Blessed Damnation

@dexilishways / dexilishways.tumblr.com

Trigger heavy/gore RP blog. Extreme themes. AU non-cannon untagged. DISCLAIMER: This is NOT a Canon Dean Winchester Blog. At This point it is run as an OC type blog. Writer is 21+
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dexilishways

Rules and Info

THIS IS NOT A CANNON DEAN BLOG

This Dean is not cannon. He has never been cannon. While set in the SPN verse, he’s of a Personal AU, involving heavy themes, gore and graphic abuse. This blog is trigger heavy!! I, the Mun, am open to Crack things and silly innocent things but they NEED TO BE SPECIFIED or I will assume you want to interact with an uncensored Dean. 

Dean IS a Demon. He is not possessing himself, he is not a cloud of black smoke, and is “stylized”. He has claws. He has fangs. He has extra bits and feel free to shoot a DM to ask or talk about them! I love talking about him. Animated and illustrated icons and references are my preferred source material to use when describing him, and I will occasionally use icons that are illustrations, cartoons, anime, ect. 

This blog is VERY TRIGGER HEAVY. This is something that needs to be addressed. 

It involves GRAPHIC descriptions of severe child abuse, CSA, physical and mental abuse. mental illness, instability. alcohol abuse. UNLESS SPECIFIED IT IS ASSUMED YOU ARE OKAY WITH THIS CONTENT MATTER IN A FANTASY SETTING. 

Mun is 21+, there WILL BE NSFW, as well as graphic descriptions of violence and gore, as well as lewd acts. Mun will NOT participate in lewd with minors(under 18) or graphic gore for minors(under16). 

Any questions? Don’t be afraid to ask! 

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IN-DEPTH HEADCANON QUESTIONS * inspired by genetic traits that might be passed through dna
  • does your muse like the taste of cilantro/coriander, or are they part of the roughly 20% of people that think it tastes like soap?
  • does your muse consume more caffeine or less caffeine than the average person? how do they typically consume it?
  • does your muse have a cleft chin? is this trait visible in their parents?
  • does your muse love to dance, or would they rather avoid dancing altogether?
  • is your muse's ring finger longer or shorter than their pointer/index finger?
  • does your muse have freckles? if so, where are they placed? does your muse like their freckles, or wish they had some?
  • does your muse have a birthmark? if so, where, and what does it look like?
  • does your muse get "hangry" when they haven't eaten in a while?
  • would your muse consider themselves an extrovert or an introvert?
  • is your muse a morning person or a night person?
  • is your muse a particularly picky eater? what foods do they refuse to eat?
  • when your muse wakes up in the morning, do they remember their dreams, or completely forget them?
  • does your muse play a musical instrument? did they play one at some point?
  • would you say your muse is a risk taker, or do they prefer to play it safe?
  • what are your muse's thoughts on spicy foods?
  • what are your muse's thoughts on sweet foods?
  • what are your muse's thoughts on dairy products? do they have an intolerance?
  • is your muse a habitual nap-taker? how often do they take naps? how long do their naps usually last?
  • does your muse's face get flushed after they drink alcohol?
  • what type of hair do they have? how thick is their hair? do they like the way their hair looks and feels?
  • is your muse more of an endurance runner, or are they better at short sprints?
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𝐍𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍​

  • [ 𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇 ] My muse gently touches a bruise on your muse’s body.
  • [ 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 ] My muse brushes a strand of hair out of your muse’s face.
  • [ 𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇 ] My muse attempts to make yours laugh when they are sad.
  • [ 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐓𝐇 ] My muse wraps yours in a warm blanket.
  • [ 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐏 ] My muse pokes your muse’s nose.
  • [ 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐄 ] My muse intertwines their fingers with yours.
  • [ Cuddle ] My muse cuddles up in bed to yours.
  • [ 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃 ] My muse sits by your muse’s bedside while they are sick/hurt.
  • [ 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ] My muse takes your muse’s hand and slow dances with them.
  • [ 𝐖𝐄𝐓 ] My muse helps yours out of sopping wet clothes.
  • [ 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄 ] My muse gently runs a hand over your muse’s back.
  • [ 𝐇𝐔𝐆 ] My muse hugs yours tightly.
  • [ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃 ] My muse steps protectively in front of yours.
  • [ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 ] My muse holds yours while they cry.
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🐝  *  ―  𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.

[ peck ] a quick, light kiss on the partner's lips or cheek [ french ] a deep, passionate kiss with the use of tongue [ forehead ] a gentle kiss on the partner's forehead, conveying care and affection [ spiderman ] an upside-down kiss, just like in the movie [ mistletoe ] a playful or romantic kiss under a mistletoe [ hand ] a chivalrous kiss on the back of the partner's hand [ lingering ] a long, slow kiss filled with emotion and desire [ neck ] a kiss or gentle sucking on the partner's neck [ nape ] a kiss placed at the nape of the partner's neck [ teasing ] a light brushing of lips against a partner's skin without fully kissing [ earlobe ] a light nibble on the partner's earlobe [ tango dip ] a kiss shared while one partner is dipped backward [ celebration ] a joyful and exuberant kiss to celebrate an achievement or milestone [ stolen ] a quick, stealthy, and impromptu kiss snatched in secret [ bite ] a playful kiss that involves some light biting [ goodbye ] a heartfelt kiss when parting, showing affection and fondness [ rain ] a romantic kiss in the rain [ scars ] a gentle kiss on the partner's scar(s) [ injury ] a careful kiss on a partner's wound to make it all better [ wedding ] a romantic kiss shared during a wedding ceremony [ comfort ] a tender kiss to provide comfort or reassurance [ sunset ] a kiss shared during sunset, often romantic and serene [ butterfly ] a light fluttering of eyelashes against the partner's skin [ seductive ] a deep, slow, and deliberately intense kiss filled with passion and desire [ shoulder ] a tender kiss on the partner's shoulder [ knuckles ] a kiss on each individual knuckle of the partner [ slow motion ] a kiss in slow motion, accentuating every moment and sensation [ reunion ] a longing kiss shared after being apart for a while [ passionate ] an intense and fiery kiss, expressing raw desire and strong emotion [ underwater ] a kiss shared while submerged in water [ wrist ] a tender kiss on the inside of the partner's wrist [ wake up ] a loving kiss to wake the partner up [ apology ] a kiss offered as a way to apologize or make amends [ hummingbird ] a series of light, rapid, and fluttery kisses on a small area [ trail ] a trail of kisses along the partner's jawline or collarbone [ blowing ] a kiss in the air and send of the gesture towards the partner [ surprise ] a sudden kiss to catch the partner off guard [ hickey ] a kiss that's supposed to leave a mark on the partner's skin [ single lip ] a sucking or nibbling of one of the partner's lips [ nose ] an affectionate gesture where partners rub their noses together

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actions speak louder than words non - verbal / action prompts from yours truly. (add a "swap" to swap the sender/receiver in the prompt (or just do it manually).)

  • back, sender gives receiver a back hug.
  • beckon, sender beckons receiver closer with a finger.
  • blood, sender cleans blood off of receiver.
  • book, sender helps receiver get a book from a higher part of the shelf.
  • care, sender takes care of receiver when they're sick.
  • catch, sender catches receiver by the waist after they bump into each other.
  • choke, sender saves receiver from choking by giving them the heimlich.
  • cold, sender places their jacket over receiver's shoulders.
  • cry, sender wipes tears off receiver's face with their thumbs.
  • dance, sender sticks a hand out to receiver and invites them to dance.
  • dip, sender skinny dips in front of receiver and invites them to join.
  • dog, sender's dog pulls them in receiver's direction.
  • drive, sender drives receiver somewhere in their car.
  • drag, sender drags receiver into a room and closes the door behind them.
  • draw, sender draws receiver like one of their french girls.
  • face, sender turns receiver's face towards them.
  • flower, sender gives receiver a flower.
  • footsie, sender initiates footsie with receiver under the table.
  • forehead, sender presses their forehead against receiver's.
  • grab, sender grabs receiver's wrist to stop them from leaving.
  • jump, sender jumps onto receiver's back.
  • kiss, sender kisses receiver.
  • link, sender links arms with receiver while walking.
  • massage, sender offers receiver a massage.
  • patch, sender patches up receiver's wounds.
  • piano, sender teaches receiver how to play the piano.
  • pin, sender pins receiver's hands behind their back.
  • pluck, sender plucks something out of receiver's hair.
  • press, sender presses receiver against a wall.
  • propose, sender proposes to receiver.
  • quiet, sender gestures for receiver to be quiet.
  • rest, sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder.
  • serenade, sender serenades receiver with a song.
  • sign, sender walks into a sign and receiver sees.
  • size, sender measures the size of their hand against receiver's.
  • shoes, sender removes receiver's shoes for them.
  • sun, sender rubs sunblock onto receiver's back.
  • tattoo, sender gives receiver a tattoo.
  • tie, sender helps tie receiver's tie.
  • tuck, sender tucks receiver's hair behind their ear.
  • umbrella, sender lets receiver under their umbrella.
  • warning, sender presses a knife against receiver's neck as a warning.
  • zip, sender needs receiver's help to zip up the back of their dress.
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reasons for there to be only one bed ˗ˏˋ ꒰ 🍊 ꒱

¹⁾ they’re undercover as a married couple, and as such need to act like one

²⁾ there’s technically two beds available, but it’s freezing cold and everybody knows body heat works best

³⁾ it’s a camping trip, and one character’s forgotten their sleeping bag

⁴⁾ a character goes to their friend’s house after an emotional upheaval in search of comfort, and ends up staying the night - but refuses to kick the homeowner out of their own bed, resulting in the two of them sharing it

⁵⁾ in a roommate scenario, one character’s bedroom has been rendered unusable - and with the couch being unsustainable in the long run, they proffer sharing the one remaining bed as a solution

⁶⁾ there are two beds, but only one blanket

⁷⁾ a character’s taken ill, and the other party worries too much to leave them alone for even a minute

⁸⁾ in a fit of anger after a mission gone wrong, both characters sleep in the only available bed because no one was chivalrous to offer to take the floor

⁹⁾ a character’s had a nightmare, and needs company to feel safe enough to go back to sleep

¹⁰⁾ the weather takes a tumultuous turn, meaning a late night hangout has to turn into a sleepover when a character gets stranded there for the night

¹¹⁾ it’s a late night at work and when they both grow too tired to continue on, the only option is the lone office couch

¹²⁾ a threat’s been made against one/all character(s) involved, and so under the guise of safety in numbers it’s deemed safest if they stay together - everywhere

¹³⁾ one character joins the other for a late-night conversation, and ends up getting comfortable in their bed next to them - evidently too comfortable, as the char in bed falls asleep on the visitor and effectively traps them there

¹⁴⁾ there’s no bed in the shoddy refuge they’ve found after things went sideways, so when it comes time to sleep the only real choice is to stay close together

and, of course,

¹⁵⁾ it’s the last room available at the hotel after a long trip

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melaerotica

dirty talk .

a collection of dirty talk found around social media .
  • “I can’t get enough of you touching me.”
  • “I love when you push me against the wall.”
  • “I can’t wait until I get to rip these pants off of you.”  
  • “That feels so good.”
  • “I’m gonna cum if you keep up this.”
  • “I love the way your cock tastes in my mouth.”
  • “I love the taste of your pussy against my tongue.”
  • “I want your fingers inside me.”
  • “I want your mouth against me.”
  • “I want your fingers deep down my throat.”
  • “I want your cock inside of me.”
  • “I want to feel how much you want me.”
  • “I want to make you cum.”
  • “I want you cum all over my mouth.”
  • “I want to feel your legs tremble around my waist.”
  • “Make me want you.”
  • “Show me how much you want me.”
  • “I can’t get my mind off you.”
  • “Touch my breasts.”
  • “I would love to  bend you over the counter.”
  • “I can’t get enough of the idea of you on your knees for me.”
  • “Spread my legs and make me weak.”
  • “I want your hands all over me.”
  • “Grope me.”
  • “Kiss me.”
  • “What do you want me to do to you?”
  • “Where do you want me to kiss you?”
  • “How do you want me?”
  • “Why don’t you come closer?”
  • “Where would you like to kiss me?”
  • “You like it when I spank you, don’t you?”
  • “I can’t stop thinking about your tight ass draped around me.”
  • “I can’t stop fantasizing about your legs spread over my face.”
  • “I just want to run my tongue inside your pussy.”
  • “You like it when my brush my cock against you?”
  • “I love how your tongue feels on my clit.”
  • “I’ve been waiting for this all day.”
  • “I want to tear your clothes off and make you mine.”
  • “Your breasts look so good in that top.”
  • “I love the way you grind against me.”
  • “The lace feels so good against my fingers.”
  • “Your hands are so warm.”
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「   RP MEME :   VARIOUS FF7 REMAKE QUOTES.   」     * change pronouns as needed. 
  • 'this was a one-time gig. when we're done, we're done.'
  • 'not interested.'
  • 'hold onto this... this anger, okay?'
  • 'i'll be fine. you've seen how much ass i can kick.'
  • 'but whatever happens, you can't fall in love with me!'
  • 'i am what you see before you.'
  • 'nothing personal... bitch.'
  • 'you are too weak to save anyone... not even yourself.'
  • 'this sky... i don't like it.'
  • 'there is nothing you can do.'
  • 'your options are limited.'
  • 'i'm the one who carried you.'
  • 'can i come? then it's a date!'
  • 'i don't care! i don't want anyone to die, please!'
  • 'a man who serves a great evil is not without sin.'
  • 'i'm not cut out for this crap.'
  • 'if it feels wrong, don't do it.'
  • 'bring it on, bitch.'
  • 'you've made me happier than i could know.'
  • 'do you dream of me?'
  • 'fate is not to be taken lightly.'
  • 'we can beat them!'
  • 'nailed it, i know. thank you. moving on.'
  • 'you owe me a pizza.'
  • 'learn to talk to her.'
  • 'i do things differently. i'll control the world with fear.'
  • 'these hands are a little too stained to carry her anymore.'
  • 'can you not see your future?'
  • 'deep down? you're a pretty nice guy.'
  • 'hang on, guys. we're coming. and you can go to hell!'
  • 'you've gotta be better than this if you're going to play the hero.'
  • 'better late than never!'
  • 'i'm a man of modest dreams. dropping you from seventy stories up would get me damn near to good.'
  • 'sorry i woke you up.'
  • 'that's not true.'
  • 'do you want to stay?'
  • 'careful now.'
  • 'that which lies ahead does not yet exist.'
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IN CHARACTER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS .

send an emoji/series of emojis for my muse to answer any of the following questions in character! for some questions, there are fields italicized and bolded for you to fill in with the name of a person/place/event/etc in the muse's life. please remember to fill in these spaces in order for the question to make sense! each emoji is described in case you can't see them, and they are listed alphabetically.

  • ✈️ AIRPLANE — have you traveled anywhere that helped you discover something about yourself and/or about the world?
  • 😠 ANGRY FACE — how easy or difficult is it for you to express your emotions? if you find it difficult, what do you think is holding you back?
  • 🎨 ARTIST PALETTE what are some hobbies that you like to partake in? do you think they're just to pass time or to distract yourself, or do you believe some of them potentially have therapeutic outcomes for you?
  • 🎈 BALLOON — what is something you've created and/or accomplished recently that you're proud of?
  • 🖤 BLACK HEART — what would you say is the darkest thought you've ever experienced? what do you think caused you to have that thought? have you ever planned on or fantasized about acting on it?
  • 🏹 BOW AND ARROW — if there's something from your past that you'd give anything to go back in time and redo, what is it?
  • 💔 BROKEN HEART — is there anyone in your life you wish you had a better relationship with? if so, how come? what makes this person important to you?
  • 🎄 CHRISTMAS TREE — what is your favorite holiday and why?
  • 🌙 CRESCENT MOON — what would you say is your current biggest dream and/or career aspiration and why?
  • CROSS MARK — how would your life be different if [name of person] had never been in it? would it be better or worse?
  • ⚔️ CROSSED SWORDS — do you have any skills that you are absolutely grateful you have and that mean a lot to you? how do you usually use these skills? would they come in handy if someone you cared about was in trouble?
  • 🔮 CRYSTAL BALL — what is a core memory from your childhood that you think defines you today?
  • 🗡️ DAGGER — what is something or someone you know you can't afford to lose? how far are you willing to go to make sure you don't lose it/them?
  • 💧 DROPLET — are you grieving something or someone? do you feel like you lost something or a part of yourself with it/them?
  • 😶‍🌫️ FACE IN CLOUDS — is there something you're hiding from the people you love? if so, how urgent is it for them to hear it? what's holding you back from sharing it?
  • 🍂 FALLEN LEAVES — how would you metaphorically describe your life and the journey(s) you've been on?
  • 👻 GHOST — is there someone or something that you feel is missing from your life? do you know if there's any way to find it/them?
  • 🩶 GRAY HEART — what kind of friend do your friends consider you to be (mom friend, uncle friend, funny friend, etc) and why? what do you think this says about your personality?
  • 🤝 HANDSHAKE — do family or platonic relationships mean more to you? or do they mean different things to you?
  • ❤️‍🔥 HEART ON FIRE — what angers you the most? what triggers this anger, and how do you cope with it? what does this anger feel like, if you had to describe it?
  • 💋 KISS MARK — if you had to share a romantic kiss with a loved one, where would you share that kiss and why? are you thinking about giving this romantic kiss somewhere other than the other person's lips?
  • ✝️ LATIN CROSS — are you a religious person? did you grow up religious? does your faith mean anything to you today?
  • 🩵 LIGHT BLUE HEART — what do you fantasize about the most often (generally/sexually/etc)? are there any people that are significant to or that you can see in this fantasy and why?
  • ⚡️ LIGHTNING BOLT — how has [significant event in muse's life] impacted you? what has it made you realize about yourself? about others? about the world?
  • 💄 LIPSTICK — have you had any romantic or sexual experiences that made you realize something about yourself?
  • 🪄 MAGIC WAND — would you describe yourself as a superstitious person (someone who believes in superstitions)? do you believe in luck?
  • ❤️‍🩹 MENDING HEART — how strongly do you experience your emotions? does it depend on who you're interacting with and/or the context of the situation?
  • 🎶 MUSICAL NOTES — what song lyrics do you think most accurately describe you? your journey through life? who you are as a person?
  • 🫂 PEOPLE HUGGING — generally speaking, do you feel very supported by the people in your life? how strong and cohesive is your support system, if you have one? do you often feel like you're at the front of the line or pushed to the side by the people in your life?
  • ❤️ RED HEART — what is/are your love language(s)? how do you use it/them to communicate your feelings about others?
  • 💞 REVOLVING HEARTS — who and/or what are you most grateful for in your life?
  • 🎀 RIBBON BOW — how confident are you with your physical appearance? is there anything about it that you are insecure about? is there anything about it that you are happy about or gives you confidence? how do you think people perceive you based on your physical appearance?
  • 🧪 TEST TUBE — if you knew you were going to die tomorrow, what is one thing you absolutely have to resolve and/or do before then?
  • 🤔 THINKING FACE — what three emotions tend to dominate your mindset? do you know why they do?
  • 💭 THOUGHT BALLOON — is there something or someone you find yourself thinking about more often than other things? if so, why do you think you do this?
  • 💀 SKULL — how has [name of person] 's death influenced your outlook on life, if anything?
  • ☀️ SUN — would you describe yourself as more of an introvert or extrovert, or are you somewhere in between? how come?
  • 🪽 WING — if you could choose to have one superpower for a day, what would it be and why? what would you do with it?
  • ✍️ WRITING HAND — what is one thing you wish you were better at? this can be a tactical skill, social skill, hobby, etc.
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