The city of love..
My only problem was that I loved you until it hurt...
I really wanna figure this shit out. I want to get to know who I am. But with the world and all of its expectations I’m afraid I will never get the chance...
Just Someone
I really thought you were someone I could love. Someone I could moan to, Someone to come home to, Someone I could loan my thoughts to.
But you were just like everyone else. Someone who was temporary, Someone looking for extra territory, Someone that was predatory.
You said you would never stop loving me... but then how can you love her too?
They say home is where the heart is, so where do the broken hearted reside?
It is when I am alone that I feel loved most.
Loneliness
She creeps into my soul like a long lost guest I’m blown away by the seamlessness of her arrival I almost missed it.
But then i feel feel it like a bullet in my guts she’s here to stay she won’t give up.
My chest aches and my head feels numb there is no one else around but thats why she has come.
To keep me company and to make sure i feel alone its a contradiction despite feeling no presence there is someone around.
I can’t let her stay but how to i get her to leave? Like every unwelcome guest they depart as they please.
When you just stare at ceilings.
leave your troubles by the sea...
Fear
It was only when I let you go that I realised what had been holding me back...
Sometimes you can find what you’ve been searching for right outside your own window. Beautiful winter sunset.
Forgotten Words
I kept them at the back of my mouth for so long
they are now struggling to come out.
Why are we so afraid to speak the truth
when saying lies rarely raise any doubts.
Venezia!
How do I murder the pain within me?
The perfect brunch!