yo can i just be real for a second like
for the last like five years i’ve been wearing 8-9 layers of fucking sports bras and god damn living my worst life trying to avoid mis-gendering and dysphoria, it was like, THE most unhealthy thing i’ve ever done
i worked today for the first time in my binder and
- I GOT DRESSED IN A NORMAL PEOPLE AMOUNT OF TIME??? IT DIDN’T TAKE ME 10-15 MINUTES TO CAREFULLY LAYER SHIT TO BIND LIKE I JUST SLIPPED THAT SHIT ON AND WAS DONE. WACKEST THING IN THE UNIVERSE
- everyone addressed me as sir
- i was actually have to comfortably move through the store at a brisk pace
- i didn’t get out of breath when doing my heavy lifting for stock instantly and i had more energy than ever now that i could get more air into my chest
- I CAN BREATHE???
- no pain at all ever again is a real bruh moment you feel me
its probably dumb to keep gushing about this on here but jesus christ it’s such a god damn relief that i was finally able to get one without my dad side eyeing me, my grandmother is the most supportive person in the world jesus christ i love her
im living my best life and it’s almost dizzying to look down and just see FLATNESS and NOTHINGLESS and just. looking normal. looking how i feel i should.
its literally fucking wild
im 20 god damn years old and im gushing like a middle-schooler right now but literally this just changed my whole ass daily life