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HELLO! yes, i am not dead! my brain hasnt been able to focus on art or writing currently, but i have been lurking

due to my own hubris (in overextending myself) and the unfortunate ai creep (which isnt threatening so much as exhausting) im gonna be withdrawing a lot of myself to posting almost exclusively on this nifty little site im still in the progress of completing. i will cross-post between onto tumblr. MAYBE twitter. but thats about it. gonna focus on putting everything together

i will - once my brain gets back into the groove for it - work on replies, but i just. cant jump into another social media site. im tired. ive been tired for a while, honestly - which can be attributed to me being in my thirties as well lol. the internets a fun place but its not suppose to take more work than something i get paid to do

also ive been wanting to slowly wean myself off the Internet for a while so at least i have more motivation now than ever to actually start doing it

ive been intending to make this post for a while, though with more ic information. hopefully ill be able to complete all that ehh eventually (its not necessary to give enya a reason to be around less but there will be one that ive been working on for way too long)

feel free to message me, be it to chat or come up with some thread ideas. im happy to do so!

you can find me here (@kaengeru) / @limlnal as well as @thylacoleocarn - these will be your best bet twitter too but not super active discord is thyla#4699 (i think??) but im way more spacey at being there and thylacoleocarn.neocities once again c:

ya'll have been (and continue to be) super awesome and wish u all the best in ur own goals <3

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crxtura

Third day of Spring

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kaengeru

Third, of...

[Counts out her fingers to three, mouth slightly agape as she squints at him.]

Wednesday?

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[Looking like she just rolled out of bed.]

What. Day s't?

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cdwalker

[ He didn’t have to think of it very hard. Had been a while since he’d been around any kind of fireplace. It made the experience a bit novel in his mind. Even if they were fairly common. The clinic sure didn’t have one. ]

Then I’ll probably take you up on that. Whenever you’re so inclined.

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kaengeru

Well tha's th'easy part, but, I f'igured people like t'bring stuff? When they vacation, which I, get, but, s'an easy stop whenever. Though, mm.

[Pulled out her phone for a quick check before shrugging.] Bit rainy and stormy next week er two, but nicer'n fuckin cold n'windy.

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mr-pulvis

"Uh-huh? M'not sure I believe that."

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kaengeru

Pursed her lips. Had hoped for more of a reaction but seeing as she was fairly dulled herself, it wasn't much of a bother.

"Y'should get t'least one tat."

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cdwalker

[ That seemed... more acceptable to him, for some reason. Less trepidation about that kind of thing. He had to acknowledge that Enya was being some level of kind about it all. Surprisingly. He might have thought that the second he stopped being indifferent about it that she would have lost interest. ]

Uh. Well. I think I could manage that, yeah.

[ Because when all was said and done... he was into it. And it wasn't as though they hadn't done it before...

Wheeze. Okay. He could be okay with this. ]

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kaengeru

Yeh?

[Added for solid confirmation. His confidence sounded a bit shaky and though that wasn't a high priority, especially now, she'd like some sense of certainty. Trying!

That, and the added layer of physical contact... Coupling the two concepts wasn't a hard line, obviously, but it would be some weight off her mind if she thought was somewhat enthused.]

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Hhhheh. [An unhappy exhale at this point. Popping a squat with head in hand. Elbow on knee. Tired of the matter and everything around it. Not really Enya's fault on that.]

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kaengeru

[Watches her slowly collapse into that hunched pile. Even if Enya had more proactive energy, she wouldn't of thought to reach out and touch Devang. Pat on the shoulder sort of thing. Might of been a good idea. Grounding? But had a feeling that might not be the best option, too.]

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mr-pulvis

"I put effort into shit.... An' m'plenty recognisable, what're ya talkin' about? Pfft, I don't need or want tattoos anyways."

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kaengeru

Stared at him placidly for a few seconds. "Didn't specify I's talkin bou you."

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Maybe a little assumptive about you. [But not so much of a leap to other people in her life, seemed to her.]

Beyond, like...weird...connotations toward my age.

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kaengeru

[Shrugged to that.]

I mean, tha was wha I'd apologizin fer. Not a real conscious decision, but like I said, tryin t'get better at't.

Brains wired fer th'bigger-stonger-older trifecta. Feels weird enough doin t'towards someone like m'dad. With you, t's. Mm. Y'deserve bettern tha sortf, eh, behavior. Sorry. [Slightly more genuine, helped along by the lack of hesitation behind it. Hard to phrase her respect toward Devang without spiraling, one way or another.]

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Yeh.

The whole...treatin' me like I'm not a regular fuckin' person with people thoughts and feelin's and...I don't know. That, when you decided I shouldn't need shit 'cause obviously being old and tough means I'm on some kind of other level of existence.

Used to be fine. Worked for my image. But I'm not even working anymore and I've been acting more like a person for a few years now--but I come out...out of the hole... [Did Enya even know about that? Fuck if she could remember.] And I'm not seen. I'm tired.

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kaengeru

[Frowned, but the quiet attitude at least muted her impulses for the time being. Gave her the proper amount of time to process Devang's words beyond responding with a nuh-uh. Ended with a short cough-laugh.]

I mean- hff. I think I get what'cher figurin. But t'sounds like yer, like, attributin more intention t'nothin intended. Decided, pfft.

Like. [Tilt her head to stare at her.] I do figure y'asa person. But I know yer not a human-person, so. Jus. I'unno, assumed y'were less. Mm. Sensitive t'my bad use f'wordin.

[Huffed.] Spose y'can blame me, eh, wha's't. Projectin er wha'ever.

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Yeah, I guessed. Just, uh...Can't seem to find a therapist so the pill bandaid is what I got.

[Mph.

The tension bled out at the apology. She just...]

Having trouble with the othering, lately. Don't worry about it.

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kaengeru

Mm. Wouldn't count therapyany 'more'n a patch job. S'jus? Findin someone t'talk't, but. [Blows a raspberry.] Be trickier fer y'either-or.

[Shrugged. Certainly wouldn't bother her beyond that.]

Othering, who, you?

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