tbh i do want to return to rping but it feels like no one rly cares anymore (about rping, I mean, in general--this isn't meant to be a 'WOE IS ME' post) so any engagement from interested parties would be cool bc otherwise i just dont really want to put in all the effort just to be disappointed ykwim?
on that note I'm so sorry to the friends I've lost touch with. it's just been. really difficult. which isn't an excuse but an explanation that I hope you can empathize with. if not, i understand.