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 casually, i’m moving luna to a new url @deacruor but will keep ‘moonichor’ just in case i decide to use this particular url again in the future. otherwise, consider this account archived from now on. i’m gonna start re-following blogs soonish, thus interactions will remain intact over there. if you wish to, that is.  additionally, i don’t mind continuation of current or old threads; just should you decide to reply to them, please @ mention the new url so i get notified.  and i guess that’s it. i hope you have a wonderful day / evening / night!
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He came to this place by dying, by drowning. There was no difference in dreams, the place of the Caelums, as too they traversed through death and time and illusions. These places were the soft places, where reality and dreams and death converge and they fuss over each other in storms and delusions, smoke and mirrors. Except, he is drowning here in reverse. He thrashes and awakes with lungs full of salt water and dug from dragging depths. Bubbles sputter from his throat as a distant ascension is commenced, thrashing uselessly in the waters that are inclement to his struggle. But, through a burst of water, Noctis heaves himself upon a sand bar and retches water from his lungs, eyes tearing and throat burning. Coughing spasmodically, it hurts. But, he recovers. He manages to.
This is Altissia, and it is not. The colors are wrong, the emptiness is wrong. The Altar of the Tidemother sits on its lonely isle and the floating city is drowning in the Acqua Alta. She is drowned and quiet and perhaps she saved his life. Noctis heaves himself upon its stone, cold and sacrificial. 
He does not know why he is here, but perhaps he does. For he is not dead, he is not alive. 
“I– Anyone here?”
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  & her ? --- the mirror asked. she came here by aching, wherein the bloodshed was embraced. --- said its reflection.  one would claim; wounds closed & healed to seal themselves into scars.  and yet, ichor shan’t cease splattering, spilling, flowing and running out until it revealed the bottom of the river. she forgot naught of the dismal wrongs in her head, no flicker of violations. a brand, a bloody one, remained vibrant, throbbing more vividly than vitality --- the essence lost its shimmer long ago, back in immemorial eras, and glistened nevermore amidst these ruins. now, a dark, dirty fluid streamed without halt and dried out with haste. moony, this crooked prophetess proceeded in fragile wanderings, paid no attention how all ‘round her was but reflecting something, anything but outside reality. a place where only ILLUSION could allow this surreal construction:  she, with her arid veins ;  she, with her crater-pain : found herself in an altissia non-existent, just as barren as herself; aquatic horizon replaced with sand. here, the goddess of the seas must be dead.  (  ‘ darling, walked we ‘pon a thin line ‘twixt living and un-living --- you and i ? ‘  ) 

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  SHE DID NOT HOWL FOR ANOTHER SOUL /  did not howl in unease nor fear. benumbed from the inside out, hath selene turned, for a dull call rung in her ear. this world was not transparent enough to unveil the desperate source, however. but fret not, she would respond. the crescent hath yet to grow into full exposure. oh ye stargazers should await to be witness to tainted transcendence (  & ‘till this midnight horror arrived in a red dress, was still time to endure. endure. endure and dream. )        “ i hear you. but i cannot see you. ”  didst thou hear her? hast thou not seen her?
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A steady correspondence had been maintained through the canine that presently so amiably trotted up to the drifting youth. As blood heir of a distant Oracle, Vergil had not strayed from his lineage, nor his relatives, while he had up and left his home of Tenebrae. It was not his wish to cut ties or traditions, but he hadn’t any fondness for living beneath the oppressive rule of an invading authority. He had desired, much less, to fall in line and to render himself a pawn, an asset. To feign loyalty was not within him; to betray his sentiments, his family, his good sense was far beyond his power. He found himself in Duscae as a result, now more mature and experienced, and wise above all to the motives and the actions of Niflheim, and the consequences that surely came to follow wherever they would leave their mark. The rolling Lucian plains, its hills and grasslands, and every habitable outpost was a much different sight to behold, and even more a different experience to learn from. Vergil was afforded a new point of view from abiding among the natives, and any one of them he came to meet would not freeze their shoulder to turn away from the Tenebraen. His was not a forgettable face, considering his stature among his family and the renown it brought him. Still, one might not look upon him with the same familiarity as one might, say, Ravus Nox Fleuret.
He’d crouched to take the journal from Umbra’s gentle maw. Clearly, he had been joyous in countenance to receive such a visit, for this must certainly mean that his cousin had fared well as he’d hoped. The news of Insomnia’s fall and subsequent seizure was not something he, in Lucis, could have possibly missed—and with Lunafreya a doomed part of it, he had apprehended hearing no further word of her. It was with much relief that he saw Umbra, journal nestled between teeth, for he knew instantly that he needn’t worry himself any longer.
Eagerly had he pored over the contents of the filled pages. Breath escaped his lips parted ajar through a steady exhale. Any tension wound up within had relaxed away, and it was almost visible about his frame as he appeared to slacken with the lifting of an intangible weight. She’s all right! And, better still, she was in Lucis! They could meet, talk in depth—or as long as these new circumstances would allow. Alas, it would be a danger to have them together given Vergil’s incriminating position. With this thought, his smile faded. His hope, however, did not burn out as quickly, and he put pen to paper thenceforth.
Lunafreya,           You don’t realize how much I’ve been relieved to know that you’re alive and well. You can imagine how I’d felt when I heard news that you’d lost your life in Insomnia. I would much rather think on the future now that I know you can take part in it. However, I think it’d be a risk if we met. As much as I would like to, I’m afraid of what we would put in jeopardy. Imperials might already figure we’d try, and there’s no telling to what extent they would use that kind of opportunity.           That said, I’m open to suggestions. Maybe, if you’re expecting to travel to Duscae soon, I could stay put until you get here—it’s where I’m staying currently. We could plan further from there. I think we could both use the company and the comfort to come with it. I’m only too glad knowing you’ve made it out of Insomnia, and now you can fulfill your duties as Oracle. Please stay safe and in good health.                                                                                 Your cousin,                                                                                              Vergil
With that, he shut the journal, and returned it to his patient messenger. If he’d a stronger affinity toward animals, he might have given the dog a pat on the head. As it was, he merely smiled at him, and thanked him for his service as well as his loyalty. Not in so many words, of course, but he was inclined to believe that he’d been thoroughly understood. Thus, he sent Umbra on his way, offering parting words of caution. Vergil had no way of knowing what was to come as Luna’s response, nor when, but he would remain within Duscae if only to finalize arrangements—or until they must be dissolved. Sincerely, he hoped the latter was but speculation, and the former a great stroke of luck. At the very least, which was quite enough for him, his cousin had gotten rid of his doubts and his worries, all that terrible anxiety with which he contemplated the idea of her death. What, then, did that say of the Lucian king and its prince? Vergil would have to ask Lunafreya herself once the opportunity arrived. Let them have the opportunity first.

  a steady correspondence, indeed  ---  an emotional pillar, non-shattered.  one of the fewer stabilized things which did not wilt, nor gave in to the decay of time and the foolish fury of misled, war-thriving men.  and how they hath greedily taken, hungered for crystallized light, for they were night-infected, they were parasite-inflicted, unbeknownst of its true effect, to be host for corruption incarnate.   call this letter exchange a tying of links ‘twixt the star-shine of two, a glimmer to look out for, a lonesome hope amongst the absolution of isolation. a purely burning wick of a family’s beacon. like this, only for several shared lines, the world softened, and the heavens sighed less.    arrival of o time-bending emissary hath brightened her eyes in spotted daylight (  bask in these dying rays, as long as they filtered through thickening particles; slowly eclipsed. who’d known how long they lasted ? ). an awaited response was sought with eager pace with book in her hands, paper to paper, the pages fluttered. and there! the cousin hath written. paragraphs stretched across, as did the pale smile on maiden’s visage. truly, such reminded of passed childhood-history akin to a patchwork fairy tale, full with innocent memoriam, and naive dreams‘this innocence was robbed from us.’  peeled, stripped, from oracle flesh to lunar-bone. ‘but, i am only halfway alone’  )  

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 ‘ My dear Vergil;  you never need to worry about me, I promise you to stay in the best health possible. ’   --- in her damaging position, bluntly spoken. oh, how she loved to spill lies with ink. how she loved to encrypt, to create a puzzle with artificial optimism. by far, the most horrid part about her: an unapologetic masquerade.  these twelve years: they gorged on a once delicate spine, hardened it, made this heart lukewarm, soon to become cold, cold, colder. t’was her occupation / her inherited calling to bleed gold, to donate light that was not her possession, to give away warmth and soon it left her veins barren and her muscles slacken. lo, darling cousin; the lady oracle was born a liar, and she kept creating wrong harmony with a mere pen for thee:   ‘ The bitter truth about a hindered reunion aches me, but I agree. Surely, we have only a little number of options to plan a meeting furthermore. ‘ (  before the covenants drain the last bit of life from me. before i rot via this inward agony  )  ‘ As you know, the oracle’s duty demands to awake the gods when the time is right. I am sure you still recall the tales.  Whilst proceeding in this task, naturally I ought to visit many places, and the fields of Duscae are in fact one of them to pass by and gather the Archaean’s blessing.  This journey shall be a long one. As of now, I travel to the small isle of Angelgard, the thunder god will wait there. After this accomplishment, Duscae is my next goal, and then lastly Altissia.  Would that I could return to Tenebrae one more time with you to marvel at its valleys covered in Sylle blossoms, but with the empire following my every step, I am on the run. We both may be, constantly. Never do I wish upon you to be in danger, and in the current turmoil, their machinery troops seem alarmed day and night. Thusly, there is the probability we could miss one another. If you still wish to share your current location, I aim to seek you out.                                Please, be careful.                                                  Lunafreya.  ‘

  the journal closed, fortunately thou witnessed not the dying of mirth; the messenger was sent away with subtle faith;  & the note would be delivered before her presence graced ship. to cross these watery paths quick, Ramuh did urge.  ( o exiled one, didst thou remember the flowers of tenebrae; remember petal oceans and laughters? this bliss of eden and light-hearted games, before war set it all ablaze? )

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The harp, she serenades Selene’s radiance, given voice by composer’s nimble finger forsooth is the fallen sun to give to her beauty’s stead. Freya held no ill to the moon who shifts heritage truths, nor greeted it in song at most times. The oracle she gave her talents, and this night would be the first she holds the reverence of moonlight in the serenity of soft kindness within the Princess Lunafreya. So she plays her song, Knight against the mind’s ploy to weaken and woo to fearful fortunes.

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  late hour breeze: in denial the moon did wheeze & rather declined she sweet tunes dedicated to her washed phantom-brilliance.  ‘tis an unjust kindness thou grant’est me — lady-husk thought with awe & with loosen posture. those gentle instrumentals settled soothe ‘twixt a stillness so ageless. convinced she was, how underserving of bestowed serenity-blest melodies she’s been, when she’d born the title of a curse-bringer, changed thee like tides with FORCE; cruel, unforgiving. yet no spite thou gave’st , but welcomedst with familiarity.  “ once my mother told me i was named after hers: freyja — i always find bizarre solace within the fact that i share a part of my name with someone.” naught otherworldly in namesake’s of goddesses and yet —  ‘ t’was part of mine identity, part me: a fierce myth shrouding thee & my minor tragedy. ‘    “ ah, forgive me, i reminiscent — “ (  nay, she drifted to deep wishes. a desire of re-finding a gold-worn sister. )  “ you have my thanks, for sharing your harp-play with me, dearest freya. i ought to return the favor.  piano music is hopefully to your liking. ” / @burmecias-protector
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          ❝ it is an honour to be summoned by you , lady lunafreya . ❞ hand over heart , the star bowed to the young girl . ❝ how can i be of service to you ? ❞   
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      young this body / old her soul. still mayhap younger than the stars that fell into eos’ shores. “ ah, but the honor is mine, my dear. --- please, have a seat. “ myriad of years thou must have carried ‘pon these shoulders of thine, so fine. tell me: nowadays, how shallowly beauteous hath been the chaotic sky?  “ if i may, i’d like to inquire something in relation to your brethren. ”

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a familiar body , a familiar woman / different setting , different timeline . 
jagged edges of another life protrude from the pallor that envelops him , broken mirrors show a reflection not entirely his own ( a man of many names yet none quite fit , all wrong , wrong , wrong! ) ; don’t touch , it urges . he doesn’t listen ; fingertips glide along the edges softly , cautiously , leaving a trail of liquid gold in their wake . the aureate pigment soon fades , however , gives way to deep claret . wounds heal , re - open , heal again ; he retraces each life from start to finish , sets the blueprints alight / forgets it all once more ( each cycle gradually chipping away at the slumbering god beneath a mask so terribly human ; soon enough there will no longer be anything left to salvage : the remainder of phantom recollections peeled away from hollowed bones like decomposing flesh , picked clean by the vultures / by gaia herself )
an illusion , it whispers , do not listen . a familiar voice beckons him then , but he doesn’t listen .
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❛ so I see , ❜ ( faux ) mirth bleeds onto the pallor of his mien, befouls it / twists crimson - touched lips into a vicious smile . it blooms and blossoms , soaking into the fabric of his countenance , staining all a vivid vermilion . with arms folded ‘pon his chest now , he proceeds to recline in his seat , lurid gaze not once parting with her own ( she had freed him moments prior / cut him loose much to the priest’s dismay — he figures he can work with that ) . curious , this one , different . ( ever so familiar )
❛ ‘suppose next time they’ll know better than ta ambush ‘n innocent , helpless citizen . ❜ evidently he belongs to neither category , the latter demonstrated plenty by a broken nose to his left and a broken arm to his right ( both guards still looking rather displeased with the loss of his bindings , yet dare not utter a single word of complaint ) . not that he was in a much better shape himself , with bruises and lacerations mercilessly peppering the vast expanse of exposed pallor ( for some unknown reason , as being modest was not at all on the agenda ever , the redhead was somewhat relieved his clothing had remained intact ) . his neck , however , was another matter altogether . deep , vivid maroon now pigmented the boundary betwixt the sharp line of his jaw and the beginnings of his collarbones , sanguine lilies blooming just beneath the parchment - thin skin , petal - edges gradually darkening as blood continues to clot inside soft tissue . with enough time they , too , will rot away ( fall away , ) and leave no reminder at all .
❛ well now that’cha got me , ❜ it takes some time for the unease to creep up on the man and to crawl down his spine ( spider - limbed and ever so unpleasant ) , but when it does , it forces his arms to slowly stretch out and over their wide rests as nimble digits curl , claw , and begin to tap away at the finely polished surface beneath . ❛ ‘s only ‘propriate ta ask what is it that ya want with me ?from me .
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               a familiar body, familiar deity, who knew too much / saw too much.              (  thou hast admired this moon for far too long to not be drawn, see?  )      recalled and restored too often & fractured earth-given laws like church windows, without regret, without scruples and qualms. oh, such ire-stirring betrayal of a bound balance-nurturer. call her remorseless to become imbalanced, whilst she placed these shattered pieces together, each god-bone back into this primordial spine. this reality was a mosaic of half-truth. twisted and gruesome afterlives withheld the detail to one ( o pan, monstrous pan, thou remained’st the ignorant one ), sewed the other with-knowledge fabric and fateful work of handcraft ( o selene, clear selene, she hath been cognizant & pellucid ).      they reeked of biting tear-salt, they were soaked by the essence of a stellar-ocean, and my dear, we did drown. into this atrocity-hex, this atlantis-curse, we did drown, and unbeknownst of it all, thou swallowed’st its mayhem to quench thy everyday’s water-thirst. thou drankest the lapse of memory, then wast denied ambrosia, denied immortality.  (  & she shall tear these wounds open, ruthlessly with satin-fingers and a marble-sculptured heart, polluted her own hands with withering ichor, only to trigger thy remembrance.  ‘WAKE UP. I BEG OF THEE; WAKE UP. ‘ )

     our paths once more built this cross onto which a butchered tell-tale / forgotten myth, ought to be crucified furthermore. and during thy impudent mannerism, witness her unconcern, witness the indifference of this earth-communing maiden, so used to an old exchanged interplay, evermore.   “oh, please.” brazen scoff / chuckles pealed quietly, softly, mockingly; the amusement seeped with each beat. she lingered in a utmost ancient nostalgia-vortex, a phantom-eddy of the past, chewing itself into plant-blooming blood & loomed in its flow. t’were trusted sentiments however, and despite all the oddness of this crystalline palace’s lies, despite strangeness of memoriam unspoken; these sarcastic fibs, too well did she know them ( but thou spokest / he screamed: devil’s lament ; comatose cries ) “ we both know, neither ‘innocent’ nor ‘helpless’ accurately describe you and your affairs in this city.” ( and in this room, neither of us are perfect examples for each adjective, as well. ) perspective is the keyword in this matter, nay?”       sacred office was wide enough to carry each footstep’s sound, and orbited ‘round her own desk hath she, till she too, sat in her towering chair, to remain in ever-looked gaze dance. attention was barely a paid good for unnecessary company. dearest brother’s grumbled, a sharp undertone amidst these walls. “ but this is why you are here. not for punishment, but instead agreement. if you are willing to offer your skill set for my journey’s benefit, that is.” hark, she was unafraid to create a deal with the devil , horned & with fangs adorning this vicious smile, if it meant to prevent star-fall and ensure a softer illusion. 

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* luna in combat: i must say, she is not useless at all, rather practical to have in your team, though eventually not how one would expect with sword and shield. despite being not knightly per se, she is more or less ‘destructive’ even without the trident ( if we look at kings.glaive and how she just causes a goddamn air ship to explode? she makes luch.e wear the ring of the.lucii, and thus letting him burn himself. she is pretty savage and heartless if it comes to getting someone or something out of the way ) with the trident and her magical prowess which is extremely focusing on defense, she practices light-elemental attacks on other hand. they are powerful, yes, but they eat her ‘‘‘MP’’’ extremely, causing her to lose agility and pace / slowing her down, which is why she uses those spells wisely and not in a wasteful fashion. her strength lies within strategy & calculation. she is aware of her own physical and mental strain and limitations, and requires support of allies on a long term basis, especially after the awakening of the first astral whenever she escaped insomnia with the ring. she is indeed a loner by heart, but is not dull enough to not be aware of her own weakness which does come from how healing seasons and the covenants drain her vitality as well, if we pay attention to the flashbacks. it’s no condition that suits to be involved into fights. due to those restrictions, which is as though an muscle-weighing is placed upon her, she thinks twice to encounter a battle - and more or less retreats in most cases to avoid wasting any precious time.

this does depend on the verse, though. after her ascension to godhood after her death, no one should even dare to fight with her. she is a goddess ( with the influence of multiple divinities ) that has been robbed of her divinity, has regained it, and is stronger than ever in contrast to the weakening in her mortal form. battling selene or freyja as a mortal won’t be funny and is most likely leading to immediate death. whilst selene is a titan goddess that is rather as passive as luna, she is also overwhelming, using her enormous power due to gravitational force more than anything. she can shake the world via magnetism, control the tides, therefore makes her very dangerous by sheer will. freyja on other hand is a goddess of war and death, whilst ironically representing love and fertility. as leader of the valkyries, she is immensely skilled in combat and lethal with blades and speed, and all together her spells of seidr was were luna’s magic stemmed from originally, along with her nerves of steel. 

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lunar lady snuck toward thee, and tall stood she, to reach thy forehead freely: — with visage in both satin-made hands, thy heavy psyche found a place on which it could lean. let go, darling, if only for a beat of butterfly wings, if only for a blink of eyes. let go, as she planted one kiss / bliss to thy locked infernal thoughts.

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‘twas easy to get lost in the labyrinth of own mind , to etch own initials onto each and every stone of a passageway not yet explored , and the desire to do so — natural . however , what does one do in case said passageways already bear etchings of own name though written by another’s hand ( oh so familiar , it seems like ‘twas done by very own hands but he could not recall the exact moment … the static in his mind , in his bones , becoming louder , more incessant with every second spent pondering over the elusive topic ) . all wrong , and he desires nothing more than to peel away pellucid skin and shatter every bone within this borrowed body .

the scent of gunpowder and undertaker’s lilies  ( or was it jasmine ? he was never quite good at picking flower scents apart ) rouses his senses before her presence is given a chance to grace his line of vision . the fine line betwixt love and loss ( and resentment that is birthed thereafter, ever - present ) has been crossed so long ago alas , even upon her return , he finds himself on the edge of the precipice , gradually sinking into the wet concrete of his guilt , his inability to undo the past . familiar longing buries itself within the sand dunes of his gut , unearthed soon by the desire to seek physical contact ( closer , closer ; too many lifetimes hide in the darkness of his ribcage / a room within a room within a room of corpses that look exactly like her / like him : a gallery of the forsaken ) . and so he draws her in , a languid , gentle motion unlike the rest of him , the chaos knit into his essence setting alight spring’s roses blooming in a heart caged , leaving nothing but barren fields of ash and antipathy in its wake ( a sweeping storm / disaster come undone ) and yet he does try , hesitation palpable yet pushed aside , if only for a moment ( no longer eclipsing his thoughts , his wants ) . have you come to haunt me , my love ? 

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stay . ❜ if only for a moment while my heart sings to thee , stay . / @moonichor

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