A Fairytale.

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lit. nsfw. 18+. krp. creative director of bella mira. vogue korea editor in chief. character est. in 240216. blog est. in 020217.
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JOOHYUN

She was surprised at the amount of complaints that escaped form her own mouth the past hour. Maybe this was what it took to get her to speak her mind, after all. A few minutes later, however, she is reminded yet again of why she never really liked speaking out in the first place with the creative director reprimanding her, noticing the hostility in her tone. After that, a terrified expression could be seen slapped across her face, the idol keeping mum before mumbling a quick apology. She knew that modeling for the brand was of utmost importance to her company and for the good of her group as well, and if she retaliated, it could get them to lose this one job.
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Elaine is too busy working on the strings of the corset, making sure the younger woman doesn’t faint on her because, despite the designer’s BITING words, she did take into consideration how the idol felt. Sure, the Chinese woman could be demanding but she’s by no means a mean person. When finished tying the corset over the silk dress that adorns the shorter, ivory woman, chocolate irises lift to the body-length mirror to take in the full outfit but Joohyun’s expression is what makes her pause. It’s a look the elder is all too familiar with so she tries to warm her up.  Joohyun-ah, take a breath. It’s not too tight, see ? I loosened it a bit. Don’t look so FRIGHTENED, love, Elaine offers a small smile to get her spirits up. 

You don’t have to be afraid of me. We’re both just doing our jobs, right ?

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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JONGHYUN

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✰ | ☾ — - She was hot, there was no question about that, and she had a bit of a biting attitude and even if it was stupid to test an inhuman much more powerful being, it was a kind of naive boldness that he could appreciate. A bit of his boredom was etching away. However, he knew that most humans didn’t even know the shit they were getting into whenever they decided to dabble with demons, and even if he didn’t want to, by law of their nature they were supposed to inform their victims. It could be however vague or misleading, but they had to get that initial confirmation of ‘yes I understand & I want it no matter what’. That sort of thing. But if nightmares and numerous, sporadic sleepless sweaty nights with nonstop trembling and aching lust filled desires to the point of exhaustion was your thing, then so be it. Jonghyun wasn’t going to complain.
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What more do you need to do ? She blinks, his gentlest touch magnetic and her head tilts up to look at him square in the eyes. Her irises swirl with nervousness that she hadn’t felt in all her years. Of course, she thought BITTERLY, it takes a demon to get her to feel small and vulnerable. But, by habit, she put up a pretense of calm and composure despite feeling like his heady gaze making her unravel oh-so s l o w l y at the seams. 

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HANSOO

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╰☆╮. ┊               Two nights. It was just two nights. When she had agreed to dog sit her friend’s furry friend, she had not expected it to be this difficult. Don’t get her wrong, she loved all animals dearly ———– but there was such a thing as poor training. She warned Hansoo about spoiling her dog, and this is what happens.
                        “biscuit!” She calls out, scolding in nature. In truth, Eunchae felt bad for the dog. That poor, poor German Shepard stuck with a name like Biscuit; she felt like that was borderline animal cruelty. Tugging on the leash with surprising strength for her size, she pulls the canine back and shoves his butt down. “no, no! you do not bark at people. when you say ‘ hi ‘ you have to do it nicely, okay?” Her tone was firm and strong, which seemed to get to the dog before she glanced up apologetically at the other.
                    “i’m so sorry about him. he… gets excited with people. especially with men for some reason. he doesn’t bite, i swear.”
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Elaine has always been fond of animals. She wasn’t sure if she was more of a cat person or a dog person, regardless she adored them all. And, she wished in the depths of her heart she could have a pup or kitten of her own but such domestic animals required daily attention and care. She, on the other hand, worked LONG hours. But, despite that, her desire for a house pet drove her to adopt a snake. And, dear god, she l o v e s her ball python with ALL her heart.

Her train of thought is broken when the canine she’d been eyeing runs towards her with it’s tongue flopping out of his mouth eagerly and his tail wagging in EXCITEMENT. A smile stretches on her rosy tiers that matches the joy of this German Shepherd. A laugh soon tumbles from her lips as she crouches down to greet the barking dog, unafraid by its large build because she knows the bigger dogs are usually the k i n d e s t.

Chocolate orbs life to meet the owner of the adorable dog, shaking her head with another laugh as her fingers rake through the soft fur of the dog, gently scratching at its scalp,  I don’t mind at all ! He’s adorable. What’s his name ?

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[ ! ] UPDATED because I owe so much and had to drop certain threads. EVERYTHING WILL BE DONE BY THE END OF THE WEEK?. If you want to drop threads, just shoot me a message and we can plot something else. I know sometimes we lose muse for things, I sure have. But, I’m back and ready for anything. (SLOWLY easing back into tumblr though)

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SANG CHEOL

                   《 》     GALAS WERE NEVER REALLY his sort of thing. Of course, if he was pressured or urged to go, he’d go. Just the whole socializing aspect of it ― fake smiles and proper etiquette, ‘the works’ he’d call it ― made him feel dizzy. But when she had asked him, he was caught off guard by how quickly he said ‘yes.’ Suppose it’s because she personally asked him and in person on top of that, that he found it hard to refuse. Besides, to have been asked by her was quite the honour. She had made quite the name for herself and to be the individual who was able to walk along side her with those delicate hands draped around his arm, who in their right mind could possibly refuse? That and he saw this as an opportunity to get his name further out there, so why the hell not, he told himself.
Thanks, noona, he utters in an almost hushed tone. Hors d’oeuvres, caviar, expensive wine or champagne, men and women dressed in their finest garbs ― the thought made him nervous, but so long as he’s with her, what could possibly go wrong, right? With a hand extended out, his forefinger gently brushes aside the stray strand from her face. Once again, the corners of his lips curl upwards into that usual, charming smile of his. Shall we? Or are we aiming to be fashionably late?

Fashionably late, of course. We need to make a statement. Our arrival should be KNOWN, she muses with a grin before taking his offered arm. They head down to the car waiting for them: Elaine sliding in carefully first before he gets in next and it’s quite obvious that his nerves are buzzing. Little does he know, the galas aren’t as uptight as he thinks it to be. Sure, there are some snoozy older men but, for the most part, the attendees are around her age or younger, full of l i f e and IMAGINATION. She knew he’d find some entertainment from it but she didn’t tell him just yet.

Elaine knows how out of his comfort zone the younger man is putting himself in––or should she say OUT––for her. She didn’t pressure him so it surprised her when he said yes. All Elaine wants to do was help him out and this place function full of executives and aspiring artists was a place for him to mingle. She couldn’t wait to see him loosen up and become the bright young man she knows him to be.

Plus, Elaine had grown t i r e d of going to these events alone. After a while, for her, it all becomes monotonous AND boring

They make small chatter in the ride to the venue, the elder making assurances every once in awhile when she sees the anxiousness in his eyes. The care comes to a stop and she gives him one final look as the driver comes around to open his door, a grin spreading on her lips,  Ready ?

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DANIEL

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Daniel too notice she has been distancing herself from him. He too, was doing the same. He couldn’t afford of having the thoughts of being asked of where they are going to take this. Their casual meetings have took turn into something even more personal and there were emotions playing in between.
Their initial meeting was purely based on the attraction and lust, and they were incredible. But as he get to know her, there were a lot of things that made him feel comfortable and Daniel rarely found that in a woman. She was not clingy, she has her own pride and charisma which he found very sexy in a woman.
But, that didn’t stop him from thinking about her. It kind of kill him slowly for not having able to meet her again, but he too didn’t want her to think that he was too deep into this – clearly he was in denial.
So that night Daniel got to think about her a little too far that he found himself waiting in his car in front of her apartment with his manager – slightly drunk.
At first he just watched while clenching his wrist, he told himself not to make a fool of himself but next thing he knew, he was banging on Elaine’s door furiously.
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Somehow, Elaine managed to get to the couch with the rugged lawer, settling on his lap and they kissed with a row of heat. Their hands were everywhere and she didn’t realize the man had managed to unbutton her white blouse, all the while. Halfway through getting her shirt undone, there was a RUCKUS outside her door that had her pulling back with a confused expression.

She swiftly moved off the man’s lap, softly telling him she’ll only be a moment as she tries to do up a few of her buttons again so her bra wasn’t just hanging out. Padding to the door, she opens it with curious, wide orbs only for them to g r o w into saucers at the sight of a drunken Daniel.

Elaine has seen him drunk a couple times before but they were BETTER circumstances. Those times they had fun together but this Daniel looks furious. But, she doesn’t quite get why he would be when they’ve been nothing but hook ups for each other.

DANIEL ! What are you doing here ? she hisses quietly.

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