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@death-and-desires

previously @/temptress-of-death-and-desire they/them | i go by ham/death ...only here for interactive fiction tbh
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  • if it sucks hit da bricks <- litany against sunk cost
  • take it easy but take it <- litany against burnout/apathy cycle
  • fuck it we ball <- litany against perfectionism
  • now say something beautiful and true <- litany against irony poisoning

some others i found in the notes

Not really in the same vein, but i wanna add some great ones.

This whole post is my current philosophy

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Anonymous asked:

Don’t worry, us L fans definitely exist! A is a close second for me, but L has the added advantage of having Lars to aid me in my teasing! Love your work so far and am eagerly awaiting future updates! Sending love ❤️❤️

Thank you so much!

Lars is awesome. He's the type of older brother who'd tease their siblings to the ends of the earth and back again, but if anybody dared to hurt them... well... I just hope you can run, real, damn, fast.

\/\/ The day his dads handed Lars his baby brother or sister for the first time \/\/ 😄

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Anonymous asked:

forehead with mc and lea perhaps?

[FOREHEAD] - sender feels receiver's forehead.

You're having a nightmare. You can tell - you're aware of it, but you can't do anything about it. You're forced to play through the scene, cold water lapping at your waist, your hands and feet gone painfully numb as your whole body shivers violently.

You can feel the collar around your throat, rubbing your skin raw, the metal biting at your numb hands as you try to pull it free. Chains weigh you down, gradually pulling you deeper, the water rising agonizingly slow.

You've had this nightmare before - you know how it ends.

That fact doesn't stop you from waking up in a panic, grabbing at your throat, gasping and thrashing in your bedroll before you come to your senses.

You wake Lea up, too, your knee digging into their back as you struggle to throw the blankets off of yourself, hitting them more than once in your frantic state until they grab at your shoulders and say your name.

The touch - and their voice - jars you out of it, leaving you dazed, breathing hard, your hands gripping Lea's arms uncomfortably tight.

"You're alright," they're saying, and you swallow hard, the taste of saltwater still burning in the back of your throat.

"S-sorry," you blurt, but Lea just lifts their hand to gently brush your cheek, pushing your hair out of your face, their other hand moving to cup the back of your neck. They urge you forward, and you let them, leaning into them as they press their forehead to yours.

"You're alright," they say again, the words ghosting over your lips, and you breathe them in, clutching at the front of their shirt, turning your head to tuck your face into the crook of their neck.

They wrap their arms around you then, leaning back into the blankets, holding you against their chest. You close your eyes, still gripping their shirt like a lifeline, feeling the steady beat of their heart against the panicked racing of your own.

It takes a while for you to fully calm down, and Lea holds you all the while, pulling the blankets up around you and urging you to go back to sleep. You don't - you can't - but you still stay like that, not wanting to leave Lea's arms until morning.

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i'm normal btw i'm super normal. i'm normal. i'm normal. i'm not insane i'm a normal guy i'm literally just some guy if you saw me on the street you'd be like yeah that seems like a normal guy. don't look at my posts look at me i'm normal i'm telling you i'm normal

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succession (2018–) cr. jesse armstrong / arcane (2021–) cr. christian linke & alex yee / euphoria (2019–) cr. sam levinson / the fall of the house of usher, steven berkoff / antigone, jean anouilh (trans. lewis galantiere) / a brother named gethsemane, natalie diaz / a flicker in the dark, stacy willingham / gone girl (2014) dir. david fincher / avatar: the last airbender (2005–2008) cr. michael dante dimartino & bryan konietzko / filmnoirsbian / to all the boys i’ve loved before, jenny han / clara ortega / the umbrella academy (2019–) cr. steve blackman / where things come back, john corey whaley / the pull of you, the national / little women (2019) dir. greta gerwig / jazmine hughes / antigonick, trans. anne carson / statue of vincet and theo van gogh, ossip zadkine / ‘blues for vincent’ otherwise known as the human condition, geoff dyer

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