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Honey-Wine and Crocuses

@winestainedpoetry / winestainedpoetry.tumblr.com

Khaire! You can call me Nic. 29 she/they pronouns. Bi af. Hellenic Polytheist, new follower of Odin Allfather, devotional writer, and lover of good wine and good tea. This blog is my space to publish my devotional writing and learn more about my new faith. Devotional writing requests are OPEN. N*zis, white supremacists, TERFs, racists, and other bigots are not welcome here. No xenia or frith with fascists.
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Dripping red,

Bright as gems,

Trailing down my chin.

Eyes wild,

Teeth bared,

I take the heart

And bite it.

I am as my ancestors,

Wild and untamed.

"Meanads," they called them.

Those who refused

To be constrained.

Followers of the divine,

Embracing in his mysteries.

The coiling of snakes,

The leopard's snarl,

The bull's roar,

Shrieking in my ears,

As I pour another libation.

Like Him,

I refuse to be caged.

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Zeus, upholder of just laws,

Hear my prayer.

Dionysos, patron of the queer,

Hear my cry;

Protect us from those who

Carry hate in their hearts.

When the laws of man

Violate simple xenia and kinship

Give us strength.

Help us tear through the hate

Like lightning.

Guide us to justice and healing.

Protect us as we struggle.

Gods be with us, for we need

Your safety and strength

Now more than ever.

Today's SCOTUS decision on 303 v. Elenis is an extremely upsetting one. It's the latest attack on our community in a series of hateful laws and decisions. It sets us back by decades and essentially makes it possible to discriminate against members of the LGBTQIA community if our existence goes against one's "sincerely held beliefs." Stay strong, call your reps, protest, and stick together as a community. We'll make it through this.

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Anonymous asked:

hello! Are you still active on discord?

Hey, sweet grey! I am indeed semi active on discord, in a variety of servers. Admittedly, none of them are religious servers except for one personal one that a couple of friends and I have and even then... Really it's more of a social group lmao.

Feel free to dm me off anon if you'd like to connect, though!

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broomsick
Prayer to the Allfather

Hear my call, High One,

As you watch over the Einherjar’s hall,

Sitting on your throne

With a raven at each of your sides,

Hand gripping your spear

As the other strokes your wolves.

Hear my plea, Hooded One

For I am sailing foggy waters

And the threads of my fate are hidden from me,

As they are known only to your wife Frigg

And the Norns at the bottom of the holy ash.

When it is lost in a storm,

Won’t you hear your child’s prayer?

When it has lost its way,

Won’t you offer your divine wisdom?

After so many sacrifices made,

Won’t you mercifully ease my pain?

Hear my despair, Wise One,

I am asking you to guide me,

To be the favorable wind which pushes me in the right direction,

To light a torch at the end of my path,

To show me the shape of my Wyrd,

To reveal yourself to me in all your glory.

When there is nothing before me but walls of flame and smoke,

I plea for you to quiet the fires which obstruct my path

And to lead me back from where I have strayed.

Artwork by Meredyth
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Anonymous asked:

your writing is beautiful - would it be ok to make art inspired by it for part of a zine, and if so how do I credit you?

Hey nonny! Can you message me off anon? I'd love to discuss this in more detail. I love the idea but would like some more info before I agree to anything.

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All Your Favourite Norse Deities are Queer: Some Resources

Since I’m so fond of saying “all ur fave Norse deities are queer” I thought I’d put together a short list of links to sources written by people who actually know what they are talking about. Most of these are from the Grumpy Lokean Elder’s tumblr because they often have links to other resources:

Queerness in Heathenry

Addendum to the homosexuality in Heathenry post (contains links to articles about guldgubber, same-sex guldgubber exist)

Specific Deities

(Besides Odin and Loki because everyone knows they’re queer as fuck.)

I’m trying to hunt down that one article by that one guy that speculates that Thor and Loki had sex in Thrymskvida (which I don’t really take that seriously but thought I’d include for reasons).

For Frigga, Fulla, Lofn, see links above.

For Odin, see everything Odin does. Everything.

I have no idea if any of these links still work but HAPPY PRIDE!

“For Odin, see everything Odin does.”

I mean so far no one’s argued with me on that point.

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skaldish

Hi, can I ask advice? We have a New Age/witchy shop opened recently near us, which would be awesome except I spotted that they're selling Galina Krasskova and one of their rune symbol sheets includes the Black Sun you talked about. I want to raise this with them because we do not want Nazi bastards getting traction among our pagan community, but I'm not sure what approach will work best. What would you advise?

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So...I've been told by my more experienced friends that the reason you see those kinds of things in witchy/new age stores is because the local kindreds have requested them.

While there's a chance the store clerks are none the wiser, there's also a chance they aren't. If you do approach them about it, just be aware there is a non-zero chance you may experience pushback.

If that idea makes you uncomfortable, there's another approach you can take: Ask the store to stock other titles you know specifically combat the white nationalist narrative (you don't need to specify that motivation, just request they keep the titles on the shelves). Ásatrú for Beginners by Dr. Mathias Nordvig and The Way of Fire and Ice by Ryan Smith are both great options for this. Stocking these on the shelves might not get Krasskova pulled down, but it will create competition.

Nazi bastards have always had traction in American norse heathenry because they're the ones that pioneered it here. White nationalist authors have the advantage because they had a 50-year head-start. Tearing down their narrative won't be effective if there's not better narratives to replace it.

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Krasskova’s book on runes used to be recommended reading, before she outed herself as fash trash. I brought it up with my local metaphysical shop and they - not being social media savvy - were genuinely unaware, appalled, and glad I brought it to their attention. So it’s worth a try! Tell them a new edition of Diana Paxson’s book on runes is coming out this year, and they’ll be able to restock with that. ❤️

So there you have it! Worth the shot!

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I can not be the only one who simultaneously feels like I’m a shit follower of the theoi who needs to do more, and also like all the fancy trapping would feel fake for me. Like I’ll think about all kinds of extra stuff I could be doing and then also be like “but that’s not genuine for me”

I can’t discuss anything without quoting M. Aurelius and stoicism (and I know stoicism isn’t everyone’s jam, but it gives a good pov about this topic), so:

M. Aurelius, Meditations, 5.7
A prayer of the Athenians: Rain, rain, O dear Zeus, down on the ploughed fields of the Athenians and on the plains.—In truth we ought not to pray at all, or we ought to pray in this simple and noble fashion.

This statement is quite drastic, but it shows an important thing: you don’t have to captivate the gods with fancy words because they are good, and they will always do what is best for the cosmos. Prayers and offerings are an act of respect and should match what you think, feel, and can afford to give.

You are not required to do fancy stuff because what matters is your attitude towards the divine. There is a nice passage in the Edelsteins’ works on Asclepius that says that the god always listened and intervened in favor of those who approached him with respect, ignoring only those who wanted to take advantage of him. The virtuous devotee is always welcomed by the gods. Feeling unworthy for not doing more can lead you to a dead end. If you are not worthy because you can’t do more, it is useless to do anything, so why bother? But I don’t think this is what you want.

The gods are good and always do what is best, and most importantly, they know what we can do and give. Small acts of devotion and silence are better than extravagant offerings with empty prayers if this is what you can and want to offer. Fancy rituals are meaningful only if you want them to be like that or if you need to do them for whatever reason. Daily (or weekly or monthly) devotion should be approachable, and it should be something that you really want to do. If more complex rituals are not appealing, skip them. You are not a shitty devotee because of this. We are not priests, and we are not required to chant and sing hymns thrice a day, every day.

It’s easy to forget that religious practices should adapt to mankind, not the other way around.

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Spiritual protection in the Greco-Roman world

This was this week’s hot topic, so I’m using the opportunity to make some things clear from a purely hellenic and historical perspective. Needless to say I am tired of seeing modern magical concepts being slapped on ancient beliefs and I am not writing this post unbiased.

Amulets Etymologically, the word amulet probably means “something that can be carried”. It’s, personally speaking, my favorite type of protection. Technically speaking, an amulet could, therefore, be a lot of different things as long as they serve two main purposes: tutelage (protection) and prophylaxis (preventive).

Let’s go through some of the most common types:

  • Bulla: typically given to male roman children 9 days after birth. It is worn like a locket where other amulets are placed (typically phalluses).
  • Lunula: a crescent moon pendant worn by little and young roman girls until their mariage.
  • Fascinum, tintinnabula and other phalli: the symbol of protection par excellence, found in many shapes and forms. The tintinnabula is more potent, as it also has bells, which are considered apotropaic as well. Bells could also be put around children’s and animal’s neck for a similar protective effect.  
  • The Eye (mati): still widely in use, it appears as soon as the 6th century BC on Greek cups. Sometimes added on the phallus for a double protective effect (also true for wings).
  • Gorgoneion: Often worn simply as a pendant and easily found a bit everywhere, from house thresholds to carved on bullae.
  • Hercules’ Club:  late Antiquity amulets shaped like wooden clubs and most common in Roman Germany between the 2nd and 3rd centuries AD. An examplary speciment bears the inscription “Deo Herculi”, thus confirming its link to Hercules hero worship.
  • Amulet strings: Mostly seen for Athenian children. It is a cord with several amulets attached to it that is worn diagonally (or on the chest) instead of around the neck so the child can’t choke on it.
  • Garter and waist amulet strings: Mostly worn by Greek women. Their function is debated, but it seems that amulets that were worn this way might have had something to do with easing childbirth, menstruation and sexuality in general (eg. to avoid miscarriages or, the opposite, as a contraceptive).
  • Coiled snake ring/bracelet: Common protection for young Roman women. 
  • Depiction of gods on medaillons and other objects: quite a straightforward way to put yourself under the protection of a deity. Helios and Semele together seem to both have been a popular choice.
  • Coins: Especially old reused coins, sometimes pierced in the middle but not always. This is especially the case for coins which have the image of a deity or hero (Alexander the Great got very popular for this function). Other notable examples include Fortuna, Nike or Helios. The image on the coin matters more than the coin itself.

This is not even an extensive list, but it’s worth noting that when we’re talking about the ancients, we’re talking about people who have been put under some kind of magical protection since their first days of life. I personally have used 2 types of amulet cited above so far, a silver coiled snake ring which I worn until it broke, which I replaced by a fascinum. This one travels with me, as I keep it with my apartment keys but I have 2 consecrated phalli in my apartment that also serve a purpose: one to Dionysus and one to Priapus. The latter being by definition, a protective deity. 

Protection starts at the threshold

I know this can be hard to pull off, but in ideal conditions, you’d want to have a small altar or shrine by the main door of your place. Amulets are meant to follow you around, but protecting your space is just as important. In one of the ridiculous arguments I’ve witnessed this week, someone said, and I paraphrase, that “you could have negative entity living in your house and fucking your life up” when trying to honor the gods, which is “why you should banish“. The problem here is banish against what? If the answer here is “negative spirits”, then, by hellenic standards, this is a whole other process that: 

1) Doesn’t happen at the altar 2) Protects the household on the long term instead of a one shot thing

This, alongside other elements of ancient greek theology, is why you don’t need to “protect yourself when you approach the gods” and other ridiculous claims I’ve seen. If you need to protect yourself in such manner, it means you never either 1) developped kharis with a deity to protect you or 2) took care of protecting your place. 

The first protection for a typical greek door would be an aniconic pillar dedicated to Apollo Agyieus aka “of the street” because that pillar was outside of the house. This Apollo, protector of entrances is also called Thyraios in later sources: 

Apud Graecos Apollo colitur qui Θυραῖος vocatur, eiusque aras ante fores  suas celebrant, ipsum exitus et introitus demonstrantes potentem. The Greeks worship Apollo under the name Thyraios and tend his altars in front of their doors, thereby showing that entrances and exits are under his power.
-Macrobius, Saturnalia 1.9.6

It’s important to note that the same epithet is attested for Hermes, which makes total sense since he and Hekate are also traditionally linked to the protection of thresholds (represented by hekataia and herms). 

Why am I insisting so much on doors? To quote Johnston: 

“Divinities who guard the entrances to cities or private dwellings would be expected to avert all sorts of dangers that might threaten those dwelling within, from burglars to mice, but in ancient Greece (like many other places), they were particularly expected to ward off unhappy souls and other demonic creatures, who were believed to congregate at entrances for two reasons. First, because inhabitants vigilantly used protective devices to keep them out, these creatures were imagined to lurk near entrances, patiently awaiting those rare moments of laxity when they might dart back inside.”

It’s important to note that the protection granted by threshold deities, whether it is Hecate, Hermes or Apollo is that it concerns both the mundane and the spiritual, restless spirits are one thing but it seems to extend to general ills.

Conclusion

I should add, before wrapping this up, that there is an evolution in time with how the Ancients considered their protection to work. As such, between the 8th and 5th centuries BC, amulets weren’t so prevalent. The gods were considered the only ones who had the ability to protect. After the end of the 5th century onwards, there is a gradual shift towards a more “DIY” approach to protection, where human action is considered impactful, thus making the use of atropopaic amulets relevant. 

Further reading: 

  • Faraone C., The Transformation of Greek Amulets in Roman Imperial Times, 2018
  • Habib R. R.,  Protective Magic in Ancient Greece: Patterns in the Material Culture of Apotropaia from the Archaic to Hellenistic Periods, 2017
  • Johnston I. S., Restless Dead: Encounters between the Living and the Dead in Ancient Greece, 1999
  • Kerr M. D., Gods, Ghosts and Newlyweds: exploring the uses of the threshold in Greek and Roman superstition and folklore, 2018
  • Porto C, V.,  Material Culture as Amulets: Magical Elements and the Apotropaic in Ancient Roman World in: Philosophy Study, 2020
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