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Masterlist Masterlist Masterlist

Updated 8/4/2018 (August 4)

The Girl from the Past

Morning Ritual

Roxy the Baby (Luke Alvez)

What a News

Party

Sober, Part 2

Alive or Not (Derek Morgan, Challenge)

A Secret Rival

No Explanation, Part 2

Festival

Acquaintance

Nerdy Couple

A Case

Who Is?

No Light

Transferred Agent

Hair

Adoption

What If…

A Meeting

Buyer and Seller

Rejection

Beard

Backstreet

Clubbing

Pictures

Break Up

Argued

Affair

Baby Sitting

Spill

Spencer and a Game

Her (Part 2 of Move On)

For Him

Help Me

Surprise

Death of Agent

Reveal

Move On

Online

Sorry

Beautiful

A Present

Friends

Angry

An Evidence

First Sight

Done For You

Through Everything

A Visit

Miss Understanding

Series Story

Old Masterlist, you might want to see stories i didn’t put in this newest masterlist.

Please reblog so everyone could read the stories thanks :)

OMFG I JUST FOUND THIS POST OMG THE LINK STILL WORK OMGGGGGGG THIS IS MY MASTERLIST EVERYONE, BUT I HAVE TO UPDATE IT EVENTUALLY BUT YEAHHHH OMG THANK YOU FOR WHOEVER LIKED THIS POST ILYSMMMMM

I really need to make a new masterlist since i accidentally delete it.

Omg I’m so sorry i haven’t make your request in years i can’t promise anything since i forgot abt the episode but i will try my best to write it

quick reminder that fan fic writers are people too!

i know its hard to believe but for most of us, this isn’t a full time thing, its a hobby or a way for us to allow our creative side to shine. we post things for you to enjoy...FOR FREE may i add.

we have lives outside of our blogs, we are REAL people with things to do. whether thats school, work, our families or its just a bad time in our lives that hinder our ability to produce content. trust me, we feel bad about not posting, i hate disappointing people but sometimes debilitating circumstances are unavoidable.

that being said, we are not obligated to keep to the timings that you would like us to, sometimes we say we’ll post and things go well and that goal is achieved. other times, life gets in the way, things happen...other priorities pop up. writing is not easy, its time consuming and hard work but we do it because we enjoy it and we know that you do too.

so it is not only entitled, selfish and rude to send anons to creators demanding them to post or calling them names for not sticking to a posting schedule but it is absolutely laughable that you have so much free time that you can act like this. all we ask as writers is for some respect and decency when talking to us. WE ARE REAL PEOPLE.

so stop hiding on anon and grow up, and if thats too difficult then kindly fuck off.

sincerely,

a sick and tired writer.

Masterlist Masterlist Masterlist

Updated 8/4/2018 (August 4)

The Girl from the Past

Morning Ritual

Roxy the Baby (Luke Alvez)

What a News

Party

Sober, Part 2

Alive or Not (Derek Morgan, Challenge)

A Secret Rival

No Explanation, Part 2

Festival

Acquaintance

Nerdy Couple

A Case

Who Is?

No Light

Transferred Agent

Hair

Adoption

What If…

A Meeting

Buyer and Seller

Rejection

Beard

Backstreet

Clubbing

Pictures

Break Up

Argued

Affair

Baby Sitting

Spill

Spencer and a Game

Her (Part 2 of Move On)

For Him

Help Me

Surprise

Death of Agent

Reveal

Move On

Online

Sorry

Beautiful

A Present

Friends

Angry

An Evidence

First Sight

Done For You

Through Everything

A Visit

Miss Understanding

Series Story

Old Masterlist, you might want to see stories i didn’t put in this newest masterlist.

Please reblog so everyone could read the stories thanks :)

OMFG I JUST FOUND THIS POST OMG THE LINK STILL WORK OMGGGGGGG THIS IS MY MASTERLIST EVERYONE, BUT I HAVE TO UPDATE IT EVENTUALLY BUT YEAHHHH OMG THANK YOU FOR WHOEVER LIKED THIS POST ILYSMMMMM

You broke me first

Fandom: Criminal minds  Pairing: Spencer Reid x reader Word count: 4.1k of my finest Angst Summary: Based on ‘you broke me first’ by Tate McRae  - You didn’t notice that your relationship with Spencer was failing as it happened, you only noticed when the lies and the distans got too much, but even when you think that you’re finally able to move on, Spencer has a way to try and drag you back Warning: This is high class angst, implied intercourse, implied cheating (not on reader tho), more swearing than usual, you might cry, Spencer Reid is a certified asshole Requested only by myself and whatever is up there where usually there’s a brain, but the song was suggested by my beautiful @sirkekselord

Maybe you don’t like talkin’ too much about yourself But you should’ve told me That you were thinking ‘bout someone else

You knew from the beginning that a relationship with Spencer Reid would be complicated. With his job taking him out of state for weeks at a time and putting him constantly in danger, with his ridiculously high IQ that made him know just about everything and with his antics that you adored. But ever since your third date with him you had known that you loved him and you decided that you’d do your level best to make this relationship work. And at first everything was perfect, of course you missed him when he was away for a case but you’d talk on the phone almost daily, but the time he was home made more than up for it. You shared everything with each other and you had never felt more confident in a relationship than that. Maybe that’s why you didn’t notice the change until it was too late. The signs started to appear slowly. He would stay at work longer even when there wasn’t a case and after he’d tell you he was tired and go to his apartment instead of yours or inviting you, he’d stop answering most of your calls when he was out of state and he stopped talking to you. Of course he didn’t stop actually talking to you, you were still having conversations, but suddenly all your conversations were made up of smalltalk and the occasional work story from your side. There was not a hint of emotions and for someone else it would probably sound like two coworkers who rode the elevator together. When you realized what was happening, you knew that it would take a great effort and communication to mend what was breaking, but you also knew that you couldn’t do that alone, so, when he came back from a case in Louisiana, you asked him to come to your apartment to talk, but he told you that he was too tired and would just crash into bed at his place and even though you didn’t want to let it simmer any longer you also knew that his job was exhausting so you’d give him the night before you’d finally make him talk to you again. Your friends - who knew about your conundrum - decided that you wouldn’t waste the night anxiously losing yourself in your thoughts, so they made you dress up a little bit fancy and took you out to go to a bar and maybe it was just a cruel wink of fate or it was pure coincidence, but as you walked into the bar all your senses immediately directed towards a table near the window where a group of people from which one was eerily familiar. Sitting there, laughing and having his arm around the shoulder of a beautiful blond woman sat Spencer, obviously not exhausted at all, in the middle of a conversation with the people who you assumed were his team. Suddenly the dam that held all your fears and worries back crashed and they came flooding over you like a wave that you were drowning in. He had lied to you. You had told him that you wanted to talk and he had lied without even hesitating. How often had he done that before? How many nights had he told you he went home to sleep when he was actually out and about with his team or doing good knows what? And like the pink glasses shattered you suddenly knew that there was nothing to salvage left of your relationship, but for some reason - maybe because you really loved him still - when you called him the next day you didn’t mention that you saw him the night before, you didn’t mention that you knew he lied, you didn’t mention any of it. You just said that you thought that the two of you needed a break. And he agreed. He didn’t even try to find out what was wrong, which a part of you was thankful for, he just agreed and said that he’d call you again in one or two weeks so that you could make a decision. You decided that maybe a bit of time off was what you needed so that you could learn to be like before again.

You’re drunk at a party Or maybe it’s just that your car broke down Your phone’s been off for a couple of months So you’re callin’ me now

It was three weeks later that the thought that he wouldn’t call you dawned on you, but you gave him the benefit of the doubt. He was on cases all the time, he was busy - had been before the time off too - so obviously it could take a bit longer for him to call. Not to mention, that you never clarified the terms of the break, no you just said you needed one, maybe he just tried to give you some more time or maybe he needed some more time. Then three weeks turned into two months and all the excuses that you tried to make up fell apart as you realized that there was no real reason for him to not call you for that long. You knew that you couldn’t go on like that, spending day and night awaiting the call that you knew wouldn’t come and keeping yourself from talking to any guy in anything other than a polite and friendly manner since theoretically seen you were still in a relationship, so you made a decision and after a couple of glasses of wine for bravery, you sent him the final message that told him that whatever the two of you still had or didn’t have was over. That the break had shown you that you couldn’t go on like before and that you wished him all the best and that you meant no hard feelings. When you woke up the next morning, already dreading an answer, you saw that he had read it only an hour after you sent it. But no answer. Not even an ‘okay’ or anything. Just nothing. Knowing that it was truly over, you put all the things that he had left in your apartment in a box that you put by the door in case that he’d come over to pick them up and you even attempted to delete the pictures of the two of you that you had on your phone, even though you restored them all immediately after, unable to finalise the end of that part of your life.

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