of course I had a rough night!” Sirius whined. “You wouldn’t talk to me all day and I had to spend my night alone because you were mad at-HEY! You’re not mad at me anymore!” Sirius exclaimed, quickly spinning around and pinning Y/N to the bed. “You’re not mad anymore! You’re not mad anymore! You’re not mad anymore!” He cheered, leaning down and peppering her face with kisses. “And apparently you’re not hungover anymore,” Y/N muttered, pushing him away.
“That still seems mad,” Sirius frowned, sitting up on the bed. “Are you still mad?” “No,” Y/N laughed, “you’re just heavy.” “Well then, good. C'mhere,” Sirius grinned, pulling Y/N into his lap. “Sirius, sweetheart, I love you. But you smell like hangover and I really need to brush my teeth. How about you go take a shower and meet me in the Forbidden forest when you’re done?” Y/N suggested. “I like the sound of that,” Sirius replied with a goofy smile. “Alright, then get out of my room,” Y/N lightly shoved him away, but he pulled her back in to place a kiss on her cheek before exiting the room. “You’re so pretty, Y/N! I love you so much, Y/N!” Lily smirked once Sirius was out of earshot. “Shut up,” Y/N blushed. “He gets extra needy when he’s drunk.” “I’m just saying that alcohol brings out how people really feel,” Lily grinned. “It’s not- he doesn’t,” Y/N huffed, “You know he doesn’t see me that way, Lils.” “Yeah, okay,” Lily laughed, shaking her head. “Go brush your teeth and find your boyfriend.”
“What’s got you all smiley, mate?” Peter asked as Sirius entered the Marauders’ dorm and went straight for his dresser. “Y/N isn’t mad at me anymore. We’re gonna go spend the day in the forest,” Sirius grinned as he pulled on a fresh pair of trousers. “How did you manage to get off that easy?” James laughed. “Even I was mad at you for Friday night.” “Apparently I showed up at her dorm, drunk, at an ungodly hour and apologized profusely and repeatedly told her how much I love her,” Sirius shrugged, still smiling. “Wait, so she knows how you feel now?” Remus asked, wide-eyed. “What do you mean?” Sirius furrowed his brow. “Just that… ya know… you’re in love with her and all,” Remus shrugged. “Whoa, whoa, whoa. You guys think I’m in love with her? No way! She’s my best friend!” Sirius shook his head. “We just thought that in your time without her yesterday you’d realized how you felt about her, and that’s why you drunkenly confessed your love to her. But that’s okay too, stay oblivious. That works,” James shrugged.
“What on-” Peter cut Sirius off. “WAIT A MINUTE! So you still don’t know how Y/N feels about you?” He yelled. “I don’t- how does Y/N feel about me?” Sirius asked, a surprised look across his face. “Great going, Wormtail. Really. Don’t worry about it, Padfoot. Y/N is your best friend, I’m sure she feels the same way about you as you feel about her,” James smirked. “I feel like you’re talking about more than friendship,” Sirius frowned. “Do you see her as more than a friend?” Remus raised an eyebrow. “You blokes are crazy. I’m going to meet Y/N,” Sirius shook his head and rushed out of the room. “I didn’t hear a no!” James called after him.
Sirius arrived to the forest to find Y/N standing up against a tree with her sketchbook, seeming to be drawing a flower growing out of the bark. He couldn’t help but smile to himself as her tongue peaked out from between her lips. She’s probably working on the shading, Sirius thought. He had always known that his best friend was beautiful, but something about this light made her glow. The way her brow furrowed when she was concentrating, the way her hair fell around her, the way she pushed it back when it fell into her face, the small smile that appeared when she finished a section before she moved onto drawing the next part. Merlin’s beard… I think I do love her! Sirius gasped quietly, and watched Y/N continue sketching the flower as he tried to decide how to go about his situation. I couldn’t ask her on a date, we hang out all the time… I could just go for a kiss.. no, she just stopped being upset with me, I shouldn’t do anything that drastic yet… hey, Y/N have I told you that I’m in love with you? No, that’s no good…
Y/N spotted movement in the comer of her eye, and turned her head to find Sirius standing nearby. “Sirius!” She called with a smile. Fuck it, Sirius decided as he made his way over to her. He marched right up to her and took her face between his hands before pressing his lips to hers. She was too shocked to move, for a moment, and Sirius was afraid he’d made the wrong choice, but then Y/N realized what was happening and began to kiss back, just before Sirius pulled away. “I-um-I,” Sirius started. “What took you so long?” Y/N asked with a smile. Sirius kissed her again before answering. “Darling, it has occurred to me that I am extremely clueless when it comes to important things,” he said with a laugh, and Y/N grabbed his collar and pulled his mouth back down to hers.
A/N: before anything else, let’s talk about this gif of Ben ‘light of my life’ Barnes; holy fuck. he is so pretty i’m crying. can i please have him? OMG GUYS. I haven’t been able to write in forever but I finally got this one done I hope you love it! Thank you so much for your patience and your support ♡♡♡
A/N: the part two of ‘how you meet sirius black’ ! i posted three times today as a thank you for 100 followers on my new blog!!!! thank you so so much i love every one of you guys!
