i genuinely feel like such an ass for doing this and i'm really sorry about it, so i apologise in advance. tw – mental health.
i started my first tumblr blog nearly two years ago, and this is my fourth. on my previous one, @/faetarou , i begun to feel really done with tumblr – i of course adore all the lovely people on this platform, but there are some not-so-lovely people, and it kinda put me out. i didn't talk about it, but i felt absolutely crushed by the need to update and writing my comfort characters filled me with a sense of dread and fear of rejection. i struggle with perfectionism@ in a really serious way that messes with my mental health and drove me to a really dark place of self-hatred last year that i never shared with anyone, and held me back beginning a new year.
i started this blog and @/cutenimi with high hopes, and i thought it would remedy the uneasiness and stress tumblr was beginning to creep upon me. starting the school year, i realise that didn't help, and what would really be best for me would be to leave tumblr.
obviously, i feel immensely guilty having promised so much and delivered so little, and it really breaks my heart to do this. i'm really, truly sorry, and i hope you can all understand.
i come with an offering. first, my real (nick)name – it's jazzi. i loved growing closer to you all as fae and i really hope that i reached as many people as possible. second, my wattpad account, @/jazzisackerman, where i am releasing a levi ackerman x reader high school au right now.
thirdly, if we're moots, you can ask for my discord so we can stay in touch – i will miss you all. thank you, and i'm sorry. i'll be on here until the end of the week.
tagging my moots. @ryesei , @chifemi , @tearofvenus , @mysterystarz , @bangchan-fairy , @xysthe , @haikyuutothetop , @shinomiis , @kageyahoe , @sunkeiji , @wwintersun , @okkatsudon , @envirae , @bluhr , @iuwon , @gyuuss , @yeoforce , @fairybinie , @moondust-zia , @kodzukoi , @escapenightmare , @ughopewrld , @kazudon , @kairakeiji , @aftersamu , @louvsano . i love you all so much. thank you so much.