Obsessed with that bit where P— told John to be a bad wizard. That they could write the history books later to say he was good, but what he needed to do now was to scare the shit out of people. What he needed was leverage.
Because that's what he did! That's exactly what he did. He got his leverage, he played the bad wizard, he scared the shit out of everyone. And then after the dust settled, when he was the last man standing, he wrote the history books to say he was good.
And like. The thing that gets me is. After all that, he named her Pyrrha.
They won. It wasn't worth it.
And like. It's also about how John didn't set up the conditions for the end of the world alone. He didn't do jackshit on his own. He had the magic powers, and he pulled the trigger, but they all helped load the gun. The apocalypse was a group project.
#like yes C— gave him very good advice that he should have followed re: vengence and spite#but John is not the only one who brushed her off#A— also waved her off with 'yeah we'll get to that after we've shown the bastards'#after A— and M— negotiated for John to have control of a nuke#John focused on the death side of his powers yeah but who was it thst went out and dug up a graveyard for him?#who framed him as a religious figure and compared him to Jesus?#he didn't come up with that one himself#john said he wiped his friends' minds to absolve them of the guilt for the parts they played in what happened#and while I'm sure he had other motives#it's astounding how well his stated plan worked @mayasaura
I'm always thinking about the implications of the mindwipe. Killing your friends while they're still alive and walking. Taking away their memories their selfhood and their identity but their guilt along with it. Washed clean of the original sin.