â Cheers To The Past
it seemed like a daily ritual for her friends to entice her with the mentions of alcohol and promises of letting oneself unwind. whines and pleas of how she would never let herself have fun. always politely declining every offer and bribe given her way had also become a daily ritual for her. it wasnât as if the rose haired girl wanted to refuse every cherry flavored bitter liquor thrown her way, or miss out on a night where drinks were free and memories were forgotten. she just didnât want to take any risks of exposing herself former self to anyone. coming off as a soft and dainty lady with only good bones in her body was an exhaustingly hard task; past sins whispering sweet nothings into her ear every time her facade wavered. beckoning her to let loose, drop her charade and let her breathe in her skin once again. she sighed, the smell wafted around the entire area slowly choking her true self but she couldnât succumb to its call. not here, where everyone could seeăŒ see her bare flesh laid out clear view.
but it had been a rough week for all of them, complaining chaeyoung doesnât even want to be their friends seeing how she refuses to hang out with them. she absolutely had to go that day, if she didnât it meant she didnât like them. thatâs how she ended up at a random bar, with no intention of getting wasted off her ass or having any other source of entertainment. her eyes scanned the area, looking for nothing in particular maybe to scan to see if she could risk just this one night. hook up with some random stranger whoâd have too much alcohol coursing through his veins for him to even remember her face, forget her touch by dawn. as if she even had the luxury, she was everywhere. eyes and ears, any sense of privacy was thrown out the window. it was near impossible for someone to outrunăŒ let alone even try to run from gossip girlâs antics.
sitting on a random bar stool a heavy sigh left her lips as she asked for some sprite. it was awfully dark in here, nearly missing the figure that seemed to call her with no purpose. her name slurred on his tongue; his usual shy and reserved state seemed to be nonexistent. initiating the conversation with such open attitude she wouldâve believed this was how he was if not been for the small talks in the elevator. wrapping her fingers around the glass of fizzy pop she took the chance of listening to his drunken babble.
âin a world like ours. i wouldnât blame them. it must be the sins of our past that hang so heavy above our heads.â for someone so careful with her words, all her thoughts poured as effortless as the liquor in his cup. âthey say alcohol is manâs worst enemy, Â âbut I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,â matthew 5:44.â