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lesson number one

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A journal of inspiration, motivation, and discipline. just a black belt who's trying to live into the title.
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chronicas

the more i think about mcu spider-man the more i don’t like mcu spider-man

like mcu twink peter will never have the depth of our friendly neighborhood spider-man. literally any time they try and make spider-man super cool with access to a ton of sick tech and everything i start to really lose interest. the appeal of spider-man to me is that he’s like just some guy who happens to have super powers. like you could just hang out with this dude. the “bigger” they make him the more he loses that.

actually i’m gonna elaborate on this further because spider-verse did this but they did it well and with purpose.

the peter from miles’ dimension was super over the top, kinda larger than life. as pointed out by peter b. several times. however unlike other times they’ve done this it wasn’t just to try and make spider-man look cool, it was all a part of miles’ narrative. miles was given huge shoes to fill and they used this as a tool to portray how small miles felt compared to peter.

but the difference between miles and mcu peter is that miles didn’t need any of that to become the spider-man he is today. one of his main role models in the film is peter b. who’s broke and off his game, but still manages to do amazing things.

that’s the appeal of spider-man. is that anyone can make a difference, no matter where you’re at in your life you can still be incredible.

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recalibrate

Okay. So I have slowed down things considerably. I wanted to make posts about working out, my overall fitness, my symptoms, etc., but if I’m honest my medicine is kicking my ass and so is my neuropathy. I’m going to try and keep up as much as I can. I’ll check in a few days a week. But I have a real finite amount of energy and I was spreading myself mad thin....I can’t be doing that anymore. 

On a deeper note, my relationship with how I move and physicality and, inevitably, martial arts has changed. I want to be clear: the way I function currently, tae kwon do in the style I know it (World Taekwondo Federation, sport style, very high impact) is out of my reach. It’s not a pity statement, and it’s not giving up. It’s mostly coming to terms with what’s happening. But...I want to look into what I can do. Where my limits are now. A new journey just as long and hard as the previous one. I don’t know where it’ll take me and I don’t know what it means for me or my blog right this second. We’ll have to see. 

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