queer failure princess

Fandom: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Luo Binghe/Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu Characters: Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu, Luo Binghe Additional Tags: Domestic Fluff, Foot Massage, Non-Sexual Intimacy, sqq is scared of vulnerability with his husband (unsurprising), canon typical bingqiu horny thoughts

Summary:

written for SVSSS gotcha for gaza

im about to post a scum villain fic.......wish me luck

feeling incoherent about the last chapter of svsss vol 3 and particularly the sex scene—i knew Vaguely what to expect and was prepared but i was not prepared for how deeply? it would move me emotionally? the grotesque and painful nature of it was so perfectly suited to the story, and i love what it got across how excruciating and uncomfortable it is to be Known intimately by another person and submit yourself to being loved by them.

it's ultimately necessary and freeing to shen qingqiu to give himself up to that Ordeal, and the forced & ultimately fatal nature of it is what allows him to actually let himself want it. and for luo binghe, even without an awareness of what he's doing, it's very humanizing to be accepted so fully and wholly for the most uncontrolled, desperate, lonely version of himself. the line "luo binghe seemed to have found some small sense of security" really struck me, the juxtaposition between the recklessness paired with that gentle realization of safety.

the terror & discomfort of the scene don't feel undesired somehow, either physically or on an emotional level, like they're just an inevitable part of what it means for bingqiu to finally embrace each other—that the love is so strong that it's worth weathering the sheer intensity of it & being consumed by it. it all just felt like a super fitting microcosm of bingqiu's relationship of absolutely clawing and clinging to each other, despite the pain and insecurities it forces them to grapple with, both together and within themselves. it's all very bare and pink and bald-faced! gahhh!!!!

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: ちはやふる | Chihayafuru (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Mashima Taichi/Suou Hisashi Characters: Mashima Taichi, Suou Hisashi Additional Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Birthday Sex, Food Kink, Blow Jobs, Hand Jobs, Established Relationship, Future Fic, Post-Canon, Birthday Cake, there's a little bit of plot but mostly they just fuck nasty........ Summary:

“Can I have my present now?”

“The cake is your present,” Suo says. His uninterested tone of voice is mismatched with his deft fingers. He leans toward Taichi, and he teases down his zipper. “Did you have something else in mind?”