Indeed.
you go kitty
Isn't your son on a vent because he can't breathe on his own?
Yes he’s on a vent but my little man can breathe for 8+ hours depending on how well his day is going
Thats my baby! This little man inspires me to keep going just like you sis!
“She is so stubborn, her heart has an argument with her head every time it wants to beat.”
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Catherynne M. Valente (via purplebuddhaquotes)
some thoughts on self objectification
Holy mother of hell
this is a huge reason why lesbians can go years just not figuring out that they aren’t attracted to men. when your whole understanding of attraction is “objectifying yourself to the point that you understand intimacy as a performance to be the perfect sexual object for a man” then the question of who and what you desire isn’t even being asked- let alone answered.
a few years back, i read “cinderella ate my daughter" by peggy orenstein (which is an interesting sort of crash course on the ways in which gender roles are really impressed on children through media, capitalism, toys, etc.). I read it like 5 years ago so if I get anything wrong, forgive me; I don’t own the book so I can’t consult it.
but one thing that really stuck with me was a part where the author speaks with (I believe) a child psychologist, and they talk about sexuality of teenage girls. one thing the psychologist mentions is that, when talking about sex, sexual attraction, etc, girls will frame it in terms of how they look, rather than how they feel when asked about their feelings (emotional and physical): “I feel like I look sexy, I look hot, etc,”. from the onset of experiencing sexuality, etc (which really means, going back to childhood, because girls are really bombarded by objectification from the time they’re tiny), girls are already alienated from their own bodies and sense of what feels good, right, or okay.
no wonder the process of realizing you’re a lesbian can be so difficult; it’s also no wonder that we have so many women who look back and say it took them years to realize that what happened to them was sexual assault, or who look back and say that they weren’t happy or satisfied in relationships but stayed in them anyway, or that women are so constantly critical of their appearances in everything they do. all of it comes down to the fact that women are so alienated from their own bodies, feelings, and experiences. monitoring how you look constantly really creates such a distance between you and your actual life, it takes you out of the moment, it makes it difficult to judge your actual feelings, or create boundaries, or bond genuinely with others, or have positive experiences free of self-criticism.
THIS. For the longest time, this was the only way I knew how to interact with my gender presentation.
Greek Mythology + Aesthetic: Aphrodie, Ares & Eros
Mulan by Natalie Dombois
“Steven, we can’t both exist.”
“Every moment you love being yourself that is me loving you and loving being you!”
“Take care of them, Steven.”
When my parents ask me why I spend so much time online
Me: can I do this thing?
Social anxiety: NO
Me: why?
Social anxiety: scary
Me: but everyone does it, don’t they?
Social anxiety: but not you
Me: but why not?
Social anxiety: scary
Me: can I please just-
Social anxiety: NO
Me: ….
Social anxiety: SCARY
So now, you’re gone. And I was wrong. I never knew what it was like to be alone on a Valentine’s Day…
Rest In Piece, Chester Bennington.