Avatar

{ E x t e r m i n a t e. }

@corruptionliberator-blog / corruptionliberator-blog.tumblr.com

ᴩʀɪ. ɪɴᴅ. ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ ᴏꜱᴀᴍᴜ (under construction)
Avatar
// I was gonna do it too but I got distracted tbh

ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS SO YOURE NOT PARDONED >:OO

i love this shit lol. but i sent it to the mun so 8)

GET LOST NO ONE LOVES YOU

Avatar
Fingers gripped the glass offered to him by the barkeep as he took a large mouthful of the bitter liquid and allowed it to sit and sink into his tastebuds. It made his throat burn as he swallowed, a small grunt of acknowledgement in regards to Dazai’s comments coming before his actual answer.
It was surprising that the other even recognised him, but he supposed that he was rather infamous himself with his own unique title. Still, it was a small shock to him to know that he was memorable enough to have stayed sharp in that mind. Surely Dazai had better things to remember?
In that bar, he didn’t want to be Port Mafia member Oda Sakunosuke, he just wanted to be a regular man trying to get by in life. Of course that was too much to ask for, but at least for his short stay in that place he wanted to be allowed freedom that reality would swipe from him the moment that he exited it.
Though Dazai wasn’t exactly known as the easiest person to get along with, he doesn’t find himself put off or deterred by the answer to his mindless initiation of their conversation. He certainly didn’t see himself as bold, simply too curious for his own good.
“Oh, do I know you from somewhere?” Sarcasm to equal Dazai’s own was in his tone, though it certainly wasn’t used as strongly. It leaned more towards bored and neutral; perhaps it was daring after all, but he wasn’t one to back down so easily. It’s obvious that he knew exactly who he was talking to, so he didn’t bother commenting on the things said in relation to that. “Mm… well, I’m tired… and not scared in the least, no. Why, are you planning on attempting to give me a reason to be?”

Thoughts were meant to be private, one might consider it a crime when a thought is hijacked and laid bare to its owner. Still, Dazai considers mind reading a TALENT, one he had unwittingly developed along the times he had spend under the dim-lit tunnels of the torture chamber. At first, his victim’s pleads were potentially capable of procuring mercy, but as months passed and their words became repeated and less amusing, Dazai found himself less hesitant to proceed ruthlessly. 

     Though, this man did not seem to be intimidated by the facade he’d put up numerous of times and not once failed to beguile his victims into thinking he might actually hand them an invitation to the torture chamber in the next minute. Word had spread that Odasaku was a man who would not kill for his sake, but as he caught the lithe sparkle of candence in solemn brown hues, for a minute there Dazai was reluctant to believe he was actually speaking to said man.

     “You can feign ignorance all you want, Odasaku-kun ~ but to say a member of Port Mafia who is uninformed of the names of all its executives is indeed an issue for the Boss.”

Image

     “---what would you think Mori would say if he hears of it?”

     How farcical! if one to think he could win him over a game of figurative speech. It wasn’t until a glass of beer is slid across the counter and into his grasp only did Dazai was reminded that he was here to drink, both of them are. Ah, it must be the intervention of his workaholic roots, yet again!  He subsists in the thought as he lifted the glass unwittingly to steal a sip of liquor -- so much the scope of work he’d need to complete in the morning, and that brought up a little more curiousity. “Say, being an executive is indubiety boring since all my work consist mainly of the same routine --- I was hoping someone of your rank could tell me if Mafia work is all that interesting, hm? After all, I’ve been told some amusing stories by those witheld under my ‘custody’.”

Avatar

"Your life is more valuable than this."

Avatar
sentence prompts ➝  reign

     When the feeling had first commenced, he couldn’t possibly figure it out. Dazai was the way he is now for as long as he could remember. Perhaps it was when his dreams had started to bloom scarlet roses, streaming crimson rivers and blood too red to be real. And time stretches on infinitely as if he was waiting for a saviour that would never come, unto dawning hours now the touch of pain and sorrow and agony ceases to leave a craving WANT he remembers experiencing before. Perhaps those emotions now had long since lost its meaning to Dazai, that he was no more than the ghosts who roam the streets of Japan, enthralled by the fixation to seek a kind of PEACE unfounded in the living world. 

image

     One day, Dazai thought, quite often, that he might join them.

     “Is it, Gin-chan? I’m afraid you can’t say that for someone who has taken scantly than just 35 lives - perhaps even the devil himself is reluctant to forgive me. That the more I want to die the more he wants to keep me alive.” 

Avatar
Image
“Be thankful its just a sore ankle. A broken leg can really drive you crazy,” She murmurs.  Deciding just to play the original, boring, Go-fish. Shes not even sure If Dazai knew how to play Screw your neighbor or even Poker. Possibly BS, but who knew with this man. Even if this man seen her without her mask, every chance she got she wore it around him. 
She just didn’t feel safe around him. Eyes opened and face flushed, her eyes shot back over to Dazai. Gosh, why was she the one who had to stay and watch him? Like hell she would. “No.”  was all she said. Why commit suicide with a man she hated? She rather face it alone, or better, just not do it. Her brother would think it was his fault if she did, and she didn’t want to do that to him. 
“Though I am 16, 2 years is a little long, don’t you think? It would be a little weird committing suicide with my brothers mentor, anyways.” She forced her embarrassment down, and the red blush slowly faded away. That was one thing she never wanted to hear again. 

His face may play the role of a dimwitted nincompoop but Oh, his memory is all but a sharp one. If she expects him to forget her face within the narrow span of a few months then she would have to wait longer still- Dazai’s mind is quick to remember and also quick to forget, one should not have expected any lesser from a boy of his age who holds paramount power over the Mafia organization, so much that he could break their rules and build ones ANEW as he pleases, and none would dare stand against him.

     “Ah Gin-chan is always so cuteeee ~ How is it that I’ve never heard you had a boyfriend? Or have Akutsagawa-kun scared them all away?”

Image

     “That mask is not enough to hide your blush, your know ~ Could it be that I’m charming? Tell me I’m charming! so I may relay your words onto women in the next conversation.”

     Though, that isn’t to say a devil is unfamiliar to how a lady is closely attended to tenderness. A monster, he may be - one that swathes his lips with a smile unto times dire - but he is, still, a monster with a human heart. Only, his feelings operate in way disparate methods than others.

Avatar

Deep Ass Starters.

Sometimes it's hard to get in depth with your muse and their backstory, because you can't figure out how to bring those things up with others. Here are a couple of starters intended to make things a little more personal!
"What's holding you back?"
"I'm not comfortable with this conversation."
"Will you /ever/ be comfortable with this conversation?"
"Let me in sometime!"
"It's not that easy, you know."
"Help me understand."
"It's hard to connect with someone when all they do is push you away."
"Why are you always so cold?"
"Why are you always so happy?"
"Are you really happy now?"
"Who hurt you this badly to make you this way?!"
"What, did your ex mess you up that badly?!"
"Why do you keep fighting it any time you feel?"
"It's a problem, I get it."
"This is all kinds of messed up."
"That's not exactly a good coping method."
"So what happened, with your parents, really?"
"What was your childhood like?"
"Everyone has at lest a little bit of mommy/daddy issues. It's nothing to be ashamed of."
"My parents aren't exactly perfect models, either."
"You were bullied? What for?"
"Was it hard? Coming out, I mean."
"You can't just run away all the time."
"You can't just hide all the time."
"Are you still thinking about them?"
"I'm not the enemy here. But this makes me wonder who the real one is for you."
"Is the reason you're so cold and defensive because you feel threatened?"
"How long has it been since you last spoke to them?"
"You never talk about it, why?"
"How come you're so different around them?"
"It's like you don't have a care or worry in the world."
"You seem so perfect. I don't get it."
"What was your ex like?"
"I don't think I was ever good enough for them."
"Are you not comfortable being intimate?"
"Why don't you feel comfortable being intimate?"
"Letting someone see you that vulnerable, it's a scary thing."
"Are you scared of being hurt?"
"Have you ever been taken advantage of?"
"Why are you afraid of saying I love you?"
"I never understood how someone could say those words so easily."
"You're hurting others the way you've been hurt in the past, don't you think that's ironic?"
"You use people to make yourself feel better."
"I'm scared of being used again..."
"Losing someone isn't easy, but you're making it harder than it needs to be."
"How long has it been since you lost them?"
"You're too attached."
"I'm not attached, I'm just comfortable with what I'm familiar to."
"Maybe the real reason you're so controlling is because, deep down you'd rather have them in your grasp than lose them."
"Why did you ever break up?" / "Why did we ever break up?"
Avatar

sentence prompts ➝  reign

  • ❛ You have no power because I’ve taken it all away. ❜
  • ❛ How many people have you killed? ❜
  • ❛ I know I’ve made mistakes. ❜
  • ❛ But it’s all meaningless without you. ❜
  • ❛ Have you ever wanted something so much that the fear of not getting it makes you wonder if you ever should have wanted it at all? ❜
  • ❛ Something we both want so deeply warrants a bit of fear. ❜
  • ❛ No one will ever keep us apart again. ❜
  • ❛ Men in general like to win ❜
  • ❛ Well, your taste in men always did leave something to be desired. ❜
  • ❛ In the darkest of times you were my conscience. ❜
  • ❛ The more we try to help each other, the more harm we do. ❜
  • ❛ Have you learned nothing? ❜
  • ❛ I lose everyone I love. ❜
  • ❛ What odd turns our lives have taken. ❜
  • ❛ Your life is more valuable than this. ❜
  • ❛ My life is once again the sum of my choices, not someone else’s crimes. And I choose to help my friends. ❜
  • ❛ Tell me, what would hurt more. Knowing the person you love will die, or knowing they’re alive but you cannot have them? ❜
  • ❛ I don’t give my heart or give up easily. ❜
  • ❛ Despite your heartbreak, I must warn you, I show no mercy. ❜
  • ❛ I’m not sure I trust my own fate anymore. ❜
  • ❛ You have to admit, your fate does have a sense of humor. ❜
  • ❛ I need to forget a ridiculous, childish idea that I could love someone, they could love me, and nothing else mattered. ❜
  • ❛ Choose because of what you think, not what others might. ❜
  • ❛ There is always risk. At least when you love someone it’s worth taking. ❜
  • ❛ I never said I was a good person, but one can receive good advice from a bad person.❜
  • ❛ Please, let there be one honest thing between us. ❜
  • ❛ You want to hear something honest? I would do anything to keep you. ❜
  • ❛ Love is never simple. Not that I’m any expert. ❜
  • ❛ We can’t do this. ❜
  • ❛ We were supposed to dance under the stars. ❜
  • ❛ Maybe there is no magic but what we make for ourselves. ❜
Avatar

NAME OF YOUR MUSE:  

Dazai Osamu

ONE PICTURE YOU LIKE BEST OF YOUR MUSE’S FC:

Image

TWO HEADCANONS YOU HAVE FOR YOUR MUSE THAT YOU NEVER TOLD ANYONE

01  .  A thinking man by nature Dazai believes that the ultimate ‘power’ is KNOWLEDGE and the ultimate ‘weapon’ is INFORMATION. As such he makes it a habit to research on his enemies & uprooting everyone’s background hope to be able to use a flaw in their past against them, be it blackmaill or offering to fix it for them, as long as they agree to obey his wishes. A shackle that cannot be physically seen, and with only knowledge and information he’d be able to live so far even without having a combat class ability.

02  .  Because of his past with Oda, Dazai now makes it a point to keep people at bay. He no longer desires to have friends or close comrades, because when Oda died he realized how ‘relationship’ and ‘closeness’ with someone can have a strong grip on him that bad. So despite the ADA seem to be like a family, and Dazai DOES care about them, he is still enigmatic and distant ( and of course, he’d jump in to save them at the last moment if their lives are at stake ) but the moment everyone’s safety is secured, he reverts back to his normal aloof, distant self. Moreover, he does not bother to explain himself even if he was wronged, and it didn’t bothered him in the slightest even if the whole world misunderstood him. 

THREE THINGS THAT YOUR MUSE LIKES DOING IN THEIR FREE TIME

01  . attempting to suicide

02  .   attempting to suicide

03  .   attempting to suicide (what do you mean this isn’t canon?)  Okay but sometimes he’d spent time in researching his enemies / friends. He likes to have at least ONE thing in his hands at all times that he could use against a specific person if they ever wish to betray/make an enemy of him.

SEVEN PEOPLE THAT YOUR MUSE LOVES/LIKES

01  .  himself 02  .  himself 03  .  himself 04  .  himself 05  .  Oda  06  .  Akatsugawa 07  .  Asushi

TWO THINGS YOUR MUSE REGRETS

01  .  he regrets being born. he finds the world is a boring place with no reason strong enough for him to keep living. now he only lives aimlessly as an individual who carried out other people’s goals, but he himself does not have a specific goal he wants to work towards.

02  .  he regrets not leaving the Mafia along with Ango, while taking Oda with him. Since Ango & Oda are obviously the only two people he cares about in the Mafia. After Oda’s death, something Dazai would think back about past events and wonder if the best solution had been - if he and Oda left the Mafia along with Ango that day. Since, after Oda dies, Dazai left the Mafia anyway.

TWO PHOBIAS YOUR MUSE HAS

DAZAI HAS NO FEARS

01. Maybe one, though. He fears losing people he loves. Oda’s death did a so severe impact on him that he kept Chuuya, and the memebers of the ADA at bay. Even to Akutsugawa, who he actually does CARE about (even if it’s just 0.00001%). He made no attempt to get close to these people and kept them at bay.

TAG PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING

@suicxedere ; @lifeguilt@labem ; @wxrnbeauty ; @txintedsorrow ; @percuro ; @corruptiongifted ; @papasaku --- I dont have many followers here and these are only people I’ve interacted with. Feel free to do it and say I tagged you though ~~ !! Also feel free to ignore if you’ve already done it!

TAGGED BY

the wonderful and precious senpai Ramona <33 ( @white-reaper ) thank you for tagging me!

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.